It's a pity I still love you

Chapter 27 Dye Zhimo Extra Story: Inseparable
late at night.

Ran Zhimo sat on the sofa in Qi Liguang's living room, covered his eyes with his hands, and remained silent for a while.

Coming to seek refuge again, Qi Liguang sighed softly in his heart, poured water for him, approached him, saw him like this, already made a guess in his heart, and asked him: "Your parents arranged a blind date for you again? "

Ran Zhimo took the water and smiled wryly, "It would be great if we had a blind date. Now they just want to find someone to marry me right away."

Qi Liguang gloated and said: "It's not their fault. You say you, the secretary of the municipal party committee of a dignified city, is in his 30s and still single, and doesn't even have the slightest idea of ​​getting married. I would be anxious if I were them!"

Ran Zhimo glanced at him, "You are pretty consistent with them now, it's not in vain for my mother to use you as an example to nagging in my ear every day!"

"A role model?" Qi Liguang slightly raised his eyebrows, a little surprised, "Did your mother praise me?"

"Yeah, I boasted every day, saying that you used to be so unscrupulous, but now you know that you are looking for a girlfriend to get married, and you also said that I usually look very mature, and I am not even as good as you in this kind of thing!"

Qi Liguang's face turned half black.

Ran Zhimo sighed, put down his glass, and fell silent again.

I still remember that when I saw Qi Liguang's girlfriend for the first time, Ran Zhimo was really taken aback. I used to think that Qi Liguang would find a girlfriend who was generous and decent, but I didn't expect that she was an extremely simple girl. Generous is generous, but as for decent ...just saying it's not very inappropriate...

Later, Qi Liguang told him that the reason for making such a choice was largely influenced by him and Su Liunian. Qi Liguang said that he would never find a woman who was as incomprehensible as Su Liunian, and at the same time he was very persistent. Ran Zhimo harbored resentment, and was sincerely willing to sacrifice his own life to save Ran Zhimo. Qi Liguang didn't have a deep impression of the happiness when Ran Zhimo and Su Liunian were together. Fleeting Nian left three times, and it took several months for Ran Zhimo to recover each time.

It has been more than four years since Fleeting Nian left, and after such a long time, even Qi Liguang decided to settle down and get married as soon as possible. He is the only one left, and he has been single for so many years. I don't know, I just feel that what he wants is not marriage, he just wants that person, but the person he is waiting for has not come back. Last time he waited for seven years and finally got her, but this time, he didn't know that he still had her. How long do you have to wait, maybe you will never come back, but in fact, that's okay, because every next moment may be her return date, and every moment will live in hope until the time when you can't wait anymore.

After a long time, Qi Liguang asked: "Zhimo, what are you thinking? Are you really going to wait for her forever like this?"

Ran Zhimo naturally knew who "she" was referring to. It was meaningless to answer such a question. He closed his eyes and did not say a word for a long time.

Qi Liguang suddenly laughed, "Our family reads too many novels, and always tells me that everything is going well for the two of us, and we haven't encountered any hardships. She has been worried that the hardships of the two of us are all in getting married. Afterwards, when she said that, I often thought, you and Su Liunian, childhood sweethearts, reunion after farewell, family changes, kidnapping in police movies, and miscarriage scenes all happened, and even the bullets have survived. It’s a TV series, so it should have a happy ending, now that I’ve seen you, I realize that it’s a tragic film, telling a tragic story of the male protagonist waiting for his sweetheart to return.” After a pause, Qi Liguang’s The voice sank, without any hint of a joke, "Ran Zhimo, I used to hear your parents say that Su Liunian ruined you. I didn't think so before, but now I suddenly feel that they are right. Listen Said that you gave up the opportunity to be transferred to the central government, and I said that you are afraid that Su Liunian will not find you when he comes back, right? Such a cliché reason!"

Ran Zhimo still did not speak.

However, Qi Liguang became more and more talkative: "But Ran Zhimo, have you ever thought that even if she comes back, you will never be together again, not to mention that she didn't forgive you, even your parents...they wouldn't Maybe I agree with you again! You have a bright future, but you insist on carrying such a burden on your body, we have never asked you, you are so persistent and refuse to forget her, is it because of feelings, or... because of guilt?"

Ran Zhimo suddenly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the paleness of the ceiling. He hadn't opened his mouth for a long time, and just when Qi Liguang thought he would not answer again, he heard him say: "Actually, I don't know either. I feel that the most sad thing when I open my eyes every day is that she has not come back, and the idea that makes me hopeful for this day is that she may come back today. To put it rationally, choose between career and love, I naturally know that career is more important than love, but I basically don't know how to use my brain to choose between fleeting years and career."

He reached into the pocket of his clothes and found the metal ring. There was cool air on his hands. He held it tightly, feeling at ease. He had kept this ring properly for many years, and the other Half of it should be by Fleeting Year's side at this moment, if she hasn't thrown it yet.

He knew that this pair of rings meant nothing, and he didn't expect them to stay together, because there was no bond between them objectively when they passed away more than four years ago, but he always felt that he could see her again One side is also good.

There is such a widely circulated question: If you could do it all over again, what would you do?
If your answer is that you will make the same choice, then you can have no regrets for this kind of pain, because you know that this is already the best result, this is already the inevitable end, but he is not, if he can return to more than ten Years ago, he thought that he would never use her feelings for him to gamble on that hopeless gamble.

He grew up and lost her.

After so many years, he still couldn't calm down. He always thought, what would happen to them now if they hadn't promised their father back then?
But the original ended 12 years ago, and all he has left is now.

He tilted his head and looked out the window. In the silence of the night, the wide road was full of traffic. There were people coming and going, and some people were waiting in place, refusing to leave.

(End of this chapter)