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Chapter 164 What If I Say I Don't Want You To Go?
She panicked suddenly, she didn't know how to face him for a moment, she was at a loss and subconsciously stepped back, "Yes... someone sent the wrong message..."

She said something that she didn't believe even herself, her voice was so hoarse and helpless, which showed her disorder at the moment.

Fu Hanshen immediately noticed that she was abnormal, his black eyes were darkened, and his voice was a little cold, "Bring me the phone and let me have a look."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand towards her.

"I told you that someone else sent the wrong message." Song Yan didn't dare to let him see, her nerves were already on the verge of collapse. At this moment, she was suddenly grateful that it was midnight, and there was no light and no moonlight, so she couldn't hold back Tears are well hidden by darkness.

Not allowing Fu Hanshen to reply, she hurriedly lifted the quilt, extremely afraid of facing him at this moment, and even more afraid that he would spy on him, so she turned and got out of bed, "I'm a little thirsty, go down and drink some water."

After all, she didn't even look back at him anymore, she opened the door with messy steps, and hurried downstairs.

Fu Han sat on the bed, half of his body was covered by the quilt, and he stared at the door, his eyes became deeper and darker, and his brows were full of violence again.

He could feel that Song Yan was lying to him now.

Even, it seemed as if his heart was temporarily closed, isolating him from the outside.

It didn't take him too much to guess who sent a text message at such a time, but he was far away from guessing what the content of that text message was.

It was that damned boredom entrenched in his chest again, Fu Hanshen couldn't drive it away no matter what, his brows were almost furrowed together violently, there was an indelible restlessness in his chest, and his perfect facial features were abnormally stern.

Suddenly, he lifted the quilt, got up and walked into the bathroom...

**
Downstairs, as soon as he reached the first floor, Song Yan slumped down against the wall, holding the phone in his hand, but he couldn't help crying.

She tapped the phone with her frozen fingers, and a row of words in the text message came into view again, "Fu Hanshen is the one who killed your father, are you sure you really want to continue to be with him?"

Song Yan's mind was in a mess, as if she had been hit by Jiao Lei, her heart was throbbing in pain, something was firmly blocking her heart, uncontrollable tears dripped down her eye sockets, and wet the phone Screen.

However, she couldn't vent.

She wanted to collapse and scream, but found that she couldn't do anything, except let the tears keep rolling down, she seemed to lose all strength in her body, and for a moment, she was slumped and torn in pain.

Suddenly, he felt that Lin Xu was really cruel to her.

Since it has been kept a secret for so long, and since she has refused to know about it, why can't Lin Xu let her go?
She clearly didn't want to know what the truth was, but Lin Xu seemed to be forcing her to know.

She couldn't even resist, couldn't refuse, was forced to...

She curled up her legs and buried her head between them. She hugged her legs and wept hoarsely. She clasped her legs tightly with both hands. Her nails dug into her flesh uncontrollably, causing a sharp pain in her legs. However, at this moment But it was far less than the suffocating feeling in my heart.

**
When Fu Hanshen came downstairs, what he saw was that she was curled up in the corner of the wall with her legs folded. Her body was thin and weak. She looked like a little beast abandoned by the whole world, hiding alone in the corner to fend for itself, and finally On the brink of death.

He had never seen Song Yan like this, even when she was the saddest at the beginning, he had never seen her so decadent and desperate, so lonely as if she was the only one in the world.

His dark eyes became more and more sinking, and there was a trace of pain that could not be concealed in his eyes.

The hall on the first floor was not turned on, and the dim light was extraordinarily silent.

Without her crying, without his breathing, the entire space seemed to have fallen into a deathly silence.

Staring at Song Yan who was motionless for a long time, Fu Hanshen slowly bent down and hugged her up by the waist. A voice with an indistinct emotion resounded faintly in the silent space, "The ground is very cold."

The body was hugged by the man's strong arms, and Song Yan with wet eyes looked up at him.

He seemed to have just taken a cold shower, his body was so warm in the cold, his short hair was stained with wet drops of water, and his whole body was filled with the clear and refreshing fragrance from his body, wrapping her inside.

And when the line of sight touched his face, the body sensed his body temperature, the heart that couldn't calm down began to throb violently again, as if suffocated, the heart shrank violently.

She clearly wanted to control it, but the teardrops rolled down again unexpectedly, and she stared at him blankly with wet eyes, as if half of her soul had been pulled out of her body, her eyes looked dull.

