Marriage Heartbeat: Ex-wife Marries Me Again

Chapter 246
Many times, people tend to pay attention to things that are too practical or too realistic, while often ignoring many precious things.

But in fact, the more precious things are often the more elusive. Sometimes they may come or go quietly the moment you don't pay attention, making you unprepared and catching you off guard.

In fact, sometimes, some things are not necessarily what you imagined, just like Jin Yeqing's mother, she always thought that Jin Yeqing's father had no intentions of her.

She thought that the marriage of the two was a shackle to him, and Jin's father really loved Jin's mother very much, in every possible way, and in silence.

Although, I don't know what happened to them back then, but Yin Xiangwan guessed that it must be something that both of them miss very much. It is actually not easy for two people to get together. Unfeeling towards each other.

In fact, many times, many things are very wonderful, just like Jin's father and Jin's mother.

Two people may fall in love with each other at an uncertain opportunity, but this kind of thing is very subtle, it may happen unconsciously, but they don't know it.

Yin Xiangwan is actually very lucky sometimes, because although she was injured badly, at least she and Jin Yeqing had a happy and carefree life, but Jin's father and Jin's mother, although they love each other deeply .

And they have lived together for many years, but they have never known each other's intentions. This may be God's will, and there is a destiny in the dark.

Really sorry.

"Later, my grandma brought me up, so I grew up safely. Later, my grandma passed away, and the Jin family became my private property. Fortunately, the Jin family has not declined, so I can be regarded as worthy of my grandma's entrustment."

Jin Yeqing said, taking a sip of his wine, "If you had come two years earlier, you could still chat with grandma, but it's a pity that you didn't see her. She is a very humorous old lady, but she is often very funny. Strict, all in all, she taught me a lot."

Yin Xiangwan said regretfully: "I heard from Mrs. Zhang that the old lady is a very temperamental person. I have always wanted to meet her, but unfortunately I didn't have the chance."

"It's okay, I'll take you to see grandma next year during the Qingming Festival."

Yin Xiangwan nodded blankly, feeling that there was something wrong with his words.

"Okay, let's not talk about our family, let's talk about your family."

"Our family, I think you should be very clear."

Yin Xiangwan felt that for so many years, Yin Rou must have mentioned their family affairs to Jin Yeqing, maybe Jin Yeqing knew more than she did.

"It's okay, I heard a little bit."

Jin Yeqing said, "I haven't paid much attention to your family's affairs."

"Actually, I haven't returned to Yin's house for many years, and I actually don't know many things."

Yin Xiangwan scratched his head in embarrassment,

"What about the previous one? I want to know what happened before your mother died."

before death?It seems that she can't remember many things. At that time, she was still very young, and she could only vaguely remember her mother's appearance, but in fact, she really couldn't say anything about it.

"What impressed me the most was probably the holidays I spent with my mother. For birthdays, Yin Haitao basically didn't go home. Except for very important days, every time I spent it with my mother, me, and the housekeeper. Every time I I feel that, in fact, I am not less than other children.”

"I didn't know until I heard that they could ride a big horse on their father's back, that their father would accompany them to blow out candles on their birthdays, and that they could have a family reunion every year and festivals, and that my father would make dumplings with them."

"Oh, it turns out my life is incomplete."

Yin Xiangwan smiled and said, "I asked my mother why my father never came home. My mother always told me that my father was busy, very busy, I knew he was very busy, but he didn't even have time to eat with us." Is it gone?"

"Later, I gradually realized that he was not busy, but had another home outside. Many times I felt that he was cruel, and he never gave more care and care to me and my mother, even though I lived with my mother. In Yin's house, but it seems that only the outside is his home, and we are all just his blood-related strangers."

Yin Xiangwan's smile was a bit far-fetched, "I don't know what happened later... I heard from Yin Haitao that my uncle came to the house and completely severed ties with our family, and my mother was going to divorce Yin Haitao. It turned out that Yin Haitao and Chen Mei had an affair." The child...is Yin Rou."

"My mother knew the news and decided to divorce Yin Haitao. Later, she became ill in a fit of anger and died not long after. Then I was sent to a boarding school and didn't go home for a long time. I didn't know anything about the family. .”

"Compared to you. I may be luckier. Although my family is not happy, at least my father will come home. Our family has never missed any festivals."

"Although I also witnessed their deaths, after all, I once owned them completely."

