Love for a limited time

Chapter 191
"So, I said, there is destiny in the dark, Xia Xia, we are going to be together after all!" Song Junxi looked at me with a smile, so determined.

Many years later, I held that bracelet again, and finally couldn't help it. Tears flowed down uncontrollably, and I couldn't care less.

"Sorry, I didn't sell it on purpose! Sorry!"

Song Junxi sat down beside me and let me lean on his shoulder.

"When I saw this bracelet from my aunt for the first time, I thought it looked familiar, but when I took it off and saw the letters representing our names, I knew it was that day, and there was nothing wrong with it.

I asked my aunt where I bought it, and she said casually that she bought it from a diamond shop, so I knew it was you, and I went back to China like crazy, looking for you with a bracelet, but no, I still can’t find you, It's like disappearing from this world! "

Song Junxi gently told the things about him in the United States that made me cry.

Then he was found by Uncle Song himself. He told my aunt our story and wanted her to help him, but no matter how many times he escaped, he would always be caught.

He had the longest escape attempt ever. He wandered the streets of the United States for four days before being brought back to the police station. He failed.

The last time he wanted to flee back to China was after graduating from university, on the eve of Zhibin's departure to the United States, he watched Aunt Yao block his car with her body and fell under his car.

Since then, he never escaped, because Zhibin told him that I was dead, he contacted Wu Gang and Li Nuo, and got the same answer, I was dead.

Died by suicide!

Although he didn't believe it, he still admitted it!

From then on, he didn't run away anymore, but he didn't inherit the Song family either. He spent all his time working and trying to forget, but he still failed.

Ten years, ten years, there is no way to forget someone, and there is no way to find me again. He finally accepted his fate, accepted the arrangement of the two families, and got engaged to Han Xiaoya.

However, he proposed that when he returned to China for the engagement banquet, he wanted to come back to see this place that he dreamed of, missed, and hated.

But I didn't expect that on that day, we would meet again.

The raging fire in his heart began to burn again.

"So, Xia Xia, how do you ask me to give up on you? I can't do it. It took me ten years to forget, but I remember you more clearly. Tell me, how do you want me to forget you!"

He frowned, looking at me affectionately and persistently.

"Junxi, it's impossible for us. This is different from ten years ago. If we persist, have you ever thought about what Aunt Yao will think, and my mother, Xiaoya, Chen Zhiwen, we will hurt so many people, Let so many people suffer, can we be happy? We can't be so selfish, mistakes can only be made once, isn't the price we have endured these years not enough? Junxi, forget it!"

If you can't forget it in ten years, it will take 20 years, and you will always forget it.

It's better for two people to suffer, and it's better for so many people to be sad together.

I am not the Virgin Mary, nor the savior, I am not that noble, I just want those people I care about to live in peace.

Because of loving each other, isn't it good to know that each other is living well in a certain corner of the earth?
Falling in love doesn't have to be together forever!

If the two feelings last for a long time, how can they be in the day and night!

"There are many people I care about in this world, and you are the one I don't want to bear the most. There will always be a way to solve these. I only want your attitude, Xia Xia, do you still love me?"

He held my face in his hands and looked at me, I shook my head, unwilling to answer his question, I love to say it, and the two families will lose out again.

If I don't like to speak out, I can't endure the scene like three days ago again, and I will be heartbroken. He said that the person I don't want to bear is me, and the person I don't want to hurt is him.

"Xia Xia, is it that difficult to answer?" Song Junxi looked at me as if not giving up.

"Don't force me. Is this answer still meaningful now?"

I don't want to look at his burning eyes, but Song Junxi refuses to let it go.

"Yes, it can fill me with strength and keep my heart beating! Xia Xia, I must know!"

The two of us looked at each other, every minute and every second passed, and we hadn't seen each other for ten years. This was the first time I looked at his face seriously.

There are slight fine lines at the corners of the eyes, which may be due to frequent frowning, and there are some marks between the brows.

He is almost 30 years old, he is really not young anymore!

It really should be the age to get married and have children, and now we have a good engagement, because we meet again, according to his temper, we must not get married well.

Aunt Yao and Uncle Song must be sad and disappointed with him, maybe they will return to China in a fit of anger, or let him return to the United States, this day is destined not to be peaceful.

There will be uproar in our lives again.

I closed my eyes, not looking at him, and said a faint sentence: "I loved you!"

Yes, I loved it. Ten years later, I have faded away from my youthfulness and learned to be careful with words.

For old lovers to meet again, this sentence of love can minimize the damage.

Yes, loved, and before that, the two of us loved each other deeply.

But, today, love has expired!

Therefore, it can only be called love!

Song Junxi suddenly smiled slowly, muttering those two words: loved, loved...
I know, he must be extremely uncomfortable!
He looked at me, and the smile on the corner of his lips became more and more charming: "If you say that you have loved, you want to deny our past. Do you think this is fair to love? If you think it has passed, I will take you to slowly remember that kind of love." The feeling of love, Xia Xia, I have plenty of time, ten years is not enough, only 20 years, I have time, as I said, I have no intention of letting go when I meet you this time, I have always regretted it, why did I stay ten years ago You are waiting at your house alone, I should accompany you!"

Song Junxi's voice was a little hoarse, but it was extremely gentle, with a hint of bewitchment.

Song Junxi, who was driven crazy by me that day, has recovered now.

Hard and soft, I don't know how long I can hold on.

I don't know how long I can lie to myself.

"Xia Xia, don't run away anymore. We have missed ten years. If that is really the price we have to bear for the mistakes we made in our youth, then that is enough. Xia Xia, my happiness is you. When I live, I will live, and if I die, I will die, life and death are up to you!"

"No, your happiness is not mine, your life and death is not mine, Junxi, I can't afford to love, I really can't afford to love, do you have to force us both to be sinful? What do I have to deserve your deep affection? Zhong, Song Junxi, you are really crazy!"

(End of this chapter)