Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 13 Half of my life is over, goodbye to strangers.

Li Xin just went to get a snack, and the two of them disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Holding a snack, she looked for Su Jin's figure, feeling a little anxious.

From the moment she entered Yiyue Tower, she was always a little uneasy along the way.There is Cheng's investment here, and it is also Cheng Yi's old lair where he hangs out all the year round, if something happens to him...

Li Xin's back felt cold, and he shook his head violently, not daring to think about that scene again.

There was a tinge of regret in my heart for not stopping Su Jin and the others from coming here.However, it was a done deal, and he could only secretly pray that maybe Cheng Yi just wasn't here this time, and everything would be fine.

Yet the great Murphy's Law tells us that if you worry about something happening, it's more likely to happen.

Just when Li Xin felt relieved and was about to taste the pastry with his head lowered, when his gaze was erratically looking for Su Jin, he suddenly swept across a familiar figure.

Take a closer look.

"Hiss~" She really sucked in a breath of cold air.

The upstairs guy dragged the wine glass with one hand, the drink was swaying, he was wearing a formal suit with a disheveled neckline, squinting, the cloud of smoke rings gave the man's face a hazy beauty, who else could the lazy man be if not Cheng Yi?
If it weren't for the men in suits and leather shoes sitting around him, they would have done something with that slutty look.

It was obviously a beautiful picture scroll, but at this moment, in Li Xin's eyes, she only felt terrified and her scalp was numb.

That fellow Cheng Yi is actually here?
Thinking of Su Jin who had just disappeared, Li Xin's heart tightened.

No, I have to find her quickly!
He hurriedly lowered his head, turned around, quickened his pace, and walked away step by step with a stiff back.

Upstairs, Cheng Yi squinted his eyes slightly, listening to the flattery of the people around him with general interest, wanting nothing to please him, lowered his head and took a sip of his wine in a languid way, and subconsciously felt a direct gaze.

He turned his head slightly to follow the feeling, and looked up.

I didn't see any figure, and there was some doubt in my eyes. Could it be that I felt wrong?
The greasy flattering voices around gradually calmed down, and they obviously noticed Cheng Yi's absent-mindedness. After a pause, one of them asked hesitantly, "Mr. Cheng?"

Cheng Yi didn't turn his head, his eyes were still searching the crowd, and he nodded indifferently.

Several people looked at each other and felt relieved, and the discussion gradually started again. One of them picked up the wine glass in his hand and handed it to Cheng Yi nervously: "Mr. Cheng, the project this time..."

Hearing this, Cheng Yi, who was about to turn his head, inadvertently glanced at a familiar figure.

His eyes moved slightly. If he read correctly just now, that figure from the back is Li Xin, right?

……

On the other side, Li Xin hurriedly avoided the process, turned around half a circle, and finally found Su Jin who was sitting quietly in a relatively secluded corner.

Someone in her heart who didn't know that she was anxious, raised her eyes and smiled at her when she saw her.

Li Xin suddenly felt stuck in a mouthful of old blood. It's really not good to bear all this alone.

Trying to stabilize her mind, Li Xin walked up to Su Jin and sat down with a smile: "Why are you sitting here, I've been looking for you for a long time."

Su Jin also glanced at Li Xin and said, "It's quieter here."

After hearing this, Li Xin jokingly said, "Why are you so twisted? Didn't you love the most excitement in the past?"

After speaking, there was a moment of silence between the two.They have all found that during this period of getting along well, some topics have become taboos that they subconsciously avoid talking about without knowing it.

Su Jin did not avoid this topic, after a moment of silence, she just replied lightly: "You said it too, that was before."

In response to this kind of specious answer, Li Xin couldn't bear the irritability in his heart after all, heaved a sigh of relief, and said in a cold voice: "There are some things you don't want to say, and I won't force you. But you have to give me a reason, In the years you left, you must give me a reason to let my heart live."

The more I talk, the more I feel wronged.

"I... just want a reason." After speaking, Li Xin's voice trembled uncontrollably.

I still cried after all.

Thinking about it carefully, she hadn't cried for a long time.

She hates herself like this.To her, crying is only full of incompetence and weakness.

It will only remind her that at that moment, she was walking on the street like a lonely soul, no matter how much she cried, she couldn't exchange a look from that woman.

That feeling of powerlessness, weakness, and humbleness to the dust.

She never wanted to experience it a second time in her life.

