Pillow wife: Emperor Shao, give birth to one

Chapter 844 Your love, I don't deserve it, and I can't afford it

Xia Shang closed his black eyes deeply, turned his back, and forcibly suppressed the intense pain and numbness rising in his heart.

It was only two years, not long.

He recalled two years ago, when Ji Liunian was in the third month of a vegetative state, he had a heart-to-heart talk with An Qiyue.

In early summer, the leaves of the sycamore trees are tender, and the maple forest in the south of the city is lush and green.

She leaned on the strongest tree and looked at him with a smile, as if Mo Xiaoqi looked at him in the same frame for the last time across time and space.

She was dressed in white that day, elegant and calm like a cloud floating in the sky, and she could be seen when she looked up, but she was actually far away from him.

She smiled playfully at him:
[Xia Shang, I remember that Mo Xiaoqi's favorite thing to wear in his life is white, so do you feel that your Xiaoqi has returned? 】

At that time, he wanted to hug her very much, just like she had appeared in his dream.

However, when he approached her and hugged her one last step away, the smile on her face receded.

There were layers of mist in her eyes, and the way she looked at him from her misty black eyes made his heart ache.

He didn't like her crying. She cried too much during that time, and her spirit was tense for a while.

He wanted to raise his hand to wipe her tears that were about to fall, but in the end his hand was raised in the air, and he still hung it down in frustration.

He was always careful with her, even when he spoke, he was extremely gentle and shallow.

【Xiaoqi, don't cry.Even if you don't want me anymore, don't cry. 】

Then at that moment, the moment when her tears welled up in her eyes, they smashed violently and densely at the tip of his heart.

She cried very sad that day, and the three words [I'm sorry] were the most she said to him.

In Xia Shang's view, all the words in this world are not as lethal as those three words [Sorry].

This was also the last frank and unfair conversation she had with him before the accident.

She said [Xia Shang, in fact, being a heartless person would be very happy.I want to be that heartless person.In this way, remembering the past will not hurt. 】

【So, Xia Shang, to you, I am a white-eyed wolf without a conscience.I have no way to love you again with all my heart like Mo Xiaoqi. 】

【Your love, I don't deserve it, and I can't afford it either. 】

……

How was he feeling at that time?

There is an idiom in this world that describes people in pain.

It's called liver and intestines broken.

He felt that this word, if used to describe him at that time, was too superficial.

Because, that can only be described to the limit of physical pain, but failed to reach the spiritual level.

His heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp knife, and then someone held the handle of the knife and stirred it again and again. Apart from the intense pain, it was more despair.

Xia Shang felt that there was a kind of stupid person in this world, and he was the one he was talking about.

Back then, An Qiyue refused so straightforwardly that he still couldn't let go of her when he was ill for half a year after she got the news of her death.

Now, looking at that familiar face, apart from the deep pain in his heart, he seemed to have no other feelings.

He remembered what Tang Yujue and his wife had said to him, [Shang Shuai, An Qiyue is not dead, she has returned and is by Ji Wuye's side.But she seems to have lost her memory and can't remember us. 】

Xia Shang suppressed the dark stream of light in her eyes, she lost her memory.

A person with amnesia is like a person who has lost his soul.

(End of this chapter)