Marriage Heartbeat: Ex-wife Marries Me Again

Chapter 220 Yin Xiangwan's guilt
"If you have made up your mind, you should deal with it as soon as possible. The closer the divorce is, the more difficult it will be." Finally Tang Jin left this sentence.

The wedding day was getting closer and closer, and Yin Xiangwan's worries became more and more serious. She suddenly began to regret making such a hasty decision at the beginning, and what should she do now, to be honest, she herself was a little at a loss.

Sometimes guilt can often dampen a person's courage and destroy a person's passion.

Brother Chen is like a friend to her, like a relative, she won't have the heart to hurt him.

At the beginning, she agreed to marry him only out of a moment of urgency. To be honest, even if Jin Yeqing hadn't made such a fuss, she would have regretted it in her heart. She seldom did things that she regretted. There is no way to deal with it.

But she has to make it clear to Brother Chen sooner or later, the sooner the better, she can't let Brother Chen's whole life be ruined by her hands, she must explain this matter to him clearly, must!

The next day after thinking about it, Yin Xiangwan called Mu Yuanchen.

"Hey, Xiaowan, what do you want?" Mu Yuanchen's voice was full of joy, and Yin Xiangwan's heart tightened.

"It's nothing, brother Chen, do you have something to do tonight? I have something to tell you."

I'm sorry, Brother Chen.

"I have an operation here. If you don't mind, I can do it later."

"Well, let's meet at the restaurant near the hospital."

Sometimes, Yin Xiangwan felt that destroying a person's hope was a very bad thing.

Especially she gave him hope, and now she wants to crush it with her own hands, she really can't bear it, mainly because she doesn't know what Jin Yeqing is thinking, if he really jumps off the building or sends Xiaobai to What should she do abroad?
Not to mention all these threats, even if she can marry Mu Yuanchen in a safe and sound way, is she really happy in her heart?
She and Mu Yuanchen, will they spend their lives wronged by each other like this?Will Brother Chen be happy?Will she be happy?It doesn't seem to be the case, wronging one's own decision will always make people feel uncomfortable.

In the evening, Yin Xiangwan sat in a restaurant near Mu Yuanchen Hospital and waited for him. She had sent the address to Brother Chen, hoping that he could finish the operation soon.

It was about eight o'clock.

Mu Yuanchen just rushed to the hospital, Yin Xiangwan looked down at the time and took a deep breath.

"Sorry I'm late."

"It's okay," Yin Xiangwan twisted his fingers slightly, hesitating indescribably.

"What, do you have something to do?" Mu Yuanchen asked, "Let's order first."

Mu Yuanchen called the waiter, took care of Yin Xiangwan's taste, and ordered a few dishes at random.

When the dishes were on the table, Yin Xiangwan found that they were all his favorite food in the past. Brother Chen always remembered her taste, and he remembered every detail of life, but she would owe him in the end.

"Brother Chen, I've thought about the wedding clearly."

Hearing that Yin Xiangwan mentioned the wedding, Mu Yuanchen also raised his head and looked at Yin Xiangwan solemnly.

"Brother Chen, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't marry you."

"why?"

Yin Xiangwan heard the turmoil and disappointment in Mu Yuanchen's tone. She didn't want to hurt him, but she still hurt him in the end.

"I'm sorry Brother Chen..." Yin Xiangwan stated his apology over and over again: "I'm sorry, I've thought about it, our marriage is not fair to you, and it's not fair to me."

"Brother Chen, you have always been taking care of me. You know my temperament. We are destined to be unhappy in a marriage like this. Besides, I can't wrong you because of my own selfish interests. The rash decision at the time was because of me. Wanting to get back Xiaobai's custody rights, I was dazzled, I didn't think clearly, I thought a lot during this time, your future is very good, bright, I still can't drag you down... Xiaobai I really want to take back the custody rights, but not in this way, I am too selfish to involve you in this matter, such a hasty decision is inappropriate for you and me."

"Actually, I knew you would make such a decision, but I didn't expect it to be so soon."

Mu Yuanchen's tone was light: "I haven't sent out the invitation yet, and everyone still doesn't know about our affairs. I will trouble you to take back the invitation from your side. Besides, Xiaowan, let me say it again, I The reason why I choose to marry you is not for you, but for myself."

"Thank you, Brother Chen."

There is such a sentence in a TV series, which is better, sorry or thank you?

Maybe I should thank you, at least you helped her.

After leaving the restaurant, Mu Yuanchen sent Yin Xiangwan home, and the two of them had nothing to say along the way.

When she finally arrived downstairs at Yin Xiangwan's house, she still said sorry.

Actually, what's the use of being sorry?

All of this, he has actually seen through a long time ago, she is not a person who will give up, at that time he had a glimmer of hope and thought that she would still refuse, the surprise was that she agreed, maybe he had expected it earlier There will be such a day, so when Yin Xiangwan said the three words "I'm sorry", he didn't feel surprised or too sad, but felt a sense of relief.

