wasting time with you

Chapter 30 If It Wasn't For You (5)
"I will give you back the hug I borrowed from you. Cry as much as you want while there is no one around." Mu Yan's tall and tall body stood in front of her, shielding her from the biting cold wind of the winter night , he stretched out his long arms, and embraced her whole body, "I know that forgetting is very difficult, but when the past becomes unrecognizable, we have no choice but to forget." On his chest, "An Yiruo, you have me!"

Feeling her little hands climbing up his waist, Mu Yan's mellow and magnetic voice sounded again, "Leave everything tonight, and start tomorrow, you will be a brand new you. Believe me, not every love ends in sadness, I Will always be by your side."

The firm tone, the soft voice, with the power of demagogy, easily weakened her.The strong mask cracked in an instant, and tears flowed across the face and flowed into the mouth, salty to bitter.

Over the years, things have changed.Why bother?Why bother?The person who is leaving cannot be kept, the lost love cannot be returned, who is passing by, and who is taking refuge, the answer is obvious.

On the night of Paris, she finally left Xi Shuoliang, who was going against him, in Provence forever, and let the sea of ​​purple flowers cut off their love for them.Then she understood that in love, you don't just want to be smashed to pieces.

And the sentence "You have me", which is not like a love sentence, can reflect the weight of commitment far more than the sentence "I love you".

The sky is full of bright stars, and the bright moonlight sprinkles the earth, shining softly on them.An Yiruo raised his eyes, and the light fell into Mu Yan's deep eyes, where there seemed to be a bit of firmness and pity floating there, he couldn't help laughing, his smile was bright and brilliant.

The love lingering in his heart spewed out, Mu Yan exhaled deeply and long, bowed his head and kissed her.

With such tenderness, An Yiruo was powerless to withdraw.

It wasn't until both of them were panting a little that the four lips parted reluctantly, and the hand caressing the back of her head slowly moved forward, the slightly rough palm was pressed against her cheek, and Mu Yan cherished her fingertips on her face. Gently caressed her flushed face.

Such a focused gaze made An Yiruo almost unable to stand still, and the heart that had resisted with all his strength surrendered in an instant.She bravely raised her foot and kissed him lightly on the cheek.

If it weren't for your persistence, I would definitely lose the courage to love again.

Thank you for waiting for me and giving hope to my love.

That night, they stood facing the wind, overlooking the bright neon night scene of Paris, and started a new love journey.

The next day, An Yiruo followed Mu Yan's footsteps to another city - Barcelona, ​​Spain.

When An Yiruo came to the restaurant, Mu Yan was already waiting in the couple booth near the window.

A few small chandeliers are embedded on the retro-style wall, and the hazy yellow light softens the atmosphere of the restaurant, giving it a special mood.

During the dinner, Mu Yan thoughtfully served her dishes, handed tissues carefully, and behaved elegantly, very gentlemanly.

An Yiruo was even more confused.Mu Yan sent her to the room just after the two of them stayed in the hotel, and only told her to rest first before taking her out to eat.This wait was an hour, but she was asked to come to the restaurant by herself.

After asking, the answer I got was: "A date."

There is really nothing to do with him.

An Yiruo didn't bother to pursue it.

It's been a long time since he had a good meal, he had a big appetite, and when he was almost full, he noticed that Mu Yan had already stopped chopsticks, leaned back in the chair and looked at her intently, with a smile on his brows.

Why does she look so pretty?A charming and shy look appeared on the rosy face, An Yiruo coughed lightly: "Why don't you eat? Does it not suit your appetite?"

Mu Yan leaned forward, stretched out his hand to hold her hand on the table, but smiled and said nothing.

Instinctively felt that the smile in his eyes was evil, An Yiruo's face turned hot, and he looked for a topic: "Why did you come to Barcelona? Is there a ball game recently?"

match?How could he have such a good interest.Mu Yan smiled, "Do you know how expensive the hotel you live in Paris is? My monthly salary is not enough to stay there for a few nights. If I don't hurry up and take you away, I'm worried that you will lose all your air tickets back home." gone."

