dream back to qing dynasty

Chapter 50 Freshmen
After Nian's call, the room suddenly became quiet. I felt as if my spine had been frozen, and I couldn't move. I could vaguely hear the "cracking" sound between the joints.For a moment, he didn't even feel like vomiting, only his fingers clenched the sleeve that he subconsciously grasped just now, and the faint smell of Buddha's fragrance on Si Ye's body inadvertently lingered... After a while , "Ning'er", Yinxiang called out in a low voice behind me, but the voice sounded a bit stagnant.

I couldn't help shivering, and woke up suddenly, only to realize that the room was eerily quiet, without raising my head, I could guess the expressions on everyone's faces and the calculations in their hearts, and my mind turned quickly, "Wow With a sound, I vomited again, but this time it was a real "retch". The sound of my vomiting seemed to be a charge to break the curse, and the people in the room who had been stiff and silent all moved again .

I heard Concubine De ordering someone to fetch clothes for Fourth Master, and then ordering someone to announce the imperial physician, a sound of chaotic footsteps sounded behind her, and a pair of warm and strong arms came around first, I took the opportunity to let go, and hugged Yin In Xiang's arms, someone handed me a handkerchief, and I took it and covered my mouth.In a blink of an eye, I saw those slender hands stop in the air, and slowly retracted them. A fragrant wind passed by, and Nian Shi and Li Shi had already leaned over, squatting down to help Fourth Master tidy.

The fourth master stood up, waved away Li Shi and Nian Shi who were on the side, and gave a little respect, "Mother, forgive my son's disgrace, I will change my clothes first and then come to greet you", the fourth master said slowly, with a tone of voice As always, he spoke slowly but clearly.

"Hurry up, the west room is warm, it's okay to wear thinner clothes, go there and change," Concubine De said softly, with concern in her tone. "Yes" the fourth master replied, and the Nala family on the side only gave a few instructions to the Li family and the Nian family, but he stayed here. , I don’t know why I paused again, and then I went out, Mrs. Li and the others were so busy that they took the girl to follow, I don’t want to turn my eyes away.

Seeing that I was retching, Yinxiang patted my back lightly, muttering something in his mouth, "Don't be so hard, just be gentle, okay, it's okay..." Wait, it's nothing Practical meaning, but it sounds very ironic.

Really vomiting is an uncomfortable thing, but pretending to vomit is not much better. I feel uncomfortable at first, but after such a toss, after a while, I feel that my face is very hot and my throat is dry and burning. "What are you still staring at, quickly go outside to find Cuiyun, and ask her to fetch my spare clothes, she knows where they are." Nala's anxious voice sounded, and a young eunuch hurriedly agreed gone.

If you spit it out again, it will really become a performance. If it weren't for the talented people who spit out the bottom, I guess these top people would have noticed it a long time ago. Anyway, everyone's attention has been dispersed now, and the atmosphere is no longer as weird as before. I covered my mouth and coughed twice, took two deep breaths, and raised my head to speak.

As soon as he looked up, he met Shang Yinxiang's worried eyes, and Yingting's brows were also frowned. Seeing me looking at him, he quickly relaxed his expression, and smiled at me comfortingly, "How do you feel now?" , After speaking, I pulled my sleeves again, and came to wipe the sweat on my forehead.I grinned, "It's better, maybe I didn't eat properly in the morning, don't worry", as soon as I said that, I felt a disgusting taste of vomiting in my mouth.

"Sister, here, wash up quickly." Niu Hulu brought a cup of tea at some point, and now his son was free, so he hurriedly handed it over to me.I hurriedly said thank you, before I could reach out, Yinxiang took it over, tested the temperature first, and then brought it to my lips.I couldn't help smiling, and then I went over to take a few mouthfuls. There was already that clever girl, holding a spittoon, waiting for me.

As soon as I handed out the teacup in my hand, Yin Xiang hugged me up without hesitation, took two quick steps, and put me on the warm bed inside.Concubine De Ben was sitting at the table, she couldn't help being taken aback when she saw this, I was feeling uncomfortable at first, and I didn't think too much about it, but when Yinxiang opened his body together, my eyes met Concubine De's, I blushed , but her heart turned cold, Concubine De looked at me, then at Yinxiang, and only smiled slightly.

