surrogate wife

Chapter 142
Someone once asked me, will you remember your ex after a breakup?how to say?I think it’s too hard to remember, and I’m too fickle if I don’t remember. In fact, I think that person is like I bumped into a telephone pole while walking. It hurts, so I will walk around the telephone pole when I walk in the future. I don't even remember how much it hurt, but the pole was always there.

The current situation is that I am hurting from the bump, and the pain has not disappeared, but this electric pole appeared in front of me again.

I feel that the hand holding the mobile phone is a little uncomfortable. No matter how scared I am, I am afraid of a lot. He sat on the bed without saying a word.

"Where are you?" He lost his composure when he heard my cry. I refused to say, so I simply pressed the phone, and he called again to check, and I pressed it again. fell to the ground.

The fuselage was separated, and the electric board fell out. I stared blankly at the mobile phone for a long time, and my heart was open for a long time. Reinstalled it.

The shell was broken and had a hole, but it still works after pressing the power button after installing it. I smiled foolishly for a moment, and realized that I still have him who cares about him in my heart.

When the phone rang, I settled down and picked it up stupidly. After hearing his anxious voice, I murmured: "I miss you!"

He froze for a while, then smiled and asked me, "Where are you?"

"At home!" After I finished speaking, I gave him the address.

"You wait, I'll go over right away!"

Don't worry about the phone, the room suddenly felt brighter, I walked over and opened the window, and the moment the spring breeze came in, the tip of my nose felt a little cool.

If you are afraid of the dark, turn on the light, and if you miss it, you need to contact. No matter how big a matter is today, it may be just a small matter tomorrow, but what is a big matter this year will be a story next year, and at most we are people with stories, so Said, knowing is like a dandelion, seemingly free but involuntary. Some things are not ignored, but so what if you care. There is nothing left.

So I don't want to hide myself, I want to see him, I want to miss him very much, even if there is a sting in my heart, but I love him, this love can make me do it, I feel warm in front of him, and I will miss him when I see him laugh.

When Chen Haotian came, he brought me a small cake. He said: "I heard from others that when you are in a bad mood, you can eat something sweet!"

I sat on the bed and looked at him disheveled, he handed over the cake, I turned my face and said, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet!"

He smiled slightly, pinched my face, lifted the quilt and picked me up. He said, "Then I'll take you to brush your teeth!"

I buried my head in his chest, and the familiar smell permeated my whole world for a moment.

After brushing my teeth, he took a coat and put it on for me, then hugged him on his lap and let me eat the cake. I already emptied my stomach yesterday, and now I couldn't bear to see what I was eating, so I took a bite, The taste is very delicious.

He wiped the cream from my mouth with his hand, and kissed me.

Not a word, nor to explain the past, even though I still have some pain in my heart, but I can't get angry with him in front of me.

It's only been a few days since I left him, and I miss him very much. I think my feelings for him have reached the point where I can't hide it.

I put the cake aside and climbed up his neck with both hands. He looked at me emotionally, his eyes full of joy.He said, "Xinxin, do you know how much I miss you?"

My nose was sore, I leaned my face into his arms, and I said, "I miss you too!"

I used to think that the relationship that should end, let him end it. You are also the one who suffers from discomfort, suspicion, inability to sleep, and inability to eat. After quarreling with Chen Haotian and leaving that day, I thought not to care about the memory, let alone Bear grudges, some people say that for the person who hurt you, just wish each other a good life, but I can't do it, the moment I leave him, my heart is drained.

I thought it was love, I couldn't bear it, I couldn't let it go, I couldn't leave it.

Many people have an inexplicable confidence in their feelings, thinking that waiting will surely bring good results, and I am such a person.So the moment I saw Chen Haotian again, I fell into the trap without hesitation.

All the bowel cleansing was no longer confidant, but replaced by light kisses, which aroused ripples every time they went.I don't know if it's because I've been dull recently or what, I feel like my body has become an old tree, withered and lifeless, but under his tenderness, it suddenly flourishes.

I hooked my legs around his waist emotionally, and he stepped forward, and after an exclamation, they threw themselves into each other one after another.

Chen Haotian said, my body has a special magical power, which always makes him feel uncontrollable.I twitched the corners of my mouth, gouged him out, then took a large towel on one side and wrapped myself up, and said, "It's not magical power, it's the animal nature unique to you men!"

