playful peasant girl

Chapter 80
The contact these days has made him trust this girl from the bottom of his heart. She is kind and warm.Perhaps it was the effect of the wine, Sui Yan suddenly wanted to tell him about himself.

"Didn't you ask me what the life of a killer is like?" Sui Yan simply lay on the ridge of the roof and asked her with his arms under his pillow.

"Well, can you tell me?" Xia Lan's tone was very natural. After all, she asked her before, and he seemed unwilling to answer.

Sui Yan looked at the night, with a little melancholy in his eyes, and bits and pieces of the past floated in front of his eyes.

In fact, his past was really simple, and Sui Yan's deep and magnetic voice seemed to be tinged with the sadness of the night.

At that time, he was still very young and hardly remembered anything, but he firmly remembered his name.

In my memory, it was winter, and there was catkin-like snow in the sky. He was hiding in a dilapidated temple with some other children in ragged clothes. It was so cold that his hands and feet were numb, and he curled up on the straw in the corner. inside.

That night, a group of mysterious guests came to the ruined temple, and they stayed there temporarily, dressed luxuriously and with extraordinary manners, so he and his companions could only hide in a corner.

They came in with just a glance, no pity, no sympathy, they quietly built the fire and ate their dry food.I and my companions looked at them eating those foods with a little disgust, full of envy, and even choked on their saliva unconsciously, as if they were not so hungry like this.

They didn't stay for long. The snow was still falling outside in the middle of the night, and the wind was a lot less. They seemed to have decided to continue on their way.

The cold and hunger made him curl up in a corner, unable to sleep all night.Seeing that they were about to leave the ruined temple, I didn't know where I got the courage to stop them.

"Wait a minute, take me away," he finished speaking intermittently, shivering almost frozen.

I happened to catch the flash of surprise in the passerby's eyes, so I knew that as long as I could seize the opportunity, I could leave here, eat and wear warmly.

"Reasons," one of them spoke with indifference like the most powerful of them all.

"I want to live, live well" is also because of their strong will to survive, or because their eyes are too stubborn, and in the end, they brought themselves.

"I thought I was finally out of the sea of ​​suffering, only to find out that life has to be exchanged with equal sacrifices. He has a new code name and has to be trained every day. There is no freedom there," Suiyan recalled, his tone changed become bland.

Later, the person who took him never went to the training ground again, and the person who came was replaced by a half-grown boy, and he himself was selected by his side.

Afterwards, he became a member of the Blood Killing Alliance, step by step, accepting various assassinations, and reached the position of Zuo Dharma Guardian.

At this point in the story, Sui Yan's past is finished. At the beginning, his tone was a little sad, and then it became flat.

Some people might sympathize with his past, maybe someone would pity him, maybe it was indeed too simple, what he described was so plain, but Xia Lan felt a little pain in his heart when he heard it.

She wasn't pity or sympathy, she didn't think he needed any of these.However, she still struggled with it from the bottom of her heart. His past was filled with sadness, desolation, endless loneliness and darkness. His struggle in fate was her deepest feeling and pity.

"Is there any more wine?" After Xia Lan listened, she didn't say anything, didn't express any emotion, she just asked.

(End of this chapter)