Doctor Xianggong, the goddess of poisonous belly

Chapter 494 Li, can I know the name of the son? (3)
"If you think it's yes, then it's not. It's not important." Suddenly, Si Jixia felt a little heavy and dizzy, so he took a step back and sat back on the bamboo chair behind him. Showing his strangeness, he just said coldly without changing his face, "I am just entrusted by Mr. Bai Fu."

"In this world, apart from Mr. Sly, I don't know anyone else who has the ability to pull a terminally ill person back from the gate of hell." Li Hui sighed, put his hands on the bed, dragged Sitting up slowly with his immobile lower body, he bowed deeply to Si Jixia, closed his eyes and said in a trembling voice, "Thank you, sir, for saving my life."

Si Jixia didn't say a word, just looked at Li Hui quietly, watching him bow down but didn't look up for a long time.

Just when Si Jixia was about to open his mouth to say something, Li Hui's trembling voice was heard softly and softly asking: "Li has a question, and I would like to ask the young master for clarification."

Si Jixia's heart trembled slightly, he nodded slightly, and said, "Excuse me, my lord."

"Li..." Li Hui then slowly straightened his back, looked into Si Jixia's eyes with extreme nervousness and anticipation, and said slowly, "Li, can you know the name of the young master?"

Is it just this problem?

Si Jixia was silent for a while, and then responded: "My surname is Si, and my name is Jixia."

His name is Si Jixia, but he is not called Si Jixia, because his surname is not Si, and Jixia is just a name he chose for himself.

His father and mother named him Ping An, and Ah Nuan also called him Ping An. Only Ping An is his real name.

But, he didn't want to tell anyone this name.

Because, it is not necessary.

"Si Jixia, Si Jixia..." Li Hui muttered Si Jixia's name, and suddenly asked excitedly, "Si is the imperial surname of the Southern Shu Kingdom, you are from the Southern Shu Kingdom... you belong to the Southern Shu royal family. people!?"

how can that be?

How could he... be a member of the Southern Shu royal family?How could he be named Si! ?

"My..." Si Jixia didn't want to say it at first, but seeing Li Hui's expression and reaction, he couldn't bear it, so he shook his head slightly, "No, my surname is Si, but it's not Si."

"The blood flowing in my body has nothing to do with the Si family." He is just a person who doesn't even know who his biological father is. He is just a person who is not welcomed by anyone in this world. A person who bears someone else's family name.

Perhaps for the rest of his life, he will never know what his real last name is.

"Then..." Li Hui had too many things on his mind, and wanted to ask too many questions, but he didn't know how to speak when he wanted to ask.

Rather than saying that he didn't know how to speak, it was better to say that he was nervous and afraid.

Because he wants to know the truth, but is afraid of knowing the truth.

Si Jixia looked at Li Hui, who obviously wanted to ask something but couldn't open it, and then continued after being silent again: "I am a person who is not welcome from birth, I don't know whose flesh and blood is flowing in my body , or to put it another way, I don’t even know who I am and why I came to this world.”

This was the first time that Si Jixia said the cruelest words to someone other than Dongnuan.

And why he would say the cruelest thing to a stranger he had never met, even he himself did not know his answer.

Perhaps it was because of the well-cared-for bamboos in the courtyard, or maybe it was the words "安" written on the bamboo plaques hanging on the bamboo that just touched his heart, or maybe it was the way he looked at him. The eyes that seem to know something in the pain, or maybe... suddenly feel that there is no need for reason.

Because of the ups and downs in his heart, and because he thought of the most painful thing in his heart, Si Jixia didn't even use "I" but used the most peaceful word "I".

"The reason why I came to Beishuang Kingdom from Nanshu Kingdom, and to this Yuncheng, is to find an answer."

"It was the direction given to me by the third son of Duan's Marquis Mansion in Dongling of Southern Shu. He asked me to come to Beishuangyun City. He said that there must be the answer I want to know here."

"And judging from the adults' reaction to me, maybe, the adults know something like Mr. Duan San, or maybe, the adults are the ones who can explain my doubts to me."

When Si Jixia said these words, his expression was calm as usual, but only he knew that it took him great courage to say these words.

Because no one is born without wanting to know who their parents are, and no one wants to know why they were born into this world.

But Li Hui listened to Si Jixia's words, his bloodless face paled sharply, his eyes twisted in pain, his hands gripped the quilt on the couch so tightly that it was almost torn into pieces, his bleeding lips trembled, but Still can't say a word.

Don't say a word, just a word, nothing at all.

When Si Jixia said this, he paused, put his hand into the skirt of his clothes, and took out something.

And when Li Hui saw that thing, he wanted to get out of bed in a hurry, but he forgot that his legs could no longer move, so he fell off the bed so heavily !
Si Jixia looked at Li Hui, and the hand that was holding the thing shook violently.

(End of this chapter)