Chapter 390 The direction of the heart, true and false
For Shen Mo, from being pregnant to Yaoyao's birth, confinement, confinement, and taking care of the child, these are really not good memories.Although she loves this little angel very much, the process of supporting her alone is really difficult.
She can't forget the strange eyes of doctors and nurses when she went to the maternity check-up alone; she can't forget the desolation of going to the hospital alone and working hard in the delivery room alone when she gave birth, and after leaving the delivery room, she was still the only one. .
The mothers in the same ward, parents, parents-in-law, husband, and friends are all around, but she is alone. If she wants to drink saliva, she has to be poured by the nurse.Because it happened so suddenly, she didn't even have time to invite Mr. Hu.On the way to work, the amniotic fluid suddenly broke.
She had no face to call Aunt Lu, let alone tell Jia Yi.
It was Jiayi who found out that she didn't come to work and thought that she might have given birth, so he told Aunt Lu.But when Aunt Lu arrived, it was half a day later.She has gone through all the hardships.
Shen Mo suddenly fell silent, and Xiao Bei was also silent for a while.
At a red light, Xiao Bei held Shen Mo's hand.Without looking at her, she still looked out of the car window, but her tone was firm: "This time, I will never let you face it alone. Believe me, I will always be by your side."
Shen Mo turned to look at him, the morning light shone on his face, making Shen Mo unable to see his expression clearly.But...she believed it.
"I..." Shen Mo hesitated, but still said, "I...I'm thinking about it. Anyway, I'm not ready yet!"
Shen Mo opened Xiao Bei's hand, and leaned on the car seat to think hard.
The problem lies in her heart. It is her own fear of pregnancy and childbirth, which cannot be resolved by someone taking care of her and having a lover by her side.
Shen Mo felt... maybe there was something really wrong with his mind, and he needed to see a psychiatrist.
She didn't know how to describe the feeling in her heart.But as long as she thought about having a baby, the feeling was real and tormenting her.
Helplessness, panic, humiliation, self-blame... All kinds of bad feelings gathered together and swept her like a scourge.
At the time of delivery, the doctors and nurses gave sympathy and contempt, but she couldn't remember what it was like.But when she saw those eyes, she could clearly feel what she felt in her heart.
With the accumulation of time, the various specific events, specific words, and specific expressions experienced in the process of pregnancy and childbirth have become blurred, but these vague things have accumulated in the depths of her heart, don't go.
Xiao Bei didn't say anything more to persuade him, but he held Shen Mo's hand again, unwilling to let go for a long time.
"See you tonight." When he went downstairs to the company, Shen Mo stamped Xiao Bei's face.
Xiao Bei was overwhelmed by flattery, but his face was very thick. He stretched out the other half of his face and pointed, "Be fair."
"Let's talk at night!" Shen Mo had already closed the car door and ignored him.
Xiao Bei smiled, his eyes were full of tenderness.After watching Shen Mo enter the office building, Xiao Bei couldn't see her anymore, so Xiao Bei drove to Xiao's.
After the morning meeting, Shen Mo checked the entertainment news as usual.
Hehe...the news came out fast enough!
What happened last night has become a hot search this morning.
Several entertainment media reported on this matter, saying that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin attended Ye Shiya's banquet together, danced together, and behaved intimately during the process, just like an old married couple.In this way, the fact that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin are dating seems to be confirmed.
Shen Mo didn't know whether it was just captured by the media and the publicity was not missed, or someone deliberately manipulated this matter.It's just that this matter is not harmful to Mu Jiuge, Aoyu, or herself.The new play is currently being filmed, and the rumors about the male and female protagonists at this time are tantamount to increasing the topicality of the new play.
It's just... If someone really manipulated this matter secretly... Xiao Yinyin's intentions can be seen.If it was controlled by Xiao Yinyin, this woman must not be simple.
There is no description in it that is unfavorable to Aoyu and her, and no one is stalking, saying that Mu Jiuge intends to leave Aoyu and go to a new employer, which shows that this matter has nothing to do with Ye Shiya.It is impossible for Ye Shiya to take the initiative to solve her problems, and it is the kind that does not receive any compensation.
