If there is a love song

Chapter 10 All loneliness will be warmed (3)
Director Liu spoke earnestly, and said again: "Xiaobai, you came down from City B to exercise, and when the time is up, you will go back to Gaosheng. There is no need to be so serious."

Dr. Bai didn't listen, and said, "I don't care about other things, he can't be discharged yet."

"Hey you! Xiaobai, you are his attending doctor, who cares about you?"

Doctor Bai didn't stay to continue listening, and walked away.Director Liu sighed: "It's still too young."

Dr. Bai returned to the duty room and took out the computer and started it up.The several drawing software downloaded before were all uninstalled. He opened the browser, and even the history was wiped clean, and the trash can was empty. It seemed that no one had used this computer for so many days.

Doctor Bai fumbled for a car key from inside with a sullen face.When he got off work at night, he found a festive gift box on the co-pilot.Doctor Bai, who had been expressionless for a whole day, suddenly chuckled, looked at it quietly for a while, and then took out his mobile phone to send a text message: Our hospital strictly refuses to accept gifts.

Lw came back quickly: You still drink my mother's soup!

Didn't say goodbye, didn't say much thanks, just stashed something in his car.

Bai Qijia leaned on the car and rubbed the bridge of her nose, the uneasiness and anger that had enveloped her all day dissipated at this moment.

Doctor Bai wanted to ask Qin Ge out on a rare day off, but was flatly rejected: I'm not free, I'm a little busy.

He drove aimlessly on the road, and whenever he passed a familiar intersection, he always felt that the girl was still sitting beside him, wearing a strawberry hair tie, and turning her head to talk to him from time to time.The car drove past the shopping mall, and Bai Qijia turned around from the front intersection and drove into the underground garage.

He went to the place where Qin Ge took him to buy clothes and chose a green cape for grandma.After coming down the stairs, he was walking towards the coffee shop, and suddenly realized that he had taken the same route as that day.Pushing open the door, I heard a welcome, and within a few steps, I found a girl with a ponytail sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass, holding a glass of milk in her hand.

He changed direction, walked towards the small round table, put the shopping bag on the ground and sat down, and said to the girl opposite, "Busy?"

The girl was choked, and her little face was red from coughing.

"Why are you here?" Qin Ge's eyes widened.

Bai Qijia leaned back relaxed and clasped her hands: "I should be the one asking why you are here, right?"

Qin Ge stood up: "You, do you want milk? I'll buy it."

She left in a hurry, Bai Qijia packed up her things and followed her.The waiter stood behind the machine and waited for Qin Ge to place an order. Qin Ge's mind was in a mess. He clearly said he wanted to buy milk for Bai Qijia, but he lost his mind looking at the various coffee orders.

The waiter saw a good-looking man walking behind the girl, bent down and whispered in her ear, "I won't drink, let's go."

Before the girl could react, she was taken out by someone holding her shoulders.They stood at the door, and the man put the pink coat in his hand on the girl's shoulders, and then took a sip of the glass of milk the girl ordered earlier.

Bai Qijia asked: "Is there any place to go?"

Qin Ge shook his head: "I'm going home."

He said, "I'll see you off."

Then he smiled: "Qin Ge, you're not going to tell me you want to take a taxi, are you?"

Qin Ge said: "Then I will trouble you."

When Bai Qijia's car came out of the underground garage, it was instantly enveloped in the rare sunlight. He turned his head to look, and Qin Ge's face became golden and fluffy, and his hair was also dyed a golden brown.

"Is your home still where it used to be?" He asked deeply.

Qin Ge didn't dare to look at him, turned his head and said, "I moved later."

"How to go?"

"Go straight ahead, and I will show you the way."

"it is good."

But this journey was not smooth. When Bai Qijia misunderstood Qin Ge's instructions for the second time and detoured the way home further and further, Qin Ge asked feebly, "Did you do it on purpose?"

Bai Qijia didn't say a word...that is, she didn't deny it.

"Where do you want to take me!"

Bai Qijia said: "I just want you to stay in my car for a while."

Qin Ge: "..."

