Love for a limited time

Chapter 205
"I don't know, you shouldn't come to me, you shouldn't come..."

Knowing that what greets us ahead is a cliff and an abyss, but he wants to force himself to jump down.

I do, but I don't want him to do the same.

"If I could love you less, I wouldn't want to push us all to nowhere! Xia Xia, without you, what would it be like to live! Being separated from you is like frying oil. I have never felt human My life has been so long." Song Junxi's face was covered with frost.

Continue to speak: "I finally know why those who died for love, life is worse than death!"

That word of death came from someone like him, I felt like I was struck by lightning, he actually had this kind of thought, death, how could it be possible.

He didn't look at me, under the dim light, the faint halo all over his body was faint, as if he was going to leave me at any time under the darkness of night.

No, I left him not to force him to die, I think he is better.

How could he just say this word casually!

"You're crazy!" I yelled at him, "You're dead, what will your parents do, they only have you as a child, you're dead...we can't be together, I just hate you , you coward!"

"I'm crazy. I was crazy ten years ago. I was crazy when I met you again. I've been crazy for a long time!"

Song Junxi's low voice hit my heart word by word like a spell.

It hurts so bad I can't struggle!
He stood there with a lonely figure. When did that young man who laughed and talked thousands of miles become like this.

I do not want!
He is my God, God is immortal, how can I be so desperate that I want to die!

Even if it was damned, that damned one couldn't be him!

Tears were blown down by the autumn wind.

"Song Junxi, you are too much, why do you say such things to me, say death in front of me, are you trying to force yourself to death, are you trying to force me to death, you are always like this, do whatever you want in front of me, force me, Blackmail me.

You are the one who says you love me, you are the one who says you want to take care of me, you are the one who says you won’t give up, and you are the one who says you are going to die now, what do you want? Domineering and self-willed in the world to the end, you are not afraid that I will be sad, Song Junxi, you are a bastard! "

I lay in his arms and cried uncontrollably. Cold tears dripped on his damp suit jacket. There was no temperature, only humidity!

"You're right, I'm a bastard who is nothing! I don't want you to be so sad! I don't want..."

"But... what should we do? Song Junxi, we will never be together in this life!"

The dawn is in front of us, but it does not belong to us.

The sky didn't know when it started to rain. The two of us stood in the rain, and the cold raindrops hit us, as if reminding us that even a hug would be punished by God.

The rain extinguished the last trace of warmth that we comforted each other.

I hid in his arms and trembled all over.

Song Junxi suddenly picked me up, I don't know where he is taking me.

I wanted to break free, but I was powerless. I looked up at the dark room.

Close your eyes and compromise!
The car stopped in front of a hotel, I hesitated, but he was stubborn.

Lonely men and widows in the middle of the night, the lady at the front desk looked maliciously.

I dare not look up.

The love is deep and natural!
Ten years of longing finally boiled into poison!

I just want this deep flesh and blood connection with him.

My waist was tightly grasped by him, and the next action almost made me faint. My unbearable struggle was like a child, and it had no effect on him.

I could only tremble slightly, and couldn't help but shed tears.

My tears are not because of pain, not because of shame, but because of despair, the despair of kisses, the despair of love, we all know that this is just a dream of pretending to be confused.

The series of strange throbbing sensations he brought me scared me a little.

Until the end, the moment we reached the peak of each other, my body convulsed and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

He hugged me gently, clinging like a child, slowly kissing my hair.

We were all very calm in this rainy night.

The two of them slowly calmed down from the passion just now, and I nestled in his arms obediently.

In the silent darkness, I heard his powerful and powerful heartbeat, and every sound made me think it was the sound of his heart breaking. It was so sad, like the two people were still in love with each other in the mirror a second ago, but as soon as they let go of the mirror Broken, all I saw was a broken face.

It's hard to have both love and love, that's it, what do we meet, what do we fall in love with?
We are so close that we do not distinguish between you and me, but we also face the fact that you are not you, and I am not me.

"Xia Xia, am I useless!"

With my head on his chest, Song Junxi murmured silently: "My father divorced her, she really only has me left!" Song Junxi buried in my hair.

"I want to give you happiness, but in the end all I can give you is disappointment and hurt!" Song Junxi's voice was hoarse and nasal.

"I am willing, as long as it is given to me by you, even if it is harm, I am also willing. Junxi, I don't want anything, I don't want anything in return, naturally I am afraid of harm and no harm! I will not make you difficult, I will not make you unfilial, I just want to see you!"

"But I made you suffer so much. All I give you is pain! And you are the last person I want to hurt!"

Song Junxi's tears flowed in my hair, and seemed to wet my heart.

"If these make you happy, I am willing, Song Junxi, do you know? You have always been my God, and every moment I am with you is a gift to me. I am only grateful to you. I thank you for ever Being by my side, having you once is enough, I just want to make a very selfish request, in addition to experiencing summer in your life, there is another Xiaxia in your life, that's enough..."

Song Junxi hugged me tightly, and the tears of the two of them flowed into a river.

"I'm not as good as you think. After meeting you, I only want to do one thing well, which is to protect you and give you happiness. I have such a long life, but I can't even do this well. You said , am I in the worst position?"

Song Junxi let me look into his eyes, will you still love Song Junxi?How can I be your god, I am not worthy at all!I'd rather you call me an asshole, because the person who hurt you all along is just me, was, and still is!If possible, I just want to compensate you with my life, I owe too much! "

(End of this chapter)