He regained his composure, narrowed his eyes, then stretched out his hand and pulled me to him again, and then covered my chest with one hand.

I moved my body, but I couldn't move away, so I simply took advantage of the situation and snuggled into his arms. His fingers were light and firm, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

I pulled the quilt up, turned sideways, thought for a while and asked him: "Why did you come to me suddenly!"

"You are my woman, why can't I come to you!"

I snorted, and then said, "I'm not the only woman of yours!"

He turned my body away with a smile, and asked me: "Xinxin, aren't you still angry?"

I rolled my eyes at him, and said angrily: "If it were you, what would you do?"

His face darkened, his hands were put back on his head, he glanced at me apologetically, and sighed: "It was me who made the mess, it's just Xinxin, I drank everything that time, if you If you don't fight with me so unfeelingly, if you don't go to the abortion, how can I be depressed, and then go to drink to relieve my sorrow!"

"You mean pure drunken sex!"

I stared at him closely, wishing I could count every pore on his face!

Feeling helpless, he stretched out his hand to press my head, and then patted my cheek lightly a few times, he said: "Why are you so serious! I am also a man, and I will inevitably be frivolous after drinking, not to mention that Shi Ye is very angry with you, and Gu Xue she...!"

"Okay! Alright!" Stop talking!I don't want to hear her name, and I feel angry and have a headache if I didn't come.I raised my chin and stared at him for a while before asking, "Will you still do it after that?"

He got serious, put my arms around my chin and pressed it to my forehead, he said: "Xinxin, I admit that I am not a good man, but I am not a bad man either, I am lecherous, but I am not greedy, before I met you , I have played, it means that I have no love, all my emotions are almost vented in this kind of joyful game, but after meeting you, I really want to be stable, if you insist on entangled in my past, then I There is no way, after all, what happened is what happened!"

He paused slightly, took a breath, and continued: "But since I was with you, I haven't paid attention to other women. It is true that I am wrong about Gu Xue, but from another perspective, you are also responsible Isn’t it? Of course I don’t mean to shirk my responsibility by saying this, I admit what I do, but this is not what I really want, Xinxin, the person I love now is you, and the person I want to marry is also you! If I If I really have anything to do with Gu Xue, why should I marry you!"

What he said was impassioned, and every word was loud.For a moment I lost the strength to blame again.I felt that I was quite useless, so I simply forgave him for his physical derailment, but I just believed in him, and I didn't even have the slightest doubt at this moment. I began to look forward to the future with him again, and I said: "In the future When I get married, I will have a boy and a girl, and then I will raise a cat and a dog!"

He circled me with a smile on his face, nodded and said, "Okay, it's all up to you!"

It's a reconciliation with Chen Haotian like this, and I feel a little ridiculous, but I know that I have passed the days of being a horse and a butterfly, and I understand the reality and the meaning of the present.I know that silence has a greater meaning, I know that to love someone is to want to possess absolutely, I want to smile at the past, and then grasp all the present years around me.

I have long forced myself not to think too much, just like being ignorant and fearless is also good, at least I will not be afraid when I hear something again, and I will move forward rashly, I don’t want to pay attention to anything, because we are here In the world, it is never for the sake of becoming a Buddha right away, but for clearing up the grievances and going on a long journey with dreams and obsessions.

Chen Haotian knew about the post, he said he sent someone to check it, and reassured me, thinking of this, I fell silent for a while, feeling a little sad, I asked Chen Haotian, and I said, "Tell me, who on earth would hate me like that? ?”

He chuckled, and then comforted: "Maybe it's not that I hate you, it's very possible that I am too!"

"No, it was posted on our school's post, and it must be aimed at me!"

He frowned slightly, got up and put on his clothes, he said don't think too much, I will tell you right away when I find out.

I nodded and stopped talking. I was exhausted after all the tossing and tossing just now. I lay down and folded the quilt by myself. I said, "I want to sleep for a while!"

Chen Haotian fastened his tie, then kissed me on the cheek, and said, "I have a dinner tonight, and I'll come see you when I'm done!"

"My brother lives very close to me, it's not good to be seen when you come and go!"

"Then you move back to the apartment, I'm not used to it without you!" Chen Haotian rarely acted coquettishly, my heart skipped a beat, and then said: "Don't move for now, if you miss me, I'll go see you !"

"You!" He smiled and didn't speak any more. After a good night's sleep, he got up to eat and left!

(End of this chapter)