Fu Han looked down at her deeply, and because of the close distance, he could easily see her eyes that couldn't hold back tears, "Crying?"

His voice was very soft, as if it came from a distant space.

Song Yan's throat seemed to be choked by something, and he couldn't utter a single syllable. He only stared at him for a moment, and his eyes seemed to be filled with many incomprehensible emotions.

He didn't get an answer from her, but he didn't mind, Fu Hanshen walked upstairs with her frail body in his arms.

**
When he came to the bedroom, he put her gently on the bed, turned on a desk lamp, and Fu Hanshen gently stroked her tear-stained face with his fingers, his eyes were filled with tenderness, and a very soft voice rang out, "Why are you crying? Hmm ?”

Song Yan secretly took a deep breath, and tried his best to draw a faint smile at him, "I had a dream just now, and I dreamed of something, and when I thought about it, I felt heartbroken and sad, so I cried hypocritically."

He clearly knew that her words were made up casually, but Fu Hanshen did not expose her at this time. He still locked his eyes on her pale face with doting and gentle eyes, and wiped away the tears around her eyes with his fingertips, "I still feel sad now. ?"

"There's some left."

As long as she was facing him, the dull pain in her heart would never go away, and if she looked at him more, she would feel more pain.

Almost unable to breathe.

Fu Han stared deeply into her eyes, with deep eyebrows, "How can I make you not sad?"

If it is really just a dream, he is willing to hug her tightly, let her know that at least there is him, she is not alone, there is no need to be sad and feel lonely.

But he knew it wasn't a dream.

From her eyes, he couldn't see what she was thinking at the moment, she suddenly seemed to be hiding many secrets that were hard to touch.

It was true to him that she also chose to hide.

What kind of secret was it that made her suddenly shut him out so that he couldn't get close?
Song Yan pulled his lips, and smiled easily, "Maybe it's all right after a night of sleep. Once you wake up, you'll know it's just a dream, so you won't care about it or think about it."

"Just sleep?"

"Just sleep."

"Okay." Suddenly, she smiled lightly with hooked lips, that smile was like a flower blooming in spring, extraordinarily tender and gentle, and the perfect line at the corners of her mouth was impeccable, "Then go to sleep, wake up soon It'll be fine."

He is like an experienced hunter, Chun Chunshan lures her to follow his steps step by step, the gentle voice, the tender gaze, are like a deadly poison, which makes people piercing the guts but still reluctant to leave .

Song Yan's heart throbbed with pain, feeling as if her heart was about to bleed, and suppressing her emotions, she closed her eyes under his gaze, her bloodless face was very pale, and she couldn't tell the difference in her mind. What are you thinking about.

The two of them were separated by a pair of closed eyes, she couldn't see what expression he had on his face at this moment, her lips were pursed lightly, and she didn't move even a bit.

Fu Han stared at her for a long time, seeing that she was no longer moving, he closed his deep eyes, and instead of asking about the content of the text message, he pulled the quilt and covered her with a slight movement.

After that, Song Yan felt that there was no movement around him. He seemed to have been sitting on the edge of the bed, not lying down. He didn't know what he was thinking or doing. She didn't have the courage to open her eyes to see.

Afraid that if he didn't notice it, he would show his panic in his eyes.

Afterwards, I couldn't tell how much time had passed, the space was dead silent, and Song Yan, who didn't feel any sleepiness, still closed her eyes, sensing that there was always a pair of eyes staring at her, she turned over and faced the other side, It seemed to be an unconscious movement that really fell asleep.

Not long after, Fu Hanshen looked away from her, and Song Yan heard the sound of the man behind him standing up and taking a cigarette and a lighter from the bedside table.

After that, he walked to the French window, took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, turned on the lighter and lit it with a snap.

He took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled smoke from his mouth.

The resolute and stern face was facing outside, his deep and misty eyes did not know where to look, they were as deep as a glacier that could not be melted, and the icy and cool color filled his eyes.

Song Yan didn't look at him, but secretly grabbed the quilt with his hands tighter and tighter.

It is clear that the other party does not have any sleepiness, but the two of them are silent like this. The two hearts suddenly seem to be far apart, the silent and dead atmosphere until the sun rises, and the distant sky reveals a white belly...

**
Song Xiaoyuan got up early and went downstairs in his pajamas, and saw Song Yan preparing breakfast in the kitchen, and Fu Hanshen sitting in the living room reading a newspaper.

He blinked his confused eyes and walked towards Fu Hanshen, "Father."

