surrogate wife

Chapter 83 What went wrong?

Shuxian?Liu Shuxian?He seemed to realize something when he heard the name suddenly, he stepped back a few times in a hurry, but Chen Haotian turned around and saw everything in his eyes.

He looked at me, frowning deeply, I smiled dryly, he leaned into the receiver and said something, then hung up.

At that moment, I wanted to escape inexplicably, but I didn't escape in the end.

He strode over, stretched out his hand to touch my shoulder, and said in a slightly angry tone, "Why did I come out, I stood there for quite a while!"

I couldn't help being aggrieved, and said with a sour mouth, "Didn't you just call?"

He said "Oh!", very casually, and didn't intend to continue talking to me, but I was very upset, and after walking two steps, I pulled him to stop.

He looked at me, seemed a little puzzled, and finally asked, "What's the matter?"

I bit my lip and finally asked, "Who did you call just now?" After hearing this, he frowned, but he didn't make it too obvious. He just held my hand tightly, and then explained: "With a friend, don't think too much about work!"

I can't help but sneer, but it's not easy to find fault, work?I heard Liu Shuxian's name with my own eyes, but he still wants to lie to me?What is it between us that makes him so dishonest to me?
The lingering warmth of recent days turned into a sharp blade in an instant, piercing into my heart little by little. I raised my head and my vision was a little blurred, but I resisted not asking any more questions.

That's all!Since he has no intention of telling me the truth, why should I stalk him!
He drove me to a Hong Kong-style restaurant. The interior decoration is very stylish, with blue and yellow wallpaper covering every corner, bookcases with artistic atmosphere, tables and chairs, and a small card wall on one side. It's really not interesting.

He ordered a lot for me to eat, but I didn't have any appetite. Halfway through eating, I saw a pair of young people running to the card wall to write something carefully, and then I saw the boy tiptoe pasting the card they wrote on the wall took the highest position.

I watched quietly, warm yearning rippling in my eyes, I suddenly stood up and walked slowly. The young man and woman had already left the store at this moment, but they saw the words on their cards on the high place: "Practice I will grow old together with you, my son will not dislike me being ugly, and I will not dislike being old!"

This almost joke-like love secret language changed the last two sentences of the words in the Book of Songs. Although it seems a little funny, it is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.Suddenly I turned around and saw Chen Haotian coming, I also lowered my head and took a card to write.

"You like these too?" He pointed at me writing cards, I paused the nib of the pen slightly and looked up at him, and I said, "You don't like it!"

He crossed his arms and looked at the big and small cards on the wall, and suddenly the corner of his mouth twitched: "I don't like it, children's stuff, childish!"

I was inexplicably hurt, and secretly hid the written card at the bottom, and then took out a new one to write.

Picking up the pen, falling the words, suddenly tears in my eyes.Tiptoe to stick the written card up, Chen Haotian took it from my hand, squinted his eyes for a long time and read slowly: "Don't forget the original intention, how can you always have it?"

Frightened, I snatched it from his hand and hurriedly found a corner to stick it on.He asked me, "What do you mean by writing?"

I shook my head and said lightly: "I suddenly thought of a poem I wrote at will!"

He didn't ask any more questions, and took my hand and sat back, but his eyes stayed on me for a long time. Finally, he cut up the foie gras on the plate and handed it to me, saying softly: "Xinxin, I will treat you well." you!"

I didn't make a sound, quietly biting the foie gras, but my heart was riddled with pain.

"Never forget your original intention, you will always be there!" I read this sentence in the book of Taiwanese writer Ling Qian. It is just like the literal meaning. Only by not forgetting what you first thought in your heart can you get what you want in the end.I write this sentence just to warn myself not to expect too much.

I let myself remember how I got together with Chen Haotian, my identity, and the conflict between me and him. I think only I clearly realized that he could not fully integrate into me. life, then I will try to tolerate him.

Calm down and think about it, it seems that there is something wrong with me. He has a wife and a legendary child. I can't understand his life before entering him, and I can't detect and decipher it. The only thing I can do is in this limited world. Love him in the space of my life, but people are greedy after all, so I don’t think it’s enough to love him like this.

I thought, why can't he completely belong to me?

I shook my head violently, restrained myself from thinking about these annoying things, and forced myself to eat something.

After the meal, Chen Haotian drove me back to the hospital. In the car, he told me about my mother's next treatment and arrangements.

He said: "I found the doctor and said hello, but he is holding a medical seminar in Hong Kong now, and it is estimated that he will not come back until this Thursday, but he has already greeted the people in the hospital, so the current pre-treatment It can be done!" After speaking, he gave me a business card, "This is his, you keep it, give him a call on Thursday afternoon, and he will tell you the details!"

I took the business card, carefully put it in my bag, and then re-remembered what he just said before I felt relieved.

Chen Haotian asked me to go back to live at night, but I didn't want to.

I said, "Mom is still in the hospital!"

