i like you for many years

Chapter 3
Ah Bao stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled.She said, the T-shirt size is quite appropriate, right?
What's wrong?He was very puzzled.

Nothing, you can eat it yourself.Ah Bao got up quickly after finishing speaking, and left the sushi restaurant without even looking at the male protagonist she had left behind.At the corner of the street, she found a beef noodle stall, ordered a bowl, sat down, and began to eat.

During this time she received many, many text messages.

It's from a basketball guy.

What's wrong with you, it's really nothing, don't think about it.

Do not you trust me?

You answer the phone, let me explain to you.

It's really nothing, just a piece of clothing, where do you want to go.

Can you answer the phone?No matter what misunderstanding we have, we should solve it together, shouldn't we?

There was also a message from Xu Changge.

What happened to you and him?
Don't think about it, just call him back.

He was very anxious and called me several times.

You stop making trouble.

The last four words are as sharp as a knife.Abao turned off the phone angrily.No matter who sent the text message, even Xu Changge is now on the side of the hero.I am wrong from the beginning to the end, it is wrong to like someone who shouldn't like it, and it is even more wrong to be with someone I don't like.

But God knows, she didn't want that either.She clearly met the right person at the right time, but why did she get caught up before she even said it?

Who hasn't been lovelorn, who hasn't been in a hurry, who hasn't been left behind.When Xu Changge left her to find his so-and-so, did he ever think about her loss?Why should she think so much for others now.

Ah Bao returned home after eating the beef noodles. After a nap, it was still Sunday when she woke up. She lazily turned on her phone and found that Xu Changge hadn't sent her any more messages, and the basketball guy had only sent two messages.

Why did you shut down?
Another thing is, I admit that she likes me, but I rejected her, I like you, I don't want you to think too much so I didn't tell you, don't be angry, okay?

A Bao smiled coldly.

Maybe it was because she really regarded herself as an outsider too much, so the moment the basketball man mentioned the express mail, the unnatural expression on his face made her guess the plot a bit.

She actually believed that he didn't mean to deceive her.

However, she didn't want to give him a chance at all.

This happened to be an excellent reason, allowing her to leave this boyfriend who had been with her for more than a month and was so gentle and considerate to her without any effort.

He was really nice, but she couldn't fall in love with him, couldn't face him and feel her thumping heartbeat.There is no way to be like when I met Xu Changge, the happiness is written on the face, and I can't wait to dance in my heart.

She texted the basketball guy back, plain and simple, let's break up.

Within ten seconds, the phone started ringing again.She didn't hang up this time, but she didn't expect to hear Xu Changge's voice when she picked up.He yelled over there, are you crazy, why are you throwing your temper when you have nothing to do, why are you breaking up! ! !

A Bao paused, making sure that Xu Changge was not so excited, and then said calmly, I'm serious, I don't want my boyfriend to get involved with others.

Didn't he explain it?Xu Changge hurriedly argued for his brother.

But I don't need it anymore.A Bao said, I have the right to refuse, you understand me, don't force me with him, okay?

After saying this, there was no sound over there, this time Xu Changge took the initiative to hang up the phone for her.After a while, Xu Changge sent a text message, and he said, I've made it clear to him for you, don't be sad, and you can check his performance later.

I told you that you don't need to worry about it. Ah Bao called back, and she scolded her head and face as soon as the phone was connected. Can you just ignore me, I will take the college entrance examination next year, and I want to get into a good school. Tell him not to come For bothering me, count me in to thank him.

For a long time after that, Xu Changge seldom contacted Abao, let alone get together.It seemed that he was really angry with her because of the basketball man, and it seemed that neither of them wanted to take the first step towards peace.

Until the party after the college entrance examination, all the classmates in the class went. Abao subconsciously went to Xu Changge, but found that he didn't come.After inquiring, I found out that Xu Changge's beloved XX was ill, had a persistent high fever, and was still on water in the hospital, and needed his care.

As if he had lost his last hope, Ah Bao didn't say a word during the whole party, just sat in the corner and listened to everyone singing and playing.A girl accidentally sang the song "It's You He Likes": "Even if I spend my whole life playing you/how delicately I play/I don't have anyone to accompany me/he wants to kiss you/in danger Even if you leave me/I will open my arms for you..."

It was only at this moment that she truly realized that she was not as good as she was. If she was no better than someone, she was no better than someone.As long as a certain sentence is said, Xu Changge can leave everyone behind to take care of her alone.So what is Po, she is nothing at all.

So see you after tonight.

A Bao made up her mind, she couldn't avoid it in the past, but now it's different, the university is really a watershed, it's a shortcut for her to escape from Xu Changge.She bravely applied for a school in other provinces, and of course she knew that he would stay in Changsha and spend time with his so-and-so.

As school was approaching, on the day she left, Xu Changge didn't even send her a text message.She carried her luggage angrily, and even refused her parents to see her off. When she was about to enter the station, she turned her head and wanted to take another look at the city.

But he saw Xu Changge walking towards her with a big plastic bag and smiling.

He opened his mouth and said, why are you such a beast!You were so angry with me that you applied for C University, you really don't want to see me?

