If there is a love song

Chapter 12 All the pain will be released (1)
Qin Ge was woken up by his mobile phone, which was his mother's exclusive ringtone.

Qin's mother said: "Is Xiaoge wrong? I thought about it all night, and I always wondered if something happened to you?"

Qin Ge opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, but this play always has a beginning and an end.She smiled and said, "Mom, I really didn't lie to you, wait until I get home and bring you a special product from City B!"

Qin Ma sighed: "There is no need for special products, you should come back early."

"it is good."

"When you grow up, you have your own little secret. Mom understands. Xiaoge, if you can't hold on, tell mom that it's no big deal. Also, pay attention to your body."

"Okay." Tears welled up in Qin Ge's eyes.

After hanging up the phone, the daughter of the aunt in the next bed came back, and the aunt asked her, "Why are you taking the exam so early?"

The little girl pouted: "Mom's question is so difficult, I didn't know how to do it, so I came out."

The aunt laughed angrily: "I won't blame anyone! Will Yang Yang, who is chasing stars all day long, help you take the exam! I will enroll you in a cram school tomorrow!"

The little girl shrugged indifferently: "Then I can skip class!"

When Qin Ge heard this, he sighed in admiration: the parents of post-zero zero and post-zero zero are so open-minded!

The little girl ran over and smiled at her: "Hello, sister."

Qin Ge liked the sweet-mouthed little sister the most, and immediately wanted to touch something for her to eat.She turned her head, only to notice that the bedside table was piled full, chocolate beef jerky jelly lollipop pork jerky packaging bags of various colors are very unpretentious!
Qin Ge sighed in admiration again in his heart: people really need to eat to be alive.

She pointed and asked, "Which one do you want to eat?"

The little girl waved her hand: "I don't eat, I want to lose weight."

Qin Ge looked at it: "You are fine, you don't need to subtract."

"Yes, I want to become very beautiful and marry Yang Yang."

Her mother laughed over there: "He will be old when you grow up."

The little girl shook her head: "When a man is older, he knows how to love his wife."

Qin Ge couldn't even pick up the words, he sighed several times in his heart.

The little girl pointed to the thermos cup on the bedside: "Sister, you look so pretty."

Qin Ge saw that it was the one given to her by Bai Qijia, and she said, "It's given by points, and it's quite useful."

The little girl said: "No, this is a limited edition, I wonder if I can buy it."

Qin Ge smiled: "It's really rewarded with points."

The little girl sat down and talked to her about science: "That coffee shop has a limited cup every winter. Last year, I snatched the matcha green one. Mom, please show my sister my cup."

After reading it, Qin Ge said, "That's my mistake."

At the same time, the orthopedic department downstairs was scheduling shifts. Director Liu said in a low voice, "Xiaobai, I have something to do at home. I will trouble you to take over the shift!"

But Dr. Bai, who was always easy to talk and never refused to work overtime, shook his head and said to the shift scheduler: "I have saved a lot of vacation time, and this time I want to take it off together."

Everyone was dumbfounded, Director Liu said: "That won't work, you can't be here without you."

Bai Qijia nodded: "Then I ask to get off work on time and not to work overtime."

He whispered to Director Liu: "Actually, there is something wrong with my family."

That afternoon, Nurse Xu asked everywhere, "Who knows what happened to Dr. Bai's house?"

But who knows?
The model workers in our department, the representatives of love and dedication, and the people who take the hospital as their home, why have they changed?

Director Liu told Nurse Xu with a look of seeing through the world: "Our hospital still has a lot of fresh meat, so don't wait for this one, there must be someone."

When it was time to get off work, Dr. Bai left on time. Nurse Ye was not used to it for a while, so she opened her mouth and asked, "Doctor Bai's 43 beds..."

However, Dr. Bai, whom he saw just now, disappeared in a blink of an eye.

The big ward is not closed all year round, which is convenient for nurses to manage and ventilate. As soon as Bai Qijia walked in, she heard the little girl smiling coquettishly. She didn't know what to say to Qin Ge. Qin Ge was amused but didn't dare to laugh. Little girl, don't tease her.

The nurse's aunt came over and said to him, "Xiaoge still hasn't exhausted."

