Farmhouse Qiaofei

Chapter 329
Ash.

Please allow me to still call you like this under such circumstances, this is my own name, in how many midnight dreams, I murmured, wept, and woke up...

Presumably you have already found out about my departure, yes, I left, I left Yanjing, I left the palace, and I also left you.

Ash, don't be angry, just think about the scene when we first met, okay?
Such an embarrassing scene, such a desolate appearance, Ashu, you have seen my ugliest and ugliest appearance.

At that time, I didn’t have enough food to eat, and I didn’t have enough clothes to warm my body. My wish was to have a lot of money, so that I could take my parents away from that aggrieved family and live a good life.

In fact, I did it too. We lived a prosperous and stable life in Xieyang County.

But——because of you, I was involved in the storm again, and even almost caused irreparable harm to my family.

At that time, I blamed you in my heart for destroying the peace and tranquility of my house.

But when you and I met again, I found that I couldn't say any blame, but just wanted to sit and talk with you, watching your flirtatious smile, deliberately playing tricks, and holding your hand. I never get tired of seeing the folding fan with the hand behind it.

But you are not from Xieyang County, you are often away from Xieyang County, and you only come back for a while very occasionally, and it seems that you have some purpose.

At that time, I thought, that's all, we are just passers-by after all, in the future you marry a wife who matches your status, and I marry an ordinary man, so let's never have anything to do with each other.

But who knows, fate always plays tricks like this, just when I was trying my best to calm my mind, my brother sent me a letter asking me to go to another strange city.

I'm a little sad, originally I was in Xieyang County, and I could see you occasionally, but now I go to Yanjing, I'm afraid I won't see you for the rest of my life.

I think so, silently saying goodbye to you from the bottom of my heart.

But I was caught off guard, and I actually met you in Yanjing—even though you looked strange and behaved strangely, I knew that it was you...it was you...

I don't know why you are the way you are, or even what you've been through, what your identity is.

Until one day... I knew your identity, your admirable identity, I once again killed the bud in my heart, I told myself, how can you marry a prince?

Although you found me, comforted me, and played tricks on me, I still couldn't help but feel lost.

At that time, I never dreamed that life would be so full of twists and turns.

When you were in Xieyang County, you were the nephew of the county magistrate, and I was an ordinary peasant girl, we are no longer worthy.When you were in Yanjing, you were the prince, but I became... the general's younger sister.

You don't know how surprised I am...

Especially when I learned that you and I are also in love, I thought, this time is so beautiful.

Although I have experienced some ups and downs later, my heart is always stable, because I know that all my good things are no longer empty joys of one person, the person I hide in my heart also has me in his heart.

But I didn't expect you to participate in the seizure of the heir. No, in fact, ordinary people should think of it when they know that you are a prince, but I subconsciously ignored it. I thought that a happy person like you would not like high places The unbelievable throne.

But what I didn't expect was that you still participated.

I watched you eager to try, watched you put in effort for it, even at the expense of self-injury, I decided to help you, even if I can't do much, but I want to help you with the only strength I have.

Later, you finally ascended to the throne.

Later, you became a concubine, pampered them, and neglected me.

Those days were when I had the worst self-doubt. I don’t know what kind of state of mind I had when I knew you were going to ascend to the throne but still chose to marry you. I can’t even recall my state of mind at that time.

But it is undeniable that I regretted it at that time.

I began to plan to leave, although I still love you from the bottom of my heart, but I don't want to become an ugly woman full of jealousy in this harem one day.

Later, the news of my brother's murder came from Guangliang County, followed by my mother's death, and my heart suffered an unparalleled blow. Man... I admit that my heart was shaken when I was about to leave. I want to be with you for the rest of my life.

Until the moment I saw you coaxing Hao Rushuang, even though I knew you were against your will, it was still hard for me to accept it.

Your throne has not yet been firmly established, and it will take at least a few years to stabilize. You can't refuse the draft, you can't have concubines, and you can't even coax them.

And I can't stand such a day, let alone a few years...

In order to prevent my feelings for you from deteriorating, and to prevent me from turning into an ugly jealous woman, I ran away...

Ash, I will always remember you, but I won't be by your side anymore.

The box holding this letter contains the jewelry left by my grandmother, which is enough to exchange for 8000 million taels of silver, plus my dowry, it should be able to fill part of the national treasury.

This is probably the last thing I can do for you.

Ash, don't be angry, don't come to me again.

If you remember when we first met, if you want me to continue loving you, please let me go.

In the end, my grandfather is old, and the relationship between the two uncles of the Ruan family and the eldest prince is not clear, so you must not want to inherit the position of Lord Zhen Guo to them. If so, why not give it to your brother? , he is also a child of the Ruan family.

Of course, I'm just a suggestion. If Ash doesn't like it, you can ignore my last words.

Time is very long, and the days are long. In the years to come, I hope that Ash can take care of himself and take care of his body when dealing with state affairs.