"Fu Jin, the servant girl has brought the clothes" a girl's voice sounded, Niu Hulu hurried up and reached out to take it, Nala turned around and smiled at Yin Xiang who was sitting beside me Said, "My sister's clothes are also dirty, and the imperial doctor came over after a while, and it doesn't look good, and it's awkward to wear, it's better to change into clean ones first."Nalashi paused, then smiled at Concubine De and said, "Your Majesty, this meal is useless here anyway, why don't you go back to the East Conservatory first and let Thirteenth Brother train you to talk first, he is a man There's nothing I can do here to help."

Concubine De smiled and nodded, Yinxiang looked down at me, I blinked my eyes to indicate that it's okay, he smiled, then got up and respected Nalashi slightly, "It's still the fourth sister-in-law who thinks carefully, Then I will trouble you." Nala pursed her lips and smiled, "Thirteenth Brother, why are you being polite to me?" Concubine De stood up and said to me in a gentle voice, "Be careful not to catch the wind again, come back later Talk to me," I hurriedly bowed my head and respectfully agreed.

Yin Xiang helped Concubine De to go out, and then looked back at me before leaving.Nala and Niu Hulu brought the girls up to help me clean up. The air in the room still smelled of vomiting. Although I only vomited some water, it didn't smell very good after all. I murmured A few words of apology.

Niu Hulu smiled, "Sister, don't be too polite, why do you look like Master Thirteen." Nala smiled while I helped clean up, "This is a husband and wife, of course everything is the same." Everyone in the room laughed, and I laughed dryly, too.

When it was almost finished, Concubine De sent a girl to pass the message, saying that she had to go back to the east room as soon as it was finished, and once it was warm there, the empress was worried and wanted to see the imperial physician for pulse diagnosis, so Nala quickly stood up and agreed up.In the past, it was really troublesome for women to put on and put on belts. Even if it was simple, it took a while.

Nala originally wanted to find two young eunuchs to hug me, but I hurriedly refused, saying that I was much better, Nala didn't insist anymore, and just helped me out with Niu Hulu .I originally wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it carefully, whether they really cared about me or just showed it to him, it was better than those two who didn't care about me at all, so I let them help me out .

As soon as he walked to the door, there were already young eunuchs coming and going, the imperial doctor was already waiting, and the fourth master and the thirteenth master were accompanying Concubine De.As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Nian's laughter coming from inside. I'm fine, but Nala and Niu Hulu frowned at the same time, and they both looked at me indifferently. I just thought Do not know.After walking two steps, he was about to go up the steps. He heard what Concubine De said inside, but he couldn't hear clearly, only Nian replied jokingly, "Niangniang, don't worry too much, there must be nothing serious. This woman vomited, other than stomach discomfort, she was happy, she just got married, she would never be Yu Ning sister..."...

Before she could finish her sentence, a teacup fell heavily on the ground with a "snap", and I couldn't help being stunned, what did she say, you are happy...

I stood there in a daze, and when I heard the news, it seemed that I was talking about someone else, and I felt pale. I have been married to Yinxiang for almost 13 years, and I have never had any news.Although I didn't want any children at the beginning, I always felt that my appearance was like a dream, and I didn't want to have too many entanglements in my heart, but when I really wanted it later, there was no result, and it wasn't that I didn't think about it However, did he, like Xiang Shaolong, have any problems in the transition between time and space...

"Sister, let's go in first, you were better just now, don't blow the wind again", Nalashi beside him said softly, but his tone was somewhat absent-minded.I turned my head and glanced at her, she smiled at me, and walked into the room first, but there was suspicion and speculation in her eyes, and although her expression was still calm, she didn't even help me to walk. Forgot all about it, the little eunuch guarding the door was so busy that he raised the curtain.

On the other hand, Mrs. Niu Hulu stood silently for a while, and then continued to support me to go up. I couldn't tell what it was like for a while, but I subconsciously turned my head and wanted to smile at her to show my gratitude. But I saw that she was lowering her head, but her eyes seemed to be on my abdomen.

As soon as I entered the door, I felt that the air in the room was like a pot of soup with too many seasonings. It was hot and sticky, with mixed flavors. Nala, who had just entered the door, was laughing and telling Concubine De, I have already It's better and so on.Niu Hulu let go of his hand, only saluted silently, then walked to Li Nian's side, and stood up.

Before I had time to see everyone's expressions, Concubine De had already asked in a warm voice, "How is your son feeling better now?" I have disturbed the empress's banquet."

