Marriage Heartbeat: Ex-wife Marries Me Again

Chapter 196
Jin Yeqing knew that Yin Xiangwan's life in Yin's house was not good, but he didn't know that she had always lived like this. He thought that Chen Mei just didn't like her, but he didn't expect Chen Mei to beat her when she was young. Fortunately, she grew up slowly and left this so-called home.

"Then when I grew up, I wanted to learn the piano, but I didn't want to ask Yin Haitao for money to buy a piano, so I went to the home of a classmate who had a piano and asked her to teach me how to play the piano. That's how I learned the piano. That classmate, Our relationship has always been very good, and then I saved up money to buy a guitar and a violin, which I kept at her home, and we both learned three instruments later.”

Jin Yeqing thought of a sentence, people's hearts are moving. Did he want anything before, and the Jin family would send them to him in piles, but now he feels that what he has learned through hard work seems to be more precious.

"I remember when I first went to college, my roommates in our dormitory wanted to go home every day, secretly squatting under the covers and crying at night, calling home whenever I had time during the day, and I would sit at the table and read novels by myself. I just went out to work and take a walk or something, and they asked me why I didn’t want to go home, and I told them that home is not my home.”

"Later I got to know Ye Tong. Ye Tong's home is a very large and harmonious family. Her grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, aunts, brothers and sisters all gather at the same table for dinner during the holidays. I went there once. , their family is so lively that people always want to laugh, they are very enthusiastic, it is the first time I saw a family that is completely different from the Yin family, I am very envious of Ye Tong, she is my best friend, so you can’t fry She squid."

Yep, back again.

After talking for a long time, I still talked about firing squid for a long time.

It was the first time Jin Yeqing heard Yin Xiangwan talk so much about the Yin family today. It turns out that the Yin family, which looks glamorous on the outside, also has such a dirty inside story, and Yin Haitao, who looks so generous on the outside, has such a dark and indifferent side.

There is a saying that it is difficult to paint the skin to paint a tiger, and it is difficult to paint the bones, knowing the face but not the heart, which probably refers to Yin Haitao.

"After graduating from university, I thought I was free. Who knew that Yin Rou had a car accident when she was about to marry you. I just escaped from the tiger's den and was forced into the wolf's den."

"Am I a wolf's den? It's obviously a golden house, like a palace, resplendent and magnificent." Jin Yeqing retorted very unhappy.

"I don't want to be resplendent and resplendent," Yin Xiangwan raised his head to look at him, his big eyes were teary, and Jin Yeqing looked a little embarrassed.

She just wants to be alone in the ends of the earth, what she thinks doesn’t need anyone to understand her name, she doesn’t need others to know, she just wants to wander by herself, when she was in high school, she thought about rock climbing, skydiving, bungee jumping, wandering around the ends of the earth Afterwards, before her wish was fulfilled, she was imprisoned in another cage.

She wants freedom, he can't give her.

Jin Yeqing felt that Yin Xiangwan might have been a bird longing to fly far away, but the Yin family cut off her wings and dedicated them to him. He was just a kid who wanted to have fun, thinking that the golden cage for the bird would be delicious food. Love, but unfortunately he doesn't know, what she wants is not this, what she wants is to grow wings again, what she wants is to fly in the sky, what she wants is the comfort in the wind and rain, but he can only give her Food and water, and a cage that cuts her off from the sky.

It's a pity, she doesn't want to stay with him.

"Yin Xiangwan."

Yin Xiangwan was talking happily, but was very upset when Jin Yeqing suddenly interrupted him.

"Do you hate me?"

"Huh?" Yin Xiangwan didn't realize it, and felt that he was completely shocked by Jin Yeqing's leaping thinking.

"What happened back then, do you hate me?"

As soon as the events of that year were mentioned, the atmosphere became obviously stalemate. The events of six years ago, no matter for her or him, were unforgettable and even more difficult scars.

"Hate, why not hate, the most important marriage in my life was destroyed by you, how could I not hate you."

After Yin Xiangwan finished speaking, both of them fell silent.

Jin Yeqing wanted to say that he didn't want to divorce her. What happened back then was that he didn't come up with a perfect solution. It was his fault. He sacrificed her. He always felt guilty towards her. He knew she hated him, but he always Can't help but get close to her, no matter what happens to see her angry, happy, sad, or angry, watching her emotions, as long as he has her in his life, he feels that the future is extremely worth looking forward to .

When I saw someone confessing, I said "I apply to join your life".

It's a pity that he is no longer qualified to participate in her life.

"Actually, it's much better now, Jin Yeqing, I don't seem to hate you so much anymore." Yin Xiangwan took a deep breath, "At first, I thought that I would never see you again for the rest of my life, and just spend my life with Xiaobai so simply. , Who knows that by mistake, I actually saw you again, and let you recognize Xiaobai, this may be God's will, it is God who wants you to recognize Xiaobai."

