Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 172 I Still Can't Let You Go

Cheng Yi stood at the corner of the corridor, watching a small ant crawling over the window sill, moving quickly along the window sill.

As time passed, the ants disappeared.

He had no idea what Xie Su would be talking to Su Jin during this period of time, and he had never thought about what kind of expression he should use to face Su Jin when Su Jin came out later.

He just put all the initiative in Su Jin's hands based on his inner feelings and without any hidden thoughts.

As for his own outcome, he never thought about it.

"Are you going to stand like this?" Li Hai walked behind him without knowing when.

Cheng Yi turned around and glanced at him indifferently, but he didn't answer his question. Instead, he answered somewhat irrelevantly: "Your nonsense, why have you been talking more and more these days?"

Li Hai was too lazy to respond to the boring teasing with this person, walked over, leaned against the wall, and threw a cigarette to Cheng Yi with his backhand.

The action is bold yet relaxed.

This is a mode of getting along that the two of them rarely have. Most of the time, Li Hai is always the unsmiling executor of Cheng Yi's orders, and completes all tasks perfectly.

Cheng Yi was not pretentious, he took out a lighter and lit it, and for a moment, in a remote corridor, two tall men, wearing expensive suits, lowered their heads and smoked a cigarette with indifferent expressions.

It's just that Cheng Yi's slightly drooping eyebrows and eyes, the deepness inside, became more and more serious as the smoke lingered.

"What are you nervous about?" Li Hai, who was usually not talkative, was extremely active at this moment, and took the initiative to speak out.

Cheng Yi silently looked at the cigarette butt in his hand, without making a sound.

Li Hai didn't urge you, nor did he act like he wanted an answer. He continued to lower his head and turn the lighter in his hand, and said thoughtfully: "I used to look forward to seeing your half-dead look. When Sister Su came back, she always thought that everything would be fine when she came back."

Cheng Yi's eyes moved slightly, but he still didn't say anything.

Li Hai didn't care about these, but continued to say: "But now that she's back, it doesn't seem to have changed anything. On the contrary, you are more concerned than before."

It seemed that Li Hai hadn't said these words for a long time, and he was turning the lighter with his fingertips a little anxiously, as if he was brewing, but also with faint anger.

He looked at Cheng Yi with lowered brows and deep thoughts in front of him, and the anger in his heart was faintly blocked, making it difficult for people to find an outlet.

"Cheng Yi, do you know when you became so that even I couldn't see you clearly?" This question has been trapped in Li Hai's heart, he endured it, and never asked.

The chaotic and profound life at the beginning finally calmed down slowly, and he was unwilling to break that barrier.

Seeing Cheng Yi doing those things in silence, which completely didn't fit with him, even though he had too many questions, he never took the initiative to ask them.

The wound had scabbed over, and he could no longer tear it open cruelly.

"I used to think that if I live like this, everything will get better, but now, I don't think so." Li Hai threw the cigarette butt into the trash can beside him, with scrutiny in his eyes, "Some old things that should have happened long ago Turning the page, we've already spent too much time here, we can't lose our whole life anymore."

Having said that, he stopped talking, turned around and walked to the side.

And Cheng Yi didn't say a word the whole time, and I don't know if he listened.

Li Hai walked a few steps away, but suddenly stopped and turned his head slightly to the side, and said to Cheng Yi, who was still in a motionless posture behind him: "You probably can't remember when you became like this, right?"

Li Hai said lightly: "You don't remember, but I do remember that it was Xie Yuan, that is, the day your aunt died."

After saying this, Li Hai left.

The smoke at Cheng Yi's fingertips had already burned to the end, but he was still in a daze, without moving a bit, letting the scorching heat come from his fingertips.

"Are you going to burn your hand?"

Suddenly a female voice came from behind him.

Cheng Yi's heart trembled slightly, and as soon as he loosened his fingertips, the cigarette butt fell to the ground like that.

"Excuse me."

He lowered his head in some embarrassment, trying to pick up the cigarette butt.

The flat suit had been wrinkled by him for some reason, and the bent back somehow made Su Jin's eyes slightly warm.

"Don't pick it up..."

Su Jin spoke with some difficulty.

Cheng Yi didn't listen to her, and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can.

A few short movements, but he made them look like a time-lapse movie clip.

No matter what, he never raised his eyes and looked at her.

Both of them knew what was going on with this delicate atmosphere.

"Cheng Yi, raise your eyes." Su Jin said lightly, staring at Cheng Yi without moving.

"Say it again, look at me." Seeing that the man didn't move, Su Jin repeated it again, this time with a slightly lower tone, with a faint sense of oppression.

Cheng Yi stood opposite, with half of his face in the shadow, no one knew what he was thinking.

In such an atmosphere of confrontation, Su Jin was thinking of taking a step forward, but suddenly heard a choking sound from the opposite person's throat.

Adult man, it seems that this word means everything is strong, courageous and bloody.

It also seems to be far away from crying, tears, and fragility.

But the man in front of her now, a tall and straight adult man, with the suppressed sobs in his throat, touched people's hearts like this.

Cheng Yi's hand that had been clenched for a long time suddenly covered his face, and a low and trembling voice came intermittently, "Su Jin...don't force me...don't do this..."

It seems that the emotions that have been suppressed for a long time can no longer be stopped from breaking down.

At this moment, the shadow of Zeng Cheng Yi faintly appeared again.

Maybe he's always been like this and never disappeared.

Letting Xie Xingli go, or imprisoning Xie Su, these seemingly ruthless actions, but it seems that there is no real harm.

This man has always kept a soft place in his heart, it seems that no matter how many winds and waves there are, it has never been more than half turbulent.

He is still him, but not him.

With the softness of the armor, this is the best version of him than before.

Su Jin stepped forward, and gently hugged Cheng Yi with a comforting nature.

The broad back seemed to be trembling with crying.

This is a man, and a man who bleeds and hurts and cries.

The tip of Cheng Yi's nose smelled the fragrance of Su Jin's neck, and his chaotic memory could not help but think of all kinds of things in the past.

Now almost all of them are covered in bruises because of the ridiculous thing of fate.

A series of news events hit him one after another.

He couldn't breathe under the pressure.

But he never showed half of it in front of anyone.

Cheng Yi slowly put his arms around Su Jin, leaning against her ear, the slender man bent over, snuggled up to the slightly thinner woman, they fit so well from a distance.

"Su Jin...we are all sick..."

With a trembling voice, he said slowly, "I have a disease that I can't ask for, and I can't love my children."

Struggling in the sea of ​​people full of pain, in the end, he even lost himself.

"I... I still can't let you go after all..."

Even when he thought that Su Jin might look at him, there was indifference and disgust in his eyes.

He was so embarrassed that he wanted to go crazy.

I don't even have the courage to look at this man.

But why, every time, this person has to walk towards him without asking why?
Even if you hesitate a little, I don't think so.

The depth of love, the madness of thinking.

It's hard to give up half a point.

(End of this chapter)