sing love song for you

Chapter 17 The Secret That Can't Be Said
You said that if you take love slowly, you will go farther if you let go

Perhaps fate's lottery only allows us to meet

Only let us fall in love, this season of autumn
Only after drifting did I discover that this fragment of happiness

how do i pick it up

—— Jay Chou
Ye Fan didn't close his eyes all night, she wanted to go downstairs to find Duan Yifeng, but her father walked past the door from time to time to check on her situation.She wanted to make a call, but her mobile phone was confiscated by her parents, so she was left to think about it.

think?What's on your mind?The attitude of her parents has been so clear, all she wants to think about is how to leave him, but she knows that she can't leave Duan Yifeng anymore.

Ye Fan felt very painful, as if there were two forces pulling left and right in her heart, making her breathless.She wanted to cry but couldn't, so she could only comfort herself that Duan Yifeng was still waiting for her downstairs, he was so close to her, silently passing her strength.

After finally surviving the whole night, when the east was pale, there were finally no footsteps outside the room.

Ye Fan reckoned that her parents must be very tired after watching this all night, so he rubbed his eyes with pantothenic acid and wanted to go out to get some air.

As soon as the door opened, she saw her father sitting at the door like a door god. It turned out that her father didn't go to bed, but moved a chair and sat at the door of her room.

Ye Fan was startled, and suddenly felt a little guilty.

Seeing his daughter coming out, Ye Fan's father didn't scold her like last night, but asked, "Have you figured it out?"

Ye Fan was silent, not daring to look into his father's eyes
Seeing his daughter like this, Ye Fan's father's bloodshot eyes immediately drooped down, he shook his head helplessly, and muttered in his mouth, "Girls don't get in, girls don't get in..."

Ye Fan's nose became sour, and his eyes turned red, "Dad, don't say that, please!"

Ye Fan's father seemed not to have heard her, shook his head, stood up from his chair, and beckoned to his daughter, "Yezi, come here."

Ye Fan didn't know what her father was going to do, so he walked over anxiously, just before he got to her father, he didn't stand still, when he heard a slap, his left cheek hurt hotly.

Her father hit her, and her father actually hit her!Her father, who was reluctant to scold her since she was a child, even slapped her.

At this moment, Ye Fan was completely stunned, he didn't feel pain, and he didn't want to cry, but his mind was blank, and he didn't know how to react.

Ye Fan's father pulled his daughter over, dragged her to the window, and opened the curtains.

As the curtains were opened, the morning sun pierced into his eyes, and Ye Fan couldn't open them for a while.

"Look!" Ye Fan's father opened the window and pointed downstairs, "You can see clearly, that's what you said, you like him, and he likes your man, you should take a look, he is now Where?"

Before Ye Fan recovered from that slap, he saw that in the pale and dazzling sunlight, under the street lamp downstairs in her house, the spiritual pillar she had fantasized all night, together with his car, had all disappeared. , the downstairs is empty.

Suddenly, an invisible hand grabbed her heart tightly, and then mercilessly flung it off, breaking it to pieces.

The tears that had been held back all night, just fell down so recklessly.

She suddenly remembered the photo of Duan Yu's mother in Duan Yifeng's phone that she saw in the parking lot last night, and an indescribable bitterness quickly spread in her heart and spread throughout her body.

With tears in her eyes, she said, "Maybe...maybe he has something to do at home..."

"Look at you, I don't even believe what I said." Father said sharply.

"Really! He...he is very busy with work, and his son may...maybe something happens...you give me your phone, and I'll call him." She was crying, a little incoherent.

"Daughter!" Ye Fan's father grabbed her shoulders, "Wake up! People don't take you seriously at all, they just want to play with you because you are young and beautiful, why don't you understand? Daughter, daughter, You really want to piss off Dad!" Father sighed heavily, as if he had aged a lot.

Ye Fan finally couldn't help it, and cried out with a "wow".

After that, Duan Yifeng did not make a single phone call, and there was no news, as if the world had evaporated.Those love words she had said were still in her ears, but the person who spoke disappeared when she needed him most.

Ye Fan didn't know how he got here this weekend, every second seemed to be suffering.One second she was still fantasizing desperately, and the next second she was hit hard, and this cycle repeated, torturing her body and mind.