Concubine De coughed lightly, "You child, get up quickly, you are not feeling well yet, you still care about these things, come, come and show me." "Yes" I replied, and was about to stand up and walk forward, when a dream of weakness hit my knees, my body couldn't help shaking, a figure came over, Yinxiang's big hand held mine tightly .

"Ning'er, be careful." Yinxiang's voice was extremely low, as if he was trying to restrain something, his hands were hot as if on fire, I couldn't help but look up at him, then lowered my head, my eyes felt hot.If I was just a little surprised when I heard Nian's casual words just now, then now I would rather be accused of indiscretion before marriage, and hope that what she said is true...

After walking two steps, I arrived in front of the kang where Concubine De was sitting. Yinxiang carefully asked me to sit down, and at the same time, I was a little helpless to help me tidy up, but he stretched out his hand and finally restrained himself and retracted it. He turned around Walking to the Taishi chair beside me, I took a look at it, and a pair of sky blue suede boots caught my eye instantly. Yinxiang's feet stopped beside those boots, and he sat down with a flick of his skirt.

I turned my eyes back without showing any trace, sniffed my nose a little, and then looked up at Concubine De, I couldn't help being excited, but I forced myself to look at Concubine De calmly.She stared at me for a while, then slowly lowered her eyes to glance at my belly, then raised her eyes to my face.Although she was looking at me, her eyes were a little blurred, as if she was caught in the memory of something in the past for a while.

For Concubine De, I have always had a faint fear in my heart. I always hide from this seemingly gentle woman whenever I can.But just now Yinxiang's expression gave me a lot of courage, I couldn't help but put my hands on my stomach, but my back became straighter and straighter.

No one in the room dared to make any noise, but all kinds of speculative eyes, like an X-ray machine, scanned my whole body.It is estimated that Nian Shi's self-righteous joke just now shocked them. In the eyes of these women, I am probably a hen that can't lay eggs. Although I myself have always doubted whether I can, but I don't care.

But just now, the eyes and expressions of Nala, Niu Hulu, and Concubine De let me understand the pressure and gossip that Yinxiang has been subjected to these years... I can't help feeling a kind of grievance in my heart, which makes me His eye sockets became hotter and hotter.

Concubine De suddenly sighed softly, her eyes gradually regained clarity, she met mine, she was obviously taken aback for a moment.Although I don't know what is in my gaze, but the feeling of distress for Yinxiang surpasses everything, I look straight at Concubine De, although my face is respectful, my gaze never backs down.

The room became more and more quiet, and after a while, Concubine De suddenly smiled, her expression was a little helpless and pity, but it looked hazy and unreal, as if covered by a thin layer of mist.I couldn't help being stunned, watching her slowly reach out and grab my hand, her fingers were a little cold, and she held it tightly but not so tightly.

She patted the back of my hand with the other hand twice, and suddenly said thoughtfully, "Your child, you have always been like this"... I took a low breath, and couldn't help being a little surprised Except for the secret conversation between Emperor Kangxi and me, Concubine De was the first person who showed that she was talking to "Mingwei". Seeing Nalashi's eyes widened because of some things, she was looking at Concubine De in a daze.

I couldn't help squinting my eyes, but before I took a closer look, her expression froze and she quickly lowered her head, she just covered her lips with a handkerchief.I turned my eyes inadvertently but quickly, just in time to see Concubine De's look away from Na Lashi, the pressure in her eyes was the same as that time when she "talked" with me, I couldn't help my palms getting cold, and I broke out in a little sweat come out.

Concubine De's expression was as usual, as if nothing had happened just now, her hand was still firmly holding mine, she was about to speak, when the curtain of the door was lifted, a middle-aged eunuch walked in, and a thousand sons beat him down, "Slave He Yi Greetings to Master De, the imperial physician is already waiting, look..." Concubine De nodded, "Get up, that imperial physician is on duty today", the eunuch bowed, "Return to Master, yes Lin Deqing is the doctor of Tai Hospital".

