Di daughter graceful

Chapter 333 Revisiting Home (2)
Li Jiao didn't answer, but just looked at Gu Qingyuan quietly, this girl whose eyebrows and eyes felt strange now, is this her daughter?Now that I think about it, it seems that she has never really looked at her carefully, except for scolding and disgust, she has never cared for her at all, let alone cared for her with a mother's heart.Even after all these years, she still hated her, and blamed her for not being able to have a son, as if that way she could be justified and confidently tell everyone that it's not that she can't give birth, but she was harmed by this daughter , will be so.It's not her fault, so she won't be looked down upon, ridiculed, or disliked by her husband, because she is also a victim, isn't she?
However, what Gu Qingyuan said yesterday left Li Jiao with no reason or excuse to run away again, yes!The father is sorry for him, the daughter is sorry for her, this world is unfair to her, but who is she right?Is this world fair to Gu Qingyuan?I am a victim, so where is her fairness for the child who knows nothing, knows nothing, and can't decide?
Thinking about it, Li Jiao looked at Gu Qingyuan for the first time and felt that she seemed to be really wrong, imposing all the sins on a child, and she was born in October, she, just like Gao Nanny said In that way, she is not fit to be a mother.Her own tragedy was caused by herself, but Gu Qingyuan's ups and downs were caused by her mother.

When Li Jiao looked at her, her eyes were no longer blank, empty, but sad, sad and remorseful, Gu Qingyuan frowned, what was Li Jiao thinking?
Silence for a while.

Li Jiao said weakly, "Having a mother like me, do you think it's your great misfortune?"

Hearing this, Gu Qingyuan shook his head lightly.

"Don't you really hate? Compared with other children, don't you feel that the world is unfair to you?"

"I've been disappointed, but I don't hate it. Although as a mother, you have many things you haven't achieved. But, because of you, I have a good grandfather, so everything is fair."

Hearing this, Li Jiao burst into tears, and said with a little trembling: "You are right about what you said before. As a parent, your grandfather treats me more than I treat you. You just hate me. It should."

"Aside from making me hate you, have you ever thought about anything else?"

"Others?" Li Jiao was stunned.

"Be a good daughter, try to be a good mother, you still have a chance, don't you?"

Li Jiao was stunned when she heard this, she shook her head for a moment, and said in despair, "I'm a person who has been bewitched, besides death, what else is there for me?"

"In this way, we will not know the final result until after the treatment tonight. It is too early to say death."

"Will it get better after treatment?"

"Maybe!"

Listening to Li Jiao, for some reason, she suddenly felt a little funny. As a mother, she was so emotionally impulsive, while Gu Qingyuan, a daughter, was cold, indifferent, and frighteningly rational. , but he was speechless, the person being taught by his daughter, I am afraid that the whole Haoyue is the only one!

"Anyway, there is not much difference between cure and death, so let's forget it! Anyway, there is no point in living for a person like me, and there is no need." Li Jiao said without anger: "Now you are transparent in everything and have your own opinions. It's better than my mother's, so it doesn't matter if a mother like me is present or not, maybe you can feel more at ease without my useless mother."

"Really? You don't think my daughter needs a mother anymore, so you can go there without worry. What about Grandpa? Don't you think it doesn't matter?"

Thinking of the father who held her in the palm of his hand, Li Jiao's tears fell even more violently, and she choked up and said: "My father who is not up to date is gone, so my father can worry less and suffer less. This daughter has finally done her filial piety for him."

"Is that so? Asking grandpa to send a white-haired man to a black-haired man, and then blaming himself even more, he can't be happy for the rest of his life, and finally leaves with regrets. Is this what you call filial piety?"

When Gu Qingyuan finished speaking, Li Jiao was choked and speechless.

Gu Qingyuan watched and said indifferently: "What about Gu Changyuan?"

When Gu Qingyuan said that, Li Jiao's face turned pale in an instant, without a trace of blood, she couldn't help shaking, she stroked her heart, tears fell like rain, she couldn't stop crying, it was sadness, it was sorrow, it was pain, it was hatred!
"You don't have the courage to accept, you don't even have the courage to retaliate. Is your final decision to let yourself die silently?"

"What should I do? Kill him? No, I can't do it, I can't do it..." Li Jiao cried excitedly.

"So, do you think it's all over when you die? Don't all these things exist?"

"But I can't do it, I can't do it..." Li Jiao shook her head and said in pain, "You do it, you go! Do whatever you want, don't ask me."

"Even if it's patricide, is it okay?" Gu Qingyuan said calmly, without any fluctuation in his expression. This rebellious and shocking sentence was said easily and simply, but Li Jiao was shocked, and his eyes opened wide Nanny Gao's heart was about to jump out when she heard it.

"If you think it's okay, I don't mind..."

"No, no, no..." Li Jiao interrupted Gu Qingyuan's words and said eagerly.

"why?"

"If people know about it, you will die, you will die, no."

Li Jiao's words made Gu Qingyuan's eyes shrink slightly, Gao Nanny was surprised, unexpected, but wept with joy, Madam, she finally did something right.

"Since you don't want to, then try to live!"

"Are you alive..."

"Yes, alive, not as Gu Changyuan's wife, but as a daughter, as a mother." After Gu Qingyuan finished speaking, Li Jiao's eyes lit up, but only for a moment.

"A person's life is very long, and a man's love is only a part of it. Knowing that it is lucky, he will not die. A man's short, empty, passionate love is gone, and it's no big deal. You can spend more time on your own." Love yourself a little bit, treat yourself better, then maybe there will be some happiness in your heart, in front of your eyes, longer and more realistic. It's also very good, don't you think?"

Li Jiao listened in a daze, dazed, puzzled, not understanding, but the deathly grayness in her eyes gradually faded away.

Although Gao Momo felt that Gu Qingyuan's words were always strange and shocking, they were strangely soothing.

Gu Qingyuan's words made people feel novelty, some people felt emotional, but they made a certain person very unhappy.

in the study

After the dark guard's report was over, Xiahou Jueyi's eyes suddenly sank, and his face became tense. The atmosphere in the room instantly became condensed and depressed with Xiahou Jueyi's emotional changes, and the dark guard lowered his head unconsciously. lower.

(End of this chapter)