Shen Mo didn't take this matter to heart, and thought it would be fine as long as he pretended not to see it.In future promotions or interviews, if a reporter asks, let Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin do Tai Chi.In this way, whether it is true or false, there is no loss to the reputation of both parties, and the attention can still be maintained.Why not do such a good deal delivered to your door?
But in the afternoon, Park Shunying came to her office in person and asked the company to come forward to refute the rumors.
"Broker Park", Shen Mo looked at Park Shunying who was sitting on the sofa, and said with a smile, "As far as I know, your professional sensitivity should not be bad. How could you have such a stupid idea? The good things you sent me are not good. then?"
"Jiu Ge doesn't like to stir up gossip," Park Shunying said, "Jiu Ge attaches great importance to this spy war drama, and he will definitely not be willing to use gossip to gain attention and win the attention."
"Manager Park, have you come to me and discussed with Jiu Ge? Did Jiu Ge agree?" Shen Mo asked.
"I'm Jiu Ge's manager, I have the right to do this, and I don't need to discuss it with Jiu Ge. Jiu Ge is filming on the set, so it's inconvenient to be distracted by these things." Park Shunying said.
Shen Mo looked at her with a smile, but his eyes were sharp.
No need to ask, Shen Mo can also guess the real reason why Pu Shunying appeared here.Because of various reports, it seemed that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin were dating, and she was a little bit impatient.
But... If Mu Jiuge is really in love with Xiao Yinyin, this is not something that can be solved by doing public relations to remove these news.After all, who Mu Jiuge likes is not determined by the news.
"Manager Park, I think...Shen Mo knows that these words are cruel, but this is the truth she feels, and she has to say, "I think Jiu Ge really cares about Xiao Yinyin.I don't think Jiuge should have told you?It was Jiu Ge's proposal to find Xiao Yinyin to be the lead actress in "The Secret Spy".So... I think Jiuge really intends to pursue Xiao Yinyin...
"I say this, it may be cruel to you," Shen Mo said, "but...it seems that Jiuge really only regards you as a partner, friend, and relative, and never thought of becoming a lover with you. I did intend to match you before You two, but Jiu Ge has to be willing to do it. Manager Park, I know you are a sensible person, so I don't want your feelings for Jiu Ge to affect your judgment on work. "
Shen Mo's persuasion to Pu Shunying was really earnest.But the effect is not significant.
At this moment, Pu Shunying looked at her with a hint of sarcasm in her eyes.
Shen Mo didn't know where her expression came from, and didn't know what to say for a while, waiting for Park Shunying's reaction.
Suddenly, Pu Shunying smiled: "Mr. Shen, I think you are either extremely smart, or your EQ is really low."
"How do you say it?" Shen Mo was not annoyed either.
"Don't you see that Jiu Ge is using Xiao Yinyin?" Pu Shunying said.
Mu Jiuge used Xiao Yinyin?
These words confused Shen Mo.What does Jiuge use Xiao Yinyin to do?What's more, she still has great confidence in Mu Jiuge's character.Mu Jiuge would never do anything to take advantage of women.It's not Mu Jiuge's style to be so despicable.
"Why? Boss Shen doesn't believe it?" Pu Shunying said.
"I don't believe it," Shen Mo was sure, "Jiu Ge won't do things that take advantage of women."
Pu Shunying sighed, and said: "I don't think he would do such a thing, but he did. Mr. Shen thought that I asked Mr. Shen to help with public relations, was it for myself? No, it was for Jiu Song. I don't want to see him go wrong, unable to turn back."
The more he listened to Pu Shunying's explanation, the more confused Shen Mo became.
"I suspect that Jiuge asked someone to film it and deliberately released it to the media." Park Shunying said.
"Impossible," Shen Mo said, "Jiu Ge hates hype. It is impossible for him to cooperate with the media on his own initiative to make hype."
