The national actor has a crush on me

Chapter 291 Li Jin, Do You Need Me?

"I've told you I'll find her again." Yu Qianfan looked unhappy.

Liu Yang has been with Yu Qianfan for quite a long time. Hearing this, he chuckled lightly and said, "Then I would like to thank the boss for giving me the opportunity to repay her."

When he was still in the first year of high school, his only mother had uremia, and the family was unable to make ends meet. It was Yu Qianfan who found him and asked him if he wanted help.

Yu Qianfan took a fancy to his computer talent.

He had to work for Yu Qianfan for ten years.

Among them, Pei Tianhua was Yu Qianfan's friend, and Liu Yang helped him deal with the matter twice, so when Li Jin asked if there was anyone suitable to recommend, her uncle directly recommended him.

But who knew there was such a coincidence that Liu Yang's enemy ran into Li Jin's face.

Li Jin was also caught.

Fu Dingguo had been overseas before, and he couldn't even check it. This time, he came back from a desperate situation for Li Dandan, and it happened to hit Li Jin's muzzle.

That's why Liu Yang has always been grateful to help Li Jin, including what happened to his roommate last time.

"Go back, I've worked hard for you today." Yu Qianfan had no expression on his face, he climbed up the car window and followed Li Jin slowly.

"A girl walking at night is not afraid at all."

Yu Qianfan curled his lips in an arc, and his eyes kept falling on Li Jin.

The driver glanced at Yu Qianfan's expression, "Master, are you going to ask Miss Li Jin to come up? How about we take her back?"

Yu Qianfan pursed her lips tightly.

"Look again..."

Yu Qianfan rubbed his eyebrows.

I finally got my mother's diary. Could it be what she wanted to see?

Li Jin walked to a small park, sat down on a chair under the bright light, and opened her diary.

The first page is a portrait of a baby. Li Jin felt relieved when he saw this painting. This is what she looked like when she was a child.

Li Jin turned a page to the back.

'My Jin'er finally came to this world, she will be my everything from now on, I will use all my love to grow up with my baby! '

'Mom loves you, Jin'er smiled at me today. '

'Breastfeeding is very painful, but I don't want to find a nanny. I want to try to take over everything about Jin'er, even if Brother Liang doesn't seem to like this child very much. '

Seeing this, the smile on Li Jin's face faded a little.

She turned two pages to the back, all of which recorded some words about her growth, but she would occasionally start to have doubts about Li Liang.

'Brother Liang came back today, smelling like a woman's perfume. '

'He seemed to have someone out there, and the money was going fast. '

'Dad's heart disease has become more serious and he has to go to country M for treatment. Why do such unfortunate things always happen around me? '

'I found that woman, but Brother Liang begged me on his knees... I don't want my Jin'er to have a father, and I don't want people outside to know that I have encountered such a thing. Pei Yuan has been proud all her life, and I In the end, I still couldn't bear it. '

After that, there were two blank pages, and the more Li Jin looked at it, the more frightened he became.

It turns out that Li Liang was already with Li Ying when her mother was pregnant?

Li Jin's eye circles are red, you bastard!

After that, my mother probably didn't continue to write a diary.

No wonder!Li Jin squeezed the diary fiercely, no wonder the mother in her memory had a weird personality, always staying in the studio sullenly.

Judging from the initial records in the diary, her mother should be a very, very gentle person.

In the next few years, my mother didn't keep a diary anymore, and the next page is the year when she was five years old, that is, the year her mother died.

'I was diagnosed with cancer, and the moment I got cancer, I was actually happy!I feel like I'm about to be freed from this dirty, nasty world.At this moment, I knew that I was sick, not cancer, but a psychological disease. '

"Li Liang no longer loves me, but I still need him to help me maintain my face. I live in the cage I set for myself, even if the cage is full of thorns, but I am also afraid of those things when I step out. The mocking voices and words of the people outside the cage. '

Li Jin leaned on the back of the chair. Her mother is a very face-saving person who has been living in the clouds, because Li Liang came to hell.

The outside is surrounded by evil spirits who are eager to see that she will not end well.

Some people may say that Pei Yuan is hypocritical, because Pei Yuan has never been ashamed, she is a princess who is held in her hands, she treats the world with the greatest kindness, uses the greatest effort to maintain the family, and treats her husband well.

But some people, they are not worthy!

Li Jin was a little afraid to read on, she turned a page with trembling hands, and the next moment her eyes suddenly tightened.

'I became more and more confused, as if divided into two, one I was struggling to survive, the other I kept jumping off the cliff, I was very confused, I couldn't talk to Li Liang about these things, I found my best friend Fang Mosheng, he took me to see a psychiatrist, and the result of the diagnosis was that I suffered from very, very severe depression. '

Fang Mosheng!
Seeing this name, Li Jin's heart suddenly fell into an abyss and became cold.

She flipped back quickly.