She was ashamed and annoyed: "Isn't there you? When I lose all my return tickets, you can stay and wash the dishes."

Mu Yan laughed, "Wouldn't it be a bit miserable for a Chinese policeman like me to be reduced to washing dishes in a foreign country?" Seeing her smile, he asked, "Do you know St. Elvis Square?"

She understood instantly: "Don't tell me you came for the Canale fountain?"

He raised his eyebrows with a natural expression.

"It is said that if you drink the water from the Canale fountain, you will come to Barcelona again, do you believe it?"

He smiled, "Why don't you believe me?"

An Yiruo thought for a while, then hesitated: "Actually, you don't want to stay in Paris, do you?"

She asked cautiously, but Mu Yan answered frankly, "No one would like to stay longer, and I am no exception." He reached out and raised her face so that she could look into his eyes, "I hope the one that belongs to us Memory is pure, just the two of us."

Paris belongs to Xi Shuoliang, and Mu Yan doesn't want to involve himself in it.

An Yiruo looked into his eyes intently, rubbed his cheek against his slightly rough palm, and truly felt the happiness of being beside him, "Actually, you don't have to think too much."

"You don't think I'm narrow-minded, do you? Does your boyfriend have the right to be jealous?" Seeing the corners of her lips curling up slightly, he leaned over and kissed her forehead across the table, "Many years have passed, I don't know if it's the fountain The look of the legend. But I want to believe that we drank the water there together and will come to Barcelona again."

Mu Yan is not a romantic person at heart. In his past life, he only worked and trained. Sometimes even he suspected that he might be really a dull person, but for her, he actually racked his brains unconsciously.

Perhaps, women just have an invisible force that can lead men to do many things that seem childish afterwards.

An Yiruo's eyes flickered, and he saw his little self in his eyes: "Let's go to the Sagrada Família in a while, I've heard that there is the temple of love, and lovers who make vows there will meet with angels. eternal bliss under the blessing of

Although the vows have faded, she remains devout.An Yiruo sincerely hopes to forget the lost love in Paris and welcome a brand new one in Barcelona.

I had planned to take her there.Mu Yan readily agreed.

With the majestic Sagrada Familia standing in front of him, An Yiruo suddenly felt that the sea and the sky were vast.She opened her arms like a child, greedily breathing in the fresh afternoon air, a kind of heartfelt joy surged silently in her chest, and she couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips.

Standing in front of her, Mu Yan looked at the tenderness and warmth in her eyes, couldn't help but took out the platinum ring that he had prepared in advance, and then took her hand.

An Yiruo froze.

Mu Yan stubbornly put the ring on her slender finger, and said softly, "Don't be nervous, it's not a marriage proposal, but just expressing my expectation and sincerity for this relationship." Wrapping her soft hand in his palm, his black pupils were deep Showing strength everywhere, "When I pass the assessment and replace you with another one, we will hold a wedding here."

In fact, the legend An Yiruo heard about the Holy Family Cathedral is this: couples who propose and get married in the Holy Family Cathedral will always be protected by God and will be together happily forever.Just like the lily of the valley that Mu Yan gave her, they will never be separated.

Mu Yan brought her here for this legend, and the ring was his New Year's gift for her.

An Yiruo's feet were limp, and he was dazzled for a while.

Because of being impacted by happiness.

In the blink of an eye, An Yiruo saw that he was wearing another men's ring of the same style on his left hand: "But what if I didn't prepare a New Year's gift for you?"

Mu Yan retracted his arms slightly, letting her soft and boneless body cling to his arms, "You are the best gift."

An Yiruo smiled, passed his arms through his waist, and clasped them tightly, "Do you think we will never be separated like Lily of the Valley?"

Mu Yan patted her on the back: "Definitely."

A trip to Barcelona shortened the distance between the two hearts, and the relationship between Mu Yan and An Yiruo developed by leaps and bounds. Apart from not crossing the last line of defense, Mu Yan gave full play to her boyfriend's rights, and even spoiled her girlfriend to the sky. .