"Jiu Ge hates hype," Park Shunying said, "but what if he wants to protect the people he cares about? He won't do things that take advantage of people, and he won't deliberately hype the media, but this is in normal circumstances. Next. I don't think Jiu Ge will be rational when facing that person's matter."
Shen Mo had already heard who "that person" Park Shunying was referring to.What Pu Shunying meant was that in order to divert the media's attention from her, Jiu Ge deliberately went to a dinner party with Xiao Yinyin, deliberately let the media take pictures, and even... even instructed the media?
"This matter is not harmful to Jiu Ge," Shen Mo said, "In any case, Aoyu will not come forward for public relations, there is no need for it. I have always respected Park's professional ability, and I know that Park will assist Jiu Ge Song. If there is any problem that needs to be dealt with in the future, Manager Park can still come to me at any time."
The implication is, now you can go.
"Mr. Shen, I know you think I'm talking nonsense. Mr. Shen may think that because I'm too nervous Jiuge, I regard Mr. Shen as an enemy. But I hope Mr. Shen can think about the ins and outs of this matter carefully." Park Soon Young said.
Shen Mo nodded: "Thank you, Manager Park, for reminding me. If necessary, I will consider it carefully."
"Don't disturb Boss Shen's work, if Boss Shen has any orders, come to me anytime." Pu Shunying said.
After Pu Shunying left, Shen Mo leaned on the boss's chair, but didn't know where to think of it.If we talk about the ins and outs of this matter, it should be counted from the time when Mu Jiuge proposed to her to make peace with Xiao Yinyin, right?But the more frightened he thought about it, the more it showed that Jiu Ge was really interested in Xiao Yinyin.
Shen Mo smiled, this Pu Shunying was as confused as Wang Ruoxi - she didn't find a real rival in love, and she was on guard against the wrong partner.
"Boss Shen, there is your courier." Lu Fangfang said.
"Bring it in."
When I opened it, it was a plane ticket, flying to Australia.
What the hell is this?She hasn't booked a plane ticket recently!And is the service of the airlines so considerate now?Also express the ticket here in person?
(End of this chapter)
For Shen Mo, from being pregnant to Yaoyao's birth, confinement, confinement, and taking care of the child, these are really not good memories.Although she loves this little angel very much, the process of supporting her alone is really difficult.
She can't forget the strange eyes of doctors and nurses when she went to the maternity check-up alone; she can't forget the desolation of going to the hospital alone and working hard in the delivery room alone when she gave birth, and after leaving the delivery room, she was still the only one. .
The mothers in the same ward, parents, parents-in-law, husband, and friends are all around, but she is alone. If she wants to drink saliva, she has to be poured by the nurse.Because it happened so suddenly, she didn't even have time to invite Mr. Hu.On the way to work, the amniotic fluid suddenly broke.
She had no face to call Aunt Lu, let alone tell Jia Yi.
It was Jiayi who found out that she didn't come to work and thought that she might have given birth, so he told Aunt Lu.But when Aunt Lu arrived, it was half a day later.She has gone through all the hardships.
Shen Mo suddenly fell silent, and Xiao Bei was also silent for a while.
At a red light, Xiao Bei held Shen Mo's hand.Without looking at her, she still looked out of the car window, but her tone was firm: "This time, I will never let you face it alone. Believe me, I will always be by your side."
Shen Mo turned to look at him, the morning light shone on his face, making Shen Mo unable to see his expression clearly.But...she believed it.
"I..." Shen Mo hesitated, but still said, "I...I'm thinking about it. Anyway, I'm not ready yet!"
Shen Mo opened Xiao Bei's hand, and leaned on the car seat to think hard.
The problem lies in her heart. It is her own fear of pregnancy and childbirth, which cannot be resolved by someone taking care of her and having a lover by her side.
Shen Mo felt... maybe there was something really wrong with his mind, and he needed to see a psychiatrist.
She didn't know how to describe the feeling in her heart.But as long as she thought about having a baby, the feeling was real and tormenting her.
Helplessness, panic, humiliation, self-blame... All kinds of bad feelings gathered together and swept her like a scourge.