After finally making it to Monday, her parents asked her to take a few days off, but she resolutely decided to go to work.

That's right, only going to work can make her forget Duan Yifeng, even though it's impossible.

Ye Fan insisted on taking the bus to work alone. During this period, he took the wrong bus and took two stops. Finally, he arrived at the library, but he was already late.

She didn't even bother to go to the punch card machine to write the reason, so she walked into the office with heavy steps, only to find a group of people around her desk, including Director Huang who rarely came down on weekdays.

Isn't it just late!Is it necessary to go to war like this?

Just when Ye Fan was puzzled, someone saw her shout, and then everyone dispersed, and Ye Fan saw clearly that there was a huge box on his desk with a pink bow tied on it. It looks gorgeous.

She was a little puzzled, but she saw Xiao Lin walking over and said, "Yezi, what is that?"

What what?Ye Fan wasn't in the mood at first, but he didn't know what it meant when he was asked such a question. He was stunned for a while, then shook his head, "I don't know."

At this time, Director Huang also came over, "Xiaoye, do you know that Ma Li resigned this morning?"

"What?" Hearing this, Ye Fan finally regained his energy and looked at Director Huang in surprise, not knowing what to say.

"Her boyfriend sent her here, left a letter of resignation, and put this on your desk." Xiaolin pointed to the huge gift box on Ye Fan's desk.

Ye Fan found it strange, so he cheered up and walked over.

Xiaolin couldn't wait a long time ago, handed over the scissors, and stretched her neck to watch.

The box was quickly opened, and there was a letter quietly lying in the center of the huge box. All the colleagues who were watching sighed in disappointment—hey, why is it just a letter?
Ye Fan was not disappointed, because she knew that this was Ma Li's way of doing things. It would be strange if she stuffed the box with things!

Taking out the letter from the box and holding it in his hand, Ye Fan ignored the questioning eyes of his colleagues and walked towards the bathroom.

Although the place was unsightly, it was the quietest place where she could read this letter carefully.

The letter was handwritten, and Ma Li's handwriting was very beautiful, belonging to the class of elegant and unrestrained. The content is as follows:

Dear Leaf:
By the time you read this letter, I'm already on the plane to Australia.Shen Rancheng said that it is quiet and suitable for raising babies, but I don't think so.I think as long as there is your place, I can give birth to my child with peace of mind, because you are my best friend in this world.It's a pity that I have to listen to the child's father now, and you know that he is very... don't write about him, he is staring at me.In short, I gave birth to the child safely, and when you return to China, you will be able to see your chubby godson.What?Don't you believe that my son will become fat for nothing?A photo is attached, with the picture and the truth.

Love you Lily.

After reading this letter, Ye Fan felt his nose sour.She took out the ultrasound photo in the envelope, and saw a blurry dot, and she couldn't tell the difference between male and female, let alone white and fat, but it was such a blurry photo, which looked so warm, as if There really is a life beating heart on it.

On the back of the photo, Ma Li wrote a line: How are you doing?Can you tell it's a boy?In the future, if you have a daughter with the uncle, I may consider making her my daughter-in-law.However, the premise is that she must be as beautiful and kind as her mother, otherwise I'm afraid Mr. Shen will disagree.Well, he said that as an in-law with you, it's better to find a pot.

Seeing this, Ye Fan finally couldn't hold back his tears, and they gushed out like a spring.

This world is so unpredictable. Some loves have gone through wind and rain and finally blossomed and borne fruit, while others were lost in the boundless future. She wanted to look back, but found that there was nothing.

Duan Yifeng's departure and Mary's resignation made Ye Fan depressed all day, absent-minded at work, and made several mistakes.

In the afternoon, Director Huang came over and seeing her like this, he thought it was Ma Li's resignation that made her feel sad, so he casually comforted her and told her to leave work early.

She nodded in response, but because she recalled the past, she missed the time to get off work. It was not until her mother called to remind her that she suddenly woke up. When she looked up, it was already past seven o'clock.

Zhang Hong thought something was wrong with her daughter, so she was so anxious to death on the phone, she kept asking where Ye Fan was?
In order to prevent her parents from rushing to the work unit to pick her up, Ye Fan had no choice but to repeatedly emphasize that he would go home immediately, then hung up the phone, adjusted his mood, and hurriedly packed his things and walked out of the office.

