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Chapter 34 Lu Chi's Spring Has Finally Come

The taxi drove forward unhurriedly, Shen Dai tilted her head, her eyes were looking out of the window, she had always been in this position after getting in the car.

Xu Xing sat beside her, looking at her for a while, lowering his eyes for a while, and turning to the other side for a while.

Xu Xing felt unfamiliar with such a quiet baby.His girlfriend has always been happy and lively, she will hold his arms and act like a baby to him, she will make small objects for him, she will send him kisses every night, and she will stare at him or pout when she is angry , but he seldom made her angry, she was so nice, and he tried his best to be perfect, so that she would not be wronged at all.

Xu Xing knew that his request was too much, but Xu Xing was reluctant to part with Shen Dai, and this was the only way he could think of to keep her.

It seems that he can't be confident and generous, and she can't give up her favorite job for him.

No one is right, it's just that it's not suitable. In fact, he should have understood as early as the day they first met that she was too beautiful, and he wasn't good enough to be worthy of her.

Just another turn ahead is the hotel.

Xu Xing spoke with difficulty and asked the driver to stop.

Shen Dai's eyelashes trembled, and she turned to look at him for the first time after getting in the car.

"Go to bed early at night, I'll be leaving first." Xu Xing forced himself to smile at her as if something was pulling him on the seat.

His voice was gentle and peaceful, like before when he sent her home every night, Shen Dai moved her lips, tears fell first.

Xu Xing couldn't bear to watch it anymore, he was afraid that he would be shaken if he looked at it one more time.He regretted it, and maybe he could fall in love with her again in a short time, but Xu Xing knew that as long as Shen Dai continued to stay in Dongying, he would never be able to pass his own test.

"Go back and have a good sleep, don't think too much." Patting her on the shoulder, Xu Xing pushed the car door open, stepped out and told the driver to take Shen Dai to the hotel door, then quickly got out of the car and closed the car door.Shen Dai covered her mouth and looked back, and saw Xu Xing standing there with her back to her, the taxi drove away slowly and quickly, Xu Xing never moved, lonely and desolate.

"Have you quarreled?" The little girl was crying so sadly that the driver felt sorry for her, slowed down, and persuaded in the tone of a passer-by: "I think you two are quite right, seeing you crying like this, You must still like him, right? Hey, let’s be considerate to each other when it comes to trivial matters, and make it clear earlier, the Mid-Autumn Festival, the cold war is not good.”

Shen Dai lowered her head and cried, wanting to tell him that this is not a cold war.

Xu Xing was very kind to her, but tonight she cried so hard that he didn't even persuade her, so he really made up his mind to let her choose, either choose him or break up, there is no third way.

The car stopped, Shen Dai sniffed and used up the last tissue.

She took out her sunglasses and put them on, thanked the driver and got out of the car.

It was almost ten o'clock, and Qiao Yu must be back. Shen Dai didn't want Qiao Yu to see her cry, so she went to the bathroom on the first floor holding back her tears.The bathroom in the hotel was tidy, and the smell of incense wafted in the air. Shen Dai pushed open a door, sat on the toilet and cried silently.

Four loves, she cried when she broke up with Lu Chi, because she had been secretly in love for a long time, because Lu Chi didn't make her angry, he just didn't like her.The reason why she broke up with Sheng Jiahe and Yan Ke was because she found out that they were not suitable for each other in time, and the way they happened to find out was that they made her angry, so she didn't cry, just feel lost for a while.

Xu Xing was different from them.

Xu Xing is the best for her, he is gentle and considerate and cares about her in everything, he will not have close contact with female colleagues because of work needs, and he will not come to scold her sister who is a scheming bitch who wants to marry into a wealthy family.Xu Xing in Shen Dai's heart has no shortcomings, but just when she thought she finally found the most suitable person for her, Xu Xing persuaded her to leave Dongying and leave the film and television company she dreamed of during college.

Sure enough, there is nothing perfect in the world?

The bag vibrated suddenly, and Shen Dai was taken aback. With a glimmer of hope, she quickly took out her phone, and saw "next door" flashing on the screen.

