Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 207 Xie Xinglu's Diary
When Xie Su woke up, she was already in a strange ward.

She subconsciously turned her head and looked around, trying to find Xie Xinglu's figure.

Xie Su didn't think deeply about how to survive from Cheng Yi's hands until now.

Looking around, there was silence all around.

Xie Su's heart was a little anxious. Such an environment gave her another feeling of being locked up by Cheng Yi in the dark.

She ran out of bed eagerly, wanted to open the door to go out, but pulled the door firmly for a long time, but the door was still motionless.

"Let me out, let me out." Xie Su's emotions became more and more agitated because of the closed door.

She yelled for a long time, but got no response. Gradually, her whole body, along the door panel, collapsed on the ground with no strength.

If he hadn't gained a little freedom before and was kept locked up by Cheng Yi like that, Xie Su wouldn't have collapsed like this.

But she had already seen the world that had been isolated for a long time, and now it made her fall into the repeated hell, which undoubtedly drove her completely crazy.

She had obviously forgotten what Cheng Yi said before she fell into a coma, just like she did back then, she subconsciously forgot many things.

Xie Su hugged her knees and sat on the ground, looking at the empty ward with her eyes full of horror, her mouth trembling, she kept calling Xie Xinglu's name: "A Lu, A Lu, why don't you come, why don't you come?" Come find me..."

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Naturally, no one could respond to Xie Su, because the only person who would respond to her unconditionally was already dead.

Cheng Yi looked at the notebook Su Jin handed him, his eyes moved slightly.

"This is Xie Xingli's item. He originally planned to burn it down, but by accident, it was kept."

Su Jin actually didn't know what to say. This may be a pile of waste paper to others, but to Cheng Yi, it has extremely profound meaning.

Listening to Su Jin's words, Cheng Yi looked at the handwriting on it quietly. In fact, he didn't need anyone to tell him, he knew it was that person's handwriting just by looking at it.

He never knew when that person still had the habit of keeping a diary.

He slowly turned to the first page, and there were only a few simple sentences on it.

Winter solstice, heavy snow.

Went to Xie's house with A Su and found out about his father Xie Yu and his sister Xie Yuan.

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Rainy, slightly cool.

Today, the head of the family said that I should call A Su Miss.

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Sunny and hot.

Today I traveled with A Su and Xie Yuan, and met two people for the first time on the way, named Cheng Zhe'an and Xu Gu.

Special note: Cheng Zhe'an is quite a bad person, you need to be careful.

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Heavy rain and cold.

Xie Yuan's illness relapsed, and Xu Gu stayed around all night, trying his best to help.

A Su seemed worried, but it didn't look like that, I couldn't understand her.

Special note: Cheng Zhe'an is here again, I don't know what he is asking for, I have a faint feeling, maybe I am worrying too much.

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Cheng Yi slowly flipped through the pages, and following the above texts, he seemed to have followed along, witnessing the embarrassing events of his father's generation.

From a few sentences at the beginning, to more and more detailed length later.

Is it too lonely?Although he can't speak, his mind is no less than anyone else's.

A Su, who is inseparable from each article, knows whether he knows, this idiot has a thousand words.

Cheng Yi then turned a few pages back, but a few pages were blank, as if life had suddenly stopped. Finally, after a few blank pages, familiar handwriting appeared again.

sunny, hot
Today is the engagement banquet for A Su and Cheng Zhe'an.

She is well dressed.

I feel very cold all over, probably sick.

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After this page, Xie Xinglu's life seemed to be disrupted suddenly, and he wrote intermittently, and sometimes the handwriting was scribbled.

The weather is slightly cold and cold.

Xie Yu died of illness.

A Su didn't cry, she smiled at me, but it seemed to make me feel worse than crying.

She said she had what she wanted, but didn't elaborate.

Anyway, I'm by her side.

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Equinox, windy.

Cheng Zhe'an died, and when I went, I saw A Su.

She fell beside Cheng Zhe'an, as if she had fallen asleep. It would have been better if there was no blood all over her skirt.

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The following deeds are like a gardenia flower gradually filled with blood, gradually losing its original smell, and filled with the smell of blood.

Heavy rain and cold.

Xu died.

I watched his body fall down, and I was still chanting Xie Yuan's name until he died.

A Su's gentle voice was next to my ear, saying that I am the one who will be with her until death.

I don't regret it, but... why don't I dare to look into Xie Yuan's eyes?
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Cheng Yi's hands trembled a little. Although he had always known about these chaotic and complicated past events, after really understanding them in such a detailed way, he still couldn't hide the churning emotions in his heart.

The father he had never met, was still chanting his lover's name before he died.

It is no wonder that after my mother, I was depressed for half of my life.

He continued to turn backwards, but it seemed that he was affected by emotions, and his hands were shaking violently.

Su Jin looked at Cheng Yi worriedly,
"Cheng Yi." She stretched out her hand and squeezed his hand tightly, trying to calm him down.

Cheng Yi continued to watch with some stubbornness, he didn't know what he wanted to see.

The man was silent all his life, and didn't say a word until he died.

If he hadn't seen these things, Cheng Yi would never have known that his understanding of Xie Xinglu was so simple.

It was cloudy and clammy.

Xie Yuan gave birth to a boy.

A Su said, that is the heir she left to the Cheng family.

She was still smiling, but there were many things in her eyes that she hadn't seen before.

Up to now, I still don't know what she wants.

What is there to bet on a newborn baby as a game?
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Starting from this article, in the following pages, besides Xie Su's name, there is another name added, that is Cheng Yi's name.

From the moment he can no longer remember the details, to the ups and downs that followed, this person narrates these trifles bit by bit with a perspective he doesn't know.

Until the last one, just a few days ago.

Winter solstice, heavy snow.

If there is no accident, the child should take action.

Ah Su, I probably can only accompany you to this point.

The name Xie Xingli gave me a lot of warmth, but it also brought me a lot of severe cold.

I have owed a lot in my life, and now I am just a shell. If I can make you safe, it will be a kind of perfection.

It's just that now... I still can't understand what you were asking for...

Also blame me for being too blunt and always unable to understand your thoughts.

Ah Su, I always want to say goodbye in the next life, but I am not sure whether you will complain or not. I will go first on my own initiative.

The word "thank you", to me, is a fate, but also a knot, which is too heavy.

Therefore,
It can only be exchanged with my life.

(End of this chapter)