Abao was at a loss for words for a while, she really didn't expect Xu Changge to see her off, he never asked when she was leaving, how did he appear here.

There are a thousand and ten thousand question marks in her mind, but her throat is so sore that she can't make a sound.She was afraid that if she opened her mouth, she would not be able to help crying.

The car is about to start, so let's go.Seeing that she was silent, Xu Changge knocked her on the back of the head and handed her the bag. I bought it for you. Potato chips and apple cider vinegar are all your favorite food. You can eat them in the car.

Um.Abao's nasal voice was thick.

Still quite reluctant to part with me, Xu Changge scratched her nose mockingly, remember to come back to see me during the holidays, and call me!
Um.Ah Bao agreed, then I... I went in.

She looked at him, was this her last chance?He came to see her off, and she really wanted to tell him everything on her mind.It won't change everything even if he finishes talking, it's better than he doesn't know anything.

But after talking about it, his best love has already preceded her and bestowed it on other girls.Just like in that song, so what if you are not reconciled, I am partial to you, and the result of the election is basically determined by default, so how can I compare with you.

During the winter vacation in the first year after school started, Abao traveled thousands of miles to go back to his hometown with his mother to celebrate the New Year. He didn’t stay in Changsha for a few days, so naturally he didn’t have the chance to find Xu Changge and meet him.It was summer again in a blink of an eye, and A Bao promised Fu Xiang to come back to see her, and finally met Xu Changge.

Before she came, she really thought that she was getting better soon, but when Xu Changge really stood in front of her, all her efforts fell apart.She found sadly that she would never meet someone who understood her better than Xu Changge.

There was no one else but him.

Halfway through the sushi, Xu Changge answered the phone.His complexion became very bad all of a sudden, Ah Bao asked him what's wrong, but he didn't speak, he pressed the phone and was about to rush out.Abao picked up the bag and told Fu Xiang to pay the bill, then hurried to catch up.

Xu Changge went out and stopped the car. Fortunately, Ah Bao moved quickly and stopped the driver just as he was about to step on the gas pedal, and got into the car.Xu Changge didn't say a word on the way, and Abao didn't ask any more questions.She had a vague sense that something was going to happen.

Sure enough, the place to get off was the back door of Xu Changge's school. Ah Bao was still sitting in the car when he saw an uncle with a beer belly standing beside XX from a distance.She was dragged out of the car by Xu Changge in a daze, and walked behind him seemingly calmly.

She thought that someone would explain that the uncle was a relative, or that Xu Changge would go up and fight with him.But none of this happened. Xu Changge just stepped forward in a decent manner and took a fixed look at a certain person.Neither of them spoke, but the uncle had a distorted smile on his face.

Then, Xu Changge stretched out his right hand, grabbed Abao's left hand naturally, turned around with her, and left the scene gracefully.No one called his name behind him, not even a word of explanation, not even a phone call or a text message.

Xu Changge was cheated in such a dramatic way.

Holding hands with him, Ah Bao felt light and light all over.She was a little dizzy and couldn't tell what mood she was in.are you happy?Glad that he finally got dumped?Or is it worthless for him, sad for him?

Leaving the school, the two walked along the road in a daze for a long time. Xu Changge bought two bottles of beer and handed one to Abao. After drinking, he finally started to go crazy. Talking about it, Bao, it's really time for you to come back... Fortunately, you are with me... It's nice to have friends, don't you think so?Why didn't you look for me when you broke up with me... You didn't treat me as a friend!

Why don't you consider me?Ah Bao suddenly said loudly.

Um?Xu Changge didn't understand, and was obviously taken aback.

I said, why don't you consider me!Ah Bao turned around and didn't dare to look at him, why didn't you consider me at the beginning?

Xu Changge suddenly laughed, then you didn't think about me.

……

Time just stopped so gently.Ah Bao looked at him, he was drunk, but his eyes were still clear and sincere.She wanted to cry and ask him why he liked her and didn't tell her earlier, why he didn't give her a chance, why he chose someone else in the end.She also wanted to scold him for being an asshole, for being so cowardly that she would rather let her suffer such loneliness alone.If it had been earlier, if it had been said earlier... Xu Changge gently stretched out his arms and hugged her.

She thought that Xu Changge finally made up her mind, and would really come to her regardless.Too bad she was wrong again.

In this hug as light as dust, she realized that time has really gone too far, and there is no way to turn back.The lost time cannot be made up.

She kept asking herself if she had been braver.

But what's the use of saying this.

Isn't Xu Changge not a little brave?
Maybe they are the same at all, and only by avoiding the person who is most afraid of losing can we barely summon up courage.

The first time she kissed was with someone else; the first time she held hands was with someone else.Even if he holds her hand and gives her a gentle hug now, after today, there will be no more of these.

All these mistakes, as long as I think about it, I will feel so sad in my heart.

Ah Bao sniffed and asked him, what should you do?

I don't know, maybe a showdown with her.

Then... come on!Ah Bao slowly pushed him away, making a very manly expression.

On the train back to University C, Ah Bao turned on his mobile phone and sent a text message to the first name in the directory.That was a boy she asked for a phone call from the first day she entered school, and she was also her current boyfriend.