Walking out of the library gate, she habitually looked under the tree on the opposite side of the road. If it was before, Duan Yifeng would have parked there and waited for her, but today there is only a strange silver off-road vehicle under the tree. There is a feeling that things are right and people are wrong, and people are gone.

Hey... Ye Fan sighed silently in his heart, and was about to take the bus.

Suddenly, the off-road vehicle parked under the tree started and drove slowly towards her.

At this time, Ye Fan had already walked to the nearest bus stop.It's past the rush hour, and there are not many people waiting for the bus at the stop sign.

After she stood there for a while, the car following her drove up and stopped in front of her.

Ye Fan was startled, thinking that the other party was going to stop here, so he quickly moved to the side.

The window was rolled down, and a man wearing sunglasses was sitting in the driver's seat beckoning to her, "Come in."

The second monk Ye Fanzhang couldn't figure it out, looked left and right, and then pointed to himself, "Me?"

"Yes! Come in quickly." The man seemed a little anxious, and stretched out his hand to pull down his sunglasses, revealing his eyes, "Can't you recognize me? It's me!"

Only then did Ye Fan realize that this...isn't this Qin Nuo?
"Come in quickly, I'm afraid the paparazzi will take pictures." Qin Nuo said, pushing up his glasses again.

Ye Fan didn't think too much about it, he just thought it shouldn't matter since he knew each other, so he opened the car door and got in.

As soon as she sat in, she regretted it—how did she come in?Didn't Duan Yifeng tell her not to get too close to people in the entertainment industry?
Thinking of Duan Yifeng, she felt depressed again.Even though she had been telling herself not to think about him all day long, she remembered him by accident. If she continued like this in the future, would she really be able to forget him?
"Hey, what are you thinking?" Qin Nuo asked.

Ye Fan came back to his senses, then remembered his current situation, shook his head, "It's nothing. Are you okay? I'm going home, my mother just called to urge me."

"It's nothing, I just want to thank you and give you this by the way." Qin Nuo took out a bag from nowhere.

"What is this?" Ye Fan opened the paper bag strangely, and saw a CD and a set of high-end cosmetics inside, and became more and more surprised, "Is this for me?"

"Yes!" Qin Nuo nodded generously, "Actually, when the demo came out a few days ago, I wanted to give it to you. Thank you for helping me speak and letting Teacher Duan help me write songs."

When Qin Nuo said this, Ye Fan finally understood that Duan Yifeng finally accepted his invitation song, and he thought he had said something nice for him, so he came to thank her.

Ye Fan pushed the bag back, "You misunderstood, I didn't say anything."

"Why are you being polite? If it weren't for your help, Teacher Duan would not be so easy to help me write songs. Take it, it's just a little thought."

"No." Ye Fan felt a little depressed in his heart, "You really misunderstood, in fact I... I don't have that much influence!" She tried her best to behave naturally.

But Qin Nuo could still see it.

"What's wrong? Did you quarrel?" he asked.

"It's nothing. I'd better go back, it's late..."

Ye Fan made a gesture to open the door and get out of the car, but was stopped by Qin Nuo, "What's going on?"

"It's really nothing." Ye Fan still insisted on getting out of the car.

"If you don't make it clear, you are not allowed to get out of the car." Qin Nuo was still excited.

Ye Fan was so anxious that he had no choice but to say: "We broke up! That's it, let me get out of the car!"

"What?" Qin Nuo froze for a moment.

He actually thought this girl was fun and wanted to tease her just now, but he didn't expect the matter to be so serious, so he was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

For a while, both of them were silent.

Ye Fan felt that his attitude might be too much, and the other party was really innocent, so he lowered his voice and said, "Sorry, I made you laugh. But I really want to go home, my parents are waiting for me Woolen cloth."

"Did he say to break up?" Qin Nuo suddenly asked.

Ye Fan was silent for a while, then shook his head, "He didn't say anything."

"Could it be that you want to break up?" Qin Nuo was a little surprised.

"No, actually..." Ye Fan saw that she couldn't do it anymore, so she roughly told what happened yesterday, and after she finished speaking, she spread her hands pretending to be relaxed, "That's the way it is, it's not as serious as you think." It's complicated, maybe the two of us are really inappropriate."

