Marriage Heartbeat: Ex-wife Marries Me Again

Chapter 179
Yin Xiangwan sat blankly for a while, then realized that it was getting late, she went into the bathroom to take a shower, came out to blow-dry her hair, and it was already late when she returned to the bedroom, she just lay down, her mind was still in a mess , I couldn't sleep no matter what, the scene of Jin Yeqing kissing her kept flashing through my mind.

This damned Jin Yeqing, why did he want to disturb her life just when she wanted to live a peaceful life?All in all, Jin Yeqing is a nasty fly, everywhere, and repeatedly peels off her old wounds and exposes them to the air.

She hated him, but she couldn't hate him anyway.

While I was struggling, a message came to my phone.

Yin Xiang opened it later, and completely lost sleep after reading it.

What does it happen for a reason mean?What does it mean to explain in the future, what do you take her for, and you can abandon her for a reason?Can she just casually say an understatement and make her beat the child for a reason?Could there be a reason to explain all this?Does she have to forgive him for the harm he caused her?Is it that simple that he said something happened for a reason?He thinks that those things in the past can be overturned if there is a reason for them, so that they can never be mentioned again, right?It's a joke.

In her whole life, she would never forgive him, nor this bastard.

Lying in a haze all night, until the day gradually dawned, she was also groggy, half asleep.

When she got up in the morning, it was still early, so she bought breakfast and took it to the hospital.

When she arrived at the hospital, Xiao Bai was still dreaming, hugging his Stitch doll and thinking about it.

"Xiaobai, Xiaobai has woken up and has breakfast."

"Hey, Dabao, you woke up really early today." Xiaobai rubbed his eyes, and looked at Dabao slightly surprised, "I used to wake you up when you went to work, but now you are much more diligent."

"Of course, when there is no Xiaobai, my mother always tells me that I must get up early, otherwise I won't be able to deliver meals to Xiaobai." Yin Xiangwan smiled a little far-fetched.

"Dabao, are you having a nightmare? It doesn't look good." Xiaobai asked concerned.

"No, maybe it's because I got up too early, okay Xiaobai, let's eat quickly."

"Oh, Dabao. Then don't get up so early in the future." Xiaobai lowered his head and silently ate rice.

After breakfast, there was still plenty of time, so Yin Xiangwan played with Xiaobai for a while before leaving for the company.

At this time, Jin Yeqing had just woken up.

Jin Yeqing has such an advantage that is both an advantage and a disadvantage, that is, after drinking sober, he will remember his words and deeds after he was drunk, and then Jin Yeqing, who woke up in the morning, completely collapsed.

What did he say, what did he tell Tang Jin? ! ! !
What kissed Yin Xiangwan, what recalled the little things back then, what this and that, what did he say such stupid things!
Then on this day, the CEO shamelessly absent from work.

Then, when Jin Yeqing turned on the phone, he found that the screen of the phone was stuck on the information interface, and there was a text message sent last night in the information.

Xiaowan, in fact, I have never forgotten you for so many years. What happened back then happened for a reason. When the time is right, I will explain it to you.

The recipient, Yin Xiangwan.

Time, eleven fifty-two.

What the hell are these?Who the hell did this.

Tang Jin, Tang Jin, that's right, it's definitely the bastard Tang Jin, is he trying to piss him off on purpose?He must take good care of this damn Tang Jin.

How to do it, Yin Xiangwan must have seen this damn message, what should he say, is it Tang Jin's silly prank?She probably would stare at him to death with a blank stare.

This nasty Tang Jin thinks he doesn't do enough.

All in all, this guy is sure that he remembers those embarrassing and absurd things he said last night and won't go to him to settle accounts, otherwise this guy would never dare to break ground on Tai Sui's head.

Tang Jin was right on point. There was indeed a reason for the divorce back then, but he was already prepared to rot this secret in his stomach and never tell it. Now that Tang Jin made such an incident, he didn't know how to deal with it. .

So Jin Yeqing started the mode of lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling sadly.

Angrily, Yin Xiangwan waited for Jin Yeqing in the company all day without seeing him come to work, and only later did he hear that he was on a business trip to Hong Kong.

It's really abominable, when she was most angry and wanted to settle accounts with him, he actually went on a business trip, it was really, really, really too much!
Yin Xiangwan was shrouded in an aura called anger all day long, which made his colleagues tremble, not knowing what happened.

After work in the afternoon, when she rushed to the hospital, Xiao Bai asked her where the bad uncle had gone.