Yin Xiangwan's tone was flat, as if he had forgiven the past and forgotten the pain of that year.

It's not that she never thought of hating him for the rest of her life, but time will really wash away everything. She hated him so much back then, and wished she would never see him for the rest of her life. Later, time slowly diluted her memory, and she couldn't even remember herself What was the weather and what was the day when we moved out of Jin's house? It seemed that the pain and love and hatred that everyone had experienced would gradually fade over time, and she couldn't avoid it.

Forget it, it's just an old incident, she is no more than a layman, and he is no more than a layman, layman and layman, it is inevitable that there will be intense contact and estrangement.

So be it.

"Jin Yeqing, now I don't hate you anymore."

She should let go of the love and hatred of the past, everything in the past, as the Buddhists said, form is emptiness, emptiness is form, she has no insight, but time can teach her everything.

She thinks she understands, no matter how much pain, no matter how much suffering, it will pass after you have endured it, if you keep holding on to it, then you will waste the beauty of the present, you have already used it to taste its bitterness, Why take the present and the future together to accompany the pain? What you can't let go of is not torturing others, but giving up on yourself.

In the afternoon, Yin Xiangwan wanted to drink milk tea. Jin Yeqing originally wanted to stop her from drinking it, but then thought that the Mala Tang two days ago had not satisfied her, so he relented and went downstairs to buy her milk tea.

"Hey, bring me a glass of lemonade by the way." Yin Xiangwan said to Jin Yeqing before he left.

It's so hard to push, he shouldn't just agree to buy her milk tea with a soft heart.

Damn, it's easy to get on the house and lift the tiles.

As soon as Jin Yeqing left, Yin Xiangwan happily lay down on the bed and played games.

Defend the radish, ho ho ha ha, little monster, die, look at my little sun, and a little plane and rocket, ohno, her radish...

Then the door of the ward was opened.

"So fast, did you buy my lemonade?" Yin Xiangwan saw Yin Haitao as soon as he turned his head. Yin Xiangwan stood up in surprise, the wound on his back was affected, and she immediately lay down in pain.

"Xiaowan, are you okay?" Yin Haitao hurried over to support her.

"It's okay." Yin Xiangwan lay on his stomach silently.

"Xiaowan, are your injuries okay? Why did you fall?" Yin Haitao frowned. He simply asked the doctor about Yin Xiangwan's injury just now. With skin grafts, the scars on your back can be difficult to hide.

"It's okay, it's just a carelessness." Yin Xiangwan felt that it seemed awkward for him and Yin Haitao to talk against each other as father and daughter.

"Xiao Wan, Dad knows that you have been blaming me for your mother's affairs, but you have to know that there is a reason for it. Dad has done something wrong, and Dad wants to compensate Xiaorou and her mother. He has always ignored your thoughts, Dad I'm also sorry." Yin Haitao confided to his daughter for the first time in more than 20 years, and the guilt, apology and love in his heart cannot be concealed.

Yin Xiangwan never thought that there was a story behind Yin Haitao.

"Xiao Wan, Dad knows I'm sorry for you, but you must forgive Dad. Dad has a reason for doing this."

"I just want to know why my mother divorced you back then, was it just because you had an affair? Chen Mei is not as good as my mother at all, and she has a son. You won't be so blind, right? There must be some other reason." Yin Xiangwan said, carefully observing Yin Haitao's reaction, and it turned out that there was indeed an inside story.

"You also know that your mother is a person who can't tolerate sand in her eyes. She wanted to divorce me because she discovered the relationship between me and Chen Mei and then knew the existence of Yin Rou. There is no other reason." Yin Haitao As he said that, he asked again as if thinking of something, "Why do you ask that, did someone say something to you?"

"Dad, if you came today to act with me, then I think you can go back. Someone has already told me everything about that year. Now I just want to hear from you, why did my mother divorce you? If you have something to do with Chen Mei, you should explain everything clearly to me now." Yin Xiangwan felt that there must be someone who knew what happened back then, and Yin Haitao was very afraid that this person would tell what happened back then. So she simply pretended to know everything to trick Yin Haitao into telling the truth.

"Sure enough, he still said it." Yin Haitao was really fooled.

"Dad, do you still want to hide it? How long do you think you can hide it? I will find out sooner or later." Yin Xiangwan continued to repeat Yin Haitao's words.

Yin Haitao was clearly out of mood today, otherwise Yin Xiangwan's methods would never have fooled him.

"Actually, there was a reason for what happened back then. I love your mother very much, but I had to divorce her."

(End of this chapter)