"That's it?" Qin Nuo interrupted her suddenly.

"That's it." Ye Fan nodded.

"You women are really troublesome. Why are you thinking so much about nothing? Maybe Teacher Duan just encountered something important. Would you like to speak clearly?" Although Qin Nuo was usually cynical, he respected Duan Yifeng.

"No matter how important it is, it won't hurt to call me, right?" Ye Fan asked back.

This time it was Qin Nuo's turn to be speechless.

The two were silent for a while, Ye Fan's cell phone rang suddenly, and her mother sent another text message to remind her.

"It's time for me to go home." Ye Fan said something and wanted to leave.

Suddenly, the mobile phone in her hand was snatched by Qin Nuo. Before Ye Fan could react, the mobile phone drew an arc and was thrown on the back seat.

"What are you doing?" Ye Fan was anxious.

"It's nothing. Since you helped me before, I'll help you once too!" Qin Nuo finished speaking and started the car, driving towards Duan Yifeng's house.

Ye Fan told him to stop, but instead of listening, he drove even faster, so anxious that Ye Fan's tears almost fell down.

"Please, Qin Nuo, I don't want to go, stop quickly!"

"If you don't go, you will never know the truth. Do you want to break up with him that much? Don't you even fight for it?"

"I..." Ye Fan was speechless when asked.

She couldn't help getting nervous, she didn't know how to face Duan Yifeng after seeing him for a while, did she want to ask him why he left that night?In fact, why didn't she want to ask this question clearly? It's just that she was afraid of hearing the answer she didn't want to hear the most, so she was so hesitant, and she didn't even dare to make a phone call.

Not long after, Qin Nuo's car drove to the entrance of Duan Yifeng's residential area, and the security guard stopped them and asked them to show their ID cards.

When Qin Nuo was dealing with the security guards, Ye Fan couldn't help looking at the apartment building where Duan Yifeng lived, and she was completely stunned when she looked at it.

There is such a coincidence in this world, when Ye Fan saw Duan Yifeng coming downstairs, hope rose again in her lost heart, and she wanted to rush over to ask him why he abandoned her last night, is it really like what her father said , is he just playing with her?However, just after she opened the car door and got out of the car, she ran a few steps, but saw two people hurried out behind Duan Yifeng, one was Si Qianqian, the other...

Ye Fan stared at it for a long time, and that face that was so familiar that she couldn't be more familiar appeared in her mind, overlapping with the one in front of her, and her mind suddenly went blank—she was... Si Qingya.

After dealing with the security guards, Qin Nuo came back and saw Ye Fan got out of the car at some point, standing there motionless like a stone statue, and asked strangely, "What's wrong with you?"

Ye Fan seemed to have not heard, still staring straight ahead.

Qin Nuo thought she was nervous, patted her on the shoulder, and comforted her: "You are not nervous, are you? It's nothing, it must be a misunderstanding..."

"Qin Nuo," Ye Fan interrupted him suddenly, her voice was different from before, she said, "I want to go home."

"You're here, what are you doing back here? Hey, isn't that Teacher Duan's car?" Qin Nuo recognized Duan Yifeng's Land Rover at a glance, and wanted to go up to see if there was anyone in the car.

"Qin Nuo," Ye Fan called to stop him, "Let's go! I want to go back, please!"

Only then did Qin Nuo notice the strangeness in Ye Fan's voice, which seemed to be trembling. He turned his head to look, and couldn't help being stunned.The girl in front of her was wearing thin clothes, her face was terribly white, it was clearly summer, but her whole body was trembling as if she had just come out of an ice cellar.How did she become like this in such a short time?

Although he didn't know what happened, Qin Nuo couldn't help but feel worried. "Okay, okay, okay! Don't get excited, I'll take you back..." He kept comforting, and helped Ye Fan into the car.

Just when Ye Fan was being helped into the car by Qin Nuo, Duan Yifeng drove out from the side.Because he was blocked by the potted plants at the door, he didn't notice Ye Fan.

When the car drove out of the gate of the community, Duan Yifeng stepped on the accelerator, and after a while, he disappeared at the end of the street together with his secret.

(End of this chapter)