At the time of delivery, the doctors and nurses gave sympathy and contempt, but she couldn't remember what it was like.But when she saw those eyes, she could clearly feel what she felt in her heart.
With the accumulation of time, the various specific events, specific words, and specific expressions experienced in the process of pregnancy and childbirth have become blurred, but these vague things have accumulated in the depths of her heart, don't go.
Xiao Bei didn't say anything more to persuade him, but he held Shen Mo's hand again, unwilling to let go for a long time.
"See you tonight." When he went downstairs to the company, Shen Mo stamped Xiao Bei's face.
Xiao Bei was overwhelmed by flattery, but his face was very thick. He stretched out the other half of his face and pointed, "Be fair."
"Let's talk at night!" Shen Mo had already closed the car door and ignored him.
Xiao Bei smiled, his eyes were full of tenderness.After watching Shen Mo enter the office building, Xiao Bei couldn't see her anymore, so Xiao Bei drove to Xiao's.
After the morning meeting, Shen Mo checked the entertainment news as usual.
Hehe...the news came out fast enough!
What happened last night has become a hot search this morning.
Several entertainment media reported on this matter, saying that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin attended Ye Shiya's banquet together, danced together, and behaved intimately during the process, just like an old married couple.In this way, the fact that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin are dating seems to be confirmed.
Shen Mo didn't know whether it was just captured by the media and the publicity was not missed, or someone deliberately manipulated this matter.It's just that this matter is not harmful to Mu Jiuge, Aoyu, or herself.The new play is currently being filmed, and the rumors about the male and female protagonists at this time are tantamount to increasing the topicality of the new play.
It's just... If someone really manipulated this matter secretly... Xiao Yinyin's intentions can be seen.If it was controlled by Xiao Yinyin, this woman must not be simple.
There is no description in it that is unfavorable to Aoyu and her, and no one is stalking, saying that Mu Jiuge intends to leave Aoyu and go to a new employer, which shows that this matter has nothing to do with Ye Shiya.It is impossible for Ye Shiya to take the initiative to solve her problems, and it is the kind that does not receive any compensation.
Shen Mo didn't take this matter to heart, and thought it would be fine as long as he pretended not to see it.In future promotions or interviews, if a reporter asks, let Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin do Tai Chi.In this way, whether it is true or false, there is no loss to the reputation of both parties, and the attention can still be maintained.Why not do such a good deal delivered to your door?
But in the afternoon, Park Shunying came to her office in person and asked the company to come forward to refute the rumors.
"Broker Park", Shen Mo looked at Park Shunying who was sitting on the sofa, and said with a smile, "As far as I know, your professional sensitivity should not be bad. How could you have such a stupid idea? The good things you sent me are not good. then?"
"Jiu Ge doesn't like to stir up gossip," Park Shunying said, "Jiu Ge attaches great importance to this spy war drama, and he will definitely not be willing to use gossip to gain attention and win the attention."
"Manager Park, have you come to me and discussed with Jiu Ge? Did Jiu Ge agree?" Shen Mo asked.
"I'm Jiu Ge's manager, I have the right to do this, and I don't need to discuss it with Jiu Ge. Jiu Ge is filming on the set, so it's inconvenient to be distracted by these things." Park Shunying said.
Shen Mo looked at her with a smile, but his eyes were sharp.
No need to ask, Shen Mo can also guess the real reason why Pu Shunying appeared here.Because of various reports, it seemed that Mu Jiuge and Xiao Yinyin were dating, and she was a little bit impatient.
But... If Mu Jiuge is really in love with Xiao Yinyin, this is not something that can be solved by doing public relations to remove these news.After all, who Mu Jiuge likes is not determined by the news.
"Manager Park, I think...Shen Mo knows that these words are cruel, but this is the truth she feels, and she has to say, "I think Jiu Ge really cares about Xiao Yinyin.I don't think Jiuge should have told you?It was Jiu Ge's proposal to find Xiao Yinyin to be the lead actress in "The Secret Spy".So... I think Jiuge really intends to pursue Xiao Yinyin...
