Love for a limited time

Chapter 117
There is nothing wrong with us liking each other, we have not let down our parents, we have not let down our teachers, we have not done anything that everyone regrets, we are passionate and polite, we study hard, what is wrong, but why do we do this to us?
In the end, I couldn't cry, only a low sob remained, and I could hear Song Junxi's breathing when he was quiet.

"Xia Xia, don't cry, I will accompany you, you take the exam for one year, I will accompany you for one year, for two years, I will accompany you for two years, in short, I will wait for you, don't be afraid, as long as we can be together !"

Song Junxi has never spoken to me so gently, even when he confessed his love to me last year, he was in a domineering and commanding tone, not as gentle as he is now.

I don't know if it was because I was moved or what, but I cried even harder, and finally coughed loudly as if I couldn't breathe.

At this moment, my mother opened the door and came in: "Xia Xia, Xia Xia, what's the matter with you, what's the matter?"

I squatted on the ground with my head on my lap, shaking my head desperately but couldn't speak.

It took a long time before I could hold back a sentence: "Mom, I'm so sad! I'm so sad!"

"Mom, I know, our Xia Xia was wronged, it's because my parents are incapable of making my child feel so wronged, mom knows, mom knows!"

Mom hugged me, and I lay on my mother's chest, tired from crying, and finally fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already dark, my mother fed me something, told the nurse to watch me, and went back to tidy some clothes for me at night.

I saw my mother running back and forth in the hospital recently, and she looked even more haggard even though she was already thin.

"Mom, come back tomorrow morning. I don't need to take care of me in the hospital at night. Besides, there are sister nurses here?" I don't want my mother to work so hard.

"No, how could Mom leave you alone in the hospital? Mom is worried!"

"There's nothing to worry about. I'm fine here. You can only rest on the bedside here. You can only take care of me during the day when you go back to rest. Otherwise, I'm fine. Mom, you should fall down! "I refused to live or die, and my tone was very firm.

"Mom isn't that delicate. Mom will be here soon!"

"Mom, if you don't listen to me, then I don't want to stay in the hospital, go home and take it easy!" I used the last trump card.

"Okay, mom listens to you, can't you? Come back tomorrow morning, okay!" My mother had to compromise, let me lie down on the bed, put water, snacks and so on before leaving.

I slept all afternoon without any sleepiness, so I simply got up and stood by the window, because the ward was on the eleventh floor, so I couldn't see clearly, especially at this time, the street lights were very dim.

I think this ward is very stuffy, full of the smell of disinfectant, which is suffocating, and I want to open the windows to breathe.

Just as I opened the curtains and was about to open the window, my body was suddenly hugged tightly: "Xia Xia, you are crazy!"

It's Song Junxi!

"Let me go, let me go!" I was very anxious, why did he come here, it was SARS at this time, how dangerous it would be if he came out!

"I won't let you go, did I let you do something stupid!"

My Zhang Er monk can't figure it out. I just opened a window to do something stupid. He won't think me. . . . . .Thought I was going to kill myself?

I couldn't laugh or cry: "You think I'm going to jump off the building, I'm not that stupid? If I jump down, my parents will be so sad~" I struggled, Song Junxi was also afraid of touching my right hand, so he quickly let go my body.

I turned around to look at him, Song Junxi wrinkled his face, his whole body was thinner, with green stubble on his chin, he looked haggard.

"You didn't even think about it, would I be sad too? If you do something stupid, I might be even more sad!" Song Junxi stroked the bandage still wrapped around my head with his hands, with deep guilt and regret in his eyes.

"I...you still have your parents, and you will have a better future in the future. Slowly...you will forget about me! You shouldn't have come!" I thought about the two of us The future is already full of difficulties, and now it is even more hopeless.

It is impossible for me to be selfish enough to let Song Junxi accompany me to re-study. He could have gone abroad to develop better, but he stayed for me, and if he missed the opportunity to go to the best university in China for me, I am really sorry for his liking. with me.

"What stupid things are you talking about? I'm so worried that I won't see you these days, I can't eat and I can't sleep, I'm trying to escape, I'm going to ask Mr. Han, Xiao Hai, even over the wall, just to hear you tell me these things ?

You called this afternoon, and suddenly there was no sound. I only heard my aunt calling your name. Do you know how worried I am?Xia Xia, you can't do this, when there is a difficulty, it's like leaving me alone, we can face it together! "

Song Junxi hugged me suddenly, as if he was really afraid that I would disappear in an instant. I knew how much he liked me, but in that mood, he was worried about gains and losses, and would say a lot of duplicity.

Actually, I want to express, me. . . . . .I can't bear to part with him, but how come it means to break up with him?

I don't want him to be sad for me, I don't want him to do stupid things for me.

He actually climbed over the wall, a student like him would do such a thing, is he crazy?
I hugged him with my left hand: "I...I didn't, I didn't mean that, Junxi, I didn't mean that!" I shook my head, tears bursting again.

"I know you don't mean that, well, you lie down quickly, don't you feel dizzy after standing for so long?" Song Junxi helped me to lie on the bed.

It turned out that in the afternoon, not long after receiving my call, Song Junxi came out of the school over the wall and asked Wu Gang to ask the teacher to rest in the dormitory.

Then, I went straight to the hospital and came over. I ran to the hospital and saw my mother was in the ward, so I waited at the elevator entrance for an afternoon. I dared not come in until I saw my mother go out.

Li Nuo and Wu Gang originally wanted to come to see me, but the three of them had too big a goal, so they had to act as a cover and let Song Junxi come over first.

Junxi told me that Director Liu is helping to contact Tsinghua University and has already faxed my usual grades and the like. Now I can only wait for the news from there to see if it can be treated specially in special cases.

"Even if you can't apply, it doesn't matter, I'll wait for you for a year!" Song Junxi seemed to have plans long ago, he had always only had ideas, but, as the saying goes, man is not as good as God.

Zhuge Liang is so powerful, so if he came up with the strategy of borrowing arrows from the straw boat, he would need Dongfeng's help.

And us?

Small as a drop in the ocean!
(End of this chapter)