You don't need to use wild men to perfuse those concubines anymore. Now that you are on the throne, it's time to exercise some emperor's power.

Finally, at the end, I wish you to find a beloved woman, so that you don't have to be alone in the long time.

When I read the last line of this letter, the lamp oil in the lantern had just finished burning, and then went out after a slight flicker, and the whole hall was plunged into darkness.

Yan Shu still maintained the posture of holding the envelope, did not move for a long time, and did not hear any sound.

The two young eunuchs were a little scared, they groped left and right, and finally found an oil lamp that was about to dry up in the outer hall, took out the fire pocket and lit it, and the outer hall became bright again.

Because the emperor was still reading the letter in the inner hall, the little eunuch was afraid that the emperor would blame him, so he hurriedly came to the inner hall with the oil lamp, just in time to see the dazzling reflection in the emperor's eyes, and two lines of tears streaming down slowly.

The little eunuch was shocked, and quickly lowered his head in fear, pretending that he didn't see anything.

"Heh..." Suddenly, the emperor's sneer sounded in the inner hall, but it quickly turned into a low growl of patience, "Bai Shao, you don't want to leave me!"

Afterwards, the emperor stepped out of Kunning Palace, returned to Qianning Palace at a very fast speed, summoned some of the guards who were on patrol, and asked someone to open the palace gate, and the group went there with as little noise as possible. Gu Fu.

According to Yan Shu's judgment, Bai Shao is definitely inseparable from one person, so in this city of Yanjing, the only person she can turn to for help is Gu Qingfan.

In fact, he guessed right, when he rushed to the gate of Gu's mansion with a hundred guards, Gu Qingfan took Bai Wei to the gate of Gu's mansion slowly.

Two groups of people met in front of the brightly lit Gu Mansion.

Gu Qingfan is a general who has experienced life and death, so he can keep calm, but Bai Wei is so frightened that his whole body is trembling, especially when he sees Yan Shu's almost dark face, he can't even stand up. Steady.

Gu Qingfan hugged Bai Wei tightly in his arms calmly, looked at Yan Shu neither humble nor overbearing, and asked, "I have seen His Majesty, but I don't know that His Majesty is here in the middle of the night, but is there something wrong?"

"Gu Qingfan, don't play these pretense with me, Bai Shao, hand her over." Because he didn't want to make things worse, Yan Shu lowered his voice and shouted, "Hurry up, I'll see her soon."

"Your Majesty..." Gu Qingfan frowned, and said with some embarrassment, "If I say that Wan Qing has left, Your Majesty may be able to lead someone to catch up with her and bring her back immediately. Just like this, is she happy? Will it destroy the relationship between you? Even, make her hate you?"

"What's the matter even if it's destroyed, I want her to stay by my side!" Yan Shu got off his horse, glared at Gu Qingfan bitterly, and said in a low voice, "It doesn't matter whether she hates me or loves me, it's important The most important thing is that I want her by my side, I don’t want her to leave, why should she leave! Why! Marry a chicken as a chicken, marry a dog as a dog, since she married into the Yan family, she was born as a member of the Yan family, and died as a member of the Yan family. Ghost of the Yan family! I won't let her leave, I won't!"

"You...you can't say that." Despite the fear in her heart, Bai Wei mustered up the courage to reply when she heard Yan Shu say this, "Shao'er is unhappy in the palace, and you are the one who made her unhappy. What qualifications do you have to force her to be by your side? Now she is only gone, and she is still alive and well. But if you force her to lose her belief in life, then even if you want to catch her, you will have nowhere to go Got it!"

Gu Qingfan pressed Bai Wei's hand, wanting her to stop, but Bai Wei insisted, "If you love Shao'er, you should respect her choice, love what she loves, and not bully her." Dao selfishly kept her by his side, made her suffer, and even said something about the ghost of the Yan family. He was really selfish to the extreme. How could Shao Er fall in love with someone like you, and left most of the dowry to You, let you fill the treasury!"

"You..." Yan Shu's face was livid at what she said, and his heart was full of anger. He wanted to say it but couldn't, so he could only keep walking around in place to relieve his anxiety.

"Your Majesty, let's go back. Give each of you some time to calm down. Anyway, Wan Qing only returned to Xieyang County. Your Majesty will always be able to find her. But if she really drives her into a hurry and leaves Dayan, then it will be really... ..." Gu Qingfan took advantage of the situation and persuaded him a few more times.

Yan Shu pursed his lips and did not speak.

He doesn't quite believe that Bai Shao will be forced to commit suicide, but he believes that she dared to escape from Dayan.

As a majestic queen, she dared to escape from the palace, so what is it to escape to another country!

As Gu Qingfan said, at least now he still knows where she is...

Thinking of this, Yan Shu stomped his feet angrily, glanced at the passers-by who were peeking over because of the commotion here, and finally said bitterly, "Go, go back to the palace!"

(End of this chapter)