It's a pity I still love you

Chapter 12 The so-called unforgettable old love (2)
Cheng Ranyin's face darkened, "You are more nervous about her than about your cousin!"

Cheng Ranming shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "So what?"

"You!" Cheng Ranyin was angry, "I won't eat her! Both of you are so nervous about her, what's so good about her that you won't forget after seven years?"

"I don't know." The three simple words seemed to have defeated Cheng Ranyin, and she continued to ask feebly, "Even if she is not what she was seven years ago?"

Someone at the stairway was looking at this side, Cheng Ranming glanced around, and then he replied firmly as if he didn't see it, "Yes."

After a moment of silence, when the onlookers heard this word, they couldn't help feeling a little envious of Fleeting Nian from the bottom of their hearts. However, after the silence, Fleeting Nian gritted his teeth and said, "Is it enough for you brothers and sisters to sing and reconcile?" It is quite large, but every word is squeezed out between the teeth, revealing great anger.Everyone looked at Cheng Ranming unanimously. They didn't expect the always indifferent and unapproachable Mr. Cheng's face to remain unchanged. It seemed that they had expected Su Liunian's reaction in this way.

Su Liunian looked at Cheng Ranyin who was standing aside with a smile in his eyes, and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. It seemed that Su Liunian was more important to her cousin Cheng Ranyin than Cheng Ranyin. She was really a cousin. Poor, but actually Cheng Ranyin just wanted to use this opportunity to get everyone to put the name Su Liunian and Cheng Ranming together, and then Liunian would no longer be able to find Ran Zhimo.

It's not that Cheng Ranyin doesn't know that she won't tolerate being with Ran Zhimo anymore with her fleeting personality, but she was too stimulated by this pair of golden boys and girls who were almost everyone's mouth when she was in college. She is always worried.But both Ran Zhimo and Cheng Ranming are objects that Fleeting Years doesn't want to get involved with anymore.

"I told you, we don't know each other well!" Su Liunian said while looking at Cheng Ranming.

Cheng Ranming still had a nonchalant expression: "Yes, we don't know each other well, I've only known you for 11 years and seven months!"

In a word, the onlookers all showed shocked expressions. They looked at the thin girl and didn't know how to react for a while.

"I wish I never knew you!" After Liu Nian finished speaking, he turned around and left.

Cheng Ranming turned his head and gave Cheng Ranyin a warning look, then chased towards Liunian, he grabbed her arm, she wanted to shake it off, but she was no match for his strength.

"I thought we had nothing to do with each other anymore, so what are you?" Fleeting Nian raised his head and asked.

"I also thought we had nothing to do with each other, but I regretted it, Fleeting Years, since you have no way to return to that person, then come to me, and I will protect you in the future!" He looked at her, so No rejection.

When I went to the newspaper office the next day, Liu Nian quickly noticed the strange attitude of everyone towards her. Wherever she went, the others would leave. Know whether to be envious or jealous.

She thought of these when she saw the heads protruding from the stairs last night. The only thing that surprised her was that she was not the headline in today's newspaper. For some reason, everyone unanimously chose to give up this affirmation News that can attract many people's attention!
She guessed that it was Cheng Ranming's tricks. He said he wanted to protect her, and she didn't want to be disturbed by public opinion, so he kept all the media silent. He wanted her to know that his feelings for her were serious, and he had waited. After living with her for 11 years and seven months, he could continue to wait.

But this headline seems to be very destined for her, even if the protagonist is not her, it will be someone she is very familiar with - Ran Zhimo.

On the morning of NO.15, almost all the newspapers in this city published the news that the deputy secretary of the municipal party committee, Ran Zhimo, fell ill and was admitted to the hospital. For this reason, Fleeting Nian was assigned by Sister Chen to visit Ran Zhimo. The task was to visit a doctor, and the questions Sister Chen asked her to ask were questions like "Will this illness affect the progress of the case investigation?" It's still unclear about Ran Zhimo's condition, but he doesn't want it to be serious enough to delay the investigation of the case.

