surrogate wife

Chapter 116 The Entanglement of Guilt
Hearing such words from the child's mouth, I can't describe how I feel.It just felt that the whole heart was suspended at this moment, and then he didn't dare to look directly into Xiaoxiao's eyes.

It was a kind of shame, or maybe it was mixed with a little anxiety. I couldn't move forward even if I took a step. At that moment, I really wanted to escape.

Xiaoxiao still looked at me with those innocent eyes. A child is so innocent that people can't bear to touch it. It may be because of her beauty and simplicity, so hearing her words made me feel ashamed.

I pulled her hand again, but she didn't push me away, but her body was so tense, I think she must be afraid of me!

In fact, the child's world is very simple, she just can't figure out why the person standing next to her father is not her mother, and it is against her innocent and simple background that I show my own identity, and it is also At that moment, for the first time, I had the feeling of destroying someone else's family.

I sent Xiaoxiao back to the room. Her eye circles were red, but she never shed a tear. I looked at her distressedly, and I didn't know how to comfort her. I just touched her head and said: "Xiaoxiao Don't worry, your father will always love you very much!"

Xiaoxiao suddenly took my hand and murmured to me: "Auntie, are you the one my mother said?"

I was stunned, sat down beside her bed, and asked softly, "What did your mother say?"

She raised her head and thought for a while, she seemed a little apprehensive, I patted her hand, smiled at her and said, "It's okay, just say what you want, Auntie won't be angry!"

Hearing what I said, she seemed relieved, grabbed one of my arms and said to me in a silent voice: "My mother said that someone robbed my father, so I was sent abroad by my father. My mother also said, Dad will take me to another family, and then I will be bullied and I will never see my mother!"

"No!" I couldn't help hugging her, and comforted her: "Dad won't want you, and your mother won't want you either!"

She shrank back and finally shed a few tears, and then said to me in a hoarse voice: "But my father said, I will live here in the future. There is no mother, only father, me, and you!"

When I heard this, I was both sour and happy. The happy thing is that Chen Haotian's words showed my position in his heart. The sour is because of me. He hurt an innocent child, and this child is still his. daughter.

I comforted her for a while and helped her cover the quilt and turn off the light before leaving. When the door was closed, Xiaoxiao suddenly yelled: "Auntie, I don't hate you, I just miss my mother!"

My nose was sore as if I was about to cry, but I couldn't help crying.

Back in the room, Chen Haotian had already washed and was lying on the bed. When he saw me going over, he immediately got up and pulled me.Seeing that my complexion was not good, he pinched my face and asked, "What's wrong with you, you look so ugly with a bitter face!"

I shrink back and get out of his arms. I just finished talking about that sensitive topic with her daughter, and now I really can't do it if I want to make out with him.

He didn't care, he grabbed my whole body up with his backhand, and then kissed me without saying a word.

I will never be able to bear his skills. Even though there are too many troubles in my heart, my body is responding to him unconsciously. The restraints on his body, and then he stretched out his hand to wrap around my waist and stepped forward.I haven't gotten wet yet, although I can feel it, it's still faster, so I feel a little pain, and when I turn my head away, I see the door, and Xiaoxiao's shadow immediately appears in my mind.

My chest was like being crushed by a stone, Chen Haotian was still galloping on my body, but I lost my mind and naturally couldn't respond to him.After a few back and forth, he saw that I was wrong, so he stopped to look at me.

"What's wrong with you?" He was still panting heavily, his eyes full of longing.I moved up close to him, and he retreated decisively upon seeing this.

"What's on your mind?" he asked me as he took a napkin from the bedside table and wiped it.

I changed my position and lay down, then pulled the quilt cover, while reaching out to touch the pants that had fallen aside, one hand was covering my face.

He pulled my hand away and asked me "what's the matter with you?"

I didn't speak, I quietly found my pants and put them on, then turned my back and didn't look at him.I can feel his breathing getting heavier and heavier, I think he is angry!
The smell of cigarettes in the room became heavier, and I knew he was smoking, so I turned around to look at him, feeling a little annoyed.I didn't wear any clothes yet, so I had to sit up wrapped in a quilt and reach for his cigarette. He avoided it and put it in the ashtray to extinguish it.He stretched out his hand to hug me, with a gentle tone, "Aren't you afraid of burning your hand if you come here and hold it like this?"

"I don't want you to smoke!" I answered truthfully, then looked up at him and said, "You coughed a few days ago!" There was a flash of light in his eyes, and then he hugged my arm tightly and bowed his head in I gave it a kiss on the cheek.

