If there is a love song

Chapter 21 All obsessions will always result (2)
Qin Ge leaned against the sink to wash his hands. A few girls she met just now came out of the cubicle. She stepped aside, and a girl spoke to her and said, "Your boyfriend is so handsome!"

Qin Ge shook his head: "No, you misunderstood."

The girl stared round: "So he hasn't confessed yet? But he just told us that you are his girlfriend. "

As she spoke, she looked towards her companions, who nodded one after another.Several girls looked at Qin Ge enviously. Qin Ge dried his hands and prepared to go out.The girl asked her, "What's wrong with your feet?"

"It's twisted."

"No wonder he asked you to wait in the car and line up by yourself. He is so considerate."

Qin Ge went out with them, and Bai Qijia stood at the door of the bathroom. When he saw her coming out, he came over to support her. It was only a few steps away, but he waited here.Qin Ge said in a low voice, "I can walk by myself."

Bai Qijia seemed to be looking at a child who was throwing a tantrum, and said kindly: "I know you can go."

Qin Ge heard the girls whispering again, and she poked Bai Qijia jokingly: "Maybe when you are 60, you can still attract a bunch of little old ladies."

Bai Qijia helped her to sit down, put a glass of warm water and a pack of pills in her hand, and said, "Take it."

Qin Ge snorted and swallowed the medicine.That posture looked like someone who had been taking medicine all year round, put it in his mouth, and swallowed it in a gulp.Bai Qijia couldn't bear to look at it, she rolled her eyes, turned around after a while, and saw Qin Ge standing up, taking out her small pink purse.

But the waiter said that the table has been settled.

Qin Ge looked at Bai Qijia, and Bai Qijia said, "You treat me, and I'll pay."

Qin Ge packed the money: "Anyway, I invited you."

When they came out of the store, Qin Ge said, "I'm going home, I'm sleepy."

He pursed his lips and gave her a grace, and opened the car door for her.

When the car was almost home, Qin Ge secretly breathed a sigh of relief.But Bai Qijia parked the car outside the community, where he parked last time.Qin Ge's scalp tingled when he saw this place, and he wanted to get out of the car without even thinking about it, but Bai Qijia quickly locked the door.

He turned off the engine and turned off the lights in the car, only the shadows of the street lamps cast down through the branches, Qin Ge said: "Bai Qijia, I want to go home."

Bai Qijia said yes, and leaned over to help her unbuckle her seat belt. Qin Ge held his breath and pressed tightly against the seat, raising his hands high for fear of touching him.Bai Qijia raised his head and stood squarely in front of Qin Ge. Before the seat belt was unbuckled, he rubbed the tip of Qin Ge's nose with his nose.

Qin Ge's heart thumped, but there was nowhere to hide.

Bai Qijia simply let go of her hand, instead supported the car seat, wrapped Qin Ge in her arms, and rubbed the tip of her nose against her increasingly hot face.His eyes were so deep, looking straight at her, Qin Ge sank into them, unable to move at all because of his eyes.Bai Qijia opened his mouth to hold her upper lip, very lightly, but it shook Qin Ge's heart.

Qin Ge covered his lips with his stiff hand and said, "I have a cold."

Bai Qi Jiazheng kissed Qin Ge's hand across Qin Ge's hand. His lips were imprinted on the back of her hand, and spread from there to her lower abdomen. The lower abdomen was so itchy. Qin Ge twisted and was pinched by him.He said, "Be good, don't move, don't talk."

He kissed, put his fingers on the back of Qin Ge's neck, took her waist, and pressed her to himself.

No one has ever made him feel so distressed.

I can no longer let go of her in my heart, I want to stand by her forever, accompany her anywhere, do whatever she wants to do, even if her parents leave her after many years, as long as she looks back gently, she can see that he is always there .

If possible, he would trade his life for her safety and health.

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Ge asked tremblingly.

He murmured with emotion: "I know you have caught a cold, and I know you are uncomfortable and don't want to come out, but I just want to see you and bring you some medicine, so I can feel at ease."

Qin Ge's knuckles turned white, feeling the warmth of his fingers, the smell of his arms, and the softness of his lips.