But for some reason, once she was in front of Su Jin, she couldn't help being filled with grievances, and a simple word could make her lose her composure.

But Su Jin looked at Li Xin's red eyes for a moment, squeezed her hands tightly, a complicated look flashed in her eyes, and unconsciously looked at Li Xin's legs.

She suddenly saw again, that bloody night, the glare of the headlights, Li Xin flew past her eyes, and the sound of falling to the ground.

She didn't remember what she was thinking at that time, the only thing she remembered was the trembling of her body as she hugged Li Xin, and the irony feeling of the warm blood filling the tip of her nose.

Sticky and cold.

Su Jin frowned suddenly, and her stomach began to churn with some discomfort.

She subconsciously wanted to rummage for stomach medicine, but found nothing, didn't bring it, and was at home.

She remembered Chu Yunshen's order not long ago to let her take medicine.

Over the years, it was obvious that she took care of Chu Yunshen, but behind the scenes, it was unknown who took care of whom.

She lowered her head and smiled self-deprecatingly.Sure enough, without that person, she couldn't do anything well.

When Li Xin saw Su Jin whose face turned pale for a moment, his heart tightened, and he couldn't care less about those inexplicable grievances. He asked anxiously: "What's wrong, your face is so pale, why is it uncomfortable?"

Su Jin shook her head slightly and said, "It's nothing, just take it easy. Stomach problem, old problem."

Li Xin calmed down with half-belief, seeing Su Jin's angry look, he became more and more uneasy: "Are you sure you're okay? Forget it, I'll go find you medicine."

After finishing speaking, she was about to get up, Su Jin pulled her back and said, "It's really okay, I know what I know, besides, I haven't finished with Ke En yet."

After talking for a while, Li Xin sat down and looked at Su Jin's pale face, and suddenly remembered what Su Jin said about self-cultivation when the two met.

She thought that this person was just talking casually.Looking at it now, she cursed inwardly, "Cultivating health and raising one's character is a fart, and her body is probably not much better."

Li Xin pouted, his eyes sized up Su Jin like a searchlight, not letting go of any movement.

Su Jin felt really weird being stared at by her, frowning, just about to say: "You..."

In the next second, Li Xin was sobbing and crying: "Woo... Su Xiaojin, how did you become like this now?"

Su Jin also froze for a moment when he heard this.become like this?which kind?

In fact, she herself doesn't even remember what she was like before.

During that time abroad, no one knew her, let alone her past.She was shattered to the bone, turned into a snail in a shell, isolated from everything, and lived in peace.

If it wasn't for Chu Yunshen's initiative this time, she might never set foot in this place for the rest of her life.

Those memories, in the subsequent countless midnight dreams, made her suddenly think that it was another person's life.

But now, standing in front of her alone, telling her about the past just like that.

Unexpectedly, I didn't feel resistance.

After thinking for a while, she sighed, and said to Li Xin, "It's not that I didn't say anything, it's just that some things were too complicated at the beginning, and it was best if you didn't know anything."

These words sounded a little inexplicable, and Li Xin was a little dazed.

us?Is it her and Cheng Yi?What is the reason for such a tight concealment?

Su Jin could see Li Xin's doubts, but she didn't open her mouth. Those things were too cruel and dirty, how could she open her mouth?
As for Cheng Yi, he vaguely heard that Li Xin revealed that he had pampered her for so many years.The meaning in the eyes is unclear.

Why?guilty?
Or are you atoning for that person?

You alone cannot atone for those bloody sins.

Li Xin sneaked a glimpse of Su Jin's gloomy expression, and his heart trembled.After a while, she said in a soft voice: "Don't make that expression, I just don't ask. When do you think you can say it, let's talk about it."

Hearing this, Su Jin took a fixed look at Li Xin.

That's right, the current self has the ability to protect her, and Li Xin is not the child she used to be.

It is time to explain those things that have not been said.

As for Cheng Yi, thinking of the desolate and humble begging voices, the boy who haunted her nightmare, she couldn't help wandering again.

She knew very well that the man was not wrong from the beginning to the end, and she was the one who was venting his anger.

What can be done?
As long as she thought of the man's blood on his body, she felt that she could no longer face it.

……

In fact, Li Xin didn't say a word at that time, how did you become like this?Cheng Yi has also changed, and she has also changed.

As if it was like the TV series she filmed, in the blink of an eye, turning around, half my life is over, goodbye to strangers.

They can't go back to the way they were before.

(End of this chapter)