"Are you awake?" Fu Hanshen put down the newspaper and raised his eyelids to look at him.

Song Xiaoyuan inexplicably felt that the atmosphere was not right today, so he moved closer to Fu Hanshen and lay on his lap, "Father, when are we going to fly today?"

About going abroad, I also found an opportunity to tell Song Xiaoyuan in advance, the little guy has never been abroad, and he was very happy when he knew he was going to fly, and he didn't feel any reluctance to leave here.

Probably, it was because they knew that Song Yan and Fu Hanshen were going together, so there was no uneasiness.

Fu Hanshen was surprisingly patient today, looking at the time on the clock on his wrist, "You can leave after breakfast."

Afterwards, he put down the newspaper, stood up and walked upstairs, "Go wash up."

"Oh." Song Xiaoyuan could only follow him upstairs, thinking that he was going to fly later, he felt a little excited inside.

He had never sat before! !

When Song Yan was ready for breakfast, Fu Hanshen came downstairs with Song Xiaoyuan, who was fully dressed, and called them to the dining room, and she went to the kitchen to serve out the last breakfast.

However, as soon as she turned around with her things in hand, Fu Hanshen came behind her at some point. As soon as she turned around, she saw his upright figure, and she was slightly stunned.

Fu Hanshen stared at her plain face, closed his eyes lightly, and asked slowly, "Is it better now?"

He was referring to the early morning events.

It seemed that Song Yan really seemed to have calmed down his emotions, just as she said, after waking up from sleep, she would really feel better.

But in fact, only she will know what kind of mood she is in now.

With her eyes lowered slightly, she hummed lightly, and walked past him, "Let's go out and have breakfast."

But before the words fell, the wrists that had just passed by his side were grasped by a pair of big hands, and all that came from the wrists was his temperature.

Song Yan looked sideways at him.

Fu Han stared at her deeply and said, "Are you really all right?"

Words with unclear meanings made it difficult for people to guess his emotions. It looked like a simple question, but it revealed a deep meaning inexplicably, which made people feel a kind of seriousness.

Song Yan still pulled his lips into a faint smile, and hummed again.

Looking at her, Fu Hanshen suddenly probed, as if looking through the slightly curved corners of her mouth, to find out how true or false her smile and answer were.

It's not that he can't see through her, but he just can't understand what she is thinking now.

If her answer is really the answer in her heart, then he must believe it, but at this moment he doesn't really believe it...

"Go out."

Without continuing to explore her, Fu Hanshen retracted his gaze, took the things in her hands, and led her out of the kitchen.

**
Since all the necessary things were packed last night, after breakfast, we can simply pack up and go to the airport.

Song Yan knew that someone would take care of the things in the house after they left, and she didn't need to worry about anything, so he didn't ask anything.

Shi Heng came over early, moved their things into the trunk of the car, turned back and said to Fu Han, "Boss, everything is fine."

Fu Hanshen nodded, signaling Song Xiaoyuan to get in the car first.

The little guy looked at the two of them, but without saying a word, he opened the door of the back seat of the car and got in.

Fu Hanshen turned back to Song Yan and said, "Get in the car."

However, after he finished speaking, Song Yan did not move.

He looked sideways at her.

Song Yan bit his lower lip, looked at him slowly, and said, "I remembered that I forgot to tell my friend before leaving. There is still some time before the plane takes off, and it won't take long to get to the airport from here. I'm going to say hello to my friends first."

As soon as her words came out, Fu Hanshen's heart sank. It wasn't that he was unhappy, but a kind of heaviness that seemed to be lost soon. He said calmly without changing his face, "You can call her and let her know."

"No." Song Yan forced a smile, afraid that he would think too much, and said with a soothing smile, "I have to leave here, I don't know how long it will take to meet her in the future, I want to say hello to her in person .”

"..."

"If you're worried, let Shi Heng drive me there." Song Yan said calmly with a smile, "We will definitely arrive at the airport before the plane takes off."

Shi Heng looked at the scene where the atmosphere seemed to freeze, and suddenly he didn't understand what happened to Song Yan.

Why do you have to choose this time to say hello to your friends in person?
Fu Hanshen stared at her for a long time without knowing what kind of affection was in his eyes, and then said in a slightly cold tone, "What if I say I don't want you to go?"

The way he looked at her deeply made Song Yan's heart skip a beat, his tone seemed to be trying to persuade her to stay...

(End of this chapter)