"Last time you told me about that matter very carefully, and I would tell you about it instead, and I haven't told anyone else about it, you are the first." Bai Qijia said, pulling away A little distance away, he blocked Qin Ge's sight in front of her, so that she could only look at him.

"Shall we be together?"

"You said you were sick and became different, but I am also different, Qin Ge." He said, "I am better than before, more able to bear, and love you more. I am a doctor, and I know you best How should such a patient be taken care of? The illness is actually not that terrible. You have lived for ten years since graduation, and there are many more ten years to come. Qin Ge, I am telling you this on the premise of getting married. Very serious, I hope you can seriously consider before answering me."

"You, you, you, you..." Qin Ge kept talking about you, but couldn't continue.

"I love you." Bai Qijia murmured every word, with ten years of deepness and nostalgia.

What did she just hear?
Love?
What?like?
How... did it become love?
But ah, why?Didn't you make it clear last time?Why is he still like this?

Is this guy a fool?Why should you like her?She doesn't even like herself now.

"Why are you so surprised? I've always liked you, but you didn't feel it?" Bai Qijia was amused by the girl in her arms, and patted her head affectionately.

If a person loves another person, how can the other person not know?Qin Ge knew it, he knew it all the time, so he kept hiding.

Looking at the man in front of her, she never thought that she would get such a solemn "I love you" from him.

"But I don't like you that way." Qin Ge's lips moved up and down, and he said this clearly.

Bai Qijia raised his eyebrows as if he had expected it.

Qin Ge said: "I told my parents once a few years ago that I would not consider getting married and start a family, nor would I like anyone. They were very sad and felt that God was so unfair. Why was I the only one so pitiful? That time After that, our family didn't talk about it anymore, they didn't force me, and I hope I can have a better life."

When Qin's father was in the hospital, some patients actively inquired about Qin Ge's situation and wanted to match the mandarin ducks, but Qin's father always smiled and said: "We don't interfere, my daughter has big ideas."

Director Liu also mentioned it euphemistically, but Dad Qin still said so.Bai Qijia exclaimed, and listened carefully to what she said.

Qin Ge said: "I put myself in my shoes and thought about it. If it were me, how could I marry a sick person unless I had to? Even if I was lucky, I met someone who liked me very much and didn't care about my illness, but how could I be ashamed?" This drags him down? I will definitely refuse, love is like this, it will pass after a long time, so that he will meet the person he likes again, stay with her forever, and stay together for a lifetime, all I need to know is that he is happy gone."

"You also know, I don't know how long my legs can last. I will have another operation when I am in the fourth stage. My scalp feels numb just thinking about joint replacements. What's more, there may be other complications in the future, maybe every year. After staying in the hospital for a while, how can a normal person bear me like this?"

"In this world, only parents will not dislike you. I understand this sentence better than others."

"So you rejected me like this?" Bai Qijia said hoarsely.

"En." Qin Ge nodded, "You are a good person, kind and responsible. I know you are sincere, but I hope you can meet someone better than me."

Bai Qijia looked at her deeply, in this case, why did her voice tremble when she spoke?Why do you have to fight back the tears not to fall?

"So you don't like me at all?"

Qin Ge laughed: "Didn't I say it last time, I liked it before, but I don't like it now, and I will never like anyone again."

Bai Qijia imprinted the pain in his eyes, and said: "For the past ten years, I have always wanted to know why you didn't send me off at the airport?"

Qin Ge's heart twitched violently, not for any other reason, but because the person in front of him had always remembered that incident since he was young.

That day he said: "I am on the plane tomorrow, you come to see me off, we will be together."

"I didn't go to the airport at all that day." Qin Ge said.

With a disbelieving expression on Bai Qijia's face, he suddenly moved closer, and Qin Ge covered his mouth with a cold breath.

"Then why do you use my name as a pseudonym?"

Qin Ge's eyes widened instantly.

Bai Qijia said: "Bai Bai Bai Qi."

Qin Ge seemed to have been stripped of the fig leaf, naked in front of him. That was the deepest secret in her heart, and she had kept it carefully for ten years.