'The doctor agreed with my idea, he told me not to divorce, after divorce, I will only face a more cruel world. '

Li Jin's eyes widened in disbelief.

A psychiatrist should be someone who, like Yu Miao, leads people out of the dark abyss!Not the one who pushes people into a deeper abyss!

This psychiatrist is wrong!
"I feel more and more boring to live. The doctor is right. Sometimes it takes courage to let go, and death is a relief. It happened that Tianhua and An were not at home, and my father went to country M. I just left quietly like this. Okay, but what about my Jin'er? '

Although she knew her mother had left, Li Jin still shook her head in horror!

Don't listen to his nonsense!
How could death be liberation!That is the cowardice that makes loved ones hurt their enemies!
Li Jin continued to turn down, her fingertips were hard and red from the wind, and she didn't feel the pain at all.

'I don't want to leave my Jin'er, she is still so young, I had a dream last night, dreaming that Jin'er was bullied after I died, I can't accept this result, I hid in my shell After so long, I thought, at least I should divorce Li Liang before I die, so that my Jin'er can escape from this devil's lair. '

Li Jin couldn't help covering her heart and let out a cry of pain.

In her previous life, she had disliked her mother all her life, but when she was severely depressed, all she could think about was her, and she was willing to bravely fight for a better future for herself.

"Mom..." Li Jin choked up, trying to hold back his tears.

Read on... read on!

There is a voice in the bottom of my heart that keeps ringing.

Li Jin turned the last page tremblingly.

Brother Liang and I filed for a divorce, and he agreed. We decided to go to the divorce tomorrow morning. After the divorce, I will send Jin'er to Pei's house, and I will leave this world. Those people will never laugh at me, and I will never laugh at you. can not hear. '

Li Jin's throat was dry, and she froze when she saw the last line.

The handwriting is messy, with teeth and claws, as if it was written with the last bit of strength.

'...I know it all!I know it all!Li Liang gave me two sleeping pills, I thought they were ordinary medicines, they were sleeping pills with increased doses, but that woman Li Ying rushed in to show off to me, they were not even willing to let me die peacefully, he hugged me Li Ying said the most vicious thing in the world to me. He had long thought of me as dead. She only married me because of my family background. The love I thought was all a joke!They also took my phone! '

"Li Liang won't let me divorce, he doesn't agree to divide the property, he wants to let me die before I get divorced, Fang Mosheng!That woman Li Ying was introduced to him by Fang Mosheng, they were all lying to me, and so was the psychiatrist, they were all lying to me!They are all in the same group, they can't even wait for me to die of illness, they want to use my severe depression to create my suicide situation, the psychiatrist has been suggesting that I commit suicide before! '

'I am so miserable!Death is depriving me of life, I heard Jin'er crying outside, I was knocking on the door, no one helped me, they wanted to trap me to death here! '

'I'm not reconciled, I'm really in pain.... '

'Jin'er... Mom, I'm sorry.... '

The last word was completely distorted, and tears fell down one by one.

Li Jin's hands kept shaking.

Didn't uncle say that mother had cancer?

impossible!
This is not true!
Li Jin called Pei An with shaking hands.

"What's wrong with Xiao Jin'er?" Pei An's warm voice didn't warm her heart at all.

"How did my mother die? Didn't she die of illness?" Li Jin's voice was trembling, and his heart was throbbing with pain.

Pei An was stunned for a moment, and his voice gradually became serious.

"How did you know?" Pei An sighed, "You were young at the time, we told you that you died of illness because we were afraid that you would be sad. In fact, your mother suffered from severe depression, and she took a lot of sleeping pills... …”

Li Jin didn't want to hear any more, so she hung up the phone.

She felt it was difficult to breathe, panting heavily.

In the car, Yu Qianfan frowned seeing Li Jin like this. What did she see?
Yu Qianfan pursed her lips and called Li Jin.

Li Jin glanced at the caller ID, and answered with a numb face.

"Li Jin, do you need me to accompany you now? If you need, I can be by your side right away." He pursed his lips, hoping to get an affirmative answer.

Li Jin's eyes were empty.

"No, don't come."

She hung up the phone and continued to sit like a corpse.

Yu Qianfan smashed the phone viciously.

She didn't want to share her hardest work with her, she would only laugh in front of him, but he didn't want that!

'Clap' sound.

There were cold and heavy raindrops falling on Li Jin's face, but she still didn't move, more and more heavy raindrops fell down.

It's not just rain, there are frost and snow sandwiched in it after splashing.

Seeing that her clothes were about to be drenched, the top of her head suddenly opened with a 'crash'.

Li Jin raised her head and saw a black umbrella covering her.

The person holding the umbrella looked gloomy.

Yu Qianfan knelt down and looked at her at the same level, "Li Jin, let me ask you again."

His eyes were red.

"Do you need me? Now!"

"If you dare to say that you don't need it, I will beat you up."

(End of this chapter)