He turned around at the intersection ahead, Qin Ge didn't know what to say, so he could only follow him in silence, but the scenery along the road became more and more familiar, and her hands were curled up and hidden in her pockets.

The car stopped at the gate of a community, Bai Qijia asked Qin Ge: "Is this your home?"

"How did you know?"

He didn't say anything, but just drove the car forward, parked in a relatively secluded place, and turned off the engine.

The car suddenly became very quiet, and Bai Qijia said: "I basically didn't go anywhere else in the year I came back. Every time I rest, I spend half a day at home with grandma, and then go out to find you."

Qin Ge raised his head that had been lowered all the time: "You..."

"I sent you home on the night of the graduation banquet." Bai Qijia said, turning to look at Qin Ge, "You won't forget this, right?"

Qin Ge was vague: "Well, is it? I really want to forget."

"You remember." Bai Qijia said firmly, "otherwise you wouldn't pretend not to recognize me when you saw me for the first time in the hospital."

"That day I was really..."

Bai Qijia raised her hand and pressed the top of her head: "Okay, you really don't know how to tell lies."

Qin Ge had no choice but to shut up silently.

"I always wait downstairs at your house until it gets dark." He said, slipping his hand from the top of Qin Ge's head, and picked up her ponytail to play with in his hand, "You didn't go to Gome to report, you changed your phone number, email Neither QQ nor QQ can find you, so I can only go to your house and wait for you, but unfortunately I don’t know which floor or number you live in, so I just wait like that every time, thinking that I will meet you by fate.”

"While waiting for you, I would think, what should I do if you appeared at the entrance of the alley or in the stairwell in the next second? Should I catch you and beat you up or have a big fight or listen to your explanation? Then I decided, It's better to hide and look at you. I think there is a reason for you to do that suddenly."

Do that, which way?
That person named Qin Ge suddenly disappeared from the world, and he couldn't be found no matter what.

"You definitely don't want to tell me, so you avoid me. I don't want an answer, just look at you." He said.

Qin Ge's eyes were red, but she couldn't justify herself. She never knew that someone would do this for her. She thought that her missing a date made him so angry that she never wanted to remember this guy named Qin Ge.

"But I can't wait for you, I'm a little impatient." Bai Qijia climbed up to play with the strawberry hair tie, "One day I asked an old lady, I knew her, every time I saw her take her grandson downstairs Come to play. But she said you don't live there anymore, and she doesn't know where you went. At that time, I thought, maybe I will never see you in this life, until the day I saw your dad in the emergency room .”

After a moment of silence, Bai Qijia said, "I recognize him."

Qin Gehong looked at him, not understanding.

"That night," he said.

Qin Ge's heart fluttered. What she dodged and feared these days was that he mentioned that night.

Bai Qijia said: "Although it's been a long time, I remember it very clearly. That day my uncle took a stick and hit me on my left shoulder. I went home and rubbed medicinal wine for half a month."

Qin Ge tried hard to keep calm, but heard him say again: "That was the first time I kissed a girl."

I wanted to do that before I graduated, and I endured it until that day.

"Uncle chased me for half a block, and I will never forget it in my life."

Bai Qijia unbuckled her seat belt and leaned over, looking into Qin Ge's eyes: "I want to know if you have forgotten, it would be great if I wasn't the only one who remembered."

That gaze was too pure, Qin Ge couldn't avoid it, and some scenes appeared dishonestly. On the night of the graduation banquet, he sent her home, and the heat of summer was blown away by the cool breeze at night. He asked himself if he estimated her score. Nodding, with a smile on his lips.Seeing her smile, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I knew you must be fine."

I, who had never seen the world at that time, asked him: "Bai Qijia, isn't it very big there?"

He nodded, "It's a little bigger than here, but don't be afraid, I will take care of you."

They both drank that day, she stopped at the intersection and said to him: "Bai Qijia, go back, thank you for sending me back today."

"Qin Ge." He called out to her.

"Huh?" She stopped and looked back at him.

He ran in front of her. In his memory, it was the last telegraph pole. He said, "I'm on the plane tomorrow."