"Well", Concubine De waved her hand, "You go and let him come", she turned around and smiled at me, "Ning'er, let the maids help you to the back room first", she paused, then said, " Anyway, it’s always good to have a look, um”, I lowered my head and replied in a low voice, “Yes”, but I thought in my heart, no matter what?
The girls on the side had already walked over, stretched out their hands to help me walk into the inner room, Yinxiang wanted to stand up as soon as he moved, I smiled at him, indicating that it's okay, Yinxiang paused, thought for a while, and then told me Nuannuan smiled and sat back down again.But the scorching gaze behind me seemed to be still clinging to me until the door curtain was lowered. As for the other... I shook my head slightly to stop myself from thinking about it, and the girl beside me looked at it strangely. I glanced at it, but didn't dare to ask any more questions. I just waited for me to lie down and put down the curtain again.

I just listened to Concubine De who was outside the house telling Nala and the others to avoid them for a while in the other ear room. Although this is the rule, after a while, I felt that Concubine De had made some decision. It was a completely different decision before I came, and the expression on Nala's expression just now also explained something... I just don't know if this decision is good or bad for me.

Hearing the rustling sound of clothes rubbing against each other outside the house, Nalashi and the others must have retreated, no matter what they thought, Concubine De obviously didn't want them to know the result of the consultation. "Chen, Lin Deqing send greetings to Master De, fourth master, and thirteenth master." A middle-aged man's voice sounded a little unfamiliar. After all these years, the doctors in the Tai Hospital must have changed several times stubble.

"Mr. Lin, please hurry up. It's been a while since I've been gone. I took all the prescriptions you prescribed last time, but I feel much better." Concubine De said gently, and the doctor Lin was too busy to humble himself. In a few words, Concubine De smiled and said, "In this case, you should go to check my pulse first, and tell me immediately if there is any result", and then ordered someone to bring him in to check my pulse.

The girls took my hands out of the curtain and covered them with a veil again, only then did a few fingers lightly press on my veins.I couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and I heard Imperial Physician Lin smile respectfully outside the tent and say, "Madam, don't be nervous, just relax, otherwise the pulse will be messed up, and it will be difficult for the servants to diagnose and treat."

I hurriedly took a few deep breaths, stabilized for a while, and then said softly, "I'm sorry to trouble you", Imperial Physician Lin hurriedly said without daring, and began to cut the pulse carefully.I looked up at the top of the tent, and kept silently reading the Jiujiu multiplication table in my heart, so that I would stop thinking about it.

After doing this for a while, Imperial Physician Lin asked to change his hand again. After a lot of tossing, the imperial physician took the pulse again carefully. Just when I had recited 81 several times, he suddenly withdrew his hand. .My heart skipped a beat, and I opened my mouth, but I didn't ask anything, I just let the girls roll up my cuffs and put them back in the tent.

Hearing the sound of Imperial Doctor Lin's footsteps walking towards the main room, I couldn't help pricking up my ears, only to hear him just say, "Return to your mother's words...", "Doctor Lin", Concubine De gave a light drink , There was no sound in the room immediately, I only felt that if my ears were pricked up again, they might fall off, but I still couldn't hear anything.

"Huh" I took a deep breath, forget it, don't think about it, love whoever... I spread my arms and lay on the bed, desperately trying to make myself think of other things, but the one that slipped through my mind was still ...

With a sound of "shua", the curtain was suddenly pulled open, and the sun shone in. My eyes pierced, and I couldn't help covering my eyes with my hands, "What's going on..." Before I could say anything, After finishing speaking, I was pulled into an embrace by a strong force. I was taken aback and tried to struggle subconsciously, but the familiar body odor immediately floated into my nose.

I froze my hands, I didn't care about being shaken to the point of staring, I hurriedly hugged Yinxiang, only to feel his head buried deeply into my neck, "Yinxiang, what's the matter, you"... ...I paused before I could finish my sentence, because a stream of heat was running down my neck...

I paused, subconsciously stretched out my hand, and patted Yinxiang's back lightly, but he just hugged me tightly, buried his head on my shoulder and didn't speak, I vaguely guessed why in my heart, for a while I can't tell what it's like, only a feeling of suddenly winning a big prize, but being told that during this period of time, I have to take 90.00% of the winning prize to pay taxes. The timing seems not right.

The atmosphere in the room was very comfortable, only a chime clock made a 'click click' swing, the sunlight outside the window shone in thinly, and the outer room was silent.I don't want to say anything, I just feel that the last time I patted Yinxiang like this, it seemed to be more than ten years ago, the night he had a fight with someone, and my existence was everything to him that night. warmth.

