grandpa is not sick

Chapter 545 Uncle and Lolita (12)
Winston looked at her, his deep eyes were as beautiful as ever, as if the deep sea contained all darkness and beauty, and like a priceless deep blue diamond, his tone was gentle, "Why did you come back suddenly?"

Xiaobei gritted her teeth and hammered him, tears fell down again, and she said angrily: "When do you care about my return?! You big liar, you promised to call me every day and video with me, you said But you want to be with me forever, you said you are fine, you said we will get married, how can you lie? I trust you so much, how can you lie to me... "

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry..." Winston hurriedly hugged him into his arms and kept apologizing, his brows were furrowed tightly, his expression showing sadness, "But, Bear..."

His voice was right next to Xiao Bei's ear, it was extremely soft, but it hurt her to the bone.

"I'm old."

He said.

Winston didn't want to admit this, and he didn't feel this before, but everything that night hit him like the bullet that hit his stomach, and the overwhelming sense of fear made him suddenly feel A feeling of powerlessness, he almost let his girl die, if it was him when he was young, what would he do?Let that happen too?If it was just self-doubt at the beginning, then after the operation, the feeling of being overwhelmed by the disease, the sequelae of excessive overdrawing the body in his youth finally appeared, it was not a terminal illness, but he felt that it was better than a terminal illness.

But his girl is still so young, she is as delicate and beautiful as a flower, how could he be willing...how willing...

Yes, he couldn't bear to break her beauty, but he couldn't bear her to leave him like this. He sent her back, hoping that she would meet new friends, and gradually break away from her, hoping that she would meet a good follower. A man around her age, he can accompany her for a long time, and can do a lot of things that young people do together. Occasionally, he can't help but want to call her. It's so bad that no man can give her more than him. , At that time, he would look in the mirror, look at the grayness of his temples, look at the laugh lines at the corners of his eyes, look at the pile of medicines he was taking to regulate his body... Then, he would clearly see how bad he was.

Su Shaolin was right.

He is a selfish guy, from being complacent to recognizing the reality, and then being frightened by the future he imagined, terrified that he will become a bad old man in 20 years, and Xiaobei is still young and young, then she will no longer love him , and even began to loathe him, even hated him, no matter how many reasons there were before, none of them made him feel unacceptable and terrified.

"Do you know you are old now? Don't I have eyes to see? Would I not know that you would be a gray-haired old man in 20 years? Would I not know that you might die many years before me? Is it a fool?" Xiaobei's neck was thick, and his face was flushed, "Why do you want to think so far? Don't we dare to do this today because we are afraid that we will regret it in the future and get hurt?" Don't you dare to do that? If that's the case, what's the point of living?"

"Bear...you are still young, you don't know what you will lose at all..." Just like Jane back then, she regretted giving him eight years of youth, but even so, she was only then, and she still had a lot of youth Long, but Bear is different, she was young then, but it was not youth anymore.

Xiao Bei took a deep breath and wiped away the tears on his face, "If you don't believe me, I will prove it to you."

"Bear..."

"But you can't push me away like this anymore. You also said that you are not young anymore, and I will always pester you. If you still choose to chase me and hide to waste, I can't say it. The big deal is that we will be together Waste. At that time, maybe I really hate you, maybe."

Winston looked at her silently, his dark blue eyes were so deep that people couldn't see clearly, and he could only vaguely see that in the depths, something that was about to wither and die quietly revived.

Xiaobei took out the ring from his pocket, put it on himself in front of Winston's eyes, then hugged his neck, sniffed, and concluded the three-month incident by himself, "for To celebrate our first emotional crisis, let's have a good kiss, Majesty Winston."

Winston didn't move, just looked at her.

Xiaobei hugged his neck, kissed his lips slowly and shamelessly, crushed, licked, they didn't close their eyes, they looked at each other so closely, until Xiaobei's eyes became moist again, and tears slipped into his lips. Between the lips of the two, he finally resigned to his fate and kissed her vigorously and frantically.

I don't know how much time passed, their breathing was very unstable, Xiao Bei lay in his arms, feeling the warmth of her chest that she seemed to have never felt again in her entire life, listening to his heartbeat, in the silence, her The voice sounded slowly, "If you set the future time with me as 20 years, then every day in the future, you must love me and cherish me as if it is the last day of your life, because every day that passes by is one day less .”

He stroked her hair lightly, feeling as if he had come to life again, young again.

"it is good."

He said.

--Finish
(End of this chapter)