Jin Yeqing looked at the wine in the glass sadly, "In life, it seems that there are always many imperfections, many shortcomings, and even more imperfections. It seems that people live to accept tempering."

"Yeah, it seems that many times, although there are many difficulties ahead, people always have to move forward with a smile, right?" Yin Xiangwan had the epiphany expression of a fairy queen.

"Okay. It's getting late. After drinking these, go to rest."

As Jin Yeqing spoke, he drank the rest of the wine in the glass.

Yin Xiangwan also drank the wine and followed Jin Yeqing out of the wine cellar.

When entering the room, Yin Xiangwan glanced back at Jin Yeqing.

Maybe there are many people in this world who have given her ill will and denied her. She may not be liked by many people, and there are many times when she is frustrated, but she is often by Jin Yeqing's side.

She used to have a feeling of peace of mind, as if she never had that kind of feeling of peace of mind since she was a child, and later she also saw many men who were hypocritical, irritable, ambitious, and uneducated, and felt that men as a species were flawed .

If she really wants to spend the rest of her life with a man, I'm afraid there will be many times when she is wronged, so she is full of repulsion and rejection to all men.

Later, she met Jin Yeqing who she couldn't refuse, got married, married him, and her life took on a new direction. She seemed to have a sense of belonging when she sailed on a lonely sea and saw a lighthouse. She felt that life might be different. After such a stable past, I didn't expect the reality to be turned upside down later, and the fate of the game was overturned all at once. They were so far apart from each other.

Then day by day, her life was weak and long.

Many times she was unhappy, she was frightened and frightened, there were many things that pierced her heart and destroyed her self-esteem, sometimes she endured it, sometimes she didn’t, so many painful memories, she never forgot, She has stored all the memories of suffering for so many years in her heart.

Sometimes she is so fragile that she can't do anything, and feels that many things are beyond her control.

Sometimes I sigh for my insignificance, as if there are many sad and sad things in the world, and later she learns to bear it silently, or forces herself to forget, but most of the time, she will choose to swallow it, a blunt joke .

Later, she came back again, and the moment she revisited the old place, she actually felt like she had come home. When she saw Jin Yeqing again, she felt tears welling up in her eyes, as if seeing him, her anxiety would be wiped away. When he landed, he could recall all these years of wandering, no matter who he chose to be with, seeing him, he still felt at ease.

I remember that when she was bullied, he told her that if something happened, remember to tell him, whether it was solved or not, you should tell him, if it was not solved, he would solve it, and if it was solved, he would be responsible for healing the scars.She has used this sentence to comfort herself for many years, and it is very useful every time.

It turns out that the most touching thing is not that he helps you overcome all difficulties, but that he knows the pain in your heart, and he will help you heal it, because things will always be resolved, but the pain is always in your heart.

He is such a person, always so perfect, no matter what time, he is calm and calm, everything seems to be solved with him, he is easy to be relied on, but when he is weak, it is easy to make people sad.

Yin Xiangwan looked away, entered the room, and closed the door.

The decoration in the room is still the same as before, nothing has changed, just like when she left.

He has never changed, everything is different, only he is still in the same place, maintaining the most original state.

Yin Xiangwan was lying on the bed, probably because of the effect of alcohol, she fell asleep very quickly.

In the dream, she seemed to have returned to the day she married Jin Yeqing.

She was wearing a gorgeous wedding dress, and he was wearing a handsome suit. The two stood opposite each other. The pastor kept saying something. He didn't speak, and she didn't make a sound. Later, he just said "I do" , and what she said was just a way of "I do".

The wedding that day was quite lively, with crowds of people and red flags waving. There were many people who watched their marriage, many people who blessed them, many people who were not optimistic about them, and even more people who cursed, but she still entered Jin's house without any accidents. The moment she came down, she said to herself, it's over, Yin Xiangwan, your life is over.

But there was no way, she was taken into Jin's house. The windows of Jin's house were covered with happy words and boys and girls cuddling each other. She was taken upstairs with Jin Yeqing's temperature still on the corner of her mouth.

At a wedding scene, after saying "I do", the groom would kiss the bride, and it was a deep kiss for more than a minute. He didn't hesitate, and hugged her into his arms, but he obviously felt her shrink back.

Without hesitation, he lowered his head and kissed deeply for 1 minute.

(End of this chapter)