If it wasn't for forcing her to tell the truth, Bai Qijia really couldn't bear to tell her secrets. He guarded her secrets more carefully than anyone else. I hope she can use this name to draw things she likes and live happily ever after.

"Why? Qin Ge?"

"I, I..." Qin Ge couldn't write any more, raised his hands and rubbed his eyes, and said in frustration for a while, "Bai Qijia, let me go home."

He didn't ask anymore, anyway, no matter how much he denied it, he wouldn't believe it.

Who would use an irrelevant person's name for ten years?His name is in every piece of her work, his name is on her Weibo where she interacts with fans, and all her honors are written with his name.

Bai Qijia raised her hand and pressed on the car door, with a click.Qin Ge lowered his head and fled quickly, a hot water drop ticked on the back of Bai Qijia's hand, and flowed down between his fingers.

Qin Ge buried his head and rushed in, wanting to get out of Bai Qijia's sight as soon as possible. After reaching the guard, he couldn't run anymore, so he could only walk slowly. Bai Qijia was actually following behind her, watching her lower her head all the way. Let's go, she didn't take painkillers, and when she walked, she looked like a patient with osteonecrosis. She tried so hard to prevent him from seeing it before, but now she didn't hide it at all, and she appeared in public with him just like this.

What for?
In order to make him afraid and think she was ugly, he just quit voluntarily.

Really... stupid...

Qin Ge was looking for the keys downstairs, and more and more water pooled in her eyes, making her vision blurred, and she couldn't find it anyway, so she could only call the building phone to ask her mother to open the door.

Bai Qijia stood downstairs for a while, and saw that the aisle light on the sixth floor was on, and a figure passed by.

Qin Ge didn't have time to hide his sadness, because Qin's mother was waiting for her to go home at the door, and she felt something was wrong just by looking at it, so she pulled Qin Ge back and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qin Ge shook his head, didn't dare to speak at all, quickly fled back to the room, and locked the door firmly.After enduring it for a long time, I was so tired that I could finally cry.

Bai Qijia was downstairs looking through the text messages on her phone. They had very little conversation, and it was almost all he was talking about. If she didn't wait for an answer, she would always answer the call helplessly. But at this moment, Bai Qijia knew that Qin Ge would never I won't see him, and I won't answer her calls.

He put the phone away, exhaled in the cold night, raised his hand and pressed the building phone on the sixth floor.

Qin's mother stood outside the door to persuade, Qin's father was so distressed that he didn't know what to do, he picked up the walkie-talkie and asked impatiently, "Who is it!"

Bai Qijia said: "Uncle, I'm Bai Qijia, Qin Ge's classmate, please let me go up and see Qin Ge."

Qin's father looked at Qin's mother in surprise, and said, "Doctor Bai is below."

Qin's mother took it over and asked, "Did you just get together with my Xiaoge?"

"Yes."

Qin's mother growled in a crying voice: "Why did you make her cry?"

Bai Qijia was silent, only heard a click, and the downstairs door opened.As soon as he went up, he saw Qin's father standing outside the house, waiting for him to arrive before opening the door to let him in.It was only after entering that Bai Qijia knew why Dad Qin did this. Qin Ge's cry came from the locked room. She cried so aggrieved and presumptuously that she didn't care if the neighbors heard her.

This was Bai Qijia's first visit. Obviously, the timing was not right. Qin's father grabbed his collar and said, "What did you do to her!"

"Uncle, I like her." Bai Qijia said.

Qin's father was stunned, and Qin's mother was also stunned.

Qin Ge in the room seemed to know that he was coming, and immediately fell silent, only a few unbearable sobs could be heard vaguely.

"Let's come out and talk!" Qin's father still held Bai Qijia's collar and led him outside the door.

Qin's mother wiped her tears and knocked on the door of Qin Ge's room, telling her: "Xiao Ge, he is gone, if you want to cry... just cry..."

In the corridor, Qin's father lit a cigarette and leaned against the window sill, and said: "My Xiaoge was very delicate when she was young, and she shed tears at the slightest bump, but I haven't heard her cry for almost ten years, after such a major operation. , No matter how much it hurts, don’t cry.”

So hearing her cry now, Father Qin's heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife.

