Chapter 661 Feeling Dirty

Seeing Jing Xuan coming out, Gu Jingchen immediately stood up holding Xia Xing.

"Mom, you..." Gu Jingchen didn't know what to say, he was afraid that if he said something badly, it would make her sad.

Jing Xuan kept looking at Gu Jingchen, as if waiting for him to say something.

But Gu Jingchen couldn't say anything, he just hugged the little star, completely speechless, in a hurry, he patted the little star quietly, obviously, it was a signal for help.

"Grandma!" Xia Xing smiled sweetly, "Grandma, do you want to eat? Daddy is about to make lunch, is there anything in particular you want to eat?"

When there is nothing to say, it is safest to talk about food.

Jing Xuan smiled at Xia Xing, "Grandma is not hungry."

Xia Xing turned to look at Gu Jingchen, "Daddy, put me down, I'm going to look after Mommy!"

Obviously, Jing Xuan has something to say to Gu Jingchen.

Gu Jingchen put Xia Xing on the ground, and Xia Xing ran into the room.

"Is it shameful to let a child save you?" Jing Xuan scolded, "You are so stupid, how come Nuan Nuan doesn't despise you?"

The first thing the mother did when she came out was to accuse her son, and Gu Jingchen didn't know how to respond.

"Forget it, walk around with me," Jing Xuan walked down the steps, "I've been bored in the room for too long."

Gu Jingchen nodded and followed her.

Still don't know what to say.

Jing Xuan took a deep breath, "Just say what you want to say, and just ask what you want to ask, it's okay."

Gu Jingchen hesitated for a moment, "Mom, aren't you sad?"

This sentence does not seem to be suitable.

"Sad," Jing Xuan raised her head slightly, looking at the sky covered by the branches, "but I've already figured out what to do."

Gu Jingchen wanted to ask her what she was going to do, but she probably wouldn't answer no matter how he asked, her mother was too independent, she had her own plans for everything, and it was useless for anyone to stop her.

"Some things, maybe I shouldn't tell you, but now, I have nothing but you," Jing Xuan smiled lightly, it was obviously a sad sentence, but she said it very casually, "If I say next Don't mind what shouldn't be what mother said."

"Mom, you can say whatever you want." Gu Jingchen stood beside her.

"I, I feel dirty," Jing Xuan leaned against the trunk of a tree, just raised her head and looked at the sky, "I have been violated by someone I don't like for so long, I feel like I have lost my soul." It's dirty, every time Gu Jingen is close to me, I feel sad and want to die, but in order to see Yu Ya again, I endure it all the time, you know why I refuse to rest normally, I have to wait until I am too tired to go sleeping?"

Yu Ya smiled, "Because once I lie down, I will think of Gu Jingen's disgusting face when he possessed me. I have tortured myself, but it was useless. No matter how painful my body is, the disgusting feeling in my heart still exists."

"Later, I gradually got used to this disgusting feeling. My only hope was to see Sister Yu Ya again one day, to get her forgiveness, and to say sorry to her, but now, I have no chance to say so."

Tears, along the corners of the eyes, slid into the hair without showing a trace.

"Xiao Chen, no matter what I do one day, don't stop me, because it's really tiring to bear this kind of humiliation and this regret."

Gu Jingchen reached out and hugged Jing Xuan in his arms, "Mom, as long as you feel happy, you can do whatever you want."

He won't interfere.

(End of this chapter)

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