When I have him by my side, my heart is always full, but at this moment, I suddenly feel flustered.I took his hand and asked him worriedly, I said: "Chen Haotian, is this really okay between us?"

His face drooped instantly, and then he asked me in a deep voice, "What do you mean by that?"

I was afraid that he would misunderstand, so I quickly explained, "No, I just thought of Xiaoxiao... I think it's not good for us to be like this!"

What I said was very subtle, and I almost only gave a general idea. I think a smart person like Chen Haotian must be able to understand.

But he let me down!

He sighed heavily, and after thinking about it for a while, he said to me, "Xiaoxiao is a smart child, she knows some things by herself. Moreover, it will be faced sooner or later. It is impossible for me to give up her custody rights To Shuxian, we will always live together in the future, and you must get used to it too!"

"It's not that I don't like Xiaoxiao!" I felt that Chen Haotian didn't seem to understand what I said, and after thinking about it, he could only say it directly, "I just feel guilty for Xiaoxiao, I think I stole her thing!"

Chen Haotian twitched the corners of his mouth, and slapped me on the forehead again, "What kind of brains do you have? You are my future wife and Xiaoxiao is my daughter. I will do my duty as a husband and the other will do my best." Father's responsibilities don't involve each other at all, okay?"

I thought about it calmly, and seemed to think that what he said made sense, but Naihe still felt uncomfortable. When I thought of Xiaoxiao's wronged eyes before, I panicked. I couldn't explain why, but my whole body was full of It's all guilt.

I asked him about his future plans, and he told me that he had already discussed divorce with Liu Shuxian, but she refused.

I also thought of such a result. Although it was best to prepare myself, I still felt a little uncomfortable when I heard it.Chen Haotian naturally saw my thoughts, squeezed my hand tightly and put it on his chest, he said: "I will touch my conscience for you, I, Chen Haotian, will definitely do what I promised you, but Xinxin, many things are not as simple as you think, there are too many things that need to be resolved between me and Shuxian, including Xiaoxiao of course!"

"Will Liu Shuxian give Xiaoxiao to you?" I think this is actually a big question.

Chen Haotian also felt annoyed when he heard this, but his tone was still firm, "Whether she wants it or not, I will get custody. The child is from my Chen family, and what better education can I get by staying with her!" After that, he paused again, and then said to the face: "I have figured out everything before, it was all caused by Shuxian!" He turned his head and looked at me with guilt and apologized softly: " Xinxin, I'm sorry, I wronged you last time!"

I was stunned for a while and didn't seem to be able to react, and then I saw him pointing at the paper on the side table and suddenly realized that he knew it all, and knew that those photos and certificates were all fake.

I was a little excited, and I couldn't help standing up.I quickly grabbed his arm and asked, "How do you know?"

His eyes were black and bright, like a polished obsidian, and then still sighed heavily, and said in a low voice: "When I went to Suzhou, she forced me to go back, and when I quarreled with her, she accidentally slipped the tongue! "

I also don't want to ask for specific details, and I feel much happier after hearing what he said.Chen Haotian said that he had wronged me, I shook my head, and the tears that I had held back for a long time came out all of a sudden.

I suddenly felt that people are very strange things. I could hold back my tears when I was so uncomfortable and sad just now, but in front of Chen Haotian, I could cry out when it was obviously a happy thing.

Maybe it is really like what is written in the book, when you meet someone you love, you will become much more vulnerable, and this fragile subconscious is actually a kind of dependence in disguise.

I started to get scared, and got more and more scared. When I was lying in Chen Haotian's arms, I completely forgot the pain and guilt I felt before. I started to fear that I would be overwhelmed by love, and follow him desperately. stay with him.

We tossed and tossed for a long time that night, and I was no longer shy, and I was always able to cooperate with him at critical moments.I kissed like him, and then my fingers swam across his body inch by inch. I felt his sweat soaking me, felt the temperature of our sticking to each other, every time the acceleration was vivid, every time he I still remember clearly the whispers when I was satisfied. I was intoxicated by this feeling, and I dedicated myself to her little by little. My shyness and timidity disappeared under his leadership again and again. Clean and tidy, I can even follow his request to change various postures he wants.

Love, lust, we're all lost here.

When he woke up the next day, he lay quietly beside me, glanced at his phone, it was already ten o'clock, and got up quickly.But still tiptoeing for fear of waking him up.

When I went downstairs, I saw Xiaoxiao sitting in the living room at a glance. I panicked again, but I still walked over.

She raised her head when she heard my footsteps, but her eyes were filled with tears. Her voice was hoarse, and she looked really aggrieved. She said, "Auntie, I miss my mother!"

(End of this chapter)