Bai Qijia laughed. Generally, the reason why patients do not have exhaust gas after surgery is because they refuse to move around. Qin Ge, if you say that it doesn't hurt, you are not afraid, so why don't you dare to get out of bed and walk?Every time she always pretends to be strong in front of him, he is a doctor, how can she hide it from him?

The little girl's mother called her: "Come here, what's for dinner?"

The little girl sighed: "Come on."

Then whispered in Qin Ge's ear: "Sister, your husband is as handsome as mine, you are so happy!"

After speaking, he ran away.

Bai Qijia came over and asked, "What are you talking about so happily?"

Qin Ge looked at this man. She knew how busy the orthopedics department was. This man often stayed up for three night shifts. Why is he so busy now?It's just time to get off work!

"Want to go to the toilet?" he asked another question.

"are you free?"

"kindness."

"Then go home and sleep."

"not sleepy."

"Your eyes are all red." Qin Ge produced evidence.

Upon hearing this, Bai Qijia smiled and nodded: "Okay, then I'll go back."

After speaking, I really left.

The nurse's aunt was knitting beside her, and Qin Ge said, "Auntie, you can go to eat too, it's okay for me to be alone."

Bai Qijia really went home, and when she got off the car, she was carrying the clothes she bought for grandma two days ago. When grandma saw his eyes, she groaned displeasedly: "Your hospital doesn't treat doctors as human beings just like Zhou Papi. Look! When your parents asked you to go to medical school, I didn't agree, whoever wants to go, why can't my grandson!"

"But you have never disobeyed your parents since you were a child, and you have passed the No.1 exam steadily. Jiajia, I want to ask you, have you ever regretted it? Why are you so tired? Your salary is not as good as grandma's." pension!"

Bai Qijia smiled and unfolded the clothes: "Do you like it?"

Grandma Bai pursed her lips: "Why is it green!"

"Wearing green in spring will make you look younger."

Grandma shook her head: "It's so ugly."

Bai Qijia was stunned.

Grandma said: "I like the color Xiaoge chose for me last time."

Bai Qijia laughed: "The one Qin Ge chooses looks good, but the one I choose is ugly?"

"kindness!"

He smiled and hugged grandma into his arms, and grandma Bai also smiled in the arms of her grandson. Such a small child grew up in a blink of an eye, with such long arms, such a tall figure, so good-looking and filial.

"I don't regret it." Bai Qijia said, "I didn't regret it before, and I don't regret it now, grandma, I don't want anything, I just like it."

Grandma Bai seemed heavy, but actually patted him lightly: "Go to sleep!"

Bai Qijia let go of her grandma and said, "Xiaoge is hospitalized, with appendicitis."

"Oh, that was a dissection! Her parents must be very worried."

Bai Qijia was a little helpless: "The little girl didn't tell her family that she was staying in the hospital by herself."

"Bullshit!"

"It's okay, I'll take care of her."

Grandma Bai stopped talking nonsense. Bai Qijia went into the room to take a shower and change clothes. When she came out, grandma gave him a thermos bucket and said, "You have to drink it up, it's good for the wound."

Qin Ge was lying on the bed thinking about something, but there was another person in front of him. This person, with wet hair in winter, patted the thermos in his hand and said to her, "Grandma made you soup, just get up and move around if you want to drink it." .”

"Why are you here again?"

"I'm worried about you being here alone."

The auntie of the nurse began to tidy up her wool and said, "Then I'll go out and do some shopping."

Qin Ge looked at Bai Qijia with big eyes. Bai Qijia didn't want to explain at all. Instead, he reached through her armpit and lifted her up. He said, "I'll take you out for a walk."

Qin Ge avoided his hands, but he was able to grab her feet and stuff them into cotton slippers, but she just stood there and frowned and asked, "Can you leave me alone?"

"No." Bai Qijia calmly pointed to the soup, "Grandma told you to finish it, otherwise she will come over to supervise herself."

Qin Ge didn't think that he would pester people before, or he didn't expect that he would be so pestering.

"It's very fragrant, I didn't even save a sip." Bai Qijia said while helping her take a step forward.

