falling angel

Chapter 33

The new album will be released simultaneously worldwide three months later.The mysterious person Zhang Shaoyang invited to help soon became the focus of hype in the entertainment media.Who is this mysterious nova hiding behind the giant?For all sorts of different purposes, my record sold out during the first sale.I sat on the ground in Zhang Shaoyang's room, leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows, drinking a glass of red wine.On the record player behind me was playing my own music that made me feel very strange.I don't know what people in the world are chasing after, what they are fanatical about, and I can't find a trace of my own peace in the music that makes me tremble.

There is no need to be afraid of paparazzi taking sneak shots at the high-rise windows. I did not draw the curtains presumptuously, and just sat there.In the city, it has become a luxury to see the city full of flowers, fragrance and birdsong.Here there is only the dark gray of the dead buildings.There is only the sound of engines running by indifferent machines.Here there is only the smell of suffocating exhaust rising from hell.Suddenly, I started to miss Moon Shadow crazily.Many years ago when I lifted the curtains to see the panic-stricken and beautiful face, the teardrops so heartbreaking, and the cute and charming resignation after being bullied by other girls in the nursery, I suddenly didn't hate Yueying anymore.Yes, I have taken care of Moon Shadow for too long, I have occupied Moon Shadow for too long, I have protected Moon Shadow for too long, do I want Moon Shadow to follow me for the rest of my life?Facing the distant sky, I raise my glass to the shadow of the moon.Hope she is happy.

Zhang Shaoyang's gentle sound of opening the door interrupted my thoughts, he was somewhat excited: "Yaoyao, we did it." I didn't look back, and in front of Zhang Shaoyang, I took off all my disguise.He sat quietly behind me, stroking my shoulder gently with his hand.

"Get tired! Rest well when you're tired. Leave other things to me." I obediently leaned my head on his chest, where there is the warmth that only belongs to relatives.

"You know I'm just out for revenge. To show off my victory. Why go out of my way to help me?"

Zhang Shaoyang's calm voice was as holy as falling from heaven: "I love you. I love your fragility and strength. If this can make you happy, I am willing."

A tear fell from the left eye.

Peace is a kind of happiness.The days that followed made me even have the luxury of breathing.Like a spinning top, I frequently appeared in the entertainment media of various countries, and I started to have tens of millions of fans for no apparent reason.They started chasing after me for the way I dressed, the way I spoke, even a look and a casual movement.Three thousand pets, let me know what to do.More often, it is the advertisement invitations of various big brands brought to me by Zhang Shaoyang.I let him call the shots for me.He happily ran around for me.

When it is rare that I am quiet, I will open the website and enter Xiao Zicheng's name in the search engine.On his face, the traces of aging could no longer be concealed.The Shaw Corporation, one of the world's top 500 companies that flourished for a while, now sells off its subsidiaries and repays debts, leaving only an empty shell.The tireless tabloid reporters even followed Xiao Zicheng outside the villa where Xiao Zicheng lived, and reported all kinds of suspicious signs that Xiao Zicheng was about to sell his villa.What's more, the news of Xiao Zicheng's imminent divorce was even speculated from the photos taken secretly.After a short moment of pity, there is a great, even perverted sense of satisfaction.I'm not an angel, I don't need to be holy.

Until one day, I got a call.

I don't know how he found my contact information, but the helpless voice over there called me: "Sister!"

"Sister? Who is your sister, and who are you?"

"I'm Xiao Yun. Sister."

"Did you make a mistake? My surname is Qiu, Qiu Yi." Then she hung up the phone resolutely.Not answering after that.Get bored and turn it off.

In the evening, Zhang Shaoyang sat beside me silently, thoughtful.I asked him what was on his mind.He hesitated several times, and finally told me: "Xiao Yun called me."

I said, "Oh."

He said: "Xiao Yun begged me to lend money to his father to tide over the difficulties, at least without selling the house."

I said, "Oh. That's your business."

"I gave him 200 million, but it was just a drop in the bucket."

"Heh, you two are brothers and sisters."

"Yao, don't be so indifferent. This is not the original you. It's hard to pretend."

My voice was so cold that I couldn't help trembling: "Don't think that you know me very well, I have no pretense, this is who I am."

I heard Zhang Shaoyang sigh softly, then turned and left.

Suddenly there was a strange premonition that he would never look back after he left.Then will I be sad?
(End of this chapter)