Then he kissed her.

At the beginning, she only dared to bite her lips, but she vaguely felt that he was holding her hand, exerting a little force, her palms were covered with sweat, sticking to his heart wetly.He slowly went from shallow to deep, leaned over and sucked harder, her heart was going to fly, imitating his appearance, sucking carefully.

"I don't remember." Qin Ge said.

Bai Qijia didn't speak for a moment, but Qin Ge felt cramped in the spacious car at this moment, she begged for mercy: "I want to go back."

"Qin Ge, the reason I said so much today is to tell you that after all these years, I still..."

"Bai Qijia!" Qin Ge interrupted him, "Can you let me get out of the car?"

She saw it clearly, a flash of injury called injury flashed in the eyes of Bai Qijia who was close at hand.

He got up to distance himself, pressed the unlock button, Qin Ge opened the car door and ran out as if fleeing.

call!The man in the car lowered his head, is he still too anxious after all?
Qin Ge tried hard to run into the community but couldn't move anymore. She squatted under a tree for a long time. When the children came back from school, they saw the woman under the tree whispering. Qin Ge buried his face in the scarf, standing still in pain. Can't get up.

Suddenly a straight and clean trouser leg appeared in front of his eyes, and the man squatted down and hugged her into his arms: "I'm afraid you will disappear from the world again this time, so I want to finish what I want to say."

"Bai Qijia..." Qin Ge called him, his face exposed from the scarf.

"What's wrong with you?" His professionalism as a doctor made him alert.

Qin Ge's voice was extremely low: "My stomach hurts."

"I'll take you home."

Qin Ge shook his head.

Bai Qijia picked her up sideways without saying a word, and quickly walked to his car.The back seat of the car was still the big inflatable cushion. Qin Ge was lying on it, and Bai Qijia was kneeling beside him. His head was pressed against the roof of the car, and he couldn't let go of his hands and feet.

"When did it start?"

"I don't know." The conversation just now made her feel no pain at all.

Bai Qijia asked her to bend her knees, and raised her hand to press on her lower abdomen.When he pressed to a certain place and quickly lifted it up, Qin Ge cried out in pain.

"Have you had appendectomy before?"

"No." Qin Ge curled himself up sideways, gritting his teeth to prevent himself from shouting.

"I'll take you to the hospital now!"

Fortunately, there was no traffic jam on the road. After arriving at the hospital, Bai Qijia carried Qin Ge to the general surgery on the fifth floor. He was specialized in surgery. This time, he couldn't treat her personally.

Director Cai of the general surgery department recognized Kaolin Zhihua from the orthopedics department downstairs, and it was rare to see him with a smiling face, but this time there was no expression on his face, and he directly dragged him to the corridor to add an extra bed.

"Is the family member sick? In such a hurry?" Director Cai hurriedly put on his glasses and turned him over.

Take a closer look, yo, it's a little girl!
"I suspect it's appendicitis." Bai Qijia leaned over to Qin Ge's ear, "We're here, I'm here, don't be afraid."

Director Cai made a good guess when he saw this posture, pressed his hand a few times, and said to Bai Qijia, "It's acute appendicitis, let's have an operation."

Qin Ge became anxious when he heard about the operation. Tears flowed out and fell on Bai Qijia's palm. Her tears were hot, as if hitting his heart. He stabilized his mind and began to discuss the treatment plan with Director Cai, asking if there was any minimally invasive surgery Conditions, Director Cai said: "You helped her come to the office to sign the documents, did the family members come?"

Bai Qijia wanted to hug Qin Ge, but Qin Ge blocked him and said with great difficulty, "I can walk by myself."

This is in the hospital, and she is afraid of affecting him.

Bai Qijia knew what she was thinking, so he had to help her to sit down. Director Cai held his glasses and said, "I'll ask a few questions before the operation, do you have a boyfriend?"

After speaking, he looked at Bai Qijia.

Bai Qijia was taken aback, not knowing why she asked this.