"I say this, it may be cruel to you," Shen Mo said, "but...it seems that Jiuge really only regards you as a partner, friend, and relative, and never thought of becoming a lover with you. I did intend to match you before You two, but Jiu Ge has to be willing to do it. Manager Park, I know you are a sensible person, so I don't want your feelings for Jiu Ge to affect your judgment on work. "
Shen Mo's persuasion to Pu Shunying was really earnest.But the effect is not significant.
At this moment, Pu Shunying looked at her with a hint of sarcasm in her eyes.
Shen Mo didn't know where her expression came from, and didn't know what to say for a while, waiting for Park Shunying's reaction.
Suddenly, Pu Shunying smiled: "Mr. Shen, I think you are either extremely smart, or your EQ is really low."
"How do you say it?" Shen Mo was not annoyed either.
"Don't you see that Jiu Ge is using Xiao Yinyin?" Pu Shunying said.
Mu Jiuge used Xiao Yinyin?
These words confused Shen Mo.What does Jiuge use Xiao Yinyin to do?What's more, she still has great confidence in Mu Jiuge's character.Mu Jiuge would never do anything to take advantage of women.It's not Mu Jiuge's style to be so despicable.
"Why? Boss Shen doesn't believe it?" Pu Shunying said.
"I don't believe it," Shen Mo was sure, "Jiu Ge won't do things that take advantage of women."
Pu Shunying sighed, and said: "I don't think he would do such a thing, but he did. Mr. Shen thought that I asked Mr. Shen to help with public relations, was it for myself? No, it was for Jiu Song. I don't want to see him go wrong, unable to turn back."
The more he listened to Pu Shunying's explanation, the more confused Shen Mo became.
"I suspect that Jiuge asked someone to film it and deliberately released it to the media." Park Shunying said.
"Impossible," Shen Mo said, "Jiu Ge hates hype. It is impossible for him to cooperate with the media on his own initiative to make hype."
"Jiu Ge hates hype," Park Shunying said, "but what if he wants to protect the people he cares about? He won't do things that take advantage of people, and he won't deliberately hype the media, but this is in normal circumstances. Next. I don't think Jiu Ge will be rational when facing that person's matter."
Shen Mo had already heard who "that person" Park Shunying was referring to.What Pu Shunying meant was that in order to divert the media's attention from her, Jiu Ge deliberately went to a dinner party with Xiao Yinyin, deliberately let the media take pictures, and even... even instructed the media?
"This matter is not harmful to Jiu Ge," Shen Mo said, "In any case, Aoyu will not come forward for public relations, there is no need for it. I have always respected Park's professional ability, and I know that Park will assist Jiu Ge Song. If there is any problem that needs to be dealt with in the future, Manager Park can still come to me at any time."
The implication is, now you can go.
"Mr. Shen, I know you think I'm talking nonsense. Mr. Shen may think that because I'm too nervous Jiuge, I regard Mr. Shen as an enemy. But I hope Mr. Shen can think about the ins and outs of this matter carefully." Park Soon Young said.
Shen Mo nodded: "Thank you, Manager Park, for reminding me. If necessary, I will consider it carefully."
"Don't disturb Boss Shen's work, if Boss Shen has any orders, come to me anytime." Pu Shunying said.
After Pu Shunying left, Shen Mo leaned on the boss's chair, but didn't know where to think of it.If we talk about the ins and outs of this matter, it should be counted from the time when Mu Jiuge proposed to her to make peace with Xiao Yinyin, right?But the more frightened he thought about it, the more it showed that Jiu Ge was really interested in Xiao Yinyin.
Shen Mo smiled, this Pu Shunying was as confused as Wang Ruoxi - she didn't find a real rival in love, and she was on guard against the wrong partner.
"Boss Shen, there is your courier." Lu Fangfang said.
"Bring it in."
When I opened it, it was a plane ticket, flying to Australia.
What the hell is this?She hasn't booked a plane ticket recently!And is the service of the airlines so considerate now?Also express the ticket here in person?
(End of this chapter)
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