I feel that Yinxiang seems to have calmed down slowly, but he still doesn't raise his head. I can't help but wonder if he is too embarrassed to look up at me because he was too excited just now, but no matter how embarrassed he is, my shoulders can't bear it anymore up.

I rolled my eyelids, and said with a smile, "You'd better tell me some good news, it's not in vain for me to take pictures of you tenderly for so long."Yinxiang smiled "chuck", a gust of hot air sprayed straight into my neck, I couldn't help twisting my neck, he raised his head, his hands relaxed slightly but still wrapped around me, and asked another question with a smile , "If it's not a good thing, what about you".

I pretended not to care and glanced at him. Fortunately, although the eye circles were slightly red, the look in my eyes was something I had never seen before. There was satisfaction, joy, and even more pride.I couldn't help sighing in my heart. On the night of our big wedding, Yinxiang also looked contented, but he didn't feel so proud. Maybe no matter how outstanding a man is, he still needs his sons and daughters to prove his "proud" , at least in the current dynasty...

Although all kinds of thoughts were stirring in my heart, I just smiled and said, "If it's not good, then beat it. Although I'm a little tired after shooting for a long time, I still have some strength." Yinxiang grinned , didn't speak, just looked me up and down carefully again.

He looked a little hairy, I swallowed dryly, and just about to open my mouth, Yinxiang suddenly stretched out his arms, and a big hand covered my abdomen so lightly, it felt warm, I subconsciously Looking at his hands, he leaned close to my ear and said softly, "It's been two months", I just felt a rush of blood rushing to my heart, it was so hot that my heart hurt, but the tears flowed down my face It flowed down at once.

Although I guessed it just now, but now I hear it with my own ears, it feels so different. I don't want to cry, but it seems that all the water in my body has turned into tears, and it just keeps flowing like this.Yinxiang wiped it again and again with the handkerchief, but still couldn't stop, so he simply threw the handkerchief aside, turned his hand and patted me, and habitually began to mutter some words of comfort that were meaningless.

With tears in my eyes, looking at Yinxiang's gentle face, warm eyes, and that gentle pat, I suddenly understood that my so many tears were shedding for him. For so many years, Yinxiang must have There are too many tears that I can't cry, and I can't cry...

When I started hiccupping on Yinxiang's shoulder, his coat was already soaked with my tears. How long has it been since I cried so happily?I don't know when, being able to express my emotions indulgently has become a luxury.

A handkerchief was handed over, looking at Yinxiang's smiling face, I smiled at him with some embarrassment, reached out to take it and wiped my face, then blew my nose, Yinxiang said with a low smile, "Do you want to wash it?" Face", I quickly shook my head, "No, it's not a joke", he chuckled twice, but didn't insist anymore.

After crying, my heart became refreshed, and the questions I could think of immediately popped up, and I couldn't help turning my head to look at the outer room.Before I could speak, Yinxiang whispered in my ear, "Don't worry, since the empress is willing to find the imperial physician in her room to check the pulse, she knows it well, what's more, it's not the imperial physician."

I was startled, and turned to look at Yinxiang. The corners of his mouth curled up, something flashed in his eyes, and he said in a low voice, "Just now when the empress saw that you vomited so badly, she sent someone away. I specially invited you." This imperial doctor came, and this person surnamed Lin did the medical treatment, but it was recommended by the fourth brother."

"Well", I nodded subconsciously, I didn't know what expression to make on my face, and I couldn't figure out the stakes and interests for a while, or I didn't want to think about it... "Uh-huh" suddenly came from outside the room With a slight cough, I immediately recognized the voice of Concubine De. Although she has always had phlegm, this voice sounds really deliberate.

Yinxiang also stood up and gave me a comforting look, I nodded, he turned and walked outside the house, listening to the voice of a low voice conversation outside the house, I didn't bother to listen, my heart was already I have pressed too many things, and I don't want to think about things anymore, but my eyes can't help but fall on my stomach, child...

The curtain at the door moved, and a person walked in with his head bowed. I didn't look up, but took a deep breath slowly, knowing that Concubine Ming De would definitely say something to me.A sneer came to the corner of his mouth involuntarily, and he couldn't help rubbing his belly. After gathering his composure, he raised his head and looked at her with an expression that could be called resolute... A pair of black eyes collided squarely. Into my line of sight, "Ah", I couldn't help but let out a low cry...