"Your bad uncle was sold to South Africa by human traffickers to be a child bride." Yin Xiangwan said viciously.

"Oh, what is a child bride?" Xiao Bai looked curious about the baby.

"Eh... a child bride is... a daughter-in-law bought by a rich man in the old society for his son..." Yin Xiangwan felt that his son's brain circuit was very abnormal.

"Oh, so the daughter-in-law can buy it. Did the bad uncle buy Dabao back then?"

Yin Xiangwan was powerless to say anything more.

But Xiaobai's metaphor is more appropriate.

In her situation, it was like the dowry maids used by young ladies in ancient times when they got married.

Hey, sad reminder.

She is indeed free now. Six years ago, her wish came true six years later, but she still has something in her mind. If she doesn't come back here, she might just spend the rest of her life in such a mediocre manner, but she came back , not only came back, but also met Jin Yeqing. With his character, if he saw Xiao Bai, it would be impossible not to ask him about his life experience, but she was still trying to cover it up, and in the end he and she broke up unhappy. .

In fact, six years ago, she was already full of disappointment with this land where she had lived for more than 20 years. When she pulled the suitcase and went out, she never thought of going back, just like someone said in the book "Hong Kong is no longer my land, so I will revisit it as if I am in my old place."

That's right, Shanghai is no longer her hometown, so it's like she's revisiting her old place.

Since revisiting the old place, it is possible to meet the old people.

Yin Xiangwan felt that her life was just a rotten painting, a failure. She had no choice but to add something to this chaotic painting.

This afternoon, Yin Xiangwan took an afternoon off.

Instead of going to the hospital, she went to the cemetery.

When her mother passed away, she was not very sensible. A few days ago, she kept asking her where she went and why she never came back. At first, Yin Haitao patiently coaxed her, but in the end, he couldn't stand her annoyance. neck and told her that her mother was dead.

Do you remember what kind of mood she was in at that time?She still has a vague concept of life and death. She doesn't know that when a person dies, there is nothing left, and she doesn't know that when a person dies, his soul will be cremated and returned to heaven. For a moment, she really felt a sense of despair that she would never see her mother again.

She still remembers that feeling until now, and those scars are still clearly engraved on her heart.

The moment she almost lost Xiao Bai that day, this feeling came back to her body clearly.

She is desperate and fearful, but nothing is more turbulent than self-blame. Usually she always feels that she is a competent and good mother, but that time, she clearly felt her uneasiness. She didn't have a mother to herself. The love of the child, let alone the instant reaction to protect the child when the danger came, she was dumbfounded at that time, no different from a child who needed protection.

She kept making fun of Jin Yeqing, but she found that Jin Yeqing was more patient in taking care of Xiaoxiao than she was in taking care of Xiaobai. Except for the problem of principle, he never showed a violent and rude side to the child. [-]% care and love, compared to him, she is still very insufficient.

She has been thinking, is it true that Xiaobai will be handed over to him, so that Xiaobai will grow up healthy and healthy under the blessing of his father, maybe her love for Xiaobai is really limited, not as good as a real father Can give much.

"Mom, do you think I did something wrong? I obviously couldn't take care of Xiaobai well, so why did I go my own way and give birth to him? He suffered so much with me, and I kept hurting him. Tell me, did I do something wrong?"

It was quiet in the cemetery, and no one answered her words.

Yin Xiangwan caressed the photo on the tombstone, looked at his mother's familiar features, as if they had returned to many years ago, and their family was still very happy. Although Yin Haitao often didn't go home, his mother always took good care of her. Compared with my mother, she is far from taking care of Xiaobai.

"I remember once I cut my hand with a knife and kept crying, and you bandaged me. At that time, I remember that I bled a lot. You said that I should eat more pork liver to mend it. Eat pork liver, eat pork liver every day, have been eating for several weeks."

"Another time, I took a small stone and beat a kindergarten classmate's head into a big bag. You took me to someone's house to apologize to him, but it turned out that the classmate's parents were your former classmates. You chatted together. Ah chatting, in the end me and that classmate also became good friends."

"I still remember the first time you quarreled with Yin Haitao. I don't know if you quarreled before. It was the first time I remember you two quarreled. Even you, who had always been good-tempered, spoke loudly. I was terrified at the time. I have been hiding behind the door and dare not speak. In fact, I knew at that time that Yin Haitao was having an affair." Yin Xiangwan very calmly stated the scars that he dared not even move before, "I didn't know until later. , it turns out that he had an affair long ago, but you never knew about it."

(End of this chapter)