Sometimes, if you force others, you may not be so happy yourself. People are always bound by conscience, and it is difficult to escape.

I remember at that time, the first time he saw Yin Xiangwan was the day when Chen Mei brought him and Yin Rou into Yin's house. As he walked, the pony tail flickered, looking like a carefree and innocent child.

Later, I gradually got to know her better.

Only then did she realize that her childhood was not very happy. Her father’s neglect and her mother’s sudden death all dealt a great blow to her. She couldn’t grow up carefree like other children. She has an autistic and introverted personality, never talks much, looks dull and silly, and always gives people the illusion that she is easy to bully, that's why Chen Mei and Yin Rou bullied her so arrogantly for so long, she never If they don't fight back, they are always silent, as if what they are doing is very stupid.

Gradually, she grew up...and became a slim girl. The concept of right and wrong became clearer and clearer in her heart.

She is more and more eager to be independent, eager to leave this so-called home, but God has brought her too much suffering for so long.

She seems to have never lived for herself, so be it, this time, let her make a decision for herself.

In fact, he didn't lie, and his words were not an excuse to comfort Yin Xiangwan.

He hopes to help Yin Xiangwan, but at the same time, he hopes that his relationship with Yin Xiangwan will have a satisfactory result. Yin Xiangwan always thought that he was trying to make up for her guilt, but it was not at all. He doesn't hide his selfishness, he doesn't think it's shameful, and there's nothing shameful in liking someone.

He saw himself so thoroughly, and never regretted falling in love with Yin Xiangwan back then.

So be it.

The wedding was cancelled, Xiao Xiaoxiao was very satisfied with Yin Xiangwan's awakening, and patted Yin Xiangwan on the shoulder and said, "Xiao Nizi has finally enlightened".

Yin Xiangwan didn't want to say anything, and sat silently on the side.

"Okay, Miss Xiao, our classmate Xiaowan is so sad, let's not talk about it." Ye Tong sat on the side eating an apple in a leisurely manner, laughing and joking.

"Eat your apples, what can I say, Miss Xiao, be wrong? I'm trying to wake up Xiaowan, you know a lot of wool." Xiao Xiaoxiao looked coldly.

"Okay, I won't quarrel with you, I'm afraid I'll be kicked away by you." Ye Tong rolled his big eyes.

"If you know it, then it's enough to be afraid. I'm not afraid of your salty fish turning over. I'm sure I'll crush you to death with a shovel." Xiao Xiaoxiao also has the aura that I'm afraid of someone who is violent.

"you……"

Ye Tong choked on a mouthful of apple and couldn't spit it out, so he could only roll his eyes and close his throat with all his strength.

"Okay, you two can't make me clean."

Yin Xiangwan was too lazy to bother with these two long-winded old women, so he got up and went to the bedroom, leaving Xiao Xiaoxiao and Ye Tong sitting on the sofa and staring at each other.

"It's all your fault. You have to say something about the wedding or something about Mu Yuanchen. You must have made Xiao Wan angry." Ye Tong, who was struggling to swallow the apple, had a look on his face that I knew.

"Fuck you, if you hadn't been fanning the flames, how could Xiaowan be so upset?" Xiao Xiaoxiao also took it for granted.

"Why did I fan the flames? It's obvious that you are talking nonsense,"

"Am I talking nonsense? I'm telling the truth."

The two of you talked to each other, and the noisy Yin Xiangwan kept covering your ears with the pillow in the bedroom.

She was already annoyed at first, but if these two dead girls were babbling next to her, she would be even more annoyed.

No wonder it is sometimes said, never offend a woman if you offend anyone.

The species of woman is like a lamb when it is gentle, but once it gets angry, it is a violent lion. Women are the most terrifying, especially when they are chattering and nagging, and they are guaranteed to haunt you invisible.

Therefore, it is better for women to be less messed with.

At this time, when Yin Xiangwan was contemplating his life, the phone rang inappropriately.

Caller ID: Jin Yeqing.

"Hello?" Yin Xiangwan felt that she was powerless to connect to Jin Yeqing's phone now, and she was really afraid that he would threaten her by saying that he would jump off a building and hang himself.

"Hey, Yin Xiangwan, do you know what day it is today?"

"Friday, don't you have it on your phone?" Yin Xiangwan looked at the phone with helplessness and contempt on his face.

"What about tomorrow? What day is tomorrow?"

Yin Xiangwan who asked such a nonsensical question really wanted to slap him twice and kick him to death.

"Saturday, Jin Yeqing, have you lost your mind?" Yin Xiangwan said angrily.

"What should you do on Saturday? A reminder, Xiaobai's weekend tomorrow..."

(End of this chapter)