When he arrived at the hospital, Liu Nian managed to inquire into the ward where Ran Zhimo was, but he was stopped by someone as soon as he reached the door. It was a strange man who looked at her expressionlessly and asked, "Miss, can you go?" Wrong place."

She was a little embarrassed, "I'm a reporter, and I want to... visit Secretary Ran." She hesitated for a while, and finally chose such a word.

"Sorry, the secretary is not accepting any interviews right now."

She was even more embarrassed by the unceremonious rejection, but she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. However, at this moment, a familiar voice came from the ward: "Let her in."

Just like when she went to interview him for the first time, she was in a trance for a while, and when she came back to her senses, she had already entered the ward.Although she didn't want to have any special relationship with Ran Zhimo anymore, even between strangers, it would be too hurtful to ask some official business in the name of visiting a sick person, so when she stood on Ran Zhimo's hospital bed When he saw that his complexion was not bad, he didn't know how to speak.On the contrary, Ran Zhimo seemed much more relaxed, and he asked her to sit down, then picked up a pear and a fruit knife on the plate on the bedside table, and slowly peeled it off.

This is what he used to do. Every time he wanted to eat apples or pears, he would ask Zhimo to cut them for her. At that time, she was unruly and unreasonable. If he dared to resist, she would completely suppress him. He had no choice but to accept his fate to work for her, and the direct result was that even though Zhimo was becoming more and more omnipotent, Fleeting Years still knew nothing.

At that time, Fleeting Nian thought very simple, she just thought that as long as they were together, what he would do would be what she would do, and at that time, she always thought that they would be together forever.

Perhaps it was because no one would let him do this kind of thing after Fleeting Nian left, Zhimo's movements of peeling pears were a little rusty, and a thick layer of flesh came off the pear skin.Seeing this, Liu Nian couldn't help reaching out to take the pear and knife in Zhi Mo's hand, and skillfully peeled it off.

She moved very quickly, and the peeled pear skin was also very thin, round and round, without breaking even for a long time.He watched the knife move nimbly in her hand, his eyes darkened.

I don't know when, that lazy girl also learned to do this kind of thing, and she did it better than him.

It's his fault. He missed seven years of her life. He didn't protect her well. If he had been around, she still wouldn't have to do such a thing.

Liu Nian didn't notice the change in Zhi Mo's eyes, she threw away the skin, she handed the pear to Zhi Mo, and said to him, "Here you are."

He took the pear with one hand, and reached out to take the knife in her hand with the other hand. She was a little surprised, seeing that he put the blade close to the middle part of the pear, and she stopped instinctively. Before she could react, she had already grabbed the pear. He was about to force his hand.

He couldn't help turning his head to look at her, and the temperature of his hands seemed to be burning her, she pulled her hands away suddenly, and looked away in embarrassment.

It seemed that the coldness of her fingertips still remained on the back of his hand. Looking at her, he suddenly seemed to understand something: "Are you afraid that the omen is bad?"

Dividing pears and separation is indeed not a good meaning, but they never seemed to care about it before. A pear, a few horizontal and vertical knives, is over when it is divided. At that time, when they were young, they squandered the time they could be together. Such extravagance is really too extravagant.

Fleeting Nian tilted his head slightly, and said stiffly: "No, I just don't want to eat."

What are you afraid of now?Now that we have decided not to have any special relationship, why should we be afraid of separation if we are not together?
But, she was just afraid. Even though she knew she couldn't be together, she was still afraid of being separated, and she was even more afraid of being separated in a place like a hospital. It would be life and death.

He knew she was lying, but he deliberately didn't expose it. He just said "Oh" and said, "Then I'll eat it alone." Then he put down the knife.

A pear was eaten quickly, he wiped his hands, looked at Fleeting Nian who sat beside him and fell silent, also saying nothing.

How could he not understand why she came, but as long as she didn't tell, he would pretend that he didn't know, that she was simply here to visit, deceiving himself and others.

Time passed little by little, Liu Nian bit his lower lip and let go, and after a while he bit it again, back and forth several times, maybe because of the atmosphere, she still couldn't ask the questions that Sister Chen asked.

