Doctor Xianggong, the goddess of poisonous belly

Chapter 359 I Don’t Hate Anyone (2)
"The third master has no grievances with me, why should I hate the third master?" Seeing Duan Li standing up straight, Si Jixia withdrew his hand, although the ripples in his heart never calmed down, his expression was cold and indifferent .

But this time, Dong Nuan didn't follow him closely, she was still standing behind the grand master's chair that he was sitting on just now, her script had already taken a step but then retracted.

It's not that she relieved the tension in her heart all of a sudden, but that she clearly knows that the current situation is not suitable for her to intervene. She just needs to watch quietly from the sidelines. Some things are doomed from the very beginning. In the end, it is not something anyone can change by stepping in. At this time, except for those who have really been involved in this matter, the rest, it is better to be a spectator.

Because the future can be changed, but the past cannot be changed.

"Really?" Duan Li was startled again, and then laughed at himself, "I thought you would hate everyone in the Duan family."

After hearing Duan Li's words, Si Jixia was neither surprised nor surprised, but just smiled lightly, "I understand what the third master said, and the third master, like Mrs. Tai, thinks that I appeared in this Marquis' mansion this time to see Duan's family. I came here for my fate, and I came here to take revenge on the Duan family."

Duan Li remained silent, just staring into Si Jixia's eyes, Si Jixia knew what he wanted to say, he knew what he wanted to say, "Isn't it?".

"That's right. It's normal for the third master and Mrs. Tai to think so when I come to the Hou's mansion at such a time." Si Jixia slowly stepped back a few steps, backing to the chair he had just sat on, Slightly lowering his eyelids, he still smiled lightly, "But the third master is still thinking wrong. I have never hated anyone, and I have never thought of revenge on anyone. Life is life, and death is death. I was born to this point." In this world, after seeing the beauty in this world, I feel that I am lucky to be born in this world, so even if no one welcomes me in this world, I still want to live."

"I don't hate the Hou Mansion, and I don't hate anyone in the Duan family." Even if he has resentment in his heart, what can be changed?Can he make his father and mother come back to life?Make his right arm grow out?Can it make him live like a normal person?Can he not become a wild monster in the eyes of the world?

If he couldn't, why should he harbor resentment?Since he couldn't, why did he let hatred blind his eyes?
Instead of this, he might as well look at everything in this world with the eyes he saw when he first saw the world. He just wants to live a beautiful life and die without regrets, that's all.

Now that he has met Ah Nuan, he feels that his idea has come true, life is beautiful, and death is without regret.

He has nothing to resent, and he has nothing to be dissatisfied with.

He is fine now.

The corners of Si Jixia's mouth turned up involuntarily, and when he looked up again, there was no trace of sadness in his eyes, let alone the slightest bit of resentment, only satisfaction from the heart, that shallow smile seemed to be embellished by the spring breeze and warm sun Average, soft and warm.

Looking at Si Jixia like this, Duan Li's eyes were full of shock, as if he couldn't believe what Si Jixia said.

Si Jixia didn't mind Duan Li's reaction, so he said slowly and indifferently: "The third master doesn't believe what I said?"

"No." Duan Li closed his eyes slightly, shook his head lightly, "I believe it."

Now it was Si Jixia who was surprised by Duan Li's answer, and Duan Li smiled gently again, "If you really harbored resentment towards the Duan family, it would be impossible for grandma to leave this Buddha'an Hall. Thank you for sparing my grandma."

"However, you didn't come here to see the current results of the Hou Mansion, but why did you come here?" Duan Li covered his mouth and coughed for a long time, until his cheeks turned crimson, but he was still coughing Sideways said, "I don't know...cough cough, can I...cough...help you?"

At this moment, Duan Li is like a withered yellow leaf hanging on the branch, if there is a slight gust of wind, it will roll him off the branch, return him to the soil, and end his life.

"I'm coming tonight..." Si Jixia spoke very slowly when he said this, as if he was not ready to expose the knot in his heart to others, so Dongnuan stood at this moment When he got to his side, he gently held his left hand through the cloak on his body, clearly felt his hand tremble slightly, and then lightly shook her hand back, but Si Jixia didn't turn his head. Looking at her, she didn't even turn her pupils up slightly, only hearing his voice calmly said, "It's just for one thing."

"What's the matter?" Duan Li asked.

"I just want to know..." Si Jixia paused, "Who am I?"

He didn't think about taking revenge on the Duan family, nor did he think about watching the Duan family's jokes, he just wanted to know who he was, that's all.

Duan Li's face showed surprise again, "You...don't know yet?"

"I've never been told." All they... told him was that he was a bastard.

Even a bastard, he wants to know who he really is.

"I thought after so many years, the second sister would be able to untangle her heart and tell you the truth." Duan Li frowned slightly again, "I don't want to..."

"Hey... this is your knot, if you can't solve it, I'm afraid you will feel that you can't face your wife directly." Duan Li sighed as if talking to himself and shook his head slightly, "Fine, Since you want to know even if you don’t hesitate to set foot on this sad place, I will tell you everything I know, but before that, I think you can remember, even if no one welcomes you in the whole Hou Mansion, I still hope Hello, I hope you can live peacefully like the name your father and mother gave you."

Duan Li did not sit down on the wide couch, but walked slowly to the Buddhist altar, bowed slightly to the Bodhisattva in the altar with palms folded, and knelt down on the futon on the altar, as if he If you want to say something, you have to face the Bodhisattva before you can say it.

"The sins committed by the Duan family are a bit serious. I just ask the Bodhisattva to give the Duan family a chance to forgive their sins." When Duan Li finished speaking in a heavy tone, the night wind rushed into the room, blowing his loose robes, looking His body is extremely thin and thin, and his voice is as heavy as the night outside the house, "The Duan family is a famous family with a history of hundreds of years. Although there are not many descendants, there are generations of talents. I was born in the Hou family, but the Hou family had only such a son as me. The whole family was very happy, but when I was two years old, I had a serious illness. After the illness, I became like this It is useless to see countless doctors, and the mother who gave birth to me died suddenly when I was seriously ill, so my two sisters treated me very well, just like a mother.”

"Father sees me like this, it's not that he hasn't thought about rebirth with other wives, who knows that all the wives gave birth to daughters in succession, which makes me the only one who can pass on the family in the huge Marquis Mansion. Dumiao, Grandma treats me especially well, and the two sisters do the same."

(End of this chapter)