Shen Dai smiled wryly, she knew that Xu Xing would bump into her, she would rather her mother misunderstand that she and Lu Chi didn't get along than take his car.

Lu Chi was the trigger for her breakup with Xu Xing, but Lu Chi was not wrong.

It's just that Shen Dai doesn't want to talk to him now.

She ended the call and wanted to send a text message to Lu Chi saying that it was inconvenient to answer now, so she typed a word, the call came again, Shen Dai wiped away her tears with a tissue, hung up as before, continued to write the text message, the call came again.

Shen Dai was helpless, coughed and answered, "Hello?"

"I just came out of the bathroom and saw you go in. There seemed to be a woman crying, could it be you?" Lu Chi glanced at the bathroom over there, and asked her standing in the corner of the hall.He followed them all the way from a distance, he couldn't hear the sound, he only saw Shen Dai wiping her tears with tissues one by one, Xu Xing didn't try to persuade them.Lu Chi held back his anger, but also had a faint excitement. He couldn't wait to know why she was crying.

"Why am I crying?" He could also see this, Shen Dai didn't dare to cry, and said in a low voice, "Maybe it's the next door, don't talk about it, I'll hang up."

Lu Chi looked at his phone, put it in his pocket, and sat on the sofa in the hall.

Afraid that he would be waiting outside, Shen Dai wiped her nose, went out to wash her face, and put on her sunglasses again.Walking into the lobby, I secretly looked for Lu Chi's figure, but I didn't see it after scanning around. Shen Dai didn't look any further, and walked towards the elevator.There are two elevators here, they are both on top, Shen Dai pressed the second floor and waited with arms crossed, her mind flew to Xu Xing's place again, not paying attention to anyone approaching.

"Going out alone so late?" Lu Chi stopped on her left with his pockets in his pocket and asked towards the elevator.

House seemingly endless rain.

Shen Dai sighed in her heart, and racked her brains to think of an excuse, "I'm hungry, so I'm going out for supper. Boss Lu is still entertaining at such a late hour?"

"Can't sleep, go out for a drive." Lu Chi didn't imitate her, at least he told half the truth.

How could Shen Dai have the mood to care whether he was real or not, the elevator stopped, and two foreigners came out of it, Shen Dai stepped aside, Lu Chi went in one step ahead of her, and stretched out his hand to block the elevator door.Shen Dai said thank you in a low voice, entered the elevator, and deliberately stood at the farthest position from him.

Lu Chi pressed the button on the top floor, and the elevator closed.

"What kind of sunglasses do you wear at night?" Lu Chi walked to her side and looked down at her.

Shen Dai: "... Cool."

Lu Chi laughed, and when Shen Dai raised her head in shock, she raised her arms suddenly. Before Shen Dai could realize what happened, her eyes directly met Lu Chi's deep eyes.He stared at her swollen peach eyes inquisitively, and asked with a frown, "Have you been bullied?"

Shen Dai didn't want to answer, so she grabbed the sunglasses.

Lu Chi turned his back and refused to give it to her, aggressively: "Who bullied you?"

The elevator stopped suddenly, Shen Dai didn't want her sunglasses anymore, and was about to go out when Lu Chi grabbed her wrist and shut down the elevator first.

Shen Dai turned her head abruptly, staring at him with a look of "he is sick".

"I promised my aunt to take care of you. If you don't tell me who is bullying you, don't even think about getting out of this elevator tonight." Lu Chi clasped her wrist calmly and domineeringly.

Shen Dai suddenly found it funny, she didn't care about what should be cared about her, and insisted on making decisions for her instead.

Isn't that just breaking up?What is there to hide?
"I broke up, okay?" Shen Dai shook off his arm, turned to the elevator wall, and couldn't help but burst into tears again. Fortunately, there were not many. The man's arm came over, pinching her sunglasses with his thumb and index finger.

Shen Dai pursed her lips, took the sunglasses and put them on.

"Why, broke up suddenly?" Lu Chi was in a complicated mood.He must be happy if he is happy, but he is also angry. Xu Xing must have brought up Shen Dai crying like this first. Shen Dai is so good, why does Xu Xing hurt her?Even if they break up, Shen Dai should not let him go.