The fourth master took two steps, stood by the window with his hands behind his back, without saying a word, he just quietly glanced at me from head to toe, then his eyes fell back on my face, calm eyes, plain face, The blocked sunlight cast an unknown shadow on his face... But I don't know why, I just feel that his thoughts are not in front of me, but floating in a place that I can no longer touch.

The room was so quiet that I couldn't even hear the sound of breathing. I lowered my eyelashes, and I didn't have the courage or strength to look at him again. The existence of Fourth Master was like a wound on my knee to me. How smooth the skin looks like, but when it is cloudy, rainy or tired, the inner wound will always be aching, and it will be like this for a lifetime.

The afternoon sun gradually moved westward, and not far from the bed collapsed, the figure of the fourth master was stretched a little crookedly. I stared at that shadow subconsciously, watching it being stretched longer and longer, and it seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me. Farther and farther away... "The doctor has ordered you to rest more", the calm voice of the fourth master suddenly sounded, I turned my face slightly, I didn't want to look at him, I just felt my lips move, but I don't know what to say.

"Your body is too weak and your efforts are too weak. The imperial doctor has prescribed a prescription. Remember to take it on time..." Listening to the fourth master's dry retelling, I suddenly had a strange premonition in my heart, as if it was a kind of medicine. Farewell, it will be difficult to have the feeling of seeing each other again in the future.

It stands to reason that he shouldn't be here. No matter who tells me these general medical orders, I don't need fourth master himself... As my thoughts turned, I don't know how long he had been talking, I couldn't help but raised my head and looked at Si Ye, who was standing by the window, realized that he had stopped talking.In the flickering light and shadow, Fourth Master's expression was a little fuzzy, I subconsciously squinted my eyes to see clearly.

The fourth master suddenly took a step forward, and the blocked sunlight behind him suddenly pierced over. I subconsciously reached out to block it, and my eyes were suddenly stimulated, and I felt some light spots kept dancing in front of my eyes. He couldn't help reaching out his hand to rub it.

I tried my best to open my eyes to see clearly, but the light and shadows in my eyes made Fourth Master's expression still blurred in my eyes. In a trance, I only saw a pair of eyes that seemed to be surging with thousands of emotions like waves hitting the shore.A slender hand was vaguely lifted up, and the slightly opened fingers slid down slowly along the contours of my face through the air. For a moment, I felt as if the cold fingers were brushing against my cheeks. Pass……

I blinked vigorously, and then opened it again. The image in front of me was like a TV that had been slapped. The noisy snowflakes suddenly became very clear. Fourth Master's eyes looking out of the door, as well as his faint expression, were all clear. It was frozen in my eyes, and the fiery emotions just now seemed to have never appeared before. Everything was just my illusion, but there was a most indifferent instruction in my ear, "No matter what, you can do it yourself."

I was startled, and before I could say anything, Fourth Master had already turned around and walked out of the house. Seeing that he was reaching out to lift the curtain, he stopped halfway, "I will definitely...", Fourth Master suddenly murmured in a very low voice What, a thought suddenly smashed into my heart like lightning and flint. Although my mind was still a little confused, I interrupted him abruptly, and said respectfully but indifferently, "Thank you for your concern, Yu Ning Gong Send fourth master off," the voice was clear and steady.

Fourth Master's back stiffened, and he tilted his head slightly, but he never turned around to look at me again. He just stood there for a while, and just lifted the curtain and walked out.The moment the door curtain fell, the somewhat thin figure of Concubine De sitting on the warm roof of the outer room appeared, her face was so pale that it seemed a little transparent, she was in a daze thinking about something, when she saw Fourth Master come out, she made a gesture to stand up After getting up, fourth master walked over to her.

There was a sound of closing the door outside the room, apparently Concubine De and Fourth Master had left the room, maybe they don't want me to hear the conversation between them.I stared blankly for a while at the curtain that was no longer fluttering, and I slowly turned my gaze back. For a moment, I only felt that Fourth Master's fiery eyes and cold words kept stirring in my stomach. Leaning back on the soft cushion, I suddenly felt that my back was sore. Only then did I realize that I had been straightening my back. I reached out to rub my back first, and then leaned back.