An Yiruo enjoys his pampering like a little woman, and can't help laughing every time she meets his tender eyes.Mu Yan took her to see the Gothic, Renaissance, Baroque buildings and modern buildings in the urban area, and the figures of each other shuttled through this city surrounded by mountains and seas, leaving only their marks and memories.

An Yiruo was pleasantly surprised to find that this was a very beautiful city, and she felt that she had fallen in love with it.In addition, she unexpectedly discovered that Mu Yan could speak fluent Spanish, and she admired it even more.Lying on his back, she leaned into his ear: "Captain Mu, how many advantages do you have that I don't know?"

Regardless of other people's strange glances, Mu Yan answered casually, "Wait for me to count."

How humble.An Yiruo laughed softly: "Don't say that your biggest shortcoming is that you have too many good points to count."

Her tone of "free shipping, dear" made Mu Yan smile: "Even though you stole my lines, I'm still very willing to give you a lifetime to find out slowly."

For a lifetime, what a beautiful promise.

An Yiruo leaned her head on his back with a sweet smile.

Time flies so fast when you feel happy. Before you visited every beautiful place in Barcelona, ​​the phone call urging them to return came. It was Mu Yan's direct leader, who said that there were new clues to the case that the team had been investigating with all their strength. , I hope he will end his vacation early and go back to preside over the overall situation.

As the captain of the special police, Mu Yan has too much involuntary control.An Yiruo understood the particularity of his profession and personally booked the return ticket.On the plane, she leaned in Mu Yan's arms, playing with his hands that were slightly swollen from holding the gun for a long time: "Are you always injured?"

"It's not that dangerous." Mu Yan bent his lips, "Besides, haven't you seen how brave your boyfriend is?"

An Yiruo hugged his neck coquettishly, "You are not allowed to go to dangerous places to meet dangerous people in the future, do you hear me?" The special police job made him surrounded by danger all the time, how could she not worry?I didn't care about it before, but of course it's different now.

Mu Yan felt warm in his heart, and said yes with a smile.Seeing her blinking and staring at his chest, he smiled evilly, leaned down to her ear, and said in a volume that only two people could hear: "I'll let you check it out when there's no one around. Let's see, huh?"

What he said was so ambiguous that it made her ears turn red.After struggling twice but unable to break free from his arm around his waist, An Yiruo had no choice but to bury his face in the crook of his neck.

Mu Yan couldn't help laughing, and there was a nice resonance in his chest.

An Yiruo punched him embarrassingly, and not long after, her little hands began to reach into his coat dishonestly, touching his left chest through the shirt.Mu Yan didn't stop him, just closed his eyes and smiled lazily, "What are you looking for? Be careful, I'll call you molested."

An Yiruo ignored it, and only touched it carefully, and finally touched a skin that felt different from the surrounding ones: "Is it the scar from the last gunshot wound? Is that all? Will it get better in the future?"

Pulling her hand out and holding it in the palm of his hand, Mu Yan smiled lazily and charmingly, "It will be fine when you promise me with your body."

It's not straight anymore.An Yiruo wished he could bite him: "Stop dreaming."

But Mu Yan raised his eyebrows: "Sooner or later."

An Yiruo didn't have the courage to ask him if the wound would heal sooner or later, or if she meant that sooner or later she would give her body.I only hope that this kind of warm dependence can grow old overnight.

When the plane started to descend, An Yiruo was sleeping soundly in Mu Yan's arms.

Hearing Mu Yan softly calling her to wake up, An Yiruo rubbed against his shoulder like a kitten, "I'm so sleepy."

Unable to resist her coquettishness, Mu Yan calmed down and coaxed her: "Go back to sleep when you get home, and catch a cold from the wind."

An Yiruo said "Yes", but his body was still in his arms.

Mu Yan began to talk to her, "When you rest, let's go see my little cousin and baby."

Speaking of Xi Yan, An Yiruo regained his energy, "Wen Xingyuan's coke broke this time, it's funny to think about his nervous Yanyan. You don't know, when I went to his house before going abroad, he was afraid that Yanyan would fall, so he wished he could Hug every step I take." She smiled and said, "Yesterday Chenchen complained to me on the phone, saying that her parents don't love her anymore after having a younger brother." Suddenly thought of something, An Yiruo looked at Mu after finishing speaking rock.