The little girl was in his arms, and he had to take a step forward with a light push. Bai Qijia looked down at her, her hair was messed up, and she raised her hand to smooth it out, revealing the small mole on her forehead.

The corridor gradually became quiet, and a man could be seen supporting a woman, walking slowly.No one spoke to anyone first, but the atmosphere was not awkward. After walking around, Qin Ge turned back, gently pushed Bai Qijia's hand away, and said, "I'll try it myself."

He let go of his hand: "Okay."

So, she walked ahead, and he slowly followed behind her, only looking at her.

Qin Ge in front suddenly turned around, held the handle and said, "Are you free tomorrow?"

"Have."

Qin Ge said: "Then tomorrow, you come to pick me up, and I'll take you back to school, how about it?"

Bai Qijia raised her eyebrows: "You haven't removed the stitches, so you can't go out."

This was a decision she finally mustered up the courage to make. Her hospital gown was covered with his coat, and she couldn't support his clothes at all. She looked like a child who stole an adult's clothes, but she was so determined at the moment Make it impossible for him to refuse.

"Okay." He agreed.

"Then you can go back today." Qin Ge handed over his coat, "Just pick me up tomorrow."

The next day was Sunday. Before going out, Bai Qijia checked the weather forecast. The temperature rose by three degrees, which was relatively warm.He went to the hospital to pick up Qin Ge, and just as he got out of the elevator, he saw her standing by the elevator entrance wearing out clothes, holding grandma's thermos in her hand, her complexion looked much better, and she smiled at him.

Bai Qijia walked over quickly and embraced her by his side: "Why are you standing here? What if you bump into so many people?"

Qin Ge said, "I think you're almost here, so I came out and waited for you."

"This." She raised her hand, "I'm done drinking."

Then he pulled him and said quickly: "Then let's go."

Bai Qijia found it interesting, this girl really shy away from him talking about exhausting, going to the toilet and so on.

Qin Ge asked Bai Qijia: "Do you know how to get back to school?"

"know."

Qin Ge was a little surprised, he said, "It's near your house."

previous home.

Qin Ge nodded: "That's right."

There were not many students on the campus on weekends, Qin Ge and Bai Qijia walked in and were out of place, and the students turned their heads to look at the man and woman sitting by the playground, muttering in low voice: "It's really going downhill, love is talking about the campus of the Holy Spirit Here it comes! Please find a small forest in the park! Can you leave a way for the hard-working student dogs to survive!"

Qin Ge pointed to the track and said, "We changed to a plastic track right after graduation. I really envy them."

Pointing to the swimming pool, he said, "We started construction right after graduation, and now we have a swimming class every week!"

She said: "Let's go to the studio to have a look again, maybe it has changed."

Bai Qijia agreed to follow behind her.

The two ran to the studio on the top floor of the old teaching building, and they could find traces of the past from the door, there were still two art students painting, Qin Ge opened the door to look, the student turned back and asked, "Who are you looking for? "

Qin Ge said: "He and I used to be students here, come back and have a look."

The student who was packing up the painting equipment asked, "Are you going to come in?"

"is it okay?"

"We have to go first, you just wait and take it to the door."

"Is the key still in the flowerpot next to it?" Qin Ge asked.

The student really believed that she was a senior sister, and nodded: "Just put it there."

The floor of the studio will never be clean. Lead powder, paint, and tape are everywhere. Qin Ge went to an easel and sat down, pointed behind him and said, "You used to sit here."

Bai Qijia sat behind her, time seemed to go back in time, her easel was in front of him, she wore long hair, and her fingers were always dyed with watercolor paint.Later, he fell in love with it inexplicably, and liked to paint two strokes on the drawing paper.

She said that he was talented and capable of holding a pen, and later his mentor also said that he was talented and capable of holding a knife.She said that his pen was as sharp as a knife, and the instructor said that his hands were soft and dexterous, and he stitched wounds like an artist.

"Bai Qijia." Qin Ge turned around and rarely looked at him like this. "I actually have something to tell you. Although you already know it, I want to tell you personally."

"It doesn't really matter," he said.

The explanation is not important anymore, he doesn't need her to open the wound.

Qin Ge shook his head: "I haven't told anyone except my parents."

you are the first.

