You are on the way to rebirth

Chapter 89 Confession
"My mother passed away when I was 15 years old. It was liver cancer. She was caused by long-term depression and anger. When she was checked out, she was already at an advanced stage, and she couldn't be cured." He turned his face sideways, under the dim light , it seemed that the already sharp-edged face frame became more three-dimensional.

"My parents divorced when I was six years old, and my mother has always raised me single. It was very hard. My father was a high school teacher at the earliest time. My mother fell in love with him at first sight, but my grandfather opposed it very much. , my mother moved out of the house in a fit of anger and married my father, and then I was born, and I remember that I was very happy when I was a child."

He spoke slowly, as if he was recalling, Jiang Hongjing has been silent. It is normal for a precocious child to have memories at the age of four or five. She has raised children and knows that if the child does not have a father, it should be How poignant.How can a six-year-old grow up without the love of his father?
"Later, my dad quit his job and went into business. He was away from home for a few months, and then he brought a pregnant woman home and wanted to divorce my mother."

Jiang Hongjing listened silently. She had never seen his family. It turned out that he had suffered so much when he was a child.

"My mother is very strong. She divorced without arguing with my father. She took me out of the house. The only request was to let my father not see me again. After my father moved away, we have been living in Jiangbei. We also I didn't go back to my grandpa's house. My grandpa was very angry after my mother moved out and refused to let her go back. My mother felt that she had misjudged the person, and she was always depressed and often cried in the middle of the night. At that time, I was still young and ignorant, I don’t know how to comfort my mother.”

Jiang Hongjing couldn't help holding Jin-Woo's hand, and Jin-Woo squeezed her hand tightly.

"Later, my mother also had a happy life. It was Uncle Li, you know, but Uncle Li's wife and daughter often made troubles, and my mother was even more depressed. Later, she got liver cancer. At that time, cancer was not as good as it is now. There may be a way Healing, living at that time was suffering, but when she was alive, she never cried out pain or discomfort."

Jin-Woo's eyes filled with tears.

Jiang Hongjing's eyes were also filled with tears. How could a mother abandon her child?No matter how old the child is, she still cares about it.Only those who have been mothers can deeply understand this kind of pain.

Xiao Yu's voice also began to choke: "After she passed away, the family didn't have much money at all. Before she died, I was not allowed to spend the money given to me by my uncle and aunt, and she didn't want any money from Uncle Li. I have been I went to college by working part-time.”

"Hongjing." He raised the ambition of others, and paused for a moment to destroy his prestige, "Do you know why you attract me?"

Jiang Hongjing shook his head.

"Because you are so much like me in the past, tenacious, single-minded in making money, and never wavering."

Jiang Hongjing forced a smile and focused on making money. This is not wrong at all. Her goal is very vulgar, just to make money.

"It's true. At that time, I insisted on dropping out of school, and Su Lei sold electronic products in Guangzhou to the mainland. It has been going back and forth for two years. Hongjing, at that time I was as persistent as you, and kept going. Earn money, earn money. I asked you before, is earning money important to you? You said it is very important. The money you earn is for your family. I earn money, do you know what I earn money for? "

Xiao Yu didn't wait for her to answer: "It's for this." He took out his phone and opened the photo album. On the picture was a gemstone necklace. Although the pixels were not high, the brilliance of the gemstone could still be seen.

"This?" Jiang Hongjing was surprised.

"Yes," Xiao Yu smiled wryly, "At that time I gave it to Chen Qian on impulse, it was my mother's relic, the gem is real, no matter how difficult my life was, I never sold it Thoughts. I thought we were going to be together forever, so naive, so I gave this to her."

Jiang Hongjing understands that when they fall in love, they think that they will love each other forever and that they will never be separated.But he actually gave her such a precious thing, which shows how precious she is to him.

Xiao Yu held Jiang Hongjing's hand: "Hongjing, do you know what a painful price I paid to know that others may not care about what you regard as precious?
"We had only been together for less than half a year, and we separated. She found a rich boyfriend. I will not stop her from leaving, but she said that she would take this pendant as her youth loss fee."

After all, Jiang Hongjing is a 60-year-old man in his heart. Even if he has never experienced anything, he has seen it. There are many women like this. She is curious about how he got it back, "Then how did you get it back?" Woolen cloth?"

"She asked me to exchange 50."

Jiang Hongjing exclaimed, "Five hundred thousand?"

Xiao Yu nodded: "It's just this one ruby, it's hard to buy five hundred thousand now." He smiled wryly: "I don't have half a million, I earn money desperately just to get it back one day, wait for me I went back to look for her, but I couldn’t find her. Some people said that she was adopted, and some people said that she went abroad. I regretted it for a long time, until I met you.”

"I?"

"Yes, I am moved by your tenacity. A weak girl is still persisting. Why should I give up? I started looking for its whereabouts again."

"Some time ago, a friend said that he met her and had her address. I went to find her and got the pendant back, but I fell for her and almost died in BJ."

Jiang Hongjing was surprised. She had long thought that his injury was not caused by a car accident, but she didn't expect that it was his first love girlfriend who did it. This woman is really cruel.

"Although I was injured, I am also very happy, Hongjing, I can finally give up my past wish and start again."

End the wish of the past and start again?

"So I'm not in a hurry. Hongjing, we are still young, I can afford to wait."

Jiang Hongjing didn't speak.

It is really a very simple thing to like someone or love someone, but it is very difficult to stick to it.Maybe he fell in love with you because of one thing, but he can also leave you suddenly because of one thing.

But no matter which one it is, this is not the love Jiang Hongjing wants. What she wants is eternity in the ordinary, not giving up when she meets a better one.

But how extravagant it is for a person to insist on being ordinary for a lifetime, the beginning of a novel can always guess the ending, but the beginning of life can never see through the ending.

In this life, she no longer has the courage to try!
(End of this chapter)