My princess Lu Ziye

Chapter 1205 What qualifications does 1215 have to judge us!

The old bustard was stared at by Shangguan Yanwan's cold eyes, and she looked timidly at her, then suddenly looked away.

"I thought he would marry me if he was pregnant with a child. He also told me so, and then took away all my savings for several years, saying that he wanted to buy a house first, so that he could live a better life later.

How happy I was at that time. I endured the severe morning sickness reaction without telling my mother every day, and I had to deal with difficult guests, but I was very relaxed in my heart, thinking that I would be able to escape this cage soon, and go to the outside world to fly freely. Don't have to live such a ghost life without the sun!

But I waited and waited, waited for a month, and waited for the second month, until my belly got bigger and bigger, I couldn't hide it anymore, and that man didn't come back!

When my mother found out about this, she was very angry. It can be said that she was furious, but she didn't punish me severely, she just advised me to get rid of the child.

At that time, I realized that I was cheated. My mother told me that the man had already run away with the money. Maybe he bought a house somewhere, married a young wife, and lived a happy life. I was the only one. People don't know, they are still waiting for him foolishly, how sad.

At that time, the child was four months old. Being with me every day was like a piece of flesh on my body.If he was born, it would really kill him!

Mother is a lowly prostitute who has been ridden by thousands of people, and father is an animal who has abandoned him a long time ago. Do you think he will be happy?What if it was a daughter?Is it possible to let her grow up in a brothel, and then live a life like me?
No, I'd rather she not be born, and I don't want her to grow up in despair. It would be good if only I can experience such a hellish life without the sun. I only hope that in the next life, I can be the daughter of an ordinary family, and then give birth to her.

People in the world say that we are cold-hearted, cold-blooded and ruthless, but they only open their mouths and say, watching indifferently, never extending a helping hand, what qualifications do they have to judge us? !
If they are willing to raise those children and let them grow up happily, then they can cast aside me as much as they want!You can insult me ​​however you want!I am willing to bear all the guilt!

But what about reality?Has anyone ever sympathized with prostitutes who are forced to abort their children?Has anyone really taken them to heart?And who put themselves in their shoes?From the moment I knocked out the child, I understood this truth, and I also understood the painstaking efforts of my mother!

So, when I became the procuress of Xunfang Pavilion, I explicitly prohibited the girls in the building from having children, because I was a lesson from the past, and I don't want them to repeat the same mistakes!
People in the world also say that I only have money in my eyes, yes, I love money like my life, but who doesn't love money?
Those who keep saying that they don’t love money, either don’t have it at all, ask for it, and say sour words on purpose; or they grew up in a nest of gold and silver, and don’t even know how important money is to people like us!
It was only after I was cheated by that man that I finally realized what a man is, a slut who lifts up his trousers and refuses to recognize anyone, rather than trusting their sweet words, it is more reassuring to get their money!
There are so many girls in the whole building who depend on me to support them. If Xunfang Pavilion is closed, how will you let them live?With their helpless appearance, what else can they do?

Are you married?Who would marry a whore and go back to be a baby?But it is lost after playing!Apart from dying miserably, they will never have a second way!

So for Xunfang Pavilion, I can do anything, even if I don't say it, the eldest princess is still a lofty eldest princess, protected by the emperor and favored by the queen mother.

But if I say it out, who would dare to come if such a thing is reported in Xunfang Pavilion!The girls also have to wait for death!I never regret my choice back then!Even if I had to choose again, I would still do it! "

(End of this chapter)