The fifth wife wants to escape marriage: marry the princess

Chapter 179 Getting a Son 3
Although Wushuang lived in Chunhua Palace for a long time, she still heard about the rumors outside.She was unable to comment on this, she had never been talented and never sad about these palace battles, she never cared about who Xiao Xuanyu favored today and who he deposed tomorrow.

Although Ya Fei is more domineering than other concubines because of her special background.But whether she did it or not is still to be investigated, but the emperor put her under house arrest, and the person targeted may not only be Yafei!

Today's Concubine Ya is just the Concubine Shu of that day. The former emperor punished Concubine Shu to get rid of the restraint of the Queen Mother Zhang. Xiao Xuanyu just followed the example of the former emperor. He was also dissatisfied with the influence of the Zhang clan in the court and abolished their daughter. It's just the first step.

Wushuang rubbed her aching temples, she couldn't think about it anymore, right and wrong in the palace are never as simple as the surface, she doesn't want to live too clearly, many things have no answers, knowing too much will never No luck.

The only thing she is grateful for now is that the child is fine, that is her only spiritual sustenance, she really can't imagine not having a child, what should she do?
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel sad for Concubine Yu again, she was already fine, so she got up to tidy up a little, and led Ruyi to Concubine Yu's residence.

Concubine Yu had just finished her afternoon nap when she saw Wu Shuang coming in, she was about to get up to greet her, but was stopped by the maid.

Wushuang said, "You're not in good health yet, lie down quickly and don't get up." As he spoke, he motioned for Ruyi to hand over the precious tonics brought from Chunhua Palace to the maid here.

Concubine Yu said, "Concubine Lao Heng is worried."

"If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be like this..." Wushuang was full of apology, Yu Fei took her hand and shook her head, "Don't worry about it, maybe it's God's will, this child is not destined for me."

Concubine Yu comforted her in turn, and Wushuang was even more embarrassed, "Concubine Yu is still young, and she will definitely be able to bear many children for the emperor in the future."

"Yeah." Concubine Yu nodded, "If you don't dislike it in the future, Concubine Hang, please call me Hong Yu!"

"Then you don't want to be Concubine Hang, just call me Wushuang."

"That's good, Wushuang." Concubine Yu laughed.

Wushuang saw that she was not too depressed, and the guilt in his heart also dissipated a lot.

But Concubine Yu always glanced at her stomach intentionally or unintentionally, her eyes were sad, Wushuang knew that her heart knot was still there, yes, after all she lost her own flesh and blood, who could come out of the shadow so quickly!
I'm afraid she will have to wait for her to conceive again before she can completely let go of everything.

That day, Wushuang chatted with Concubine Yu, fearing that she would be alone and think wildly.On the way, Xiao Xuanyu came over, saw Wushuang there, and left without disturbing the two of them.

After a while, musicians came to play music, in order to soothe Concubine Yu's mood, and the music played was Concubine Yu's favorite music on weekdays.

Concubine Yu couldn't get out of bed to walk yet, so she sat on the bed, listening quietly, and looked at Wushuang who was sitting on the side.Looking at her like this, nothing but envy is still envious in my heart. She looks so happy, with such a big belly, but what about her own child?
Concubine Yu bowed her head sadly, after all, she is not as blessed as Wu Shuang.

Wushuang was in a bad mood, the emperor would personally play the piano to relieve her, but she lost her child, although the emperor was by his side, he never played the piano himself.

If one day the emperor could treat himself like Wushuang and play the piano for her, how wonderful it would be!

Concubine Yu smiled wryly, she knew that this was an extravagant wish after all.

On that day, Wushuang stayed with Concubine Yu until dark. This was the first time she got so close to Concubine Yu. She had rarely had such a "long talk" before. This conversation made her feel that she was too narrow before, and that she would I was locked in my own small world, and I never realized how wide the sky is and how beautiful the world is.

Concubine Yu is really a well-informed and understanding person. She looks weak on the outside, but she has a strong side in her temperament. Her brother is a general, and she has also been in and out of military camps. Her personality is definitely not affectation.

Wushuang just likes such an open-minded woman, but after talking for a long time, she herself pales in comparison.

Concubine Yu is so perfect, although she can't be said to be all-powerful, she has a good appearance and even better character. Even if she has a miscarriage now, she still has an optimistic attitude, and she never complains about Concubine Ya, and she has always Ask Wushuang to rest well.

Wushuang has a feeling of hating seeing her late, if she had known that there was such a good friend in the palace, why would she always hide in Chunhua Palace alone!

After having dinner with Concubine Yu, Wushuang reluctantly left for Chunhua Palace.

Ruyi was also happy along the way, and said, "Now Miss will have company, and we can often come to Yufei Palace in the future."

"En." Wushuang nodded, the palace servants pushed open the door of the bedroom, the room was lit with faint candlelight, and when they walked in, they realized that the emperor had arrived.

Ruyi signaled Wushuang to go in, and she led the palace servants back out.

Wushuang walked in slowly, Xiao Xuanyu sat on the ground at the low table, drinking wine by himself.The room was filled with a faint aroma of wine, he had only drunk it for a short time, but his expression was a little lonely.

It was already cold on the ground, and there was no heater in the house, so Wushuang found a cloak and put it on Xiao Xuanyu, "Your Majesty, why don't you let Ruyi take this wine down and warm it up before drinking it? It's so cold, it's not good for your health."

