surrogate wife

Chapter 101 Come find me in two days
Everyone will have an ulterior pain, it will be in a corner deep in our hearts, we can't get out of it, and others can't get in.Many people try to express it, such as me, but they can't understand it.I think it's probably because I'm unable to speak out, and I'm depressed. I think everyone is born lonely, but the loneliness that belongs to me at this moment is a little more mournful.

I was full of grief but could not give any explanation. I watched him bully me and insult me. What is the pain at this time?It felt like my heart had been crushed several times, and then there was a pile of scum left there, which couldn't be lifted up or kneaded into a ball.

Chen Haotian's back felt thorny, and the dark black coat became a hard shell on his body. I shook my body and fell tremblingly on the bed. Tears fell in streams, and my vision was blurred. I clenched my fists and roared out as if gathering all the strength in my body. I said, "Don't even think about it!"

He straightened his back arrogantly, did not look back, just gritted his teeth and jumped up: "If you have the ability, try it!"

Open the door, go out, all actions are done in one go, without even the slightest pause.I suddenly discovered that Chen Haotian's cruelty can really be so complete.

My brother was lying on the door, and as soon as Chen Haotian opened the door, he rolled in with a gurgling whole body.He stood up awkwardly, smiled wryly, and walked over to me.

With a muffled voice, Chen Haotian turned his head to look at us, curled his lips and walked out.

My younger brother knelt down silently to pick up the papers on the ground, I frowned and said out of anger, "Don't pick it up!"

My younger brother was shaken by me, and the few pieces of paper he had just picked up fell to the ground. He didn't dare to continue to pick them up. He stood up and sat down next to me in a muffled voice, and said in a low voice, "Sister, don't do that!"

I turned my head and didn't speak, feeling uncomfortable in my heart. After thinking about it, I was still at fault. If it wasn't for the 30 yuan, there would be so many things. If you want to separate yourself from him, you will end up like this.

My brother was a little worried when I didn't speak. He turned his head and saw that my eyes were full of tears, so he sighed straight away. He took a few napkins from one side and brought them to my face to wipe them for me. I turned my head away and bit my lip. I said : "Did you hear it outside?"

He withdrew his hand and stuffed the paper into my hand, nodded, seeing my tense face, he immediately explained: "I was worried that you would be bullied by him, so I eavesdropped on the door!"

It's fine if he doesn't talk about it, but it makes me feel even more uncomfortable when I talk about it.I shook my body and yelled at him: "Bullyed by him? Is it because of you that I can be bullied by him? Can I be where I am today if you don't cause trouble?"

The words that people yell out in anger are always mixed with complaints and vicious hatred. In fact, I understand it in my heart. I can’t blame him at all. I made up my own mind, and I also found my own way out. Now, who can I blame?

After I said this, I regretted it. I pursed my lips and raised my eyelids to look at my brother. He lowered his head, and I couldn't see his expression. Fortunately, he was not angry, but he was depressed and unhappy.

I was not in the mood to coax him, just looked at him quietly, he thought for a long time and then he said to me hesitantly: "Sister, I know I am sorry for you, I will never do it again!"

This child is sensible, I thought he would be angry to some extent, and I felt better after hearing these few words.

I threw all those papers and photos into the trash can, but I still felt uncomfortable, so I asked my brother to borrow a lighter from the front desk, and then I burned them all.

After the burning, my brother asked me: "Where did he get these? Sister, isn't it true?"

I threw the lighter at him and shouted, "If you don't believe me, get out and don't block my eyes in front of me!"

He hurriedly bent over and rubbed against me, and said in a slow voice: "Sister, don't get angry with me, how can I not believe you? Since I was a child, you have stood in front of me in everything, and I can do anything you do." I don’t know, someone must have set you up!”

I took a breath, and finally felt better, but when I thought of Liu Shuxian, I started to feel resentful again. What was she trying so hard to frame me for?To force me to break up with Chen Haotian?If this is the case, then Liu Shuxian should love Chen Haotian very much, but why did they treat each other that way when they first met?
My head hurts when I think about it, the complicated and confusing relationship between them makes me really powerless.

My brother asked me what I was thinking, I shook my head and didn't know where to start, then he glanced at the bank card that Chen Haotian had thrown aside, and asked me: "He confiscated the money?"

I was a little frustrated, I really didn't know how to deal with the 30 yuan, my brother was also anxious, he pulled me and asked, "Did he not accept you on purpose, so he could take this opportunity to pester you!"

Why didn't I worry about this situation in my heart, but on the surface I still wanted to reassure my brother, and I said, "Why, he is so rich, and he doesn't care about the 30 yuan!"

"But I heard him yelling for you to stay with him for another year!"