Mu Yan Zhang Er was puzzled, "What? Is there something on my face?"

An Yiruo narrowed her eyes slightly: "Chenchen told you to go back quickly, she will move in with you as a girlfriend. Tell me, how to solve this problem?"

"Then come, just to relieve my boredom." Mu Yan pinched her face with a smile, "Is my girlfriend jealous?"

"It's not just jealousy, I also want to do wholesale in Shanxi." An Yiruo glared at him, "You bastard, you will spoil the children sooner or later."

"Chenchen has better vision than you, and knows to book me early." Mu Yan smiled half-smile, "Do you agree with her to live with me?" Concerned that there are other people sitting next to him, he lowered his head and whispered, "If you come I will not let her live in."

"I'm too lazy to talk to you." An Yiruo pushed him, thinking of Chenchen saying crisply on the phone, "Aunt Yiruo, did the little uncle look for you? Did he not want Chenchen? She is his daughter." My friend." She couldn't help laughing again, "The little thing looks like a ghost, so cute."

"Don't worry, the shepherd boy will be cuter."

"Shepherd boy? Who is it?"

The corners of Mu Yan's lips curved slightly, and he smiled ambiguously, "Our daughter."

An Yiruo's first reaction was: "What if it's a boy?"

Mu Yan laughed.

An Yiruo reacted abruptly, so embarrassed that he wanted to jump off the plane.

With Mu Yan, An Yiruo's collapsed world suddenly became brighter.Her sense of happiness was so strong and direct, which made An's father and An's mother feel relieved.

Mu Yan is actually very busy, so he doesn't have much time to spend with her. In addition, he took the only long vacation in the past eight years as a police officer for her. After returning to China, he drove to and from several nearby cities to investigate cases for many days. He was so busy that he couldn't sleep. None of the time.

An Yiruo felt sorry for him, and sent text messages to remind him to pay attention to rest. Often it took a long time to reply after the text message was sent, and sometimes it was a sentence: "You are the same. Drive slowly after work. I can't pick you up today. I will call at night. I miss you." " Sometimes there is only one word: "Okay." An Yiruo stared at the phone screen, thinking of his heroic figure, his chest was filled with warm tenderness, and then thinking of the unpredictable danger he might encounter, he began to feel anxious again , She couldn't fall asleep without receiving his call every night. After a while, she got used to turning on the phone 24 hours a day, waiting for his call at any time.

It has finally reached the point where care is chaos.

In the afternoon, Mu Yan called: "Come downstairs."

He went to City G to investigate the case, and they hadn't seen each other for three days.An Yiruo was surprised: "Are you back?"

He smiled, "Hurry up, only 5 minutes."

She rushed out of the office like a gust of wind and ran into the elevator, and sure enough, she saw the longing man leaning in front of the car downstairs.

Seeing her, Mu Yan curved his lips into a smile, and then stretched out his arm towards her.

As if she was used to his aloofness, An Yiruo trotted into his arms, sniffing his unique masculine breath, "Didn't you say you have to come back tomorrow at the earliest?"

Mu Yan hugged her, worried that she would catch a cold and took her into the car, "I'm leaving now, stop by to see you."

An Yiruo was faintly disappointed, "Are you leaving again? When will you be back?"

"Maybe five or six days. If the case goes well, the case will be closed." He opened his coat and wrapped her in. After Mu Yan finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed her, while his cool hands gently stroked her cheeks, and finally fell on her neck, Caress repeatedly.

Indifferent and stable in front of others, he is just an ordinary man in front of his lover, he will be nostalgic and miss, otherwise he would not deliberately detour, just to get together for a short 5 minutes.

The phone rang and then hung up, Mu Yan knew that it was Da Li who reminded him that it was time to leave.

I had no choice but to let go of her, "I have to go, stay at home well."

"Understood, I'm not a child. It's you, be careful." She thoughtfully instructed, and intimately and naturally combed his hair, which was not messy at all, and then his coat.

(End of this chapter)