The happy life of crossing

Chapter 167

Huo Mingxuan's eyes flickered a few times in confusion, and he said in a tense voice, "You drank too much."

"What are you talking about? Huo Mingxuan, isn't it all because of you that I am like this? It made me miss the opportunity of the dance competition, made me have to give birth to a child for you, made me unable to continue dancing because of this, made me become a A wretch like that! I have nothing left!"

She spoke in pain, and immediately burst into tears.

There was a flash of pity in his eyes, and finally he sighed helplessly, and softened his voice: "You don't have nothing, you still have me, and Qian Yu, as I said, I will be responsible for the rest of your life, Even if you really become a useless person, I will support you."

But she turned her head away, not wanting to look at him again, "Go out, Huo Mingxuan, I don't want to see you again! Also, don't break into my room again!"

Huo Mingxuan closed his eyes, and after restraining himself for a long time, he finally said, "Okay." After speaking, he turned and went out.

Afterwards, her drunken life was out of control. After being drunk, she was really comfortable. She didn't have to think about anything, and all the bad things could be left behind, and she could cry as much as she wanted.

She shuts everything out of her heart, no matter how upside down it is outside, she is still dreaming and dreaming in her world.

Originally, her mother left her a sum of money before she died, which was used for her college and marriage, but she did not expect that all of it was exchanged for wine in the end.

Sometimes when the weather is fine, she will feel a little better. If she is not drinking, she may go to the backyard to water the flowers.

She planted a sunflower, and it has bloomed now. She gently poured water on it, and whispered to it, "Sunflower, hello, do you remember me?"

She held her face and smiled, "Well, I know you don't remember, but it's okay, as long as I remember you."

"Ma Ma." At this moment, a soft voice suddenly sounded beside her, interrupting her soliloquy.

She turned her head to look, but saw a child who had just learned to walk. He was wearing a woolen hat on his head, and a pair of big eyes were particularly bright on a small pink face. He grinned at her, revealing two eyes. White millet teeth, the halazi in the mouth flows down the chin and onto the clothes.

She ignored him and turned to continue watering the sunflowers.

Xiaotuanzi walked to her side with clumsy steps and hugged her thigh, smiling very happily, "Hug Ma Ma."

Huo Mingxuan just came out of the room, but he didn't come over to take the child away immediately, he just stood not far away and watched with a complicated expression.

Xia An'an looked down, and Xiaotuanzi looked up at her with his pink and tender face eagerly. Because of the sunlight, his big eyes narrowed slightly.

"Mama, hug." He kept repeating this sentence.

Xia An'an looked away expressionlessly, and looked at Huo Mingxuan, "Hug your son away!"

"He wants you to hug him, can't you just hug him?"

Xia An'an grinned coldly, "I'm not free!"

"You can treat the completely lifeless sunflower gently, why can't you pay more attention to the child, he was born by you in October after all."

Xia Anan smiled even more mockingly, "In my opinion, he is the same as you, the chief culprit who ruined my life!" She threw the kettle on the ground, forcibly tore Xiaotuanzi's hand away, turned and left .

Seeing that she was going to leave, Xiaotuanzi immediately chased her with red eyes, but his footsteps were weak, and he fell to the ground after only a few steps, but his eyes were still staring at her figure, and his voice was full of Crying, "Mama, pain! Mama, Qianyu pain!"

She didn't stop walking for a moment, without turning her head, her figure quickly disappeared into the backyard, until she entered the room and closed the door, she fell to the ground as if falling apart, with tears streaming down her eyes.

The heart is not without pain, mother and child are connected to each other, blood is thicker than water, if you hurt your mother will also hurt.

But I'm really sorry, I really can't convince myself to like you, I hate the man who raped me, so I really can't like his child.

Soon she found that the money on her card was running out. In order to continue her drunken life, she could only find a job by herself, but what would she do?Once she accidentally saw a video of hand-made plush dolls on the Internet. The cost is not high and it is also simple. She plans to try it, otherwise she will not even have the money to buy wine in the future.

During the day she would lock herself in her room to be a doll, and at night she would use the remaining money to buy wine and drink, other than that, nothing would bother her.

She planned to sell the finished dolls online, but the effect was not good at all. It has been almost half a year and she has not sold a single doll.

She laughed at herself and thought, look, she really is a useless person, she really can't do anything well.

But just when she was about to give up, she didn't want someone to ask her to sign an order suddenly. Although there were not many sales at the beginning, it undoubtedly aroused her enthusiasm.

Then there were more and more orders, and she gradually had hope in life, and she seldom drank any more alcohol.

Once she went outside to deliver goods, because her physical strength broke out today, and when she arrived in the city by bicycle, it was nearly half an hour faster than usual. She came to the place agreed with the buyer, but she didn't want to see Huo Mingxuan from afar Stand with that buyer.

This buyer was considered her regular customer, she naturally knew him, but she didn't understand why Huo Mingxuan knew him.

In order to avoid being seen by them, she hid in a secret corner. She saw Huo Mingxuan take out money from his bag to give it to him, and then she explained to him a few words before leaving until she was sure that his car had completely disappeared. After that, Xia An'an came out from the hidden corner.

As soon as the buyer saw her, he immediately smiled at her and said, "I've been waiting for you for a while. Look, I have all the money ready. Come and take it. Is it the two dolls behind here? Well, it's better than the last one." Looks good, I took it away."

Xia An'an nodded blankly, looking at the money in his hand, wondering what it was like for a moment.

The money was clearly the one that Huo Mingxuan gave him just now, before he even had time to put it in his pocket, he gave it to her after changing hands.

(End of this chapter)