He listened to every word.I changed my sitting position, raised my head and looked at him steadily, and I said: "You believe me, I will definitely settle this matter. I will mail this card to him directly. Anyway, this is the money to pay him back. Even if he throws it away Burning, burning, it's all his own business, as for me and him, my sister also has a sense of proportion, if he really keeps pestering me, I will call the police!"

My brother looked at me suspiciously, and asked me in a muffled voice, "You know?"

I straightened my back, patted my chest and said, "Of course!"

So we made an appointment with each other to keep this matter secret to the end, and I asked him to promise again and again that he would not mention a word to my mother when I went back.He agreed, but bargained with me: "Then sister, you have to let me stay for a few more days!"

I thought for a while that Liu Han was coming anyway, and I would definitely go shopping by then, and it was rare for my younger brother to come to W City, so I agreed, and I said, "Okay, stay for two more days!"

He happily called my mother immediately and said that he would go back after playing for two days. My mother still didn't believe it, so I insisted on talking.

In the evening, I made a phone call with Liu Han and confirmed her arrival time at the station tomorrow, so that I can pick her up tomorrow. When I hung up, she suddenly asked me: "Xinxin, do you know that Hua Shipeng Opened a dessert shop in our university town!"

Of course I know, I went to eat yesterday, but when she asked me, I just didn't want to answer, as if subconsciously I didn't want to have anything to do with Hua Shipeng, so I pretended to be stupid and said I didn't know.

She paused, and then: "Oh~~~~~", she said, "Then let's go back and have a look, and we'll join in the fun!"

I didn't expect her to say that, and I thought about it, so I immediately changed my words: "My brother is also here, and I will go home in two days. I want to take him to the city center. It's no fun!"

She didn't continue talking, just sighed and said: "Okay then!" Then she chatted casually for a few more words before hanging up.

When I went back to the dormitory, another roommate came and saw me happily pulling me to talk for a long time.

Her name is Zhang Qing, and she is in the same class. She has been performing with the dance troupe since she was a sophomore, so there are very few classes. This is how we study art. Many classes in college are useless, as long as you have opportunities to develop outside , there are performances and competitions, so you can go out anytime.

She told me a lot, and said that she was going to study again when she came back this semester, and she wanted to learn a musical instrument by the way, so I asked her: "You are so good in the dance troupe. If you don't seize the opportunity to perform and become famous, why are you still coming back to class?" ?”

She laughed, and then told me a lot of things, she told me, "Only after I went out did I realize how big the outside world is. There is no best in this world, only better ones. I was lucky and joined a group, but After I went in, I realized that other people know as much as I do. Some dance and music performances are good at everything, so I thought about it and I have to come back and learn more. The momentary excellence and fame are not enough for me to stand firmly in this circle. Here, I can only let myself go out when I am strong enough in all aspects, and then I can stand tall and climb up little by little!"

I listened quietly to her words, and couldn't help but stand up in admiration.Although Zhang Qing shares a dormitory with me, we seldom meet her. In the past, I felt that she was very strong and cheerful. Now after hearing what I said, I feel that she is really not easy.

She asked me how I was doing now and what plans I had. I smiled awkwardly and said embarrassedly, "I've been dawdling in school and doing nothing. Now I can only take one step at a time!"

She didn't believe it, so she hurriedly asked me: "Did you sign up for the star show competition this time?"

Because of the surrogate pregnancy last semester, the school affairs were almost ignored, not to mention the outside competitions.

She looked at me regretfully and said: "It's not that you don't know that if we study art, if we don't have a family background, we have to find opportunities by ourselves. I heard them say that this star show contest has produced many supermodels and movie stars. Your qualifications are so good. , why don't you go!"

I also understand the reasoning, but there are too many things going on here and I can't explain it clearly. I can only express my regrets along with her, and then tell her: "Something happened at home last semester, and I have been home for several months!"

"No wonder!" She said as she turned on her phone and showed me a photo she took, which was the billboard of the Star Show Contest. She told me, "I heard that registration is still accepted for the semi-finals. Why don't you try it? Please write down the contact information!"

I didn't pay much attention at first, and I felt embarrassed when she said that, so I took a pen and paper and copied down the contact information and registration location.

Zhang Qing went out to live that night, and she said that his boyfriend was waiting for him outside, and she knew this kind of thing well, so she didn't ask any more questions, and just told her: "Be careful on the road!"

At six o'clock the next day, I was woken up by the alarm clock. I got up to wash up and then ran to the hotel to grab my brother. My brother asked me if I would take him out to play.

I smiled sinisterly and said, "I'll take you to work as a coolie!"

My brother followed me with a sullen expression on his face. I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call Liu Han, but then I saw a text message from Chen Haotian.

I probably received it on the road, so I didn't see it at the time, and when I opened it, there was still a short sentence: "I will find you in two days!"

(End of this chapter)