Her palms were sweating a little. She never thought that she would look at him for half an hour without saying a word, but she felt that it was a wonderful thing to have such an opportunity.

He suddenly smiled and said, "Liu Nian, it's nice to be able to look at you like this."

Two people feel the same way.

Her face changed and she stood up suddenly.

"Sorry to bother you for so long, I'll take my leave first." She said, only thinking that the word "you" couldn't be more harsh, but it seemed that only this word could prove that she really only regarded him as Without the stranger, there is no longer any illusion.

His eyebrows were slightly raised, but he didn't say a word.The clumsy disguise, the politeness of a fake lady, but she is so keen on it now.

She only regarded him as acquiescing, and walked out. He got up from the hospital bed and followed behind.

He is right behind her, and she is right in front of him, within reach, as long as he stretches out his hand, he can hold her in his arms, from the hospital bed to the door, the distance is not far, but it seems to be gone For such a long time in her life, when she was three steps away from the door, she finally stopped, as if she was extremely embarrassed, she turned around and said to him: "Secretary, you are not in good health, so I won't trouble you to send me away." gone."

The high-sounding reason was just that he was afraid that others would see how special he was to her.

He still didn't make a sound, but pulled her into his arms before she could react.

Her heart tightened, as if she stepped on the ground when going down the stairs. At first she tried to struggle, but in the end she calmed down.His arms were around her waist, and she knew that even if he was sick, she might not be able to break free. His shoulders were as wide as they were nine years ago. She rested her chin gently on his shoulders, and her whole body was in full swing. In his arms, it was as if at that time, she was his everything, and he was her everything, but this is not forever, but it will never be possible again.

She tilted her head and rested her head on his shoulder, looking at the beautiful curve of his side face, her breath blowing on his cheek was warm, but her vermilion lips parted lightly, and the words she spoke were like knives Tie Ren: "Secretary, don't you remember your old love and want to have a spring night?"

Now she dares to humiliate herself like this!

His hand around her waist suddenly tightened, as if he was angry, he pushed her against the wall, but before her body touched the cold and hard wall, he had already put his hand behind her , he pressed his lips to hers, she guessed his intention in advance, turned her head to hide, but she didn't dodge it anyway, such a domineering kiss seemed to take away everything from her.

Even the composure she pretended to be was torn, she tried hard to push him away with her hand on his chest, but she couldn't do it, she wanted to cry out of despair, the familiar kiss in the past, but now it seems like A kind of humiliation, humiliating her, a woman who doesn't know how to love herself.But he suddenly stopped the kiss, and just whispered in her ear: "What if I say yes?"

What if I say yes?

Her face became extremely ugly, and even the gaze she looked at him was full of resentment.

How dare he say that?If he once loved, if he still loves, how dare he say that?

She couldn't hold back the tears anymore, she used all her strength to push him away from her, and she slapped her hand, but he grabbed her hand in mid-air.

She struggled to break free, thinking that it would be possible to do it with all her strength, but she didn't expect that it would not be that difficult. However, when she looked at him, she saw his other hand covering his stomach, his face turned pale.

Worries ran through her heart, and the words of concern had already reached her lips, but when she was about to hold him, she turned her direction abruptly and returned to her side. She looked away and said in a lukewarm tone : "The secretary shouldn't be overworked now. If you are sick, you still have to rest. I won't bother you." After finishing speaking, she turned around and left without looking at Ran Zhimo, as if she didn't care, as if she never cared. However, When the door was opened, her footsteps finally paused. Although it was only a very short pause, it had already revealed what she was thinking.

Of course he noticed, her fleeing figure was reflected in his black pupils, his expression was complicated, but it was hard to guess what he was thinking.

The footsteps outside the door gradually faded away, and he finally said to the people outside the door with difficulty: "Call me a doctor."

He was just like her, but he was pretending, she was pretending to be calm, and he was pretending that everything was fine, but this time, he was the first to lose.

(End of this chapter)