Charm Ji confuses the world

Chapter 904 Yan Xu (Extra 4)

Xiao Nuo was right under me.

At this moment, her face was flushed with embarrassment,

I didn't know what was going on in my heart, but when I saw her like this, I thought she was really cute.

The wind blew gently, and the leaves on the tree slowly floated down and landed in Xiao Nuo's hair.

I stretched out a hand and gently took it down.

But I didn't realize how ambiguous my actions seemed at this time.

Suddenly there was a sound in the courtyard, it was the laughter of the group of children.

"Look, look, Master Dean and Teacher Xiaonuo are hugging each other."

"I said they are a couple, but you still don't believe it."

"Mr. Xiao Nuo, bless you."

"Master Dean, you have to work hard—"

The voices of the children were so immature and brisk, they were chased away by other teachers not long after.

I stayed where I was, feeling a little lost.

I didn't stand up hastily until a shy voice came from below me.

"Brother Yan?"

Xiao Nuo's face was not as blushing as before, but her tone sounded so soft.

"what happened?"

"your hands--"

"Ah, sorry."

I quickly sat up, looked at my clothes torn by her, and the mud on my body, and fell into deep thought.

In the past, Xiao Nuo, seeing me like this, might have quit automatically, but this time she didn't, she seemed to muster up her courage, and walked towards me slowly.

I could hear her take a deep breath.

Presumably, Xiao Nuo was very nervous.

"Brother Yan, I haven't had a good conversation with you for a long time."

But I don't want to talk to Xiao Nuo. In my heart, there will always be sister Yu in scarlet clothes. I don't want to delay Xiao Nuo. In other words, I don't have the confidence to give Xiao Nuo happiness at all.

"Brother Yan, do you still remember? When you were in the academy, you also liked to sit under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in a daze."

Although I didn't reply to her words, she still spoke on her own.

"You don't know. At that time, I was still young, and you were brought back by sister Yu. When I saw you for the first time, I thought you were really good-looking."

When meeting Xiao Nuo for the first time, what was she like?
I thought about it carefully.

I found that the little girl was just a small one in my impression, carved in powder and jade, she was really cute.

"Brother Yan, I loved to cry at that time, but I stopped crying when you were by my side. Do you know why?"

I didn't want to talk at first, but looking at Xiao Nuo's face full of hope, I frowned and said, "Are you afraid of me?"

Hearing this, Xiao Nuo quickly shook her head, lest I misunderstand her.

"No, in my heart, Brother Yan at that time was the patron saint of our academy. Every time I cried, it was because I was afraid, but as soon as you appeared, I would feel safe. Looking at you, I thought I couldn't cry, because Brother Yan said that you don't like girls who love to cry."

Yeah, I don't like crying girls.

Look at Sister Yu, she never cries.

No matter what happens, she will always say lightly: What can't be dealt with?Xu'er, you have to believe in yourself.

"Brother Yan, are you still thinking about Sister Yu?"

Yes, I still think about her. The words she said before leaving are very meaningful.

I clearly know what she means, but I just don't want to understand.

I want to put Sister Yu in my heart. If I have her in my heart, I am not qualified to accept the love of any girl.

Including Xiao Nuo.

Xiao Nuo, who has always been clumsy, seems to have read my mind at this moment.

She put her hands on her chin, with a melancholy look on her face.

"Brother Yan, you know what I mean, don't you?"

"It's getting late, go back to the house and rest."

Xiao Nuo didn't get up at this time, but reached out and grabbed my sleeve.

"Brother Yan, listen to me, okay?"

Her eyes were full of pleading, but Xiao Nuo didn't know that every time she had this expression, she looked very pitiful, making it hard to refuse.

"Brother Yan, I know that I am not as good as Sister Yu, and I also know that there is a distance of thousands of miles between me and Sister Yu. I never thought of being compared with Sister Yu. Brother Yan, you can't, give me Any chance?"

Give her a chance?Easier said than done.

"Brother Yan, you give me one year, just one year, okay?"

"If I still can't live in your heart by then, I will quit, completely quit."

In my heart, it would be a lie to say that there is no fluctuation.

Xiao Nuo is the child I brought up with my own hands. I mostly participated in her growth. It is difficult for her to be as decisive as she is today.

"Brother Yan, I beg you, okay?"

I feel that my throat is a little hoarse at the moment, and I don't know what to say.

I have rejected this girl Xiao Nuo countless times, but she becomes more and more courageous with frustration.

"Brother Yan, give me a chance, and give you a chance, okay?"

I know that Sister Yu will not come back, even though I have done too much for her, no matter how much I love her, she will never come back.

But if a person is dead, it doesn't matter who is by his side.

Thinking of this, I actually started to have selfish thoughts.

Sister Yu said that Xiao Nuo is like a sunflower blooming under the sun. She has never experienced the dangers of the world, and she always faces the sun and keeps her heart.

She said, Xiao Nuo can be salvation for me.

Sister Yu also said that if I give Xiao Nuo a chance, I will definitely fall in love with her.

How could she be so sure?

Does elder sister Yu feel that I can control my thoughts at will?

I don't know how to say it, or at this moment, I want to overthrow Sister Yu's words, how can one come back to life when one's heart is dead?

So I said, "Okay."

It seemed that Xiao Nuo didn't expect me to answer like this. At that moment, even his expression became stiff.

I think she seems a little unhappy.

Otherwise, it wouldn't be like this.

Furthermore, I also realized that doing this by myself is not very good for Xiao Nuo. If I still haven't come out after a year, then Xiao Nuo, is it a waste of a year of youth.

"Forget it, I think this is too absurd."

"No, no, Brother Yan, you promised me."

Xiao Nuo quickly shook his head and stood up.

Looking at her now, I feel that sister Yu is really right. When Xiao Nuo smiled, it was so lively and cute against the sunlight.

My heart seemed to miss a beat at that moment.

"Brother Yan, your clothes are broken. I'll wash them for you and then sew them on for you."

I smiled and watched her take off my clothes, then excitedly carried it to the small river.

Perhaps, sister Yu was right.

(End of this chapter)