Love for a limited time

Chapter 197
The first time two people met was love, and the second time they met was catastrophe. It really is true, just like Song Junxi and me.

After the teahouse that day, Song Junxi called me, but I didn't answer.

That sentence that even if we can't be lovers, we can still be friends is not suitable for Song Junxi and me.

As far as we are concerned, if we really want to live in the same city, there is only one possibility, which is not to communicate with each other forever.

That morning, Song Junxi finally blocked me downstairs, his eye circles were red and bloodshot, obviously he hadn't slept all night.

Could it be that he stayed in the car all night, he sent me a text message last night asking me to go down, but I hardened my heart and ignored it.

It is false to say that you don't feel distressed, but what can you do if you feel distressed?
Now it's no longer the problem between me and Song Junxi, but also that crazy Yao Ruolan.

When people's paranoia reaches a certain level, it is a terrible thing.

I'm not afraid of what she will do to me, but I don't want innocent people to be implicated, such as my mother, such as Chen Zhiwen.

As for Song Junxi, the most painful thing for me is not that I want to love but cannot love, but that I have to avoid it like a snake.

"I'm sorry!" Song Junxi was very haggard, and there was a lifeless silence in his whole body.

"No need!" I didn't expect the two of us to be so speechless in the end.

"She won't trouble you again in the future!" Song Junxi spoke again after being silent for a while, and I knew who she was talking about.

"I wish!" I sighed.

"Xia Xia, I'm sorry!"

The beginning of love is a sentence I love you, and the end of love is a sentence of sorry.

I know every meaning of his sorry, and this time, I know, he really let go.

I should feel relieved, but my heart throbbed, as if something had been stripped from my body.

I saw Chen Zhiwen's car in the rearview mirror: "He's here, I'm leaving!"

Song Junxi hummed in a low voice, for the first time he didn't stop me from leaving, the helpless look in his eyes made me want to run away quickly.

I almost ran away.

I looked up, the weather was fine, it was a rare good weather.

The world of mortals is ten feet long, and the vast sea of ​​people is actually where I came from.

After ten years of falling in love, they finally become strangers.

Chen Zhiwen and I went to the store to try on dresses today. After all, the wedding day is getting closer and closer.

Only forty days left.

Those who are about to be a bride should laugh!

I looked at myself in the mirror and smirked, the corners of my mouth twitched a little. The clerk praised my beauty, Chen Zhiwen was dazzled by the look, and said with a smile that every outfit was good-looking, and I didn’t know which one to choose.

In the end, a total of three sets were selected and settled. This week, in addition to today's dress fitting, I also spared time on Thursday to go to the photo studio to take wedding photos.

There are a lot of people getting married in October, and the wedding photos are rushed together, but this is the day that I have waited for more than a week and finally got it.

I missed Thursday, and I don't know if I will have time in the future.

After trying on the dress that day, when Chen Zhiwen was about to send me back to the company, he answered the phone and hurried to meet the client again.

The dress shop is in the commercial street, it is very lively, I don't want to go back to the company right away, just wander around here.

I haven't been to the commercial street here for many years.

The place has changed a lot. In the past, Song Junxi and I often went to the cinema here to watch movies. The transportation here is the most convenient. Most of the buses will stop here. The delicious food and fun are all nearby. Naturally, it is us. Dating preferred.

I don’t know if that Wanda Cinema is still there. I remember the last time I went there alone. Infernal Affairs ended. Later, I didn’t have the courage to go there alone.

I often watch movies, but I watch them on the computer, and I can't sleep at night.

The movie theater is still there, but the sign has been changed many times, the old windows are gone, the refurbished reception is high-end, and even the girl standing in front is several times prettier than before.

I stood there watching for a while, young girls and boys went in hand in hand, and came out with smiles on their faces. I watched the movies released today, and even the price of movie tickets has doubled.

I came out from there alone, and I felt like I didn't see the newcomers laughing and only heard the old ones cry.

In ten years, everything has changed, even our dating base has changed from shotgun to cannon.

Walking, walking, I saw a stand selling cotton candy sitting on the side of the street, there was no one there, now there are more candies of all kinds, girls love those imported chocolates more, street stalls, even looking at them Will not take a look.

I suddenly remembered that at the playground during the winter vacation, the cotton candy that Song Junxi and I bought, each took one bite, and he bit the position where I bit with every bite.

At that time, I felt blush and heartbeat, but now I think about it, it is really very beautiful.

Our good memories also stay in that era.

Unknowingly, I stopped in front of the booth. The old man saw me staring at his cotton candy, and asked a little excitedly: "Girl, I still have colored cotton candy. Come one, five yuan!"

I dug out a piece of five yuan from my bag and handed it to him, and his trembling cotton candy was handed over to me, a series of thanks.

I nodded and walked forward step by step.

Take a sip, but the sweet taste of the year is gone.

Looking at himself in a daze.

The more I think about it, the more I feel like my heart is bleeding, what am I doing, I am about to get married, what do I think about those things, Song Junxi hasn't sent a text message since that day.

How did he get through with his mother? Yao Ruolan asked me to leave City A so resolutely and let go of it lightly. I don't think it's like her character.

I ran wildly on the road without noticing the car in front of me. There was a screeching sound of brakes, and even I was frightened. The driver stuck his head out of the car window, pointed at my nose and scolded: "You are looking for death !"

In fact, I really want to reply: I'm fucking looking for death, so come here.

But it was just thinking about it, the man thought I was being scolded for being stupid, so he stood there motionless.

I saw myself standing in the middle of the road, not knowing whether to back up or go in, why did I see him being pulled out of the car suddenly.

A more arrogant voice cursed: "Who the hell are you scolding?"

When I looked up, I didn't know who Li Zhibin was!

There was a car parked behind the car that almost hit me, no one, could it be his car?

He changed his car again. What is this car?I really don't know the name, but it looks cool.

The man shrank his head in fright at Li Zhibin, who was more than a head taller, with a pale face.

Li Zhibin dragged me, who was standing there stupidly, into the car and fastened my seat belt, then cursed angrily, "You're fucking looking for death!"

This is the first time Li Zhibin has spoken to me in such an angry manner.

(End of this chapter)