Marriage pet: marrying a thousand gold

Chapter 416 Baba can't say Xiaohe must be secret! (1)
A snowflake melted on his eyelashes, and the cold liquid seeped into his eyes, which also pulled back his thoughts. He hurriedly chased after her and grabbed her arm: "Ningxue, the snow is too heavy, I am Let me take you back."

The moment Su Ningxue was caught, her body trembled suddenly, a little bit resisting his touch.

But soon, she calmed down and looked at him coldly: "I don't need it, please let go."

Passers-by on the road had already looked over, Su Ningxue's face became a little ugly, and she struggled under his confinement, "I don't want to quarrel with you here, if you don't think it's embarrassing enough."

Jin Zhaodong pursed his lips, not daring to look directly into her clear eyes: "It's snowing, the road is difficult to walk, I just want to send you back, and I also have something to tell you."

"Is there anything else we can talk about?" Su Ningxue sneered: "This is not the first snow in S city in the past 30 years, and today is not the coldest in the past 30 years. I have long been used to this road. If I leave, even if I need a companion by my side, it will no longer be you."

Under his stunned and painful expression, she slowly withdrew her hand, walked over his stiff body, and walked straight away, hugging the bag in her hand to her chest, as if grabbing a support.

Jin Zhaodong did not give up, and followed her silently not far or near.

She seemed to ignore him completely, and walked on her own, her steps were a little fast, shuttling through the crowds, crossing the intersection, and then going down the stairs to the subway entrance, swiping her card and entering the station with the crowd.

This is the rush hour for going to work, and there are many people coming and going, especially the subway is extremely crowded.

Jin Zhaodong had never taken the subway before, so he was suddenly blocked in front of the checkpoint. He could only watch her being drowned in the crowd, and he seemed to hear the announcement of the arrival of the subway in his ears. When a passenger swiped the switch card, he took the lead in breaking through.

He turned a deaf ear to the scolding voices behind him, and just pushed away those who stood in his way, looking for her figure.

On the platform, there were dense crowds of people, and it was noisy. On the radio, there was a melodious female voice announcing the arrival time of the subway. Su Ningxue stood quietly in the queue holding a large bag of things.

He suppressed his panting breath, "All these years, I have been sorry for you." He couldn't lift his head to look at this woman whom he had let down for more than thirty years, and he almost exhausted all his strength when he said these words.

Su Ningxue glanced at him sideways, without any emotional fluctuations.

"I know what I've done all these years can't just be written off with an apology. I don't dare to ask you to forgive me immediately, but can you give me a chance to make amends?"

"Is 30 years enough?"

Jin Zhaodong's face turned pale suddenly, his eye circles gradually turned red, and he stared at her closely.

"Compensation? How do you want to compensate me? Jin Zhaodong, I gave you 30 years, but you gave up. Is it interesting for you to come to me and say these things now? Now that Ziqi has grown up, she is no longer walking. I don’t think she’s lacking anything you couldn’t give me before, a wobbly child.”

Su Ningxue spoke very calmly, without cadence or ups and downs in every word, as if he was an unrelated passerby A, B, and C, but because of this indifference, his face was ashamed.

He would rather she be like those wives who are angry with their husbands, pulling his collar, crying and swearing at him, and even slapping him, accusing him of betrayal, than she would be so nonchalant.

In desperation, he grabbed her hand: "I know that as a husband, I am a failure, I know that I am not qualified, and I have no face to say anything, but, Ningxue, give me a chance..."

Su Ningxue turned her eyes and met his expectant gaze, calm as water, at that moment his heart suddenly turned cold.

"I'll give you a chance, so what about Qiao Xinhui, and Qiao Nianzhao, 28 years ago you divorced me for their mother and daughter regardless of the relationship between husband and wife. Now, is it going to be the other way around?"

Jin Zhaodong held her with bluish knuckles, his face full of remorse and grief.

"Jin Zhaodong, I don't want to hide it from you, I have already agreed to Qiao Nan's marriage proposal."

"Ningxue, are you talking angry?" Jin Zhaodong's voice trembled a little, unable to face this fact.

"I won't gamble with my marriage again, it's enough to be stupid once."

As soon as Su Ningxue's words fell, the fast-moving train roared into the station, and her eyes were also blurred. He stared at her blankly, but she quickly squeezed into the carriage with the flow of people.

Jin Zhaodong regained his senses and wanted to chase after him, but the train door closed in front of him with a bang.

He watched her standing in the carriage with a silent expression, without even glancing at him, he chased a few steps forward, her figure got farther and farther away, and disappeared into the dark end with the train.

And her words still seem to be floating in the cold air of the subway station——

She said, "I have already agreed to Qiao Nan's marriage proposal."

Jin Zhaodong felt that his heart was being pulled into a ball, and the pain involved all the blood vessels in his body, making his whole body like a dam washed away by the flood. He couldn't stand anymore and had to hold on to the pillar next to him.

How could this be the result?
His wife who lived with him for 30 years is now going to marry another man?

And all these years of happiness he had thought he had been happy had turned out to be nothing more than a crude joke.

After learning all the truth, how could he walk away?

There were only two stops, but Su Ningxue got off one stop earlier.

Snowflakes were flying outside, and the weather was much colder. She wrapped her coat around her body and walked out of the subway entrance.

Snowflakes hit the face, and pieces of ice water slid down the cheeks.

Although some people have let go of some things, they still haven't completely let go.

At the moment when the subway doors closed, she held the hands that were holding the handles, and she saw the passengers beside her kindly ask her if she was not feeling well, but she just twitched the corners of her mouth, indicating that she was fine.

Even if it's really uncomfortable, it's the heart in your chest, right?

In the past 30 years, what she once longed for was placed in front of her, and what was once elusive is now at her fingertips, but she found that she was not as happy as she expected, and even felt sad.

Sadly, after 30 years of entanglement, I finally found out that I was just trapped in mediocrity for half my life.

When I was young, I always did one or two stupid things. Smart people will always stop and correct themselves quickly, while stupid people will always stand there at a loss and don't know how to turn around.

Fortunately, on the day she turned 50, she finally became wiser.

The snow-covered ground was a bit slippery. Several times, she almost fell down, and her hands were frozen with the ingredients. She rubbed her palms and unconsciously walked to the subway station near Nandu Garden.

(End of this chapter)