He didn't make a sound, but his expression was not good-looking, and I didn't care too much, I smiled apologetically at him and got out of the car with my bag.

When I got back, my mother was answering the phone. I leaned over and asked my brother, "Who called?"

My younger brother winked at me and said in a low voice, "You are the leader!"

I panicked but could do nothing.

My mom took me aside after answering the phone and told me to go back to work?I stared blankly, not knowing what to say!
My mother said: "Your Mr. Chen is really good. He helped me find acquaintances to arrange the hospital. Now I am much better. He also said that the crew is waiting for you to go back to catch the show. My child, it is my mother who dragged you down!"

Speaking of this, my mother's eyes were red again, and I hurriedly sat next to her to comfort her, but I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

My mother said again: "Your brother is here, it doesn't matter if it's a hospital, you can rest assured, Mom can fight it by herself, it's nothing serious, you go back to the set and film well!"

I shook my head, with tears streaming down my face. Although I knew that Chen Haotian was worried that I was too tired to let me go in this way, but it would only make me feel more guilty.

My mother sniffed and took my hand and babbled about my childhood again. She looked at me with firm eyes after she finished speaking, "Xinxin, don't forget your dream!"

I was stunned and had mixed feelings in an instant!In the end, he couldn't say it, so he could only nod silently.

I simply packed up my things, repeatedly told my brother to take good care of me, and then ran to the doctor to leave my number, and told him: "If there is anything wrong, you must call me as soon as possible!"

At six o'clock in the evening, Chen Haotian came to pick me up, I got into the car, and a large bouquet of roses was placed in the middle.

I was a little dazed, but he stretched out his hand and pushed me, and said with a smile, "You don't like it?"

I pursed my lips, and my depressed mood seemed to be much better. After all, women are easy to deceive. An occasional bouquet of flowers, a kiss, or even a concerned look will make you much happier.

That was also the first time Chen Haotian sent me flowers, I asked him: "Where did you buy it!"

He frowned and said indifferently: "When I was driving here, I saw a bunch of them at the roadside stall, so I just bought a bunch of them!"

I twitched the corners of my mouth, smiled dryly, and hurriedly said, "On the side of the road?"

He squinted his eyes and glanced at me, smiling a bit darkly, but he didn't deny it.I hugged the flower, and the sweetness of that moment was gone.

When we arrived at the apartment, Mrs. Zhang had already prepared a table of dishes, and was very happy to see me go back.I am usually polite to her, and never put on airs of being a master, so Mrs. Zhang also cares about me.

Just after washing his hands and preparing to eat, Chen Haotian's phone rang.He took out his mobile phone and glanced at it, then pressed it off, but it rang again not long after, and he pressed it off again!

I went back and forth several times, but I couldn't stand it any longer. I felt a little irritable for no reason, so I put my chopsticks down and yelled at him, "You either pick it up, or turn it off if you don't, it's making me have a headache!"

Chen Haotian narrowed his eyes, his expression was a little ugly, but he still silently picked up his phone and went to the study to pick it up.

After that phone call, Chen Haotian started to get busy. When I asked him, he didn't say anything. Occasionally, when he was annoyed by my questioning, he just said "Don't worry about work!" to send me away.So after a lot of times, I didn't ask any more questions, but I was very clear about the pain in my heart.

At the end of November, I received a text message from an unknown number, just one sentence: "I want to meet you!"

I took the number and looked at it for a long time but couldn't figure out who it was. I just wanted to call back and think about it. Finally, I sent back a text message. I said, "Who are you?"

I didn't reply to the text message, Chen Haotian didn't come back that day, and he didn't answer the phone call. He sent me a text message at 11pm, just a few numbers: "I won't reply tonight, I have something to do!"

I called right away, only to find that the phone was turned off.The depression of the past few days surged up in an instant, and I couldn't tell what was wrong, but I just felt that something was wrong.In the end, I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, but I got up and called my mother.

My mother was asleep, and it was my younger brother who picked it up. The voice was a little confused, and I presumably woke it up from my sleep.I asked about my mother's situation, and he explained everything clearly to me, but when he was about to hang up the phone, he suddenly asked: "Sister, are you really filming?"

I felt a lump in my heart, and my hands began to tremble unconsciously, but I still tried not to lose my sense of proportion, so I deliberately raised my voice a little: "What nonsense are you talking about, do you not believe that sister has this ability or something?"

My brother quickly explained, and then stammered: "No, I'm just~~~~~"

"Just what!"

"I just think Mr. Chen of your crew is a bit weird!"

I didn't dare to say any more, I scolded him and hung up the phone in a hurry, but I still had no sleep that night.

The next day, Chen Haotian came back at noon. When he got home, he went to the bathroom to take a shower without saying anything, and then lay down in the room to sleep. I went over and asked him what was wrong, but he didn't say anything, just said: "I'm tired and want to rest!"

(End of this chapter)