Marriage Heartbeat: Ex-wife Marries Me Again

Chapter 205

After Yin Xiang went to the toilet at night, he still waited for Jin Yeqing to carry her back to the ward. When he came out, he saw that Jin Yeqing hadn't washed up. He probably didn't go to the toilet either, so he couldn't help feeling suspicious.

"Didn't you go to the bathroom?"

"It's okay." Jin Yeqing went back to the ward with Yin Xiangwan on his back, and then went back to the toilet to tidy up a bit, then went downstairs to buy breakfast for Yin Xiangwan.

To be exact, it seemed that breakfast was no longer available at this time. Jin Yeqing went to the supermarket to buy thick yogurt and bread, and then returned to the ward with a bag of bread and milk.

After the two had breakfast, Jin Yeqing wanted to go home to get some clothes. Before leaving, he told Yin Xiangwan not to move around, and he said hello to the nurse before he was willing to leave in peace.

The nurse really thinks that this job is so worry-free. Jin Yeqing has done most of the work. Her current state reminds her of the words "vegetarian meal for corpses". She doesn't just take money and do nothing Well, it's too easy.

When Jin Yeqing returned to Jin's house, Xiaobai and Xiaoxiao had already gone to kindergarten.

Mrs. Zhang was cleaning up, and when she saw him come back, she hurriedly got up to greet him.

But the young master's appearance is obviously not good.

Jin Yeqing nodded to Mrs. Zhang, and then went upstairs.

After going upstairs, the first thing Jin Yeqing did was to take a shower. After the shower, he changed his clothes, then tidied himself up carefully, took a few clothes, and hurried downstairs again.

Mrs. Zhang nodded very gratified, very good, she felt that the young master and young mistress were getting back together soon, and seeing that the young master was so nervous about young mistress, it seemed that he took young mistress to heart.

Yin Xiangwan's life here is obviously not so pleasant. Just after Jin Yeqing left, she just wanted to use the computer to chat with Xiao Xiaoxiao for a while, when she opened the chat software, there was a knock on the door.

At first, she thought it was the brother who delivered the flowers, so she said "please come in", but when the door opened, she saw Yin Rou's face.

I'll go, is she here to fight me?

At that time, Yin Xiangwan's psychological portrayal was very complicated. Should she accept her challenge?Or she secretly called Jin Yeqing to come to the rescue?Now with her combat power, she is no match for Yin Rou at all, so what should I do?

"I'm not here to trouble you." When Yin Rou said this, Yin Xiangwan's heart went back to his stomach smoothly, "Can I sit?"

Yin Xiangwan nodded, deep in his heart was turbulent, Yin Rou and she had always been at odds, why didn't she look for her today to find fault, did she still come to see her?
"You don't have to be so defensive. I came here today to tell you that my engagement with Jin Yeqing has been cancelled, and I don't like Jin Yeqing anymore."

After hearing this sentence, Yin Xiangwan's brain was completely stunned as if it had been bombed by an atomic bomb.

"You heard me right, I really let go of Jin Yeqing, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sit here and talk to you calmly." Once Yin Rou changed from her previous arrogance, Yin Xiangwan was really uncomfortable.

"Aren't you stimulated by something?" Yin Xiangwan thought about it, and this might be the only explanation that was more reasonable.

"Nothing," Yin Rou said lightly, "I just figured it out."

Yin Xiangwan felt that Yin Rou must have been stimulated. To Yin Rou, Jin Yeqing is equivalent to the effect of the sun on the earth. Do you believe that one day the earth can live well without the sun?The earth has always revolved around the sun. If the earth flew away from the sun on its own initiative... Yin Xiangwan couldn't imagine what kind of scene it would be.

"You don't have to be too confused. I used to fight against you because of Jin Yeqing. I never thought about myself. I feel like I haven't lived in the first half of my life. I don't know how I became like this. I was obviously not like this before, why did I become like this now?" Yin Rou said, covering her face and crying softly.

"You..." Yin Xiangwan suddenly felt that she really couldn't say anything now.

Yin Rou has been indifferent to her since she was a child, and never talked to her much. The relationship between the two of them is basically zero, and they always pass by coldly when they meet on the street.

Yin Xiangwan felt that she and Chen Mei had ruined his family. Yin Rou felt that Yin Xiangwan was the daughter of his father and his ex-wife, and he also stood on the same front as his mother and took indifferent measures against Yin Xiangwan.

The rooms for the two are also divided into two sides on the second floor. At first, Yin Haitao allocated the two of them to adjacent rooms in order to increase the relationship between them. the other end.

