Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 239 She loves you more than anyone else, Su Jin
Su Jin looked at the things in this attic, everything was as new, and there seemed to be a faint fragrance of flowers in the air.

Su Shaoyun maintained this place very well, as if Su Biyun had never left.

There were a few birdsongs in my ears, Su Jin looked up, and saw a big tree growing in the corner near the wall.

Although the greenery is gone, the strong branches still show vigorous vitality.

Su Jin walked over, raised her head, and looked at the branches above, her memory seemed to be pulled out of a faded old movie.

When Su Jin grew up a little bit and was able to jump up and down, the first thing she did was to climb into Su Biyun's house along the tree.

She almost never had Su Biyun's participation in her childhood. On the one hand, it was because of Su Biyun's illness. In fact, it was more because Su Jinghua always cared about Su Jin's existence.

Even with Su Shaoyun's protection, he always felt that it was Su Jin's existence that caused Su Biyun to become like this.

Half of her body was bleeding from that strange man's blood. This alone was enough to make Su Jinghua loathe and alienate him.

Being able to allow her birth, but not allowing her to have any contact with Su Biyun, this is Su Jinghua's final bottom line.

So since she was born, she was carried to Su Shaoyun's side, and she didn't know Su Biyun's existence until she was ignorant.

Su Jin's stubborn temper had already surfaced. She knew that Su Jinghua would not allow her to go to Su Biyun's yard, so she took advantage of the darkness of night to touch Su Biyun's downstairs many times.

Sometimes I just raise my head so hard, looking at the light on the window of Su Biyun's room.

Sometimes I just sit quietly in the corner like this, looking at the buds that are about to bloom at my feet, and listening to Su Biyun's soft singing from upstairs.

Missing always increases with age, Su Jin has gradually changed from waiting at the beginning to wanting to see.

She wants to see with her own eyes what the mother who has been locked upstairs and who has been talked about by everyone looks like.

At that time, Su Shaoyun was extremely tough and strict with her education, but Su Jin never slacked off for a single day, and finally at a dark night that no one knew about, she climbed into Su Biyun's residence along the tree in front of her.

Just as she imagined, the surroundings were full of flowers and plants, and the white curtains fluttered in the cool summer wind.

She took every step carefully, for fear of disturbing every flower under her feet or disturbing that person.

This is how Su Biyun appeared in front of her. Her long hair was loose, and the years seemed to have treated her very kindly. Her head was full of blue hair, and there was not a single white hair in sight.

She didn't notice Su Jin's arrival, sitting in the room like a sitting sculpture, the room was very bright for her, all her attention was devoted to the painting in front of her.

Every frown and smile does not look like a patient who has not lost his mind.

Su Jin stood not far from Su Biyun with her hands and feet stiff, and opened her mouth slightly, as if she wanted to shout something, but she couldn't.

All photos of Su Biyun at home have been destroyed, so Su Jin never knew what she looked like.

Only a few words from some people who knew Su Biyun could get the general outline.

Rich in talent and learning, extremely beautiful in appearance, she is a pearl that grew up held in the palm of her hand.

Almost all words are unstinting compliments.

The woman in front of her eyes gradually merged with the outlines she had been fantasizing about, gradually taking on the clearest appearance.

Su Jin took a step forward unconsciously, and suddenly stepped on a ball of paper. Although the sound was small, it was very obvious at night.

Su Biyun's pen, which had been moving, suddenly stopped, and Su Jin felt a burst of cold sweat all over her body. She turned her head slowly, and happened to meet Su Jin.

The four eyes met, Su Biyun's eyes were full of surprise and surprise, while Su Jin was nervous and hopeful.

She didn't know what she was expecting, but was quickly disappointed.

The way Su Biyun looked at her was no different from ordinary strangers, the quiet and beautiful appearance just now disappeared completely in an instant.

Her eyes were full of childish innocence and fear, she held the pen tightly with both hands, as if frightened, she looked at Su Jin, "Who are you?"

The hope in Su Jin's eyes darkened quietly like this, nothing is more cruel than admitting that her mother is a mentally abnormal patient.

Su Jin stepped back step by step, looked at Su Biyun, looked at her deeply with red eyes, turned around and went out the window.

The wind stopped, people left, everything seemed to have never been there.

Su Jin ran madly against the night, this was a habit she had learned since she was a child, turning tears into sweat was not counted as crying.

She ran over and over again, breathing more and more heavily, drips of sweat flowed down her forehead and neck, the dark night covered her red eye sockets, and her whimpering turned into heavy breathing.

While she was running round and round, Su Shaoyun, who was wearing a suit and leather shoes not far away, stood under the tree, quietly looking at the running figure.

That was the child he brought up with his own hands. How could he not know what Su Jin was thinking during this time? The reason why he let it go was nothing more than a tacit approval.

Su Shaoyun understood Su Jin's emotions very well, because when he first came home and saw Su Biyun, he also felt Su Jin's emotions.

Time has never been able to dilute all emotions, they are just being urged to grow up by time, to accept more things, and their emotions are buried deeper and deeper.

Su Jin ran round and round until she lost all strength and fell to the ground.

Her face was pressed against the ground, quietly looking at the horizon, and silent tears flowed out of her eyes just like that.

It turns out that no matter how you run, your tears won't turn into sweat.

Su Jin grasped the ground tightly with her hands, and she was full of unwillingness and heartache in her sobs accompanied by crying.

That was her mother, with such a beautiful appearance, but she was so confused that she couldn't even remember the child she gave birth to.

Su Shaoyun walked up to Su Jin step by step in this way, Su Jin could only see Su Shaoyun's shoes, "Enough running, crazy enough, go back to sleep."

Su Jin slowly got up from the ground without saying a word, and the first time she saw Su Shaoyun, she shouted hoarsely: "Uncle."

Su Shaoyun didn't show too much gentleness, but after taking a look at Su Jin, he said, "Since we've seen each other, we shouldn't expect too much, I've already warned you."

It was the first time that Su Jin burst into tears in front of Su Shaoyun, "She doesn't remember me, uncle, mother, she doesn't remember me."

Su Shaoyun's eyes moved slightly, looking at Su Jin's appearance, he just said, "She remembers you more than anyone else, and loves you more than anyone else, you shouldn't have any doubts about this."

After finishing speaking, Su Shaoyun turned around and walked away.

At the same time, although she was shocked at Su Biyun's residence, she quickly blurred the memory. Looking at the painting in front of her, there was a pink baby surrounded by flowers, who looked peacefully sleeping.

"Baby is asleep, baby is asleep..."

In the corner, there was a pile of albums, undoubtedly all of which looked like babies.

She has only seen Su Jin's baby appearance, and she will remember this look for the rest of her life, drawing all kinds of baby's emotions, frowns and smiles.

(End of this chapter)