Super God Mercenary King

Chapter 486 Can't Give Up
Chapter 480 IX Can't Give Up

After thinking about it, Shen Lian discovered the point.

There was no movement in my realm for a long time, but this time due to the tragic death of Dugu Bushan, the bottleneck of no movement for a long time broke out, so that I fell into the situation of epiphany and self-questioning, and I can't go out until now.

What is the meaning of the message conveyed by that strange "self" that only oneself can truly perceive its existence?
"Why did I come here???"

Speaking of this question, Shen Lian might have to think more about it.

Ever since he was kidnapped when he was young, was rescued by his adoptive father, and became a mercenary, Shen Lian has been hovering on the edge of survival. In the beginning, all the reasons for his life were actually to avenge his adoptive father, but when the great revenge comes After that, Shen Lian became confused.

It was the first time that Shen Lian stepped onto the battlefield out of his own will. After a period of tortuous battles and fights, he finally brought the ashes of his enemy to the grave of his adoptive father and crushed them with his own hands.

After doing all that, Shen Lian didn't feel so carefree and happy.

The experience on the battlefield really made Shen Lian indifferent to life and death, and also indifferent to life. At that time, seeing a living person was no different from seeing a stray dog, chicken, duck or fish. In the young Shen Lian's heart, Among creatures, the only difference is whether they are dead or alive, and whether they have the ability to cause harm to themselves.

Later, Shen Lian was found by those former partners, including Alice, Bruce, Sean, Scarlett, and the dead five and six.

With their arrival, Shen Lian gradually learned that there is a relationship called partnership in this world. From then on, Shen Lian realized that between people, except for the weak relying on the strong for survival In addition, there are relationships that are on the same level as life and death, or even more important.

A group of half-grown children established a relationship in this way in the old man's dilapidated house. At that time, Shen Lian hadn't recovered his memory. In his perception, Bruce and the others were equivalent to his relatives.

It was precisely because of this relationship that was stronger than any emotion in the world that Shen Lian didn't have any accidents when he developed hell ghosts later.

Most of the powerful people in history were not defeated by their enemies, but more often they were defeated by those they trusted the most. This did not happen to Shen Lian, perhaps because of his young age. Having seen life and death at a young age, the minds of Shen Lian and his group of children are much more precocious than their peers. When it is confirmed that everyone is family, no one will be a traitor.

At the beginning, it was also because of everyone's unity and the countermeasures of powerful enemies, which made the devil of hell reach the peak step by step.

To be honest, Shen Lian was caught off guard by the sudden memory recovery. Of course, the warm home deep in his memory was what Shen Lian wanted most, but Bruce and the others were also relatives that Shen Lian could not let go of.

But fortunately, the devil of hell had already reached its peak, and Shen Lian's choice would not put Bruce and the others in danger, but instead served as a layer of protection.

After learning that the boss of Hell Goblin had disappeared and lived in seclusion, the first choice of Hell Goblin's secret enemies was not to find a way to bring down Hell Goblin, but to find a way to find Shen Lian first.

Because they are afraid.

Anyone who has become the enemy of the Hell Goblin knows very well in his heart that "Captain Jack" is an existence equivalent to half of the combat power of the Hell Goblin's entire mercenary group.

Captain Jack is not dead, and no one dares to touch the ghosts of hell.

It is true that Shen Lianlian's last departure to go home was a layer of protection for Bruce and the others.

After returning home, Shen Lian saw all the things his father and sister had suffered. While feeling unhappy, he was also glad that he came back in time.

Actually speaking, Shen Lian is most grateful to Chen Jiali for this matter. Without the help of the eldest lady of the Chen family, Shen Lian believes that Xiaoyu, Xiaoqing and their father would have been taken care of by the original Ma family. I was bullied miserably.

Afterwards, Shen Lian set foot in martial arts by accident, and Shen Lian began to practice martial arts.

Shen Lian remembered very clearly the original purpose of practicing martial arts. He wanted to gain great strength to protect his family and friends from harm.

I don't know when it started, becoming stronger in order to protect the people around him has become Shen Lian's life creed.

"I came here because I want powerful power, enough to protect the people I want to protect..."

Shen Lian said silently in his heart, not only to answer the question of the mysterious existence, but also to remind himself.

Dugu Bushan's death stimulated Shen Lian very deeply. It was so deep that it reminded Shen Lian of the time when his father died. Witnessed the whole process of his father's tragic death.

Those bastards first tortured him, and waited until the old man's blood was almost gone before they killed him. Shen Lian couldn't recall his feelings at that time, but only remembered that the hand covering his mouth was bitten so that the bones were exposed.

From the beginning to the end, Shen Lian didn't make a sound. He didn't have any preparations at the time, and the enemy came very suddenly. If he didn't hide, Shen Lian himself would die. Looking back on that day, the most impressive thing in Shen Lian's memory should be The faces of those enemies changed, and they were found one by one by Shen Lian later, tortured and killed, and their bones were ashes, but Shen Lian still couldn't remember what the father who died tragically looked like.

What I can remember is that my father usually trains himself, cooks for himself, and occasionally cares about some small daily details of himself...

"But you didn't really protect anyone, father, old five, Hideo Hirata, Dugu Bushan..."

The mysterious existence made a sound again.

Shen Lian fell into silence. If the current Shen Lian had eyes, tears would have flowed out.

Every name that the mysterious existence said was like a ferocious dagger, piercing into Shen Lian's heart fiercely. He or it was right, he didn't really protect anyone, since his father died From that moment on, Shen Lian's life had already fallen into endless self-blame.

For the rest of my life, maybe there will be more relatives and partners who will die in front of me like that, and I can only watch helplessly, unable to do anything...

Time seemed to freeze, I don't know how long it had passed, maybe the ideological Shen Lian had shed all tears.

"But, I can't give up. There are relatives and friends out there who need my help. I can't give up because of my previous regrets..."

(End of this chapter)