After the devil, she ran away again

Chapter 557 He is not him after all (2)

"...That... If you want, you can talk to me." Du Ruo said tentatively.

Qing Dai laughed again, obviously she was smiling, but her eyes were slightly red, and she said: "You haven't settled your own affairs yet, do you have time to worry about me?"

"If you're willing to say it, I won't force it, I'll just say it casually." Du Ruo stood up, Qing Dai still seemed unfriendly to her.

Before walking out of the flower hall, Qing Dai also stood up and said, "Don't go!"

"..."

"I don't know who to ask, and I don't know what to do. I've been in a mess for 20 years!" Qing Dai suddenly squatted on the ground and began to cry, like a wronged little girl, sobbing so hard .

"..." Du Ruo walked over at a loss and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qingdai cried for a while, and after her emotions calmed down, she took a deep breath and said, "Have you seen this private school?"

"I see, it should be doing well."

"It's not bad...but it was supposed to be a medical center."

"Teaching and educating people, and hanging the pot to help the world are actually good things."

"No." Qing Dai wiped away her tears and said, "Qingfeng Medical Family, why would you want to teach?"

Du Ruo was silent for a while, and said: "After all, he is reincarnated. No one will live the same as his previous life. Even if he becomes a gangster, it is possible."

Qingdai kept shaking her head, and said: "You told me before that Qingfeng Hunfeishousan did not reincarnate, why now tell me that there is reincarnation?"

"..." Du Ruo didn't answer, maybe after so many years, Qing Dai has gradually become rational.

Qingdai cried for a while and laughed for a while.

She said: "I don't want to use specific things to stipulate that it is Qingfeng, but the longer we get along, the clearer that feeling becomes. Every day there is a voice reminding me that he is not Qingfeng, he is Qingyu."

"At first I thought I had finally found the reincarnation of Qingfeng. He was born thin, he couldn't tell his age, and he lied on purpose because he liked me. He even lived himself like Qingfeng to please me, I said what about Qingfeng, and he did as I said. Studying medical science, hanging the pot to help the world... I really thought he was Qingfeng at one point. We went back to the beginning, when we first met in Chongshan Town."

"But I know he is unhappy, this is not the life he wants. He thinks I don't know, but I have observed him several times in hiding. When he is not in front of me, he always raises his eyebrows, his There are several scars drawn by himself on his body. He actually hates being a breeze..."

Du Ruo heard it, and didn't know what it was like. She thought that the matter between Qingdai and Qingyu could be covered up with white lies, but she didn't expect that she could only get superficial happiness.

Qingdai laughed again, and said: "I like Qingfeng, not him... But he has done so much, and it also moved me. Sometimes when I look at him and think of the past 20 years of getting along, I suddenly can't tell the difference." Qing, do I like Qingfeng or Qingyu. I have already discovered some clues, but it is not impossible to give myself the illusion that he is Qingfeng. Anyway, I am very selfish, and I can just be happy. "

"But... But I clearly know the difference between him and Qingfeng. No matter how much he learns, he is not. I feel very painful, and I don't want to end this painful relationship... What should I do?"

(End of this chapter)