Since then, Yin Xiangwan never confronted Yin Rou face to face, until she married Jin Yeqing.

Later, when Yin Rou was in a car accident and was hospitalized, Yin Xiangwan didn't visit her either. In the end, Yin Haitao kept asking her to visit Yin Rou. She simply lived in the school for a few days and didn't go home at all.

Later, on the eve of her marriage into Jin's family, Yin Rou asked her to go to the hospital, but she didn't go. She knew what she wanted to say to her, but she wasn't interested in listening to it, and she didn't want to see her at all.

Later... Chen Mei also scolded her as a "white-eyed wolf" because of this incident, she just treated her as air, packed up her things and left.

She hated Chen Mei to an indescribable degree.

She is not a person who likes to quarrel with others, so she always ignores the policy. Who knows that this method has contributed to their arrogance. Sometimes she simply wants to live outside and not go home.

So no matter how Yin Rou cried pitifully in front of her, in fact, she didn't have much sympathy, and she didn't want to pretend that she didn't hate her to comfort her, that was too fake, she Can't do it.

Yin Rou cried for a while, then calmed down, and when she raised her head, she had returned to normal.

"I remember when I was with Jin Yeqing just now, I thought I had realized my greatest wish in life. I always thought I was dreaming. Who knew I would wake up the next day..."

"He is still by my side, we have always been boyfriend and girlfriend, but he has never done any intimate actions between couples to me, sometimes I even wonder if he likes me, but he has never I've been in contact with other women... I have no way of doubting it, until you get married to Jin's family when you get married. "

"At the time, I thought that Jin Yeqing would never agree. Who knew that he didn't object. I felt something was wrong at the time. He didn't look like someone who used marriage as a bargaining chip, but he married you by a strange coincidence."

"At that time, I had a bad feeling, although you have never spoken, although you may not know his name, but the moment he made a decision, I had a feeling that his life may not belong to me."

"I went abroad to recuperate with peace of mind. At that time, I thought, if Jin Yeqing still likes me when I come back, I will take him back. If he is already living with you, I will never make the same decision as my mother , I can't be the person who breaks up other people's families, who knows, he would divorce you when he came back."

Isn't it because of Yin Rou that Jin Yeqing divorced her? Why didn't even Yin Rou know about it? Didn't Jin Yeqing divorce her in order to be with her when Yin Rou came back?

And what happened... Who can tell her what happened back then?

"At that time, I foolishly thought that Jin Yeqing was still interested in me. I divorced you when I knew I was going back to China. Who knew that when I found him with great interest..."

"He was very indifferent to me. I asked him if he didn't like me anymore, but he told me not to think about it. I thought it was just that he wasn't used to it, or... that he felt ashamed of you. I never dared to ask him, so we have come here again in the past six years, our relationship is like a pool of stagnant water, I have already had a hunch, "

Yin Xiangwan felt that Yin Rou's story was also very rich, if her story were also published in a book.

What can be written is [-] points wonderful! It's a pity that she and Yin Rou are not on the same side. No matter how her life is, she doesn't want to get involved anymore.

"Later when you came back, the difference he treated you and the care he gave you made me understand his indifference to me. Maybe I was also desperate in my heart, but I still held on to the last hope and refused to let go. He may still miss his old love, but in fact I was wrong, he spent so many years with me to finish this dream, how can I expect him to live his whole life."

Sometimes, Yin Xiangwan felt that human beings were really strange.

Strange thoughts and strange behaviors, sometimes even the decisions you make are very strange. I used to be obsessed with what I have been pursuing, and maybe I will let it go someday. No wonder the Dharma is profound, it may be because of the complexity of human nature, and the understanding of all things. The probability of the truth is too small.

Many times it is difficult for people to see themselves clearly. No matter what they do or a decision, if you think about it carefully, you may not understand why you made such a decision in the first place.

Just like what Khaled Hosseini said in "The Kite Runner": people are like this, they will always live within a certain time limit, and the world there may not be understood even after a few years, but this It's something we can't break through. For you, thousands of times, you will still be bruised and bruised. Maybe this is life, and life is not just doing worthwhile things.

Yes, life is not just doing worthwhile things.

It’s not just about doing the right thing, you always have to do things aimlessly or without clues that you will even find boring in the future, but that’s your youth, that’s the loneliness you can’t get back later. Yong, that is the childishness and preciousness of the past.

Yin Rou has been chasing a dream for so many years.

Although broken, she did not regret her previous efforts.

(End of this chapter)