Come pick me up at four o'clock.

After a long time, A Bao never heard from Xu Changge again.It wasn't until the Qixi Festival passed that Xu Changge suddenly sent a text message, with only a few simple words, we made up.

Ah Bao looked at the text message for a long time and didn't come back to his senses. It took a while before he replied, that's good.

Xu Changge didn't come back.

Then there was no contact for more than half a year.

During the Chinese New Year, Ah Bao was having a New Year’s Eve dinner at home, and then he received a call from Xu Changge, asking if she was at home, and she vaguely said of course she was while grilling the rice.

What are you doing?Xu Changge asked.

My dad bought a new family-style karaoke. A bunch of relatives came and they were all singing. Did you hear that? It was so noisy.A Bao got up while talking, and walked to the window naturally. From where she stood, she could clearly see the bright living room of Xu Changge's house opposite, and the whole room of people.

She remembered that in the past many years, the two of them would sneak out on New Year's Eve, go to an Internet cafe to surf the Internet all night together, or even buy firecrackers to set off when it snowed.

Many, many memories came into her head unexpectedly, and she was just about to pick a few to talk about, when Xu Changge suddenly coughed solemnly.

Let me tell you, I brought my daughter-in-law home to meet my parents, and we plan to get engaged in a while, are you coming?

"Don't suffer from insomnia next year today / Mattresses will be changed / If you are lucky enough to meet / Or at the feast of your partner's wedding / Waiting for you to appear in confusion..." My cousin is singing K's song in my ear.

She was facing the phone and suddenly cried.

Come, of course.

But only you were with me in the first place
Only you can understand the dreams I want are never big

We're not together at least like a couple

I was in pain, crazy, hurt, crying the worst in front of you

——Rene Liu "We Are Not Together"

Everyone thought he accepted her, but she was the only one who knew what he said when he was coaxed by everyone to send her home after midnight.

i like you for many years

On the night when the art test results came out, a group of people went to a party.After having a lively Sanhuo meal, each held beer cans one after another, rampaging on the bustling street.

Ye Qi was walking on the far left, along the river, she secretly looked at Guo Feng from the corner of her eye from time to time.He chatted and laughed loudly with everyone, talking about his future after graduation, his achievements, confidence, and classmates.

Until the sun recedes and the moon climbs up.Everyone was planted on the grass in all directions.Ye Qi raised her head and looked at the sky.It seemed that she had been thinking about it for a long time, but she finally plucked up the courage and shouted into the night: Guo Feng, Guo Feng!
She wasn't sure if Guo Feng had turned his gaze to look at her, but what she was sure of was that the voices around were suddenly quiet.I don't know if it was her illusion, or she was making too much noise, which attracted everyone's attention.In short, she still raised her head and couldn't help covering her face with her hands.

Guo Feng!I like you for a long time!I—like—you—for a long time—she said loudly.

There were whistles, screams, but she couldn't hear them.She just pricked up her ears, concentrated all her strength, and waited for his answer.

Wait, wait.The hero came to her in this way.

Everyone was frightened, except Ye Qi herself.

Ye Qi has kept this secret for too many years.

Guo Feng has outstanding grades in his class. Although he is not considered a handsome boy, he is still a handsome boy.He is very good at giving lectures, and almost all the girls in the class whose science scores are fluctuating on the passing score line have received his favor, and then not long after, their scores can occasionally jump above the 80-point line.

Ye Qi was not among them, but instead joined him independently, with a strong momentum.A group of boys in the class who were seriously biased turned to Ye Qi one after another.The relationship between the two sides is evenly matched.

Their seats are separated by an aisle. When the seats are changed every week, the two people will be at the same table, and they will be separated again the next week.

In indoor physical education class, Ye Qi and others got together to play chess.After losing two games in a row, he finally lost his composure, slapped the table, turned on the kettle and poured water into his mouth desperately.Come again!Ye Qi said proudly.

At this time, Guo Feng, who was sitting on the side, came over, and I will help you!
As he spoke, he grabbed her arm and uprooted her from the seat.Sit down by yourself and go into battle to kill the enemy.Ye Qi encouraged him from the sidelines, and with help, she looked determined to win.After several rounds, Guo Feng couldn't hold on, and finally lost.

What's the point of playing around with this? Anyone with a high IQ will lose.Don't play with them, you have a high IQ anyway.Guo Feng rounded up the situation with a smile.

Who said it?Ah Chen, who had won the game, answered.As he spoke, he patted Ye Qi on the head, with an expression of "I'll make way for you the second time".

Ye Qi pouted, gave them both a blank look, and went back to her seat to sit down.At that time, she hadn't tried to love, and she didn't know love yet.

But she felt that among the two boys who were bickering because of her, Ah Chen seemed to have a very different expression.How hard he patted her on the head was just right.People can smell the gentle smell.

Sure enough, on the way home from school at night, Ah Chen ran into her by chance.

She was eating ice cream while listening to music, and she didn't hear Ah Chen greet her. It was not until he patted her that she felt the familiar weight on her forehead.

(End of this chapter)