"I don't want to say it." Shen Dai stubbornly stared at the wall panel on the left.

Well, pissed off at him.

Lu Chi didn't dare to provoke the little girl who was in a bad mood anymore.The elevator reached the top floor, but he didn't get out, and she didn't ask, she just pressed the button for the second floor.The elevator descended again, and it was about to stop. Lu Chi sighed, and coaxed her softly: "I have to go to work tomorrow, go back to my room and go to bed early, and I will share it. He doesn't cherish you, he is blind."

Shen Dai has always been soft but not hard, Lu Chi comforted her kindly, she nodded, "Understood, thank you Mr. Lu, you also go to bed earlier."

The elevator door opened, and she stepped out without hesitation.

Lu Chi stared at her back until the elevator doors closed again.

In the dead of night, Qiao Yu was tired for a long time and fell asleep early. Shen Dai couldn't fall asleep, so she picked up the silent phone, and it was 01:30 in the morning.

No text messages.

When you are considerate, you are considerate, and when you are unfeeling, you are really unfeeling.

Shen Dai didn't want to wait any longer, she lay down with her back to Qiao Yu, and sent a text message to Xu Xing: Do you really want to do this?
She lied first, she caused Xu Xing to come to give surprises twice but returned disappointed, Shen Dai felt ashamed of Xu Xing, she wanted to redeem once.

Xu Xing didn't sleep either. When he saw the text message, he hesitated for a long time before replying to her: Yes.

I cried enough at night, maybe the tears had run out, maybe I had prepared myself in advance, looking at the simple one, Shen Dai didn't cry anymore, but her chest was tight.She lay down, closed her eyes to calm down, then leaned against the head of the bed, and sent Xu Xing a short text message:

I'm sorry, I made you go back and forth twice, it was very hard.Xu Xing, thank you, I have been very happy in the past six months, you are a good person, but I am not honest enough, nor considerate of you enough.The crew is busy tomorrow, sorry I can't see you off, I wish you a smooth journey, and I hope you find a girlfriend who likes you more than I do, good night.

On the other side of the phone, Xu Xing was lying on his back, and when he heard the phone vibrate, he picked up the phone almost immediately.

After reading the text message, Xu Xing suddenly had difficulty breathing.

The one who concentrated on drawing pictures on the plane, the one who rushed over from the shopping mall, the one who shyly agreed to date him, the one who was held by him for the first time, the one who took his arm for the first time...all of them she.

Really broke up, why did I have various reasons to persuade myself that it is not appropriate to separate, short-term pain is better than long-term pain, but now I can't wait to go back in time, I wish he didn't say those words tonight?
Xu Xing wanted to call her, wanted to regret it, picked up the phone several times, but did not call.

This is not a play, you can keep going back and forth.

After sending the text message, Shen Dai turned off the phone, pulled up the quilt to sleep, lay down for a long time, but still couldn't fall asleep, she grabbed the phone again, turned it on, stared at the screen, watched the time slowly jump by 10 minutes, Shen Dai laughed at herself.She logged into the small Weibo account and started to delete Weibo, just like every time they broke up.

I posted the first Weibo related to him on the first day we were together, and now it has been more than three months, more than a hundred days, and it only took a few minutes to delete these traces.They were all deleted, and there was no trace of Xu Xing on Weibo. Shen Dai opened the watch list, stared at Xu Xing's car avatar for dozens of seconds, and silently deleted it.

This trumpet was built after university, and it was well kept secret before. Sheng Jiahe and Yan Ke didn't know about it, and Xu Xing discovered it by accident.

Deleted, Shen Dai posted a new meager message: Happy breakup, clear deletion.

There are still a lot of night owls, people commented one after another, Shen Dai looked through one by one bored, and stopped unexpectedly when she saw a certain item.

Dog bites Lu Dongbin 99: Go to bed early, [flowers].

Shen Dai couldn't believe her eyes, how could she post pictures other than poop?

Oh, it's a bad thing that she broke up. Of course he gloats. The "go to bed early" in front is irony, right?

Thanks to this stupid little episode, Shen Dai's depression occupied by the breakup was relieved, she lay down for a while, and fell asleep.

(End of this chapter)