Bai Qijia also felt uncomfortable, the crying was so shocking, it made him feel extremely distressed.

He said to Qin's father: "I have liked her since high school. It has been ten years. I said just now that I want to date her on the premise of marriage."

Father Qin turned his head and looked at Bai Qijia through the thin smoke. Time had made his thin shoulders thicker, but some feelings would not change.

"It's you?"

Bai Qijia nodded: "I sent her back that night."

Qin's father suddenly realized: "You are that brat!"

Bai Qijia did not deny the title of "Stinky Boy", and stood upright in front of Qin's father, wanting to ask Qin's approval.

But Qin's father was silent for a long time, and finally shook his head: "You can't."

"why?"

"You are so nice, I don't worry."

Bai Qijia frowned, not expecting this reason.

Qin's father shook the soot and said, "My Xiaoge must have rejected you, right?"

"……Yes."

"Don't be angry, it's not that we look down on you, it's that Xiaoge doesn't suit you well. She's in poor health, and her mother and I hope she can find an honest man with worse conditions than her. It doesn't matter if you have no money or a house, as long as Just don't dislike her."

"I won't." Bai Qijia said.

Qin's father raised his hand and stopped his words: "It doesn't matter what you say, and you can't guarantee that you will like her forever."

Bai Qijia wanted to say that I can, I will definitely love her for the rest of my life, but Qin's father said: "Even if you can do it, will your family be willing to accept Xiaoge?"

This is a very real problem.

Qin's father pinched off the cigarette butt, and asked: "When Xiao Ge sent someone to the airport, did he send you?"

Bai Qijia suddenly raised her head.

Father Qin said, "It really is you."

"Did she go? But..."

"Going." Father Qin nodded, "But there was a series of car accidents on the highway."

Bai Qijia felt that her heart was ripped open and poured into buckets of cold water.

"She didn't tell me." He could barely find his own voice, and in his mind was Qin Ge's thick stack of medical records, which recorded that she was admitted to the hospital because of a car accident in the first place.

"Of course she won't tell you." Father Qin lit another cigarette and took a deep breath, "However, human life is hard to tell. If it wasn't for the car accident, she wouldn't have found out that she was sick in advance. Maybe I won’t be able to live now.”

Bai Qijia wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

"You go back." Father Qin pointed to the elevator, "Go back first."

Bai Qijia had no choice but to leave first. When the elevator doors closed, he saw Father Qin lighting another cigarette. This man who was afraid of pain, talkative and cheerful all day long, was in such a vicissitudes at the moment.

Neighbors who came back late looked hesitantly at the strange face downstairs, Bai Qijia couldn't notice other people's eyes, and stood quietly downstairs all night.

I missed my appointment that year, sorry.

I didn't go to the airport at all.

My Xiaoge was in a car accident on the way to the airport, and it was only then that she found out that she was ill.

Really... stupid...

Lu Tian felt that he was so lucky that he was finally able to ask the nurse sister out to watch a movie, but at the same time, he also felt that it was really ruining his life to make friends. Just halfway through the movie, before his sister's little hand was held, he was called by that bastard Bai Qijia Back to the hospital.

The murderous Dr. Lu said: "Xiaobai, you better have something very important to do, otherwise brother won't have to do it!"

Bai Qijia said: "Can you find out the patient who was in the same ward as Qin Ge? I don't know the name, and the bed number is also uncertain."

The matter was related to Qin Ge, so Lu Tian turned off the ignition, quickly turned on the computer, and dived in to find it.He hadn't been here ten years ago, but fortunately, the general rules of the inpatient department remained the same. He found two people who matched Qin Ge's admission time, both of whom were female patients. Eating dog meat caused oral ulcers and was unable to eat and was admitted to the hospital. One was admitted to the hospital for a sudden outbreak of acne on the face.

Bai Qijia leaned over to look carefully, and Lu Tian divided the two computers to look through the outpatient medical records.Lu Tian turned to look at him and said, "Xiaobai, why are you sweating so much? I'll wipe it off with a piece of paper."

Bai Qijia didn't care, and said, "Hurry up and work."

(End of this chapter)