I closed my eyes, and the revolving scenes just now slid through my mind, Concubine De, Nala, Yinxiang, and Fourth Master... It seems that Concubine De had some plans for me, Nala Shi also knew it, and Yin Xiang and Fourth Master obviously guessed something, otherwise there would be no warning from Rui Kuan that I didn't understand, but my sudden "good news" obviously broke a certain balance, and Concubine De Also changed my mind.

I couldn't help touching my belly with my hands. During the years of wandering outside, because I was weak and my menstruation was irregular, Aunt Fu invited two doctors to see me. Although they were rural doctors, they The answers basically tend to be the same, that is, my constitution is extremely cold, and I am born with insufficient energy and blood. In a word, it is not easy to conceive.

The first half of these words have been said by the imperial physicians who came to see me before, but the last sentence never reached my ears. It flashed by... And what kind of promise or deal did Fourth Master make with Concubine De, I couldn't help frowning.

Thinking of Si Ye's strange behavior just now, my previous feeling became more and more intense. I may never see him again. Just now he came in and said those meaningless words, as if it was a farewell. farewell.

My eyes couldn't help being sore, it was very hot, but no tears flowed out, I just felt the corners of my eyes swell... I couldn't help but sighed softly, although the tone of my voice has changed since fourth master and I got acquainted with each other today The most indifferent and farthest conversation, but it feels like the understanding of each other has never been so deep... So I can understand the reason for his inexplicable appearance and indifference, and he must understand the reason why I interrupted him at that time... …

I exhaled forcefully, really wanting to pour out all the heaviness in my heart.My eyes were a little sore. I stretched out my hand and pinched the bridge of my nose. Suddenly, I felt some pain in my lower body. I touched it under the cushion, only to find that it was a small bronze mirror. I don’t know when it was left here.

I pulled it out easily, the intricate pattern of branches and leaves covered the whole mirror, the workmanship was very sophisticated, I took a photo subconsciously, for some reason, I suddenly thought of the Fengyue Baojian in the Dream of the Red Chamber, wondering if I could take a picture of a skeleton My head came out, "Chi", I snorted softly, and shook my head amusingly.

A blurred but indifferent face appeared, and I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that my expression looked very similar to a person, with the same faint eyes and plain expression, so familiar... I was stunned After looking at it for a while, I slowly put down the mirror, only to feel that my heart was terribly blocked. It turned out that the man was not born with an indifferent expression. He didn't cry or laugh because he couldn't cry or laugh, just like I now……

I covered my eyes with the back of my hand, as if a pickle stone was crushed in my mind, it was cold and heavy but I couldn't think of anything... I don't know how long it took, and suddenly felt something was wrong, I took my hands away and opened my eyes to see, Yinxiang was silently He leaned against the door and looked at me.

After quietly staring at each other for a while, Yinxiang suddenly grinned and made a face at me, I couldn't help laughing, just about to speak, but saw Yinxiang's eyes turned to my hands, I subconsciously followed his gaze Looking down, in the bronze mirror he was holding, there was a pair of smiling eyes that couldn't be retracted in time, and he couldn't help but clenched the mirror tightly.

"Huh", I breathed a sigh of relief, put down the mirror in my hand, raised my head and smiled at Yinxiang who had been staring at me, "I want to go home, can I do it now?"Yinxiang smiled slightly and walked in, only then did I see that he was holding a mink fur coat in his hand.

He bent down to help me wrap the cloak tightly, hugged me, and then smiled and said to me, "Don't worry, my mother said, I will let you go home and rest, everything depends on her", he winked at me Blinking, and whispering, "Don't worry", I nodded and closed my eyes, the experience of these days has made me exhausted, I just want to go back to that familiar place, the only one that makes me feel warm... …

Yinxiang hugged me and was about to leave when he stopped suddenly. I couldn't help but feel a little strange. I opened my eyes and looked at him, but Yinxiang glanced at the bed and asked me with a smile, "You don't want that mirror anymore." Suddenly, his eyes could not help turning to the mirror, and the indifferent expression slipped past...

I shook my head, "I don't want it anymore", I paused, and said clearly and firmly, "It's not mine in the first place, so I can't take it." Me, I just smiled, "Nothing in this room is mine except you."

Yinxiang was taken aback when he heard the words, "haha" and then laughed out loud, my ears were pressed against his chest tightly, feeling the very familiar vibration... Yinxiang lowered his head, his eyes shone with joy, He whispered, "Let's go home", I nodded, "Okay, go home"...

(End of this chapter)