falling angel

Chapter 11

Yueying and I chose the same major: financial management.I chose financial management because my father, seven or eight out of ten of his industries were related to finance.I am not a person who likes to plan anything, but in my past experience, I can't help but regard this man who gave me life as an object I will defeat.I don't know why I have such an idea, but this idea has taken root in my subconscious since my mother passed away, and it is like some kind of cancer planted deep in the internal organs, growing at an irresistible speed. , expands over time.The reason why Yueying chose the same major as mine was because she wanted to be with me.

In the world of women, I never know that there is an animal called a man in the world, which can divide women into two completely different grades, beautiful and ugly.I can clearly see the longing eyes that bloom towards the moon shadow, which belong to the instinctive desire of male animals.In these gazes, Yueying was like a sheep without any power to fight back, neither knowing how to refuse nor how to resist.So when the scent of roses chattered out from the crack of the door, I became that guardian with teeth and claws again.I helped Yueying reject many, many boys who were shy or thought they were suave, until one day a senior asked me mockingly: "What do you think you are her? Boyfriend? How long are you going to interfere with her?" Is it until she gets married or you just married her?" When he said these words, my calm face suddenly became stiff, and I stared blankly at him, seeing him sneering at me so shamelessly smiling.I realized that he had tarnished my pure sisterhood with Moon Shadow, and the situation that followed was completely out of control.I actually had such great strength to slap such a boy down to the ground, he froze for a moment, and actually slapped me too.We started beating each other like this, so that the crowd of onlookers became bigger and bigger, and then we grabbed the boy's fist that was about to fall again with both hands: "Enough, are you still a man?" I raised my hand and wiped Look at the blood on the corner of the mouth, a little salty.I said something to the boy that silenced all the onlookers: "Don't talk nonsense, or I will kill you." After that, I gave the boy who thought he was a hero a very indifferent look, and pushed away the crowd and walked out.


Moon Shadow stood at the periphery of the crowd, tears streaming down her face.He raised his hand to wipe the blood for me, but I pushed it away.Because I know that my care and concern for her have exceeded the normal limits in the eyes of ordinary people.And this will definitely hurt her.Back on the roof of the dormitory, I kept smoking without saying a word, Yueying tried to get me to say something, but finally didn't say anything.When I got back to the dormitory, I told her: "Find a boyfriend in the future, and don't let me deal with these things."


I watched Yueying's tears keep rolling in my eyes, but I pretended not to take it to heart.Because I don't want the situation to get out of hand.Moon Shadow is a good girl, she should have a man to love her well.But now, all she needs to learn is to look away from me.Out of the dormitory, I didn't go back that night.Wandering around the campus until midnight, and finally walked towards the strange neon lights outside the campus.Although he has already learned to smoke, he grew up in a place like a church school.I don't have much experience with city nights.I just walked in a direction that was not clear, and then stopped inexplicably, and saw that place.Among the many red or green neon lights, the blue in that place is so refined and seductive, and what is even more seductive is that it actually has a name called Green Demon.


Very blurred light, very empty music. A few scattered lovers in the bar are talking love words that make people laugh.I took a seat in the corner by the window, and the waiter came over and asked me what I wanted to drink.On the wine cabinet at home, Dad kept a lot of red and white wine.It doesn't taste like fruit juice, it's a little astringent and a little spicy.So I asked him what wine did he have?


"There is only red wine, coffee, and tea here."

My eyes wandered over the menu, and finally settled on two words.

"Broken heart?"

"Yes, Broken Heart. It's a kind of red wine with roses added. To be exact, it's the heart of roses added. It's very fragrant."

"What about this?"

"Meiying is a special coffee here. The surface layer is cream, and the bottom layer will be mixed with some fruit pigments."

I don't want to know what kind of connotation it represents behind those weird names, but just appreciate the name itself.In the end, instead of wine and coffee, I ordered a cup of tea.The name of that tea is Yaoyan.


That night, a woman named "Little Demon" drank green tea called Yaoyan all night in the dark environment of Green Demon.No one cares, and no one cares.Just listening to empty music like this, drinking tea and watching this idle wandering soul outside the window wandering idle at night.Then, watching some evasive shadows gracefully come out of the school where I am, get into the car of a certain dignitary who has been lurking at the door for a long time, and drive away.


I thought of the man who fought with me and the man who thought he was a hero. The events of the day were played back scene by scene like a movie. For some reason, none of the faces were clear.The only thing that is clear is Yueying's angelic eyes.She was crying, and those tears flowed for me.He drank the tea and went back to the dormitory, unexpectedly, he saw Yueying with a haggard face.I gave a hug and fell on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep.Began to alienate Moon Shadow, and also began to comb away from himself.The strange thing is that sleepwalking is rare. The only time, when I sat up blankly from the bed, I woke up suddenly and fell asleep blankly again.

Dad called and said that my younger brother, Xiao Yun, was running amok at school and made the girl's belly big.Dad was very angry when he said it, and seemed to want to hear some comfort from me, but I just smiled.Then he asked me if I had any money, and as usual, I asked for enough money to spend, so I hung up the phone directly.

That shy boy named Xiao Yun became a father for no reason at the age of 14.There is indeed a behavior in this world called inheritance.

Life becomes simple, get out of the classroom, and eat.After dark, enter the Green Demon.Smoking or drinking tea or wine, or joking with sippi men with colorfully dyed hair until midnight.So I simply moved out and rented a [-]-square-meter room on the edge of Shicheng to rest after a hangover.I don't know what I want, but I know that if Yueying wants to leave me, I must leave her first.I also know that if Moon Shadow and I don't leave each other, our lives will be destroyed together.In fact, my life has already been destroyed, and there is no need to catch up with Moon Shadow.I want her to be happy.


(End of this chapter)