Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 220 You love me, never a mistake

When Su Jin came back, she saw Chu Yunshen sitting alone in the room.

She looked around and said, "What about the kid?"

Hearing the voice, Chu Yunshen turned around, "I don't know what kind of relative's child I met, and I went out to play."

Su Jin sat down in front of Chu Yunshen, looked at this man's calm face, still worried, and said in a low voice: "What's the situation with your body now, why does it feel worse than before? Stablize."

Chu Yunshen was drinking water. When he heard Su Jin's words, he paused for a while, but he quickly covered it up. He raised his head and responded lightly: "No problem, maybe it's due to environmental factors, and the environment is a bit unacceptable."

Su Jin has always attached great importance to Chu Yunshen's physical condition. Now that she heard what Chu Yunshen said, she stopped hesitating and said, "Then go back as soon as possible. The sooner the better, this trip will be treated as a trip. Come back when the season is good."

She was wholeheartedly thinking about the health of the person in front of her, but Chu Yunshen obviously thought differently from her.

He put down the cup in his hand and looked directly at Su Jin, the emotions in his eyes seemed to be covered by a thick layer of fog, making it impossible to see the bottom.

He could only hear him asking softly: "Then what about you, Ajin, are you going to see him off or go with him?"

Su Jin looked at Chu Yunshen, a little dazed. For the first time, the man's gaze made her a little at a loss. She avoided her eyes and looked aside. After hesitating for a while, she finally said, "Yunshen, I have found my home."

She, the lone bird who has been living under the eaves of Chu Yunshen, finally found the nest she had left for a long time after several years of separation and resentment.

Su Jin's eyes were a little hot, she thought it was rare to show a fragile expression in front of outsiders, "I never knew, so someone has been waiting for me."

Chu Yunshen was obviously not at all surprised by such an answer, but even though everything was expected, he still couldn't avoid feeling sad.

He lowered his eyes slightly, hiding all kinds of emotions in his eyes, following the current atmosphere, he finally asked a question that he had never asked in front of Su Jin before.

"Do you know how I feel about you?"

He had never expressed his feelings in front of Su Jin before, one was until Su Jin had his own heart, and the other was that his physical condition did not allow him to have too many fetters.

It's just that the reason is so, it is still difficult to counteract the thousands of emotions surging in my heart.

Su Jin was sitting in front of Chu Yunshen. No one had ever made her think carefully about every word she said.

Chu Yunshen was the second rebirth bestowed upon her by God when she was in deep chaos. It was salvation and hope.

She couldn't allow anything to hurt this man, not even herself.

"I didn't know at first, but..."

But after that, as the contact time with Chu Yunshen gradually deepened, no matter how slow she was, she should have sensed it.

"So you know." Chu Yunshen murmured, "So in the next two years, you suddenly started to suffer from insomnia and restlessness, and you couldn't draw a picture for nearly two years. Is it because of this?"

Su Jin was speechless for a moment. She had always known that Chu Yunshen was an extremely sensitive person. He obviously didn't mention the topic at all. With just a few words, he had already understood almost everything.

"It's my feelings, did it bring you pressure, Su Jin?"

Chu Yun looked at Su Jin's face deeply. He claimed to be keenly aware of human nature, but he couldn't find the reason for Su Jin's repeated emotions. Now, he finally had the best explanation.

"No, it's my own problem." Su Jin didn't want to make Chu Yunshen feel bad, "The two have nothing to do with each other, Chu Yunshen."

He said this at any time, but Chu Yunshen obviously didn't believe it, he just looked at Su Jin and said, "A Jin, don't lie in front of me, you can't lie, and you can't lie to me."

Su Jin really can't lie to him, even if she has never lied to him before.

"Tomorrow I will contact the people over there and go back as soon as possible." Chu Yunshen's rare stubbornness appeared at this moment,

Su Jin frowned, and just as she was about to speak out, she heard Chu Yunshen say again, "Su Jin, just as you care about my health, I put you in the most important position."

Although Chu Yunshen is usually gentle, he can always show irresistible toughness in certain matters, "Your situation in those two years was too bad. Now that you know the reason, you must solve it fundamentally."

Su Jin didn't want to hear these things, and waited quietly for the man to finish speaking on her own, before she said, "You're angry, aren't you?"

"I didn't." Chu Yunshen turned his head and looked away. There was no smile on his face, but his mouth was stubborn.

Su Jin raised her eyes and looked at this person, her tone was still calm, "There is nothing wrong with loving someone, Chu Yunshen, it has never been a mistake for you to love me."

From Su Jin saying this, it can be seen that she is also extremely serious, "I never think this is a mistake."

"But it still affects you, doesn't it?" Chu Yunshen suddenly turned his head and looked at Su Jin, "But it still makes you unhappy, doesn't it?"

"That's not all, Chu Yunshen." Su Jin looked directly at this person, "You can't take all the bad things on yourself."

This kind of dispute was also common in their previous time, but it was limited to work.

Chu Yunshen doesn't like unnecessary fights, and always likes to spare no effort to uproot people, but ask too many reasons.Su Jin prefers to be roundabout, to make the best use of everything, and to exchange for better results with the smallest price.

Su Jin has a cold temper, and always speaks directly, which often makes Chu Yunshen suffocated, but he is always the first to compromise.

Although the arguments were different, Chu Yunshen was the first to back down.

Thinking of the excitement just now, he knew that his emotional instability was caused by Cheng Yi's appearance just now.

Even Su Jin was affected by his bad mood.

"I lost my temper." Chu Yunshen didn't continue, and he seemed to have no idea what to say, "I understand what you mean."

Su Jin didn't know if this person really understood what she meant. She stood up and walked in front of Chu Yunshen, "What I'm restless about is never your bad feelings."

"On the contrary, Chu Yunshen, I am very happy to be liked by you. This kind of feeling is too precious. What makes me anxious and disturbed is that my body and soul with thousands of holes can no longer be found anywhere. This place of sincerity can be properly placed.”

"I loved someone before, and all my enthusiasm was burned out on that person," Su Jin said slowly, "Chu Yunshen, your feelings are too heavy for me. A 26-year-old Su Jin, I'm no longer good enough for you."

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(End of this chapter)