Director Cai explained: "Now when we encounter this kind of situation in our surgery department, we have to ask clearly, because too many girls with ectopic pregnancy think they have appendicitis, and only when their stomachs are opened do they know they are wrong."

"No." Qin Ge couldn't sit still anymore, so he could only answer the doctor's question by bending over and pressing his lower abdomen tightly.

Director Cai repeatedly confirmed: "Really not? Girl, don't be shy. This is related to your own body. You can treat whatever disease you want. Ectopic pregnancy can cause severe bleeding."

"Really not." This time, it was Bai Qijia who said it for her.

Director Cai said in his heart: I haven't caught up yet.

The next question is: Is there any medical history?Are you allergic to any medicines?
Before answering, Qin Ge said to Bai Qijia, "Go out and wait for me."

Bai Qijia frowned, and didn't want to leave this girl who couldn't even stand firmly.Qin Ge endured the pain and waited, but didn't speak. Bai Qijia knew that he was delaying her time, so he had no choice but to back out and close the door behind him.

Qin Ge said a few words, his voice was extremely soft, but very steady, like chiseling through a rock, like being tempered through thousands of hammers.

"I see." Director Cai wrote down a few words.

After coming out, Qin Ge said to Bai Qijia: "It's a minor operation, don't tell my parents, please help me find a nurse, thank you."

Bai Qijia subconsciously wanted to object, no matter how small the operation was, it would be a knife, how could she hide it from her parents?

But the words turned into: "Okay."

Qin Ge was taken by the nurse to prepare his skin. Bai Qijia was waiting outside the door. Director Cai patted him: "I'll follow the stage, don't worry."

Bai Qijia said, "Thank you."

Director Cai said: "Go and complete the formalities, just don't make it difficult for me."

Bai Qijia nodded, and took the hospitalization form from Director Cai, which included name, gender, date of birth, date of admission and...

Bai Qijia looked at the column of medical history, and suddenly grabbed Dr. Cai, and Dr. Cai held on to his glasses: "Don't you know?"

"Yeah... I don't know."

Dr. Cai stopped and asked him, "Then what should we do now?"

At this time, Qin Ge came out from the inside and snatched the bill from Bai Qijia's hand. A large bead of sweat rolled down his forehead as he spoke: "I'll go to the hospital myself..."

The nurse held her back: "You can't go, I'll put you on an IV while you lie down."

Qin Ge said, "Can't I come up soon?"

Bai Qijia let go of her hand and said to the nurse, "Then please take her to go through the formalities."

Seeing Qin Ge walking away with difficulty, Director Cai said to Bai Qijia: "The operating room will be free at three o'clock in the afternoon. There are no beds for now. I'll find you a quiet extra bed and rest first. Don't eat. Others You understand."

"Thank you."

For the rest of the time before the operation, Qin Ge lay on the extra bed in the corridor, sweating from the pain, and Bai Qijia was by her side, not talking, just hugging her from behind, covering her belly with his big hands, listening She gritted her teeth so hard that she occasionally let out a cry of pain.

Qin Ge couldn't think about anything anymore, and couldn't care about anything. There seemed to be a stick stirring in her stomach. She only hoped that someone would give her a knife and let her die happily.

At this time, someone walked by here, suddenly stopped and shouted in doubt: "Xiaobai?"

Bai Qijia raised his head, it turned out to be Lu Tian.I heard that he likes the [-]-year-old unmarried nurse sister upstairs, so I really came here diligently.

Lu Tian was dumbfounded. When Bai Qijia raised his head, his eyes were red, and he was holding the sister Qin Ge whom he had seen last time in his arms.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Appendicitis." Like a traveler in the desert, his throat seemed to be worn away by sand and stones.

"Then...then..." Lu Tian hesitated for a long time, but at the end he didn't know what to say.

"Go and do your work." Bai Qijia said.

"Oh good." Lu Tian turned around on the spot, "Then I'll come over to take a look at night."

Bai Qijia didn't speak, Qin Ge let out a cry of pain, and hammered one hand on the bed, he silently took that hand and rubbed it lightly.

(End of this chapter)