Charm Ji confuses the world

Chapter 829

"Actually, I hated her at first."

"Hate her?"

"Well, it was because of her appearance that I lost Geer. Geer was with me for five years, and those five years are enough for me to remember for the rest of my life. Really, if I could choose now, I would Maybe I also selfishly hope that she won't show up, so Geer and I may still have a glimmer of hope."

"But later I found out that it wasn't her who ruined Geer, it was my distrust."

"As for that girl, although she has done many wrong things, she never thought of hurting me from the beginning to the end."

"Little beggar, do you know? Until I lost everything I had, I was thinking, it's good that she is not in the palace. In this way, in her heart, I will always be the same in her heart, It's great that she didn't see the embarrassment of my defeat."

Lingsheng followed Chu Xiao slowly like that, listening to him say these words.

"It was only then that I realized that I seemed to like her."

"She is really, really sorry for me, but when I think back, I'm sorry for her things, more, if it weren't for me, she should have been the daughter of the prime minister's mansion, the jewel in the palm of the eldest princess, if it wasn't for my intervention, if It's not that she is determined to help me, and her family will not be destroyed because of this, but she has never accused me, as long as I need it, she can give me many things unconditionally, even life."

"Actually, I can imagine that she is an extreme girl. In her previous life, she was like this. In this life, she still can't get rid of this habit."

"In order to get my attention and make me love her more, she has done a lot of unbearable things. Maybe she regrets it now, but it's just a pity. I may never see her again. Otherwise, I really want to tell her that I forgive her."

"I don't blame her. She also has things she wants to have and pursue. Her approach is very extreme, but compared with him, why am I not like this?"

If in the previous life, he didn't want to take away the bead of Shisan, then Huang Yan would not give his two kinds of divine fire to Shisan Zuohua in order to take the blame for Shisan, otherwise, Huang Yan would not He would die, and Ge'er didn't have to perform the taboo technique of sealing seals in order to preserve his mental strength.

If in the previous life, he hadn't been so jealous, and he would have stayed by her side as a younger brother, would things have been much simpler, wouldn't the troubles have reached this point now?

However, no if.

All these things happened.

Sister Niannian promised herself, and she did it. In this life, he met her first. In this life, he extended a helping hand to her. In this life, she fell in love with him first. But he destroyed her with his own hands. this relationship.

Chu Xiao knew how much Yu Ge paid and endured unbearable torture when she followed her back then, but she endured it all for herself.

If I had the memory of my previous life at that time, I would never allow such a thing to happen, but now, not only did it happen, but I also personally facilitated it.

"Master, who is the person you are most worried about now?"

When Lingsheng asked this question, she already knew the answer.

It is already a very big event for Chu Xiao to say that she likes her, and she absolutely dare not hope that she can surpass Yu Ge in his heart. It is also for Yu Ge that he was reincarnated as the Lord of the Great Yan. .

Sure enough, Chu Xiao just hesitated for a while before saying, "Sister Nian Nian."

Yes, even now, what Chu Xiao puts first in his heart is Ni Nian who saved him back then.

When we met for the first time, sister Nian Nian gave me such a shock that later on, no one could surpass her existence.

When he didn't know it, he would unconsciously fall in love with the reincarnated little fox, but when he regained his memory, Ni Nian was the first in his heart, but now Chu Xiao felt that he would never I'm not worthy to stand side by side with sister Nian Nian.

"Master, is that girl you care about really that good?"

"Better than anything else."

For Chu Xiao who remembered everything at this moment, Yu Ge really surpassed everything.

Perhaps even Yu Ge didn't know that Xiao Yan's obsession with her was so deep.

Before reincarnation, Emperor Yan thought that if he could be with Sister Nian Nian, he would definitely not tolerate anyone hurting her, but in this life, he only now realizes that the sins that Sister Nian Nian suffered, the things she experienced The wind and rain are all brought by him.

Is it better than anything?

For a few seconds, Lingsheng kept an expression on his face.

Disappointed?No, it's frank.

Now Chu Xiao is a completely different person. If he said that the person he cares about is Ling Sheng, Ling Sheng will not believe it. He said that what he cares about is Yu Ge, which shows that what he said earlier If it is true, then it is true that he likes himself.

Knowing this, Lingsheng felt that enough was enough.

Others, she no longer extravagant.

"Grandpa, what do you want to do most now?"

"What do you want to do most?"

Chu Xiao raised her head and looked at the sky. Because of the direction of the wind, those white clouds kept changing their shapes. Sometimes they would disperse when the wind was stronger. These white clouds had no support or destination.

"I just want to see her now, but I don't know if she wants to see me."

"Grandpa, just live like this, isn't it good?"

Lingsheng knew Chu Xiao too well, and also knew Yanhuang too well. She knew that if Yanhuang lost his faith and lost the light in his life, then he would not have any memory of this world anymore.

"Little beggar, sometimes I feel that you are not stupid."

"Father-"

Chu Xiao chuckled lightly, as if a little relieved.

Maybe this little beggar just guessed his inner thoughts.

"Little beggar, I am not worthy of living in this world."

Chu Xiao knew that she had done too many evil things, but what made him most unable to forgive herself was that at the beginning, she was the one who ruined the pair of children with Geer, and that was when he was closest to Geer. not going.

She definitely didn't want to see herself. For a person who hurt her like this, it would be considered kind of her not to kill herself with her own hands.

"Grandpa, it's me—"

Chu Xiao said: "Don't worry, if I'm not here, I will give you a sum of money to ensure that you will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life. Take it as a thank you. Listen to my remuneration for such a long period of time."

Chu Xiao thought that the little beggar was just afraid that one day, after she left, she would have no one to rely on, so she told her her plan early.

"Father-"

"It's getting late, hurry up, or you will have to rest with me in the wild mountains and forests when it gets dark."

(End of this chapter)