Xiao Xuanyu turned back slowly, looking at Wushuang's hand on his shoulder, a little dazed, her tenderness, her concern, was it because she accepted him, or was it because of something else?
His eyes continued to look down at her belly, and he couldn't help thinking of Concubine Yu who had a small birth.Just as he was immersed in the joy of becoming a father, he poured such a big basin of cold water on him. Concubine Yu could hold him and cry bitterly, but who would he tell the pain and wound in his heart?

Xiao Xuanyu shook his head and continued drinking.

Wushuang had a big belly and moved clumsily, and it took a lot of effort to sit beside Xiao Xuanyu.

He turned his head and said, "It's cold on the ground, get up."

"The emperor can sit, why can't I?"

"Nonsense, get up quickly." Xiao Xuanyu pulled Wushuang to get up, and she asked, "Then the emperor also got up and didn't want to drink?"

Xiao Xuanyu didn't continue to pull her, and took out a cushion for Wushuang to sit on, and then continued to drink, "Alright, just sit and accompany me!"

Wushuang didn't say a word, just stayed with Concubine Yu like this, and stayed with Xiao Xuanyu all the time.He didn't say anything either, just drank, one cup after another.

Wu Shuang used to say that Xiao Junyi was a drunkard, but looking at Xiao Xuanyu today, he is also half-hearted, the same kind of person who picks up a wine glass and doesn't hold back.

In the past, she would persuade Xiao Junyi not to drink, but now, she doesn't want to persuade, no one wants to persuade.Men can at least drink away their worries, but what about women?

"I think it's a failure!" After a long time, Xiao Xuanyu said, "I can't even protect my own child."

"Your Majesty..." Wushuang persuaded, "You will still have children."

"Our child?"

Wushuang was silent for a while, Xiao Xuanyu smiled, and took a sip from the wine glass, "I thought I would be the emperor, and I would keep you by my side, and I could have whatever I want, so that I would be happy. But, Wushuang, why, why am I not happy at all? No one really loves me, no one, no one loves me!"

He seemed a little drunk, lying on Wushuang's lap and muttering to himself.

Wushuang had a sore nose, he said he was not happy, she suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

She didn't know how to persuade her, saying that Concubine Yu and Concubine Ya loved him?Or is it that the Queen Mother and the Queen Mother love him?In these loves, how much is true and how much is fake, she can't tell.

But as an emperor, when enjoying endless rights, you should understand that there is no fair thing in the world. It gave you dignity and prosperity, and it must owe you in other places, such as family affection and love...

"I have so many concubines and beauties, but I know that they don't love me. If one day I lose power, they will definitely abandon me."

"No, no..."

"Why not? You will, won't you? No matter how good I am to you, as long as I can leave, you will be the first to leave me, right?"

He raised his head in her arms, like a wandering child, Wushuang gently stroked his hair, "The emperor is drunk, don't think about it, it's impossible, you are the son of heaven, the emperor of ninety-five years... "

"Oh, what kind of Ninth Five-Year Lord, in your eyes, I am nothing. You don't even want to coax me, what do you think I dare to expect?" Xiao Xuanyu felt very sad, "There are so many people around me , but, no one treats me sincerely. Don’t you think I’m not pathetic? If you have to face so many flattery and hypocrisy when you become the emperor, then why do you have to work so hard to get to this position? ?I'm really tired, Wushuang, I try my best to do my best, even if I don't like it, I have done it evenly, why is it still like this? Why does the competition for favor continue to be staged? I'm tired, I really want to hear you play the piano, I I really want to hear..."

Wushuang can't remember how long it's been since she touched the strings. When she was in Liuli Palace, it was mostly Concubine Lan playing, and she rarely touched them.Now, Xiao Xuanyu said over and over again that he wanted to hear it. He was drunk, as if he was talking in his sleep.

"Okay, I'll play it for the emperor." Wushuang took the order, straightened Xiao Xuanyu upright, tried to stand up from the cushion, walked to the piano stage, plucked lightly with bare hands, and the melody was flying.

Xiao Xuanyu supported the low table to keep his balance, and listened quietly. He rarely drank alcohol, and he was not very strong.He didn't know whether he was drunk or sober now, he just felt that Wushuang playing the piano was really beautiful, she smiled at himself, how long ago was that smile.

The celestial music reverberated in Chunhua Palace, Xiao Xuanyu enjoyed this moment, every moment with Wushuang.

Her qin sound is unparalleled in the palace, and every time the musicians play, he will inevitably think of her, and every time Li Ping makes a little trouble, and when he reads "Fourteen", he will also think of her... Every time When he sees calla lilies, he still thinks of her...

In this world, there are so many people and things related to her that he can't forget it even if he wants to, and it's impossible to avoid it even if he wants to.There are memories of the two of them everywhere in the palace, and I am afraid that they will never forget each other in this lifetime.

Xiao Xuanyu fell asleep after listening to it, Wushuang raised his head and found that he was asleep, stopped the piano in his hand, got up and went to Xiao Xuanyu, shouted several times but he didn't respond.

"Come here" Wushuang called softly.

"Your Majesty, the slaves are here." The maids immediately entered the room.

"The emperor is drunk, help him to bed. Ruyi, go get a basin of hot water."

"Yes." The maids split up and worked together to help the emperor onto the bed. After lying down and covering him, the maids all stepped back.

Wu Shuang wiped Xiao Xuanyu's face with a hot towel, his face was a little hot from drinking too much wine, his brows were slightly frowned, as if he was in pain.Wushuang hurriedly asked someone to get hangover soup.

(End of this chapter)