I am the first.

"Okay." Bai Qijia looked at her, she squeezed her hand, a little nervous, but calmed down by time.

"I'm sick." Qin Ge spit out these four words lightly.

"So you've been avoiding me? Is it contagious?" Bai Qijia raised her eyebrows and asked her.

She hurriedly raised her head: "It won't be contagious, I promise!"

Bai Qijia nodded solemnly: "Well, then I can rest assured."

She asked him, "Did you read the book I gave you on your birthday?"

""First Intimate Contact"? Read it."

"I, I am Qingwu Feiyang." Qin Ge paused, "I mean, I am as sick as Qingwu Feiyang, the same disease."

Bai Qijia put away her teasing look and sighed: "Xiao Ge, you are not her. I have read the book many times, but I can only say that the writing is too exaggerated. Lupus erythematosus will not kill people these days, the premise is that it is treated properly."

When he said the words "lupus erythematosus", Qin Ge visibly trembled.

"You don't have butterfly spots on your face, which is different from Qingwu Feiyang."He whispered very lowly, his breath caressing her cheek.

Qin Ge shook her head. She also had times when her face was covered with red spots. Although she was cured now, she didn't know when it would recur again. This disease cannot be cured.

He untied her hand that was tangled in thread, and wrapped it gently with his big palm, "systemic lupus erythematosis is referred to as sle. In 1828, the French dermatologist Bethe first reported that a patient had irregular edematous erythema on the face with a smooth surface. Sometimes with scales, similar to the facial scars bitten by wolves when fighting, it was called "lupus erythematosus", which was recognized by everyone and is still used today."

"I personally don't agree with this name. People tend to feel fear when they see the word "wolf", which causes a lot of trouble to patients' life and communication. But in fact, it is just that the immune system lacks a certain function and cannot be autonomous. Supplying the body with hormones requires additional medication, no different from my grandma's diabetes."

"In today's society, getting diabetes is really not a big deal. Diabetes and high blood pressure can't be cured either. As long as you pay attention to yourself and take your medicine according to the doctor's advice, who can say that you are not a normal person." Bai Qijia said well-founded, Very indifferent.

He glanced at Qin Ge quickly: "I used to hear Lu Tian say that people with lupus are all beauties. Well, this time I believe it."

Qin Ge didn't pay attention to his last sentence, and asked blankly: "How do you know so clearly? Do you also learn this in orthopedics?"

Bai Qijia smiled: "No, but you obviously think I'm a quack."

"no!"

"I'm a professional, Qin Ge. You dangle in front of me every day. I can tell you have a problem with your legs at a glance. You think you've covered it up well and told me it's arthritis?"

dangling?Qin Ge is helpless, no, I will avoid you, okay...

Bai Qijia pushed away the easel, squatted in front of her, looked up at her, and said, "I tried to check it with the hospital's computer, but I was a little surprised by the result. I didn't expect that you were hospitalized several times in our hospital. Director Liu even helped You had surgery."

"Well, but I live in the hematology department on the seventh floor every time, so he doesn't remember me."

"I have read all your cases. The complication of avascular necrosis of the femoral head caused by lupus erythematosus has reached the third stage, but the state of the third stage of osteonecrosis will be much worse than you are now. Have you been taking painkillers? "

"kindness."

"Didn't I tell you not to take it?" Bai Qijia squeezed her hand slightly. Doesn't this idiot know how bad the kidneys are from taking painkillers habitually?
"Not many." Qin Ge said, "I don't eat at home."

"Eat when you go out?"

"kindness."

"why?"

"..."

"Afraid that others will look at you? Feel ashamed to walk on the road?"

"..." Limping and limping, it's really ugly...

"Afraid of being discovered by me, so you took painkillers during the time in the hospital and endured it?"

"……kindness."

If this girl wants you to know everything, this kind of feeling that she doesn't hide anything when she asks and answers, is really obedient... I want people to reward her well!

"Anything else to say?"

Qin Ge shook his head, feeling discouraged. He should have said it himself, but he explained it in more detail. He knew everything.

"